129, can you still have children?
"How can you turn your face and deny people like that? Have you forgotten that my master has been kind to you? He can't even take his life for you, how can you leave him? Sure enough, the woman in the city is a white-eyed wolf who can't be raised! "Atai not only didn't shut up when he heard what I said, but he also spoke for Fan Shou here.
Am I a white-eyed wolf?
Haven't I done anything stupid for him? I almost lost my life for him, but what did I get back? It's his distrust! It's his protector!
Wang Yang is right, I really can't reason with a reckless man like them, so they can say whatever they want!
Therefore, then I no longer contradicted Atai without saying a word, but entered the elevator with Wang Yang and left here.
After coming out and getting into the car, Wang Yang smashed his fist on the steering wheel, with a gloomy face, so terrible.
"Hmph, Fan Shou actually dares to laugh at my Gu worm for being low-level! It seems that if you don't give them some hardship, you don't know that you're afraid of me! And these villagers of Dafan Village, they didn't even die! When Wang Yang said this, he turned his head to me, "It's all because you ruined my good deeds in the first place!" ”
I understood that he was angry with me because of the last time I rescued Fan Shou from the well and then rescued the villagers.
"Don't look at me like that, I'm even angrier than you now! I knew that if I rescued them, they would cooperate with Fan Ya to kill my parents, and I would not have saved them at all. But now that more than a year has passed, I regret it too late. Now it's time to think about what to do with them! "I remembered what Fan Shou had just warned me, and I was angry!
The more he protects Fan Ya, the more I want to kill Fan Ya!
When Wang Yang heard me say this, he took a deep breath, calmed down, and started the car to rush home.
After returning home, Wang Yang gave me a new mobile phone and replaced it with a new card, which was convenient for me to use to contact him. He also told me to go to school tomorrow. In addition, he has already told Ma Qiqi that I am his apprentice, and Ma Qiqi and they will not embarrass me anymore.
Because the principal died, and Wang Yang Toma Qiqi helped find the relationship with the Zheng family, he has been hired now, and he will go to the school tomorrow to report and officially teach.
Actually, I don't even want to go to school anymore, I just want to learn Gu for revenge. But Wang Yang didn't agree with my approach, he said that I am not strong enough now, and I have to have a degree to survive in this society in the future.
"Survival...... I just want revenge! I retorted.
"Revenge is over?" Wang Yang asked me.
Without hesitation, I replied, "I haven't thought about it, and I don't want to think about it." ”
"After the revenge, you still have to live. In the future, they will get married and have children, and they will marry and teach children. Therefore, if you have a good education, you can also be worthy of your husband. When Wang Yang said this, he was moving the glass jar containing Gu.
I watched him put the Gu jar on the shelf, a little sad, "After taking revenge, can I still get married and have children?" Don't forget, I can't have children! ”
And after this failed relationship with Fan Shou, I don't believe in love anymore.
"You can have children, but you can only give birth if I am willing." Wang Yang put down the jar, turned to look at me, and said with a smile.
I was shocked, "I don't understand what you mean!" I went to the hospital for a check-up, but my uterus was damaged and I couldn't conceive at all. ”
"It's just damaged, under normal circumstances, it will take twenty or thirty years for your uterus to recover, and at that time, you are already past the age of childbearing. However, there is also an abnormal situation that can allow you to recover in just one year. Wang Yang said confidently to me, "Moreover, only I know how to treat it, so after a year, you can have a normal birth after you have finished taking revenge." ”
I thought I would cry with joy when I heard that I would have another child, but now......
I just tugged at the corners of my lips and smiled disdainfully, "So what, I don't plan to get married." After revenge, it's unknown whether I want to live or not. ”
"You're stupid!" Wang Yang was so angry by my words that he would come over, grab a strand of my hair, and pull me to him, he pinched my chin tightly and glared at me and said, "Is the purpose of your revenge just to die afterwards?" Stupid! Why revenge? It is to be angry for your parents, to let your parents know in the spirit of heaven that you have become strong, you can take care of yourself, and you can live happily ever after! Put them at ease! Otherwise, what is the point of you killing Fan Ya, who is not a human or a ghost? ”
I originally thought that Wang Yang's character had negative thoughts, but I didn't expect him to say this.
I didn't know how to answer him, so I just stared at him in confusion.
A trance-like look gradually appeared in his dark eyes, which I couldn't see through.
"Do you know why I want to kill the people in Dafan Village and Mashanzhai?" He asked me suddenly.
"I don't know." I answered him seriously.
He smiled bitterly, "Because I naively thought that as long as these people were dead, there would be no Gu magic in the world." No one knows about my past, and I can go back to the city and go to a hospital and save lives and let everyone know that I'm a good person. Then, I married a virtuous wife, had children, and lived the most ordinary and normal life. No one around me despises me anymore......"
Speaking of this, he paused and smiled even more bitterly, "However, the reality is always cruel, I returned to Haicheng and entered a good hospital to work, but just because of an accident, the patient died on the operating table, and afterwards the leadership of the hospital put the responsibility on me, because it was new, the foundation was unstable, and my family's family situation was special, there was no backstage, only notoriety." So, naturally, I became a scapegoat and was spurned by everyone! Hahaha......"
I didn't know how to comfort him, I just looked at him sympathetically.
I always thought that Wang Yang was the heinous devil, but I didn't expect him to have such a helpless side.
Then he said, "In this way, I didn't give up my dream, and instead came to Nancheng from Haicheng to apply for a job, but I was once again treated unfairly, and I was angry, so I rebelled against this injustice." It was also at the moment when I gave the principal a Gu that I understood one thing, the wicked people in this world are not just witches who can do Gu magic, and they can't be killed. What I can do is to make myself strong so that I don't become the one who was sacrificed and I don't be looked down again. to live the life you want! …… I say so much, in fact, I want to tell you that the purpose of revenge is not just to vent anger, but to make yourself stronger, have more, and live a better life. ”
With that, he let go of my hair, stroked my cheek with his slender white fingers, and looked at me seriously for a long time.
Even though he advised me, I still felt lost. Because if I kill Fan Ya, I will become a complete enemy with Fan Shou. How can I be better off then?
I hate Fan Ya, in fact, I hate Fan Shou even more! The reason why I hate him so much is naturally because I love him too much. It's because I love him so much that I can't stand being treated like this by him. Therefore, after taking revenge, I will completely lose my relationship with Fan Shou. I don't know if I can't be with him anymore, how else am I going to live?
"There are no absolute good people in this world, and there are no absolute evil people. Good people do bad things, and evil people do good things. Chen Biluo, don't leave your eyes in one place. Look at the world more, we can choose more than one thing, and the people we can choose ......" He said this, suddenly bowed his head and kissed me, and said softly, "There is more than one." ”
I was kissed by him like this, and my body was shocked, and his words made me feel like a slap in the face.
Wang Yang is Wang Yang, and Fan Shou is different. Fan Shou had something to say, so he said it directly. But he is different, he never tells you directly what he wants to say, but says a lot of things for you to understand.
This will make me vaguely understand what Wang Yang means, he just wants to tell me, don't always think about Fan Shou, there are still many men in this world who are worthy of my love, such as him!
But he is very smart, and he is probably afraid that I will reject him, so he will not say this to me directly. Through this incident, it can also be seen that he is a cautious and cautious character, and he has a little inferiority.
He made me a little overwhelmed by this, so he hurriedly lowered his head and changed the topic, "Teacher Wang, I want to go and rest." ”
"Wait a minute."
I looked up at him, not knowing what he was telling me to do in a minute. Unexpectedly, he suddenly grabbed my fingers, bit them, and then filled his palm with a few drops of my blood, and after a while, he made a call sound from his mouth, attracting two poisonous scorpions on his body to drink blood, and after drinking, they let them climb up to my neck and burrow into the recess of my back vertebrae.
I was actually very scared, but I knew that Wang Yang had no malicious intentions, so I suppressed my fear and asked him, "...... is this?" ”