Chapter 331: Obsession

This Ah Qing faced Rong Ruochen's expectant gaze, although he wanted to nod very much, but he knew that nothing could be hidden from the eyes of his master, so he still shook his head.

"No, since Miss Fang received the letter from the son, she has never looked for a slave again, and she has not asked the slave to bring a word to the master. Moreover, since that day, Miss Fang seemed to have avoided the minions, intentionally or unintentionally, and seemed to be very reluctant to see the minions. The slave thought, probably the slave was angry with Miss Fang this time because of the relationship between the master, so the slave offended the master at this time, I really want to ask the master, what kind of letter did you write to Miss Fang, so that Miss Fang suddenly treated the slave so indifferently. ”

If this were the same as before, Fang Dongqiao would have instructed the maids under him to entertain Ah Qing well, and would also let Qingluo bring delicious food and drink to visit Ah Qing from time to time, but since these days, there has not been a single time, and Miss Fang has not sent Qingluo over once, and she has avoided him intentionally or unintentionally, so that he will not even have a chance to meet Qingluo once.

Therefore, at this time, Ah Qing thought that he was treated like this by Fang Dongqiao because he was affected by Rong Ruochen, but as everyone knows, the reason why Fang Dongqiao tried his best to avoid Ah Qing these days and didn't want Ah Qing to come to see her was because she didn't like Ah Qing and was about to kidnap her favorite maid Qingluo, so she was angry with Ah Qing, and didn't give Ah Qing the opportunity to meet Qingluo at all, which also caused Ah Qing's misunderstanding now, thinking that Fang Dongqiao avoided seeing him Ah Qing because of Rong Ruochen's relationship.

"Also, there is one thing that the slave thinks it is more appropriate to tell Childe now. The maid Mu Hibiscus next to Miss Fang heard that the slave was going to leave for Gongzi yesterday, so she specially stuffed a package to the slave, saying that this package was specially prepared by her young lady for Gongzi, and the slave weighed the amount and felt that something was not right, I don't know if Miss Fang annoyed Childe this time, so she returned the gift given by Childe before. ”

It was precisely because Ah Qing thought like this that he misunderstood, and once he misunderstood, he naturally replied to Rong Ruochen like this according to his thoughts, causing Rong Ruochen to see the package that Ah Qing had taken, and suddenly a cloud condensed in his heart, and the whole person seemed to have been drained of strength, and he sat down on the chair in a daze.

What is he? Shoot yourself in the foot?

That little girl really misunderstood, she really misunderstood him because of his letter.

Now that she thinks that he has something to do with that unwarranted beautiful little girl, she simply wants to cut off all ties with him?

That's why since these days, he hasn't replied to him a word, even the long-term follower A-Qing beside him, she doesn't want to see it, is she making clear all the people and things that have anything to do with him?

When Rong Ruochen thought like this, the whole person seemed to have fallen into an ice cave, and he felt that he had been cautiously approaching the little girl step by step, thinking that he could weave a big net, so that the little girl could finally draw his heart for him, and from then on he could be with him for a lifetime, hand in hand for a lifetime.

Unexpectedly, in the end, because of his greed, because of the selfish voice in his heart, the voice that kept shouting, wanting more and more, not only the so-called partner of the little girl's so-called transaction, but also a wife worthy of the name, so he wrote a letter to open his mouth to test, but the result of the temptation was to destroy all his past efforts.

That little girl, he has always known, knows her character, knows that she is not any woman in this world, she can do it to give up two words, when she turns to leave, she is still the chic and neat woman, she can forget all their good memories in the past, just because she is such a rational and transparent woman, quick knife and messy for a while, like her usual style of acting.

Therefore, this time his brain fever turned out to be the result of his complete loss, and the result that he could no longer get close to her by half a step.

This Rong Ruochen thought about it, as long as he thought that Fang Dongqiao's little girl would see him in the future as if he was seeing a stranger, or restore the kind of friend relationship they had in the past, his heart would tingle inexplicably, I don't know why, as long as he thought of that little girl, that flower-like smile was no longer the time to bloom for him, and when that beautiful shadow was going to fall into the arms of others from now on, he felt that just thinking about it, he was going crazy with jealousy.

I'm afraid that even he didn't notice it, he entered the game, entered the play, and thought that he could be treated with a normal mentality, but in the end he fell into it, and he fell into it so deeply, which he didn't expect when he cooperated with Fang Dongqiao before, and he definitely thought that there was no such possibility, but people's hearts are often the most powerless to control, and some things can be controlled, but only the word emotion, but no one can control it single-handedly.

And this is a feeling that goes beyond reason, and for Rong Ruochen today, it is even more of a torture, an indescribable pain.

At this time, he even felt a little desperate, he knew that if the little girl had decided to give up, then he would have no chance, even if he ran over to tell her now, it was just a joke, the little girl would not believe him, she would think it was his quibble, and when the time came, it was not only his feelings for her, but also his own dignity.

But although reason told him so, his heart still couldn't stop aching faintly, and the fingers that stretched out to the table wrapped were uncontrollable, and trembled slightly.

"Master, master, still, let the slave come."

Na A-Qing knew that this incident was a serious blow to the master, but he didn't know that this matter was not only a serious blow, but also a fatal injury. Therefore, he ignored that the moment he went to help open the package, Rong Ruochen closed his eyes almost instinctively.

He didn't dare to guess if it was a birthday gift he gave her, and the blood-colored mandarin duck pendant that she didn't want to accept anyway.

Therefore, at this time, he was evading, but he heard Ah Qing's exclamation in his ears, and inexplicably, Rong Ruochen suddenly opened his eyes.

As soon as his gaze moved to the open package, his gaze seemed to freeze in an instant.

Then, without even noticing it, a hot teardrop flew out of his beautiful peach blossom eyes and dripped down the placket of his clothes.

However, at this time, Fang Dongqiao didn't know that Rong Ruochen was so touched at this moment, and she was also bored at this moment.

Last year, when she was on the day of her death, Rong Ruochen had already reminded her.

He also gave such a mandarin duck jade hairpin.

At that time, he must have been eager to find out.

It's just that she avoided it.

On her sixteenth birthday this year, he sent a mandarin duck hairpin.

Spreading out her palm, the white jade flawless mandarin duck finely carved hairpin was lying there quietly, and the soft luster slightly touched the corners of her eyes.

She knows what it means for a man to give a woman a mandarin duck hairpin or hairpin in ancient times, and if she ties her hair and wears the hairpin given by Rong Ruochen tomorrow, then she will give Rong Ruochen a clear answer.

And if she didn't wear the hairpin given by Rong Ruochen, then it would mean her wordless refusal.

So tomorrow, should she give Rong Ruochen an answer or not?

Fang Dongqiao stared at the white jade mandarin duck hairpin in his palm, frowned inexplicably, and was silent for a long time, unable to make up his mind. Suddenly he was very upset, got up, lit the lantern,

Wearing a white robe, he pushed open the door and walked out, wandering around the courtyard of the mansion aimlessly.

This season is naturally when everything begins to be depressed, and the night is unusually cold, so Fang Dongqiao, who came out to wander at this time, walked casually, his thoughts were flying, and from time to time he sighed at the coldness in his palms, and couldn't help but tighten the cloak on his body in order to expel the cold wind that pierced people's faces.

Of course, fortunately, with this cold wind, Fang Dongqiao's messy head and melon seeds that couldn't be sorted out, with this cold wind, his thoughts gradually became clear, and the sullen air flow in his heart slowly dispersed.

Stepping on the yellowed dead leaves under the soles of the feet, occasionally making a rustling sound, listening to the ears, like a kind of murmur that is difficult to give up in the middle of the night. Suddenly, a cold wind arose, and the few leaves on the dry branches were blown off from the branches, and they rose with the wind and rushed towards her, and a fallen leaf touched the placket of her clothes.

When Fang Dongqiao saw it, he was inexplicably touched, and his fingertips probed and rotated the fallen leaf between his fingertips. She looked at the fallen leaf, and looked at it, as if she was crazy, and her eyes were slightly confused.

Flowers bloom and fall, wind sweeps the leaves, spring, summer, autumn and winter, the cycle of the four seasons, this is in accordance with the principles of heaven, go with the flow.

And she, perhaps, many things, was too obsessed with it in the first place.

Since she was a child, she has always told herself that she wants to forget her past life and live in the present, but the trajectory of her life in this life has long been infiltrated with all the obsessions of her previous life, what to forget, what to let go, she has not done it at all.

In fact, she has always used the thoughts of her previous life, the ideas of her previous life, to look at the people and things in this world as a bystander, but she has never lived in the world as a true integrator.

She never seemed to open her heart to accept someone completely or trust someone except her family, she seemed to look more transparent than anyone else, but only she understood that she was cowardly, cowardly, and therefore outside of her control, she forbade anyone to come closer.

is like Gong Tianyu's kid, she knows the child's clear intentions, but she can't give the same return, because she thinks too much and has too many scruples, and there is no way to fight for such an unpredictable destination like a woman of her age, moths to the fire, and not afraid of all dangers to fight for such an unpredictable destination.