I finally know what I am looking for? And in the end, it ended up with such a sad ending.

I don't have a love for others, and I want others.

I am alive, but you are deceased.

She never realized that she didn't even have a chance to tell or fight?

In a trance, she felt that the glow was as gentle as water. The wooden boat under him swayed slightly, and this scene was like a dream. But the depression in my heart was so heavy, and my eyes seemed to have been overwhelmed and a tear slipped from the corner of my eyes. She never thought that her defenses, those surprises, those feelings that she wanted to be close to but couldn't help but refuse, would one day turn into a strong attachment to that person and jealousy of others.

What kind of woman did he love, was it Mu Qi?

Yun Yanzheng recalled half-drunk and half-awakened, and the words that Zhusheng and Xiaolan had said were never forgotten and echoed for a long time.

But why are they separated? Let people like him be unable to keep them? What kind of woman is Mu Qi that can make him so attached to him and unforgettable?

The phoenix eyes looked at the gorgeous sunset on the horizon in a daze, and felt compassion in their hearts. He buried the brewed "A Dream of Longshan" under the camellia tree, and abandoned the "Fengxiang Qingyin", but made a third "Fengxiang Qingyin" in Yuecheng, did he hate that person and wanted to abandon but couldn't give up? Or is it that hating yourself has become a nightmare and you can't give up on each other? This kind of affection is deep and lingering. She just wanted to sink to the bottom of the water, suffocate herself, and she didn't want to wake up, so that she didn't have to taste the pain so helpless and powerless. The more sincere she tasted the affection in this, the more serious the pain in her chest became.

What is the purpose of his stubborn retention? What was the purpose of their parting?

This situation makes people helpless, there is nowhere to escape, and what about her?

How could he have never escaped, there was no escape?

With a "poof", the boat actually turned on its side. Yun Yanzheng was caught off guard and slipped into the water. She is very good at water, and she would not have worried about suffocating in the water, but she deliberately let herself indulge at this moment, and her hands and feet were soft after drinking, Yun Yanzheng simply let herself float in the water, regardless of it.

From the surface of the water, the sparkling ripples have gradually calmed down, but the person who fell into the water has never come out. A light sigh sounded faintly from the white camellia bushes, and a figure quietly slid into the water, like a swimming dragon gracefully moving in the water where it was looking for the sign of the clouds.

The faint light reflected the haze under the water, and Yun Yanzheng could vaguely see a figure falling into the water, swimming towards her with swift posture. She smiled slightly, could it be that someone at the edge of the flower forest found her and didn't float up after falling into the water, so he rushed to save her?

The visitor swam towards her with a frightened and anxious look, but found that she was floating gracefully in the water, and when he saw his figure, there seemed to be a hint of apology and amusement in his beautiful phoenix eyes. Yun Yanzheng didn't wait for the person to come to the rescue, and with a gentle ripple under her feet, she could float up, almost trying to penetrate the water. Unexpectedly, her feet were tight, as if someone had caught her ankle and dragged her into the water again, Yun Yanzheng suddenly became vigilant. Slightly frowned, and before she could exchange her breath, her person sank to the bottom of the water again, and a burst of suffocation followed.

Could it be that the man did not come to save her, but to murder her?

Yun Yanzheng relied on his ability in the water, and one reflexively went down, reaching out to cut the man's shoulder. The man was more agile in the water than she was, and the scissors locked her right wrist. The two of them were cruising and fighting in the water, the sun was shining on the water, and the golden light was sparkling, but the two people under the water were like two swimming dragons entangled with each other and fighting wits and strength.

In the end, Yun Yanzheng was defeated by the man, and was grabbed at the same time, both hands and wrists were twisted behind him and held tightly, and the figures of the two people were almost close together at this moment. Yun Yanzheng was frightened, but he quickly calmed down, unless this person was going to suffocate with her in the water, otherwise he would definitely have to go out of the water to breathe, as soon as the thought was established, she no longer made unnecessary struggles, but let him tie his hands to show weakness to the enemy.

The man's face was close at hand, but it was too close to see it, and he could only see that his white clothes were as bright as clouds, fluttering in the water like mist and hail, and his black hair was almost entangled with hers. She was cold, but her heart was pounding, could it be that there were really ghosts in this world? This person is a water ghost, come out when it is almost dark, do you want to harm her? When I was a child, I heard from the old lady in the palace that people who drowned in the water cannot fall into the underworld, and only by finding a substitute ghost can they free their souls and re-enter the hell reincarnation in order to be reincarnated.

Bubbles in the water kept popping out of her nostrils, and Yun Yanzheng felt bursts of suffocation invade her, and waves of dizziness ran through her mind. She didn't struggle anymore, her limbs drooped, and her body sank down like collapse, and she fell to the bottom of the water with the man. The man instead floated hard under his feet, grabbed her shoulders and went to the water, and the two of them rushed out of the water with a "wave", he reached out and patted her cheek hanging on his arm, and called in a low voice: "Yun Shezhi." ”

The anxious and soft voice heard seemed to be born from a dream, and Yun Yanzheng's long eyelashes trembled slightly. Her heart was beating more and more violently, and she was deliberately pretending to faint and lead the enemy into the water, just about to force the other party to let go and save herself. Unexpectedly, the other party hugged her tightly and came out of the water together, and heard this call that she thought could not be heard again in this world.

Yun Yan slowly opened his eyes in disbelief, and at this moment the glow had long since faded, and the night was falling, and a crescent moon was embedded in the clear blue sky. The petals of the camellia are constantly fluttering and fluttering with the cool wind and falling on the person's eyebrows, nose, lips, cheeks, hair, clothes, long arms, back of hands, and fingertips...... The spirit of all things in this world has transformed into his soul.

Her expression was completely stunned, and the whole person seemed to have lost her soul, leaving only her body to embrace that person. Her hands were still cut behind her back at the moment, and the hands in the water were as cold as ice, cold to the bone.

She seemed to have lost the ability to speak, and she also seemed to have lost the ability to act, leaving only a pair of phoenix eyes to look intently at the face of the person in front of her for a moment.

The world seems to have lost time, the red dust seems to have lost the sound of the passing wind, everything is so quiet, even silent, the heaven and the earth have stopped moving.

After the two of them stood still on the water for a long time, Yun Yanzheng couldn't help but sigh lightly, and asked in a light voice: "You, is it Gu Shezhi, or someone else?" ”

The face in front of him smiled faintly with a very familiar leisure, his eyes looked at her as soft as water, his face was pale, but he smiled like an epiphany and suddenly bloomed, suddenly illuminating the night sky at the moment, and said softly: "Yun Shezhi, it's me." ”

Yun Yanzheng only felt a dizziness in front of her, and her voice trembled slightly: "You, are you a human or a ghost now?" ”

The person in front of him chuckled and whispered, "Of course, it's a ghost." ”

Yun Yanzheng's heart trembled, but he still looked at him with fear, his eyes full of fear and doubt. I vaguely felt that what he said was not true, but it was clear that he had personally buried him under the pear blossom tree in Xishan more than two years ago. The person in front of him saw her confusion, and asked in a tone that was almost confused: "Otherwise, why did I keep pulling you into the water?" That's because I can't get to the sun, or I'll lose my soul. ”

Yun Yanzheng's eyebrows furrowed slightly, and something flashed in his heart that he wanted to refute him.

Gu Xi laughed, his eyes were gentle and gentle like a spring breeze, and he said softly: "My soul has been tossing and turning in the mortal world, until I recently felt your breath coming to Longdu. I have been following you since last night, but I dare not show up to meet you, for fear of frightening you. Today, when you were drunk, you didn't stay in your room to rest, but ran into the boat by the lake, and fell into the water of the lake clumsily......"

"I just got a little sick after I got drunk, so I accidentally fell into the ......," Yun Yanzheng whispered to correct the reason why he fell into the water.

There was a hint of playfulness in her phoenix eyes at the moment, a hint of self-deprecation, and a hint of drunken confusion.

Gu Xi smiled faintly, and didn't argue with her, but said, "I waited for you in the shade for a long time and didn't come out, I thought you were ...... Thought you sank ......"

"That's why you're willing to show up to meet me?" Yun Yanzheng only blinked at this moment, her long eyelashes almost swept to his cheeks, and the wine in her mouth was still drunk, "At this moment, the moon is dark and the wind is high, so you are not afraid of the sun, right?" ”

Gu Xi's eyebrows were slightly sharp, his skin was shining with white jade luster in the dark night, his delicate face smiled slightly, and his lips were swirling, "......"

The warm breath brushed each other's noses, she floated up a little and kissed his slightly open lips, and took the rest of his words into her mouth, phoenix eyes widened slightly to look at the look in his eyes, so cautious, and so lingering kissed his two lips.

Gu Xi took a deep breath, her mouth was full of the sweet fragrance of flower wine between her lips and tongue, and her hot cheeks touched his cheeks from time to time. Her hand was held tightly behind her by him, but she never struggled for the rest of her life, just leaned very obediently into his arms, and kissed him over and over again with concentration.

He smiled shallowly, and in the moment when she was at a loss, Gu Xi relaxed her hand. Yun Yanzheng was afraid that he would leave her again, his arms suddenly wrapped around his waist, raised his head and begged in a low voice: "Gu Shezhi, don't leave me again." ”

Those eyes were deep, with a hint of indistinguishable smile, and his gentle voice seemed to be attached to his ears: "It's not that I'm going to leave you, it's that you won't come to save me." He said as if it was so painful, so helpless, so fragile, so painful and heartbreaking.

Yun Yanzheng's tears burst out uncontrollably, and his arms wrapped around his neck hard, burying his head on his shoulder and sobbing in a low voice, choking: "I'm sorry, Gu Shezhi, I'm sorry, Gu Shezhi, I'm sorry, Gu Shezhi, I'm sorry, Gu Shezhi, I really didn't think about not coming to save you......"