Chapter 2 Is it to give birth to a child, or to lose money.

I am a child who is dissatisfied, and will use words to tell the pain, but who would have thought that I would continue to write my life. As soon as I saw the title of the book "Cool Love", I must have thought that I was talking nonsense and scribbling. But on the contrary, I wrote my true story. -------

I originally thought that I was born safe and sound, and I could cry a few times with my mother in the hospital, but I didn't expect that on the ninth day of my birth, because I was seriously hypoxic, my crying became more and more miserable, and the doctor stuffed me who kept crying until four o'clock this afternoon.

"I'm crying endlessly, I'm annoyed!"

The whole neonatal department, the patients, and the nurses, were woken up by my crying at two o'clock in the morning, when the lights were different from now, and in 1993 it was good to have yellowed light bulbs, which were a thousand times stronger than the kerosene lamps of ancient times. In the hospital at two or three o'clock in the morning, the cry accompanied by me was already eerie, not to mention the dim lights, plus, in the middle of the night, I was wearing a paper-thin baby clothes, when the cold wind blew into my small cuffs from time to time, some cold, plus my crying in the middle of the night, there were echoes in the corridor of the neonatal department of the hospital from time to time to make it even more terrifying.

The nurse who was in charge of me, because she couldn't stand my crying, rushed into my mother's hospital room in a rage and said;

"Whose child is this, since today, this afternoon, has been crying non-stop, annoying to death! Isn't it a bad temper? ”

The father, who was smoking by the door and was at a loss, heard the back of the nurse walking towards him angrily in the middle of the night, and he had always been desperate to save face, but he couldn't hold it on his face. Seeing that the nurse hadn't come in yet, she hurriedly blocked the door like a second-rate child in the Qing Dynasty, unconvinced, put one hand on the door frame that had slowly rusted, and held the cigarette butt with the other, and blew out white smoke from her mouth for a while, and said in a somewhat unconvinced tone;

"Hey, you! What the fuck are you talking about? There's a kind of you say again! What happened to my Zhang Ping's child?

Dad Zhang Ping looks fierce, as if he wants to eat people, no wonder, I am already the fourth child of the Zhang family, and now I have a low-grade fever for a while, and a high fever for a while. Whoever it is, everyone is upset. What's more, it's Dad Zhang Ping. "Maybe my father did too much bastards in my previous life, and the two sons and one daughter born to my mother died after birth, otherwise I am the youngest in the family.

That's when the atmosphere heats up. Since my father has watched me for eight days and eight nights, of course, I don't need to look at the brand to know that I am his child, and my father has always had a bad temper, and I just knew that I was a premature baby, so I was in a bad mood. In addition, although it is September in the ward, it is still a little stuffy, and there is not only a mother and a mother in the ward, but also other families. In addition, the air in the ward was stuffy, and the smell of smoke and medicine was mixed together, not to mention how uncomfortable it was for a woman who had just had a caesarean section. My uncle already has asthma and heart disease, and arguing again in the middle of the night is to make matters worse.

My mother is the fourth daughter of the Shen family, which is considered a child, and on the ninth day of my birth, my grandmother Rowling came because she wanted to see her newborn granddaughter, even if she had a heart attack.

"Okay, Zhang Ping, this nurse didn't mean it, let's just say a few words, I think about it, just forget it!"

"Forget it! Is it amazing to be a nurse? Besides, maybe there is something wrong with this child? ”

In this way, the originally peaceful night was not peaceful like this, maybe it was because my father's complaint was too loud, which woke up my sleeping aunt Aunt Yang Hui is the wife of her uncle Shen Yi, as long as her uncle is not there, she has the general right to speak in this family, and even her grandmother Rowling has to look at her face.

I saw her holding up her fat, somewhat sleepy thighs, plus her 145-pound body, and limped over and said;

"Oops! Zhang Ping, mom, you will say a few words here today. ”

My grandmother took me out of the nurse's hands and into her arms, tears welled up in her distressed eyes, and she silently hugged me who was only four kilograms and sat aside, no matter how noisy the people in this room were, she just refused to put me down, and my lips were a little purple from crying. But my grandmother's warm hand held me, and I forgot the cold of the night.

"What a fierce one! Your own child has a bad temper and you blame me?! ”

After the nurse finished speaking, she glared at her father Zhang Ping fiercely and slammed the door. Aunt Yang Hui watched the nurse leave, and continued to sleep crookedly, as if she had just finished the two-minute play.

He also said it from time to time.

"Hey, this God, it's also a creation to make people, don't say anything about taking away your three children, this fourth child, I don't know, it's a child, or a loss of money!"

When my grandmother heard this, she stood up from the chair angrily, and pointed to her aunt with a slight trembling leg;

"You。。。。。。 You give me a few words of immorality, be careful of retribution, how can our Shen family have a daughter-in-law like you, Shen Yi, my son is really blind.

In this way, this night, this night was on 414, and the People's Hospital exploded. Dad seemed to acquiesce to his aunt's statement, and in this ward, which was originally only 90 square meters, he smoked silently until he saw his mother crying on the hospital bed. There are only three or four beds in the ward, and the Shen family, a large family, almost thirty or forty people, almost occupies this room, and my second uncle, Shen Wei, because his grandmother took the wrong medicine when he was pregnant with him, caused his ears to be deaf, and he couldn't hear their conversation at all, and his cousins had no right to speak at all because they were still at school age.

And the family members of the other patients in this room stood outside and whispered for fear of causing trouble, until the director on duty of this hospital came!

"Hey! In the middle of the night, what are you arguing about if you don't sleep?! Don't forget, this is a hospital! ”

Today, because my uncle was not there, this war exploded in the hospital, otherwise with my aunt Yang Hui's ability, I usually wouldn't dare to let a fart in front of my uncle Shen Yi. This night was so difficult in Zhang Ping's father's heart that he didn't even want to eat a bite of the eight-treasure porridge on the cabinet next to his mother's hospital bed. The lockers in the hospital are still old-fashioned, with a fancy buckle every other quarter, but all because I came at the wrong time, Dad, Mom, and even all these things seem to be false and unreal to this family.