Chapter 161: I don't want him to die
Anyway, I slowly walked to my seat, I think I didn't do anything bad anyway, so I wasn't afraid of them talking nonsense!
When I walked to Liao Zichen's side, that guy suddenly stood up and startled me, could it be related to him again?
"Yan Ruoxian is my person, let me hear who is talking behind her back in the future, be careful that I cut his tongue!" Liao Zichen said domineeringly.
I was stunned, cutting my tongue is so serious, what is the matter?
The class was quiet again, and no one dared to say a word more, Liao Zichen was in the eyes of everyone, but he was a more terrifying character than Wen Ling.
"What are you looking at?" Liao Zichen rolled his eyes at me.
My heart was still up and down, and I slowly walked to my seat and sat down.
Although no one dared to speak, there were still classmates who secretly looked back at me, including the good girl, but there was more worry in her eyes.
What the hell is wrong with me? Turning my head to look at myself in the glass window, I really don't think there's anything wrong.
I remember when I took off my wig to show my scars and super short hair, everyone's attitude towards me was not like this!
I rubbed my fingers vigorously and found that Liao Zichen was also looking back at me, and he seemed a little restless.
At this time, Wen Ling walked into the classroom, his face was very bad, and he walked directly in front of me quickly, but did not speak.
I looked up at him in horror, could it be that my crush on him had been revealed? But I didn't tell anyone about it!
"Wen Ling, what's wrong?" I asked weakly.
Wen Ling didn't answer yet, the ball king ran into the classroom panting, and he also ran directly in front of me, but before he could speak, he was punched in the face by Wen Ling, and then stumbled on the table behind him.
There was an immediate commotion in the class, and I was frightened, so I grabbed Wen Ling's arm and asked loudly, "Why did you hit him?" ”
At this time, Liao Zichen also stood up, moved his wrist and said, "I should do this kind of thing!" ”
"This matter has nothing to do with the king of the ball, it is the news that I spread!" The talented girl stood at the door of the classroom and said proudly.
I looked at the talented girl again, what news did she spread? About me? But what did I do?
The talented girl's eyes did not have the gentleness she used to have towards me, she walked up to me and said loudly: "Beauty, there is no one named Anbei in our class at all, but you have been friends with him for three years, what does this mean?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, looked at the whole class, and Wen Ling, and finally looked at the table in front of me, and there was my name engraved by Anbei on it!
No, how could there be no Anbei? He just doesn't like dealing with people!
"Talented girl, don't you really know Anbei? He's sitting right here! "I tried hard to prove it to them.
"Beauty," said the voice of the good girl Nono, "that spot has been empty all along!" ”
I think my face must have been very pale at the time, and there was always a voice in my head saying, Yan Ruoxian, you are a neurotic! Schizophrenia!
"Beauty, I'm sorry!" The ball king grabbed the arms of my two hands in a trembling voice and said, "I'm really sorry, I just want to know if there is such a person as Anbei in the class, so I will ask the talented girl!" ”
"I thought you wouldn't betray her!" Wen Ling roared at the ball king.
The talented girl stopped in front of the ball king, and glared at Wen Ling fearlessly: "In the future, I won't allow you people to hurt the ball king again!" ”
"I'm not afraid, I really don't care, these are nothing!" The king looked at me with pleading eyes.
My body was trembling, and a feeling of suffocation came over me, I looked at Wen Ling, "You know everything, but have you been acting with me?" ”
Wen Ling opened his mouth, but he didn't make a sound, and Liao Zichen shouted on the side: "Yan Ruoxian, now we are all the way!" ”
Liao Zichen and I are all the way? I laughed, yes, I'm a madman! An extreme lunatic!
But I don't want that! I don't want to be crazy! Why? Why doesn't my Anbei exist?
"Beauty!" The king of the ball called me worriedly.
But the talented girl kept him behind her, and I knew that the talented girl was worried that I would hurt the ball king again!
None of them are wrong, the fault is me, I shouldn't stay here and harm the world!
I laughed and laughed and cried, then pushed everyone away and ran out of the classroom, running as hard as I could, I didn't know where I was going, I just wanted to get out of here.
In the end, I ran to the bridge by the river, and the wind was so strong that it blew away my hair and my soul!
Seeing those cars coming and going, I felt a deep hatred in my heart, why did they take the lives of my parents instead of me?
Seeing the surging river under the bridge, I also wanted to jump down, so that I could be a hundred and no longer have pain!
Life is still fair, I have had too much beauty, so I must carry the same amount of pain and suffering, and suddenly, my short life flashed through my mind like a movie, down to every detail, so clear.
Closing my eyes, I made up my mind that instead of living in pain and hurting others, it would be better to end all of this and see my parents, why not?
I took a deep breath, opened my eyes, and was about to climb the railing, but someone grabbed my wrist!
It's Wenling! He came along!
"You let go of me!" I struggled hard, I was afraid that I would shake my determination!
"What do you want to do?" Wen Ling asked.
"It's none of your business!" In my eyes, Wen Ling is a liar! An accomplice, he knows everything! But I never said it!
"You want to jump?" Wen Ling asked knowingly at this time.
I snorted coldly and looked at him indignantly! To my surprise, Wen Ling didn't insist on pulling me away, but stepped on the railing with me, and then jumped down without hesitation!
I admit that I was not mentally prepared, so I was frightened, and with an exclamation, I hugged Wen Ling's neck tightly!
He looked at me with a gentle, even doting look in his eyes, and our bodies were falling rapidly, but my heart was at peace.
A tear ran down my cheek, and my life was perfect!
"Plop!" With a bang, I fell into the cold river with Wen Ling, I only felt the biting cold, and suddenly came back to my senses, I can die, but I can't let Wen Ling die with me!
Wenling! In the water, I felt my body sinking, I held my breath and stared at Wen Ling, who was still holding me, with wide eyes, did he really plan to die with me?
No! The strong feeling of suffocation made me have a strong sense of survival, and I began to struggle desperately to drag Wen Ling to the water, I don't want him to die!
But my consciousness became more and more blurred, and finally I didn't know anything.
When I woke up, I was lying on the bed in my room, the sun shining evenly on my cheeks through the thin veil of the curtains, and my head was still dizzy, and I felt like I had slept for a century.
"Ruoxian, are you awake?" My aunt sat next to me and whispered.
I turned my head to look at her, and my aunt's eyes were full of worry, letting me know that all this was not a dream, why did I hope that all these things that were nightmares were not dreams in the end?
"Where's Wen Ling?" I suddenly thought of him and felt a little heartache.
"Wen Ling?" The aunt was stunned for a while, and only said for a long time: "Are you looking for him?" ”
"Didn't he send me back?" I believe that Wen Ling, who exists like a legend, must have the strength to save me, and at the same time, he can also protect himself.
"Mo drunk sent you back, he said you fainted." My aunt looked at me with a strange look in her eyes.
I stared at the crystal lamp on the ceiling in a daze, what is the situation? Is it true that all of this is my fantasy?
"Ruoxian, you are in such poor health now, otherwise we should apply for a leave of absence, right?" Auntie cautiously proposed.
Why did my aunt say that? The glimmer of hope that had just been ignited in my heart was shattered, and it seemed that at least some of it was not a fantasy, and I could no longer distinguish between fantasy and reality.
"Am I really crazy?" I asked, lowering my eyes.
"Don't think about it, maybe it's good to rest for a while." My aunt comforted me.
I shook my head, even if I rested for a long time, it was useless, "Auntie, I should see a psychiatrist." ”
"Okay, I'll get in touch, you have a good rest." My aunt stroked my hair and let out a distressed sigh.
I closed my eyes, I felt really tired, there was a whirlpool in my head, Wen Ling's eyes and Anbei's smile appeared alternately, making me feel warm and sad.
My aunt sat on the edge of my bed for a while, probably thinking that I was asleep, so she quietly walked out of the room and closed the door.
I slowly opened my eyes, took the phone from the pillow, there were greetings from friends in WeChat, and there were also apologies from friends, especially the talented girl, she sent a long WeChat, describing her feelings for the football king, and also expressed her apologies to me, I looked at it and wet my eyes.
Why is this happening? We used to be such good friends!
Looking at the photos of our three kings and five daughters in their most glorious period, the corners of my mouth can still show a proud arc, but now, all that is left is fragmentation!
Eventually, I posted a photo of us with the text: We were so nice back then!
The king of the ball says he has never changed!
The lady said we didn't want to grow up, but we had to!
The good girl said all day long! Can't go back!
The singer says I miss you so much!
The lady said that I should be the worst one who was tricked by fate!
The king of woe said that this is fate, and you can't believe it!
The talented woman said that a lifetime is so long, there will always be something lost!
I watched their replies with tears in my eyes, and I really wanted to hold their hands and go crazy and talk nonsense together! Cry and laugh together, and fantasize about the future together!
But now I can only choose to leave them, fate is really strong, I lost, after wiping a handful of tears, I finally replied: friends, I still love you so much!