He wasn't afraid of pain, even if the Gu worm ate the weakest meridian in a person's body, he couldn't snort. But at this moment, the bite on his shoulder really hurt into his consciousness and into his heart. For the first time, I felt that my mind could be so fragile, and my heart could be so hot.

He endured the pain and let her bite and let her vent, only because he knew that love would be hated very much. If you hate it, you will panic at a loss. If you are at a loss, you will be miserable and embarrassed. His eyes were in the firelight, looking at her with extreme pity, like a spring water that can make people drown, love is overflowing, stretching, indefinite, and bottomless.

She wanted to bite him to the point of blood, her teeth sharpened his warm and delicate flesh, and she bit down hard, but she couldn't bite into it. In the end, he could only bite a layer of his skin, grind his teeth, and loosen his mouth. Even if she was drunk like this, she still couldn't bear to hurt him deeply, and she embarrassed him so much, after all, she embarrassed herself.

Yun Yanzheng leaned over his shoulder, his flesh in his mouth, from the initial bite to the last sucking of the blood that overflowed under his skin. Blinked her eyelashes blankly, there seemed to be something warm in it that was about to fall quietly, and she endured it desperately, even if it was very forbearing, very difficult, and she didn't want it to fall.

She is a noble woman, she is an arrogant woman, she is not such a humble woman, such a mundane woman.

Obviously just love someone, why is it so difficult, so painful, so reluctant, unabandoned, and incomprehensible.

At that time, when her father and queen mother were still alive, she talked about the scriptures with the white-eyed old monk Shangxu in the Fayuan Temple, and the monk who attained the Tao also praised her for her wisdom and intelligence, the spiritual platform is empty, and her mind is thorough.

At that time, at that time, at that time, she was still very satisfied with the dust under her eyes. Throughout the bloodshed of the royal family; In the face of the love of the father; In the face of the hypocritical co-optation and defense of the royal brother; In the face of the third brother's ever-changing use and thinking; In the face of Chu Ruirong's close friend's affection and dual identity, she never felt disappointed, desperate, sad, or painful, and even felt that life was just such a scene, from the beginning to the end, she had nothing else to ask for.

She has been working hard, and before the age of fifteen, she won a reputation for herself as a praise for Kyushu; After the age of fifteen, he left a fierce reputation for the country of Wei to deter the enemy. In this way, in order to win an identity based on the world; gave himself a faith to look up to the world and not succumb to those with lofty ideals; let himself have a mind to guard the land of all peoples; A point of blood that is with the royal family and is responsible for his own body. In this way, she can not be afraid of the ruthless hearts and indifferent winds and frosts of this world, and she is the only one who walks alone, looking up to the heavens and the earth, without crying and sadness.

But why did she fall in love with someone?

And this person, why is it this Gu Shezhi?

From the initial encounter, to the halfway parting and merging, and then to the current obsession and attachment, she has never seen through the foggy thoughts hidden behind his clear eyes.

"Eldest princess, but you want to eat Gu Xi? Eat its blood, swallow its flesh, crush its bone marrow, break its tendons, and drink it with fine wine, swallow it earnestly, turn its own flesh, turn its blood, calm the chaos in the heart, and calm the panic of the mind. Gu Xi's voice came slowly, accompanied by his unique low smile, you don't need to raise your eyes to look, you can also know how beautiful he is smiling, smiling like a spring breeze and spring flowers, intoxicating, lost and not knowing how to return. His breath was still above the screen and confused, "It is not unheard of in the history of Kyushu that there are tyrants who eat human flesh and dig people's hearts, loyal ministers, good generals, and beauties, and the emperors who have punished the nine clans, wronged and arrogant, and slaughtered the harem, and the eldest princess also wants to emulate one or two and admire the style of the ancients?" If this is the case, the analysis has a bold suggestion, if the eldest princess does not want to be happy for a while, she might as well cut off Gu Xi's meat piece by piece, let the analysis for the eldest princess cook it carefully, and eat a piece of it every day, until the blood is exhausted. As long as there is still a trace of vitality in the analysis of one day, the eldest princess will never miss the taste of meat and the beauty of meat, how about it? ”

Yun Yan Zheng heard this, and couldn't help but stop the movements on his mouth.

At first, I only thought he was laughing at himself, and then, after pondering them one by one, I felt that his words were deep and affectionate.

Such words exhausted the pain and obscurity in her heart.

Who is so smart, it makes her ashamed and angry.

Turn their own flesh, turn their blood, calm the chaos in their hearts, and calm their minds. Is he willing to give up his flesh and blood in order to calm her mind in order to show his innocence and become one with himself?

"There is a Fox" in the Kyushu Strange Record once said: The lone king has a strange poison in his body and will die in a few days. There is a beautiful concubine who takes a piece of meat into medicine as a guide, holds the lonely king to drink it, and the king gradually recovers. The concubines of the harem led people into the inner garden, broke the illusion of the beautiful concubine, and appeared in the fox body. The lonely king hated his evil deeds, and even deceived the saint to listen to his body and was favored, and he ordered the cook to slaughter and cook it, and every palace devoured his flesh and blood. The lonely king tasted its broth, remembering that the decoction in his illness tasted the same, and couldn't help but be puzzled, and wanted to ask his fox, but his spirit had passed away.

A strange news that she had read when she was a child flashed through her mind at this moment, and Yun Yanzheng was startled by a layer of fine sweat. She suddenly raised her eyes, and ran straight into Gu Xi's eyes, the sea is deep, accommodating hundreds of rivers and indulging in all things. A tear fell from her eyes, for her heart, for her love, and for her own helplessness.

After a long time, she said lightly: "Xu is in the previous life, I was the lonely king, you were the fox, and there are sins that have not been returned." ”

Gu Yi smiled, clear and elegant, and said softly: "Xu is in the previous life, you were a fox, I am a lonely king, and the fate has not been continued." "It's so stupid, he is so clever and scheming, and his appearance is like a fairy, so that she really gave birth to a trace of trance. Looking at her slightly stunned gaze, he smiled more and more fully, his slender fingers gently scraped her ear, his fingertips rubbed her graceful neck as if they were off the ground, and whispered seductively: "Eldest princess...... Do you still want me? ”

"Yes, life and people, death and bones, not dying, no, dying." Yun Yan is flattering and silky, smiling and chiseling.

Her lips fell back on his mouth, and she took her lips and tongue in her mouth, and she sucked and sucked, lingering on death.

He leaned his neck up, his fair skin shining like jade in the faint light, with a graceful curvature, and his handsome side face smelled her snort, and the tip of his nose was wrong. The black hair hangs down the waterfall, and a few wisps of green silk float in the gentle night breeze, and they are entangled in each other's tongues, carefully tempered, crisp and itchy, which makes her heart outline a more chaotic indulgence and greed than the drunkenness at this moment. His long eyelashes fanned lightly on her face, like a temptation, like an invitation, like a mockery, like a smile, Yun Yanzheng held his face with both hands, his eyes seemed to be awake and drunk staring at the face in front of him, he was so close to her imagination of the person she wanted to describe in her heart, handsome as a cloud, clear and beautiful as snow, that pair of eyes is beyond her knowledge and imagination of the classics and poems she reads, containing mountains, seas, stars, moons, low and unpredictable and bright.

And the fairy, and the moon, and the clouds, and the snow.

This person is dressed in white clothes, which makes her obsessed to death.

She had to admit that she loved white clothes very much, not only because her father's surname was Yun and her mother's surname was white, but also because she was as white as snow, which could cover all the colors in the world, no matter whether it was hot or dirty. And she had to admit that the white clothes Gu Xi wore allowed her to see another pure spiritual realm, ethereal and free, noble and detached. On his body, from the first sight, there was something she wanted to chase.

Maybe she was too lonely to walk alone in the world, so after meeting such a person, she had the idea of walking together for the first time. Yun Yanzheng sighed, buried his head in his neck socket, hugged his waist tightly, and whispered drunkenly: "My mother has loved my father for most of her life, although she has been respected by my father, but she has never been cherished by my father. My maternal grandfather, the Bai family, after the death of his mother, was attacked and framed by traitors, and the family was scattered and scattered. As the daughter of the queen mother and the grandson of the Bai family, if I was a person who did nothing, but now that I am unfortunately the wisdom of the Bai family, seeing the turmoil in the country, how can I do nothing, and let the efforts of the queen mother and the forbearance of the Bai family go down the drain? ”

Her fingertips gently rubbed his eyes, and her voice was muffled, and she said with a smile: "As a royal family, I am also known as Fengwu, I am a bird trapped in a cage and dancing alone, and I can't get rid of it in this life." With the help of your heart, with these three years of freedom, I should be content. The staring eyes were as hazy as foggy, and as resolute as if the lock was fixed, but the tone was extremely tender, "But if you are gone, you are not a person who can be imprisoned." Once you get rid of the poison on your body, you can swim all over the world, soar in the sky, and be free, and everything in the world will only be fleeting to you, and you will not be bound by it. I can't let go of everything and go away with you, nor can I bear to let you be imprisoned in a cage with me, and I will be bound by this world. ”

There is too much forbearance, too much transparency, and too much affection in her eyes, which makes him look dazzling and slight. Her mind shook slightly with her words, and wave after wave was like a blue sea tide.

"The eldest princess said so, it is enough for you and me to know each other once?" Gu Xi's voice slowly came into his ears, and he asked with a leisurely question.

"Otherwise, what else?" She said softly, "I can't eat you in my belly, and I can't eat your flesh and blood until your bones are withered and destroyed; You can't take me away from the cage, and you can't coerce me into locking me up until you turn against me. The country is destroyed, people are dead, you can use the country of Wei to blackmail me for a while, but you can't blackmail me for a lifetime. If you can't bear to let me be born like a walking corpse, can you protect the kingdom of Wei for the rest of your life? Even if you can, and are willing to spend your whole life for this, burying all the good things in this cage that has nothing to do with you? ”