On a sunny day, the sun doesn't feel warm at all.

Even though I thought that the answer would be "I didn't let go" or something, I never thought that the answer would come so heartbreaking. On his shoulder, Huang Zexiu had already left when I hugged my head and cried. I hugged myself. I couldn't hold back the tears.

A thousand miles of embankment, destroyed in an anthill.

Just two or three sentences drove me directly into the abyss.

I wish I hadn't asked, but it had already happened, and it was irreversible.

Remembering everything he had ever said, he said at that time. "Thank you for letting me know what it's like to be loved, they both feel like it's too far away, so no one has come here......"

I have put these words in my heart and pressed them in my heart. But now, if I mistakenly think it's a love story, the second half of the sentence is "She is very much like her......

"A hundred years later. You're still there, I'll just say. ”

Do you get a word of love in a hundred years?

But a hundred years later, am I still here? I'm not afraid to wait, I'm afraid of love to death, I'm afraid that if I spend my whole life, I still can't change her status in his heart.

At least, at this moment----

He still has someone else in mind.

From the beginning to the present, I have never been afraid to endure Chi Chen, I even did not hesitate to change my personality just to cooperate with him, and I did not hesitate to give up my family just to be with him......

And when I looked back, I realized that he had always been a cold observer.

It's just that when I'm happy, I feel kind to me, which is ridiculous, but I think it's love.

I heard the sound of the tin box dragging in my ears, and I was slightly stunned. Looking sideways---- it was Huang Zexiu.

It went to drag the medicine box! The clumsy and small body was dragging the tin box towards me with all its might.

"Don't move anymore!"

I screamed and ran quickly.

"Why should you do that?"

The medicine box was placed on the table, and a corner had been broken.

My voice choked, and my bloodied hand took the iron box from his blood-soaked mouth.

Tears welled up. Blood flowed down from his white fangs, staining his hair red.

"Click...... Click! ”

Yellow skin opened his mouth. The tail wagged anxiously.

Its eyes are full of anxiety, and the yellow skins rarely make noises, they are contacted by the smell of the glands in their bodies, and when they are pressed, they will make a clicking sound similar to a sneeze.

"Don't worry, I'm fine."

I pressed the box with my hand.

My heart was probably crushed, and it was already very painful, but it didn't hurt my head too much.

"I don't want to die either. I will also save my life to avenge my brothers. I'm ...... Knocked myself to my senses. My blood was still flowing, and a drop of "ba" and "ba" hit the iron box, I took out the gauze tremblingly, and was about to bandage myself, but I found Huang Zexiu writing on the side.

I'm glad my yard is land.

He held the scissors and drew crooked words on the ground----

"Do you want to come with me?"

"I have a way to help you."

"Let's go to Hong Kong."

Holding the gauze hand for a moment, "Leave?" ”

His eyes were lowered, and tears and blood were beaten on the gauze together.

It's not that I didn't think about leaving, I just thought about going home.

But where do I still have the face to go back.

In the end, that invisible hand still pushed me and Chi Chen against each other.

It's just that----

I'm so reluctant, and at this moment, I still feel reluctant. Especially the small courtyard, everything here ......

Everything is full of memories.

Eating together, drinking together, confessing to the moon, kissing by the wall, playing chess in the courtyard...... One by one, the past is vivid, and the memories are clear and vivid at this moment.

Chi Chen......

How can you, how can you be willing to ......

Frost, don't think about it anymore.

Don't think about it anymore. It's stupid enough, and she broke through the south wall, in other words, she is very similar to her, and it's worth it.

If it is true, the living can never fight the dead.

But----

"Chi Chen, you're right, when you're away, I'm stronger than anyone else, but I'm not like her. I'll continue to be strong, but not because of you. I hope that you can continue to miss her in this life, and I hope that you can find someone who loves you more than me in this life. ”

I knew he couldn't hear, and I didn't care what the yellow skin thought of me, so I reached out and tried to wake him up, but I didn't want to touch him.

Ji Chen slept very deeply.

Before that, I was afraid that I would have to carefully pick him up and serve him to rest.

But at this moment, what am I afraid of?

He hadn't woken up yet, and I hesitated and pushed him with my scissors handle.

"Wake up."

"Wake up."

"Huh?"

He woke up, dazed, didn't open his eyes, "What's wrong......" Even at this moment, I still feel good when I hear that heavenly voice, but it's no longer mine.

"Where did you put your USB stick and phone? Also---- is that stupid dog's blood book also together? ”

"Well, it's all in the attic."

After Chi Chen finished speaking, my heart sank, he really had his own secret base.

"What attic? Where is it. ”

I clenched my fists slightly, because I had a bad feeling again.

Perhaps, in that attic, there are all things about Ito Kazeki, but I have to go, I have to grasp everything and take it away from his life.

It's as clean as I did today.

Since you go, you will walk cleanly.

After listening to what Ji Chen said, I took a deep breath.

It's not too far, forty minutes away, almost.

Huang Zexiu probably knew what I was going to do, and he didn't stop me. I finished asking, went to bandage the wound, and by the way changed clothes.

I'm calm. I probably just finished crying with all the water in my head. Or maybe I had expected such a day, but it came too suddenly.

Caught me off guard.

It is never the enemy who can drive us away, but the people closest to ----.

I burned my bloody clothes and took everything I had in the courtyard.

Old clothes, books, bed sheets, quilt covers, even dishes, chopsticks, toothbrushes......

Not at all.

A little......

I didn't leave it for him.

The yard sent him well, but ----

I still don't want to, and I can't admit that I love the wrong person.

In the early years, I made a potion with Xu Zuyao, which was made with the juice of mimosa, no matter where it was applied, as long as my fingers touched it, it would disappear without a trace, and when I cleaned it up, it fell out of the pocket of my old clothes, and I didn't expect that there was a bottle. In the end, I still wanted to leave something for Ji Chen. I left him a letter with mimosa juice.

As soon as his fingertips touched it, it would slowly disappear......

In the beginning, it was the letter.

The end, it's still the letter.

Just as at the beginning, I went back to the courtyard to take a shower and left cleanly, and today is the same.

It's just a pity that I was able to go home then.

Now the home is gone.

Zheng Xiaolong, I also went back without a face......

I decided to go with Huang Zexiu and go to Hong Kong, because I really didn't have anywhere to go. Moreover, the Secret Bureau and the Special Office are not allowed to set foot in Hong Kong. There is its own exclusive organization over there, and no one knows exactly why. But I think anyone can lie to me, Huang Zexiu won't ......

It is the most innocent victim of this war.

Sitting at the table, I looked at Chi Chen at the door, the last time I wrote a credit between my fingers, I was really stupid.

But......

Soon I'll be going to take that blood letter with me......

The familiar Ten Commandments. When I put pen to paper, I remembered that Lu Jiuzhong had depicted it over and over again in the Tianshan Mountains, and at that time, I am afraid that he was not less painful than me----

Pen Fall:

"First, it's better not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love.

Alluring the country and the city, it is beautiful.

Second, it's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other.

Shouldering the common people and guiding the country.

Thirdly, it is better not to be accompanied, so that you do not owe each other.

Three thousand six hundred, ninety-seven knives.

Fourth, it is better not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other.

The ancient tomb is a companion, a friend of life and death.

Fifth, it is better not to love each other, so that you can not abandon each other.

Loess and white bones, keep me worry-free.

Sixth, it is better not to be relative, so that we can not meet.

returned to her daughter, and she was in love.

Seventh, it is better not to be wrong, so that there is no loss.

The Tianshan Mountains are broken, and they are confused.

Eighth, it is better not to allow each other, so that there can be no continuity.

Jun promised to get married, and his infatuation has been paid.

Ninth, it is better not to depend on each other, so that they can not be together.

The belt is gradually widening, and there is no regret.

Tenth, it is better not to meet, so that we can not meet.

At the end of the song, people are scattered, she is not like her. Estimating Ya See Ba.

But if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you have not seen each other.

Never expect, never assume.

Ande and Jun are absolutely anon, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick.

Never force, never love again.

The Ten Commandments and the King will be indefinite. ”

I didn't fold it on purpose, I put the letter right here.

There wasn't any folding, and I'm sure he could see it.

Walking out, I opened the door.

The wind blew in through the door, and it was cold.

I turned around and walked to the side of the car, and the ---- pickup truck was full of my stuff.

When I got in the car, reversed, and drove to the door, I couldn't help but hit the brakes, opened the door and ran back.

Reluctant!

I can't help it.

I can't bear to be here, I can't bear to have so many memories!

I've taken all my stuff, and it's a little empty.

I looked at the small courtyard, my hands caressing every inch of the walls, tables and chairs.

This is where we used to sit and drink tea, this is where we have sit, this is where we have seen the writing, this is ......

Where we used to kiss me. Tears flowed little by little again......

The most reluctant ...... That's him.

Chi Chen.

I hate myself and still love it, but how can I say that I can let go of my feelings! He was just being smashed by me, and he was left to sleep on his stomach on the stone table on one side.

After drinking, the slightly reddened drunk cheeks are so cute.

Close your eyes and don't look any more. But his face came to mind again......

Frost, forget it!

It's just a dream of three years of obsession.

You have been humble, you have been cautious, you have tried all kinds of ways to please you, and you have done it beyond measure.

left, no longer have to be wronged, no longer have to carefully protect his face, no longer have to speculate a universe in a word......

I kept trying to persuade myself in my heart, and then forced myself to walk out.

I don't know how much effort I used to get into the car, drive, and I seem to have to leave, for fear that there is a hand behind my back to catch me back, and it will be delayed for too long, I am afraid that Chi Chen will wake up, I believe that I have no interest, maybe he will lie to me again and I will believe it!

Fortunately, the car gradually moved away, but just when the small courtyard was almost out of sight, the car "bang" and the tire burst......

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