Maybe he was afraid of pressing me, his hand propped up on the sofa, and he still wanted to hold me, as if he was afraid that I would run away.

The sofa is too small to support such a big guy, or if I don't press me, I can still kiss it, which seems to be quite laborious.

But I just hung tears in my eyes, and watched him kiss me.

It wasn't a kiss, because there was nothing stormy, just a pair of cool lips that landed on my lips, and then licked and sniffed on my neck, and rubbed them twice along the way.

It feels like a big pet that I haven't seen for a long time, eager to take possession of me, but in a hurry to check if the smell is right.

Maybe it's because he's afraid of my fire, he's always been careful, I know he's watching me, but I don't want to look at him.

I stared at the lamp on the roof, wondering why.

Why am I so spineless, I should have pushed him away, I should have scolded him angrily, and I should even beat him up.

But I didn't do anything, just lay idle.

I've been pressed for more than a year, and to be honest, I've long gotten used to it, this body, this weight, this person. The only difference may be that this time I was treated with special pity.

I want to laugh a little, is this to coax me back?

Let me go first, and then come back to me after the raw rice has been cooked over there? Want to reunite with me? Bring it back to coexistence and sharing?

It's ridiculous.

"Why don't you look at me?" He asked.

"Why are you looking?"

"I don't know." He shook his head and sat up with me in his arms.

I laughed, "I thought you'd go straight to me." ”

"Not really." He looked at me, but still touched my forehead with his hand to probe: "What is it afraid of scaring you?" ”

"I'm afraid it scares me." I sneered twice: "Are you still afraid?" Are you afraid, why do you kiss you if I don't let you kiss? I don't like you anymore, you kiss me, it makes me feel sick, you know? ”

"I don't know." He looked a little angry, but still said sullenly, "But I like you." ”

"What if you like me!" When I heard this, I couldn't stop crying with anger: "You like a lot! Give this today, and that tomorrow! I don't want your like, I can't afford it! All I want is a like, whole! Don't give it to anyone else! Can you? ”

"Hmm." He answered, not saying much.

And in my eyes, it's like being talked about pain, and I can't do anything but answer it.

He looked at me in a daze and didn't speak for a long time, in fact, after more than ten days of separation, everyone was embarrassed by such a big change, I knew that it was not only me, but he was too.

The feeling of familiarity cannot be erased, and the feeling of embarrassment cannot be erased.

I don't know what kind of temper made him change his old style, and suddenly he couldn't scold his dead face, so he listened silently.

Maybe because of this, I don't have anything to say, so I can only be stunned with him.

After a while, I heard him ask me, "Don't you really like me?" ”

"I don't like it." I nodded, and what I said was not wrong at all, as if I didn't care.

There was silence for a long time before he spoke: "Can't it be reversed?" ”

A very serious expression, to be honest, any woman who looks at her former man with such an expression will feel pain in her heart.

But it was obviously he who betrayed me first, and it was obviously he who treated me lukewarmly, which made me disheartened and found out that he had a new love.

After this moved out of the place, he asked me with such an expression, are you playing with me?

There is no woman's heart that is not immature, and after being together for more than a year, every day of care is real.

I knew his embrace, his taste, his eyes, and even his reaction in bed.

But such an understanding, such familiarity, inexplicably attracted coldness.

I thought it was just a punishment for making a mistake, but suddenly it became a weight for cheating.

I can accept any punishment, even a rude beating of me.

You can't stab me in the heart! I can't find another woman to show me! I also gave birth to a child and sent the boundary beads! Every word, every word, is a knife in my heart!

So I can't accept it, even if I look at his expression, I'm distressed, I'm sad, but I can't say that, I can accept and share.

I can't, can't take it......

"I can't." I replied.

He looked a little angry, a little tangled, wanting to say something to me, but not knowing what to say.

"Let's go." I closed my eyes, almost chasing people.

I was tired, I was living well, thinking that everything in the past existed in the illusory, in the unseen and untouchable realm of the void, it was regarded as a dream.

After my cub is born, I can raise it if I can, and I am ready to die together if I can't give birth.

But I was in such a situation where I couldn't even see death, and he came back again.

My heart hurts more than the day I left.

I was still angry that day, and when Han Mingxuan and Yubao talked back and forth, I was angry, sad, and worried.

But I have never felt so distressed now.

"Go find Jiuyan, isn't it enough that she has your child? She can take good care of you, and her personality is better than mine. I used to think that if one day you liked her, I would go silently. It's just that I didn't expect it to be so fast, and it seems that everything is still afraid to think about it. ”

He seemed a little powerless to retort: "No." ”

"Now you say no?" I smiled desolately: "People are in you, everyone from all walks of life knows about it, and I gave birth to a little poor strange for you." How nice is that? Why bother me? ”

"I don't want to explain it to you, I just want to ask you, do you really dislike me anymore?"

I looked at him, and saw that his long, narrow and bright eyes, which used to be full of golden light, were now really nervous and began to dim.

I want to say I like it, how can I not like it?

I don't just like it, I love it, I love it so much! Leaving him is like digging out my heart! The whole internal organs have been hollowed out! If I didn't have a baby in my belly, I would be an empty shell!

But what do I say?

Is it that after getting Jiuyan and her child, I don't like it anymore? Enough fun? Just come back to me?

Or do you know it's wrong and come back and ask for forgiveness?

But even so, it's a sin for me to say it, I can't let Jiuyan, who has just given birth, experience my pain again.

What's more, he may just come to tease me, and in order to show his charm, after I say it, it turns into ridicule.

Or for the sake of the baby in my belly and want to take it away......

Just as I was thinking, he once again, as before, unceremoniously grabbed my collar and kissed me domineeringly.

"Hmm!" I screamed twice, bastard, gnawing so hard! I don't care if the big fangs pierce my lip!

After a long time, he almost ate the blood on my lips before he let me go, and the lines on his face were a little cold.

Maybe it was because I had been kissed for a long time, I was dazed, a little dizzy, blushing and panting.

The lock on the collar clanged, and he shook the button, picking up the corner of his lips and sneering: "I really don't like me anymore, so take it off." ”

"Picked ......?" I touched my collar a little distractedly, a little stunned, and didn't realize what was going on.

"Take off this collar, and you'll no longer be my cat, and I'll stop bothering you. I will give you a new life, give you freedom, and let you be a human being. ”

As he spoke, he reached out and slightly ruffled the hair behind me to unbutton the collar.

Freely...... Behave......

I remembered what he had said.

- My name is Lethe, and from now on, I will be your master, and with this collar, you will always be my cat, and you cannot change.

- No one can replace you. The cub is in debt to her, and you keep it in your belly. And you are the person I want to imprison by my side.

- Once upon a time, I was very playful and very good at playing. But, since I have chosen so, I will continue to be responsible. Monogamy sounds good, but you have to work hard to breed offspring, and you have to play for tens of thousands of years before you find out that it is interesting to have a few more little radish heads running around the house.

I thought about it for a while, and immediately struggled, trying like crazy to shrink back and not let his hand touch me!

"No, no! I don't pick it! I don't pick ...... the master I don't pick ...... No...... Woo! ”

I cried, broke down and cried, and then I felt him hug me, put his arms around my trembling body, laugh and pat me on the back, clinging to my ear, sighing with satisfaction.

"Good ...... Scream again. ”