Even in my sleep, I don't feel pain at all. I was aching, and faintly, I heard someone talking about the various injuries on my body, how serious and irreparable my injuries were, but no one knew the extent of my injuries better than myself.

The moment I stepped into the ring, I wasn't going to regret it.

When I opened my eyes, it was already a day later, the sky was overcast and it was raining, and Tang Mengyan was sitting on the edge of my bed, with Yuezi and Xueqi.

When I saw them looking at my faces, I knew that there was something to say, and they had already said it.

Tang Mengyan asked about my physical condition, and I said in a hoarse voice, it's fine, I'm still alive.

Tang Mengyan's eyes suddenly turned red.

Boss, why are you fighting so hard. I'm just talking about it, and I'm going to give you a chance when you get in the ring, you know. It doesn't matter if you lose. Because my boyfriend doesn't have the guts at all, he's not as good as you.

Is it. I smiled. Who knows.

Yes, who knows, people's hearts are unpredictable.

I trembled my bandaged hands, looked at the time on my phone, and said to Xueqi, let's get out of the hospital.

Are you crazy, brother?

Confinement came up to hold me, but I insisted on getting out of bed and leaving the hospital, and they couldn't resist me, so they had to rely on me in the end. My health was not optimistic, but I was able to get out of bed and walk, and the doctor said, I was crazy, and it was a miracle that I survived.

Of course, the police won't let me go, and they came to trouble me after I woke up, but fortunately, James and Yuezi have reached a settlement with the champion in the past two days, and my attitude is also sincere, so the matter is not too big, but whether to go to court after that, it's hard to say, after all, I may ruin someone's career like this. But if it is done well, it can be solved with a little civil coordination.

I smiled and said, it's a big deal to lose more money.

I was discharged from the hospital with my body straightened up, and James became my temporary driver, even though he didn't have a driver's license.

That night, we got together for dinner, and we had a good time, and Tang Mengyan and I talked a lot about what we had seen and heard over the years, Xue Qi had been sitting beside her, sullen and worried, but she still maintained a kind smile on her face, maybe she was worried about me, or maybe she remembered some old things.

After dinner, Tang Mengyan stayed for a long time, kept talking to us in the day rental, her mood was much better, and gradually accepted me, in fact, the distance between me and her was not so far, I was just separated by a wall with her, and when the wall was opened, we could come together.

It wasn't until late that Tang Mengyan left, after all, she wasn't my wife, just my girlfriend, and it was inconvenient to stay overnight.

Taking the opportunity to go to the bathroom, I went to read the book of the world, and the progress bar on it was 99.99%, which was just a little bit away from the last.

I laughed, heartbroken.

I know I'm on the right track.

The ball was already in front of goal, and it was only one last last kick.

After Ma Bailong left, I stopped Xueqi, who wanted to clean up the cups and plates, and called her to my room.

Xue Qi's face was covered with clouds, as if she had expected something, and she walked into my room without saying a word.

"Sit down." I sat Xueqi on the edge of the bed, and then sat down next to her.

Xue Qi bit her lip, lowered her head, crossed her hands between her thighs, and kneaded her fingers incessantly, as if she didn't want to open the next topic.

"Dad......" Xue Qi said softly, wanting to stop talking.

"When you go to the United States tomorrow, remember to call me, or chat with me on QQ, and take care of yourself there," I said with a smile, in a gentle tone, "It will be difficult to see you again in the future, you have to learn to protect yourself." ”

"Dad, I don't want to go to the United States......" Xueqi said softly, "I don't want to go to the United States...... Father...... Why don't you listen to me......"

"But that's what you said from the beginning. We've also agreed, you can't cheat. I smiled and said, "What you say at the beginning is the most true." Going to the United States is your lifelong plan, and it is your plan after your father is old and gone. Dad can only accompany you for such a long way, Qiqi, your own dreams can accompany you until you are old. ”

I drew two lines on the sheets, one representing me and the other representing Xueqi's dream.

Xue Qi looked at my hands, and then slowly, little by little, raised her head, looked at my head wrapped in gauze, and suddenly cried again, tears falling on the sheets one by one, and her fingers twitched constantly.

"Daddy...... I'm sorry...... It's all my fault...... I shouldn't be so stubborn......"

She looked at my wounds and cried, like a river that had opened a floodgate, and she couldn't stop it.

I wiped Xueqi's tears with my fingers, patted her on the back, and comforted her to stop crying.

The strange thing is that it is clear that it has reached the final moment of separation, and I should have a thousand words to say to Xueqi, but at this moment, I can't say a word.

I don't know what I'm supposed to say.

What a strange feeling.

I should probably reminisce with Xueqi about her childhood, tell her how I picked her up, how I watched her grow up day by day, how I changed her diaper, how I taught her to sweep the floor, how I taught her to wash dishes, how to teach her to wipe her ass, how to speak, how to draw.

Maybe I should tell her how I secretly raised her when I was a high school student from my father, from the teachers and students in the school, and from my relatives.

Or maybe I should tell her the stories of the people around me, the stories between me and her English teacher Ma Yike, the past between me and Tang Mengyan, or the crazy deeds of the first time I met Yuezi and the ridiculous memories of the blind date with Yuhui.

Finally, at least, I should also recall that when Xueqi was twelve years old, I carried her on my back and traveled all over China's rivers and rivers.

Strangely, I couldn't really say a word.

It's as if what can be said has already been said.

It's like tonight is just an ordinary day, like thousands of days and nights in the past, sleep and wake up tomorrow, I am still the same me, I am still in the original home, Xueqi is still the same Xueqi, and she will carry her schoolbag and bite raisin bread to go to school.

Everything will be the same as before.

Everything will be business as usual.

But I know, it's not.

Tonight is the last chance for me and Xueqi to be together, and from now on, there will never be again.

Maybe I'll have the chance to see Xueqi in the future, but her heart won't belong to me anymore, maybe so is her body. She belonged to another man.

It's a strange feeling, and young people who haven't experienced it will never be able to understand when they cut off a piece of flesh from their heart and give it to another person.

That heart-rending feeling.

"Dad......" In the end, Xue Qi stopped her tears and called softly.

"Huh?"

Xue Qi raised her head little by little, looked at me with her dark moist eyes, and said softly:

"Dad, do you want to get up...... On the National Day, you bought me a birthday cake, and you and Sister Yuezi celebrated my birthday together...... At that time, I made a wish, and then you kept asking me, what is that......"

I thought about it, then nodded.

"At that time, no matter how much my father asked you, you refused to tell me, and in the end I didn't ask you again."

"Hmm." Xue Qi nodded lightly, watching my eyes lower and lower little by little.

"Then Qiqi, what did you wish?" I asked tentatively.

Xue Qi didn't answer me, just looked at the floor, sobbed through her nose, and then she wiped her tears.

It's been a long time, and she didn't answer me, just silently shed tears, I have never seen Xueqi cry so sadly, cry for so long.

Not even when she was a baby.

It's as if the tears of her life will dry tonight.

Everyone comes to this world crying, everyone has the instinct to cry, if a person can't cry, it's just because he is numb and lacks the opportunity to move him, and there is no other reason for him.

"Forget it, it doesn't matter anymore......" Xue Qi finally shook her head and said softly, a sad smile appeared on her face, "Just because I didn't say it......"

Xue Qi gently leaned on my shoulder, closed her eyes, and breathed slowly, with a crystal teardrop hanging on her long eyelashes.

"Daddy......"

"Huh?"

"Actually, you don't really like Sister Mengyan, do you?"

"Uh......"

"I know. But I'll still go. Because Dad, you did so much to get me ...... go."

I looked at Xue Qi in amazement, but I was speechless.

"Dad, what should you do if you really can't find someone who really loves you after I'm gone?"

There was a hot current in my heart, and for a while, Xue Qi's question actually stopped me, and I was surprised that I didn't know how to answer Xue Qi's simple question.

Finally, I let out a soft breath, stroked Xueqi's jet-black hair, and said with a smile:

"After Qiqi is gone, this starry sky is my father's lover."

The biggest lie in the world is not that I love you, but that Dad, I want to be your bride when I grow up.

This sentence, fathers all over the world have silently believed in it for a lifetime and waited for a lifetime, but when girls all over the world grow up, they forget this joke.

Xueqi's body trembled slightly, she leaned on me, with a crying voice, and whispered:

"Dad, thank you for raising me so big...... Thank you ......."

I cried too.

This is the only best gift that fathers in the world can get from their daughters.

When I was separated from Xueqi, it finally came.

This is the thirtieth day and the last day of God's game.

For me, the sky was out of sight, but it rained that day, and the cold rain fell from the sky and gathered on the road, creating puddles and puddles, and the cars would make long waves as they drove over the water.

Because James didn't have a driver's license, I planned to drive Xueqi to the airport with a little physical support.

That was my last goodbye to her, and I was accompanied by Yuezi, James, Yuhui and Frexiu.

Halfway through the drive, I ran into Ma Bailong's Rolls-Royce, it turned out that he had gone out early, and now he came to pick up Xueqi, just because he was worried that I was not in good health and would have an accident while driving.

Rain.

It was raining everywhere.

The rain from all over the world seemed to be concentrated in this city, I opened the car door and walked out of the car with a black umbrella, the wind was very strong, the rain splashed on the tips of my shoes, and on both sides of the road, there were leaves flying.

It's another rainy day.

It's the same umbrella again.

It seems that every parting in my life is inseparable from the rain and this umbrella.

When I was a child, I was separated from Xueqi, I worked, and I was separated from my confinement child, and then I was separated from my sister Jasmine who stayed at my house.

A feeling that had been in my mind for a long time slowly came over me, as if I had stumbled upon a candy that had fallen at the foot of the table.

A few grains of rain were blown by the wind and fell on Xueqi's hair, leaving drops of pearl-like water, I moved the umbrella to Xueqi's side, and wiped the rain from her hair with my hands to prevent her body from getting wet a little.

It's like a mother dressing up her married daughter and giving it to someone else.

The silver Rolls-Royce stopped in front of us, the water on the road rippled slightly, and the shadows of people and cars gradually distorted.

The car door opened, Ma Bailong walked out with a white umbrella, he walked in front of me and Xueqi, and looked at us quietly.

"Qiqi." I whispered to Xue Qi, who lowered her head, didn't say a word, and didn't say anything.

She hadn't said a word since she had returned to her room last night.

Today's Xueqi is particularly beautiful, she wears a sun hat, which is her favorite. She was also wearing a white dress, and her black hair was draped over her shoulders like satin, like a fairy in the rain.

I tried my best to keep a smile on my face, stepped forward, and shook Ma Bailong's hand.

"Uncle Yang, it's almost time." Ma Bailong looked at his watch and said to me.

"Hmm." I handed Xueqi's suitcase to him, and Ma Bailong managed to stuff it into the car, and then walked back again, and I saw that his face was covered with rain.

Xue Qi was still silent, not saying a word, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Qiqi, it's almost time, let's go." I patted her on the back, "It's raining so hard, hurry up and get in the car, or you'll get wet." ”

"Hmm."

Xue Qi hummed softly, didn't look at me, just stood in place for a full three seconds, and then she finally didn't look back, walked towards Ma Bailong's car with small steps, and sat in the back seat.

The doors closed.

Ma Bailong still held the umbrella and stood there looking at me, and I also looked at him quietly.

"Uncle Yang." Ma Bailong looked at me, his eyes were dark, and he wanted to say something, but he didn't seem to know what to say.

As the ultimate winner of taking my daughter from me, I don't need to say much.

"Hmm." I looked at him and just nodded, I didn't know what to say.

Because there's so much I want to say.

In the end, I just looked at him and said with a blank face:

"You must take good care of Qiqi, from now on, she is yours. She's weak, she's timid, and she doesn't have a good social experience, so don't blame her if she makes any mistakes. ”

Ma Bailong smiled, looked at me and said:

"Don't worry, Uncle Yang, I will treat Xue Qi well. She is your daughter and my most beloved girl. I'll use my life to be good to her. ”

"Well, that's it. Uncle Yang, let's go. You don't have anything to say to you, do you? ”

My body froze.

At that moment, my heart was really painful, and my whole body was trembling slightly in the cold rain.

I really don't seem to be saying I want to.

I really don't want to hand over Xueqi.

However, for the sake of Xueqi, I can only give her to someone else.

In the end, I was relieved.

"No, let's go. Be careful on the road. "That's what I said." By the way, I seem to see Qiqi's hat worn crookedly, and you call her Zhengyizheng. I nodded my head and said.

It's really strange, it's the last moment, but I care about such a trivial matter, and I really don't know what's wrong with me.

"Alright, then I'll take her away." Ma Bailong said, gave me one last look, then turned around apologetically, and walked towards the saddle step by step.

When I closed the door, I saw Xueqi's face against the car window, and behind the rain-soaked car window, a pair of big eyes were quietly looking at me, but she didn't say a word.

I didn't say a word either.

Just watched her quietly.

In this game, I am a loser, and the loser can only endure the pain and give up the girl he loves.

This is what happens to the loser.

I squeezed out a smile at Xue Qi, then slowly raised my hand and gave a thumbs up.

I saw Xue Qi leaning against the car window, her lips squirming slightly, as if she was saying something, but I couldn't hear it anymore.

Xue Qi used her slender fingers to gently draw two faces on the rain-soaked car window.

I saw that it was a small face, a big face, smiling brightly under the same big sun.

When I saw these two faces, my heart suddenly fluttered.

I seem to remember something.

That's right.

It was when Xue Qi was not in kindergarten, and one day, because I didn't come back late, Xue Qi drew a picture at home and showed it to me when I came back.

That's Xue Qi's immature handwriting, drawing a big sun, an adult, a villain, and below the person is Qiqi's words written with a colored pen:

Papa

Together forever......

At that time, I patted Xueqi's head a little apologetically and said, I'm sorry, Papa came back late, and I will definitely come back on time in the future. Don't worry, Papa will always be with Qiqi.

My eyes moistened, tears flowed out of my eyes unsuspectingly, and the whole world became a blur.

The wind roared wildly, and the falling raindrops turned into diagonal lines in the air, like countless meteors streaked across the sky.

Meteor......

I remembered again,

There was once a summer night full of stars, Xueqi and I lay on the grass by the small bridge in the countryside, looking up at the starry night sky, listening to the sound of trickling water, and gradually falling asleep.

"Papa, look, it's a meteor!"

Inadvertently, Xue Qi suddenly pointed to the sky and shouted excitedly.

"Papa, I want to make a wish!"

As he spoke, he folded his hands cutely and began to close his eyes and pray.

Looking at Xue Qi's cute appearance of closing her eyes and praying, I asked happily, "Qiqi, what wish did you make?" ”

Xue Qi opened her eyes, looked at me with bright eyes, and paused for a long time before she said innocently: "Hmm...... I want to make a wish that I will be able to meet my mother. ”

Hearing Xue Qi's words, my heart ached.

After so many years, Xue Qi still misses her mother.

“…… But it was said on TV that you can only make one wish for a meteor, so Qiqi made a wish to be with Papa forever! Xue Qi suddenly said again.

Xue Qi's words made the tip of my nose slightly sour and the corners of my eyes moist.

"Qiqi ......"

I looked at Xue Qi and suddenly realized that I had never really known her, I had her body, but I had never penetrated into her heart.

"Papa, why do the stars twinkle and twinkle? Why? After making a wish, Xue Qi asked me innocently again.

"Because the stars are papa's eyes, looking at Qiqi."

"Papa deceives...... Honestly, why! ”

"Huh."

"Why!"

“…… Hehe. ”

"Why, papa?"

“……”

That night, Xue Qi pouted and hit me, and kept asking me without giving up, and I just laughed, looked at the starry sky, and never answered. Gradually, Xue Qi also got tired, lay down in my arms, and fell asleep.

At that moment, there was silence everywhere, only the sound of streams and insects, and a trace of warmth in Xueqi's arms to accompany me.

But I felt like I had everything in the world.

At that moment, I thought about how perfect my life was, how regret-free.

Even if I just lay in the grass under the night sky and couldn't wake up, I should have no regrets.

At that moment, looking at the stars in the sky, I hummed softly:

The dark sky hangs low

Bright stars follow each other

Insects fly, insects fly

Who are you missing?

The stars in the sky weep

The roses on the ground withered

The cold wind blows the cold wind

As long as I have you with me

……

yes, I should have thought of it.

I should have understood it a long time ago.

On her birthday, what is the truth of Xue Qi's wish.

Actually, I should have understood her mind a long time ago.

It's just that I've always been deaf and dumb, and I don't know it.

Xue Qi ......

In fact, the person who has always wanted to be together is actually me......

Always......

From small to large......

It hasn't changed......

The car started slowly, and the wheels pressed against the water little by little, making faint water marks.

Through the raindrop-covered window, I finally saw Xueqi's gently open mouth.

Gently, lightly, up and down, slowly bite......

Papa。

Yes, it's papa.

Not Daddy.

That's what Xue Qi called me when she was young, when she was still snuggling up to me like a little girl.

It's just that after she went to high school, she was ashamed to mention it again.

But at this moment, at the last moment of parting, she finally called me that.

The world is full of rain, and the world is full of memories.

Every drop of rain is awakening the deepest memories in my heart, countless memories are like hard icebergs that have been blasted open by a nuclear bomb, and countless hot springs have gushed out, filling my brain, my heart, and my whole body in an instant.

picked up Xueqi for the first time and wrapped her in the quilt with an electric blanket, which made her bubble memories......

On the day she taught Xue Qi to serve dishes for the first time, she broke two plates and then cleaned the kitchen with me......

The first time I took her shopping, she got separated from me and cried out to me alone in the middle of nowhere......

Because I had no money, the first time I received a call from Mr. Chen, saying that he wanted to adopt Xueqi, she and I were separated in the rain......

And that day, Xue Qi was suffering from a serious illness, she said that she wanted to see the West Lake from the air, I carried her on my back, and the two of them struggled to walk up the West Lake Dam together, fell to the ground together, and then countless passers-by were moved by us and helped us in the scene......

Scenes of vivid memories are like opened childhood toy boxes, so they jump out defenselessly, blooming in the air with thousands of rain flowers.

yes, it's something you shouldn't forget.

Why should I never forget?

Why did I choose to abandon it?

On that day thirteen years ago, because I had no money, I thought that the end of the world had come, and I thought that I could no longer support it, so I also chose to give Xueqi to a rich man.

On that day, it was also a rainy day, and it was raining all over the world, and the rich businessman named Mr. Chen got out of the car with an umbrella, walked up to me, and said to me with a smile:

"Qiqi, I'll take it away."

At that time, I had obviously chosen to give up, obviously I had thought about everything, but at the moment when the wheels started, when I looked at the little face of Xue Qi in the distant car window with tears on her face and shouting papa back, I still cried, at that moment, I dropped my umbrella, pulled up my legs, and ran after the car like a lifeless man, until the wheels let out a tired sigh and slowly stopped.

Until Xue Qi came back.

Why am I giving up now?

Am I carrying too much?

Because of the confinement, because of Yuhui, or because of Tang Mengyan?

Because of these people who came into my life later?

Or is it for myself?

Why did I chase Xueqi back that time, why didn't I do it this time!?

Am I old?

Have I been cut into a coward, a useless coward by the merciless razor of time!?

In the deepest part of my heart, there was a voice that kept shouting:

Those who came into your world after you and Xueqi are a piece of!

They're just latecomers, they're nothing!

Have you forgotten that your world is always the size of a villa, and there are only two people who make up your world!

That's your world!

When Xue Qi is gone, your world has been destroyed, what do you care about the end of the world!?

The car started slowly and slowly moved away.

"Qiqi ......" I suddenly spoke, as if my mouth did not listen to me, and opened its mouth by itself.

Then, I literally saw the windows of the Rolls-Royce open, and Xueqi's head in a sun hat poked out of the window.

She had cried like a tear cap, but there was an eternal smile on her lips.

"Goodbye, Papa! Bye! ”

In the rain, Xueqi, who poked out her head, waved at me and cried loudly. She finally couldn't endure it to the end.

In the end, Xue Qi finally couldn't keep silent, and still vented all the emotions in her heart like a flood.

A gust of wind blew, and the sun hat on her head was blown up by the wind and flew towards me, Xueqi's crying stopped in an instant, and countless strands of hair bloomed in the rain, like a moving poem.

The moment the hat landed, the morning light reversed, I seemed to return to the moment that day, I seemed to have changed back to the young and unruly me, the injuries on my body seemed to have all healed, I don't know where the power burst out, or maybe I had lost my mind at that moment, I actually started to run, the umbrella in my hand was thrown aside by me, I accelerated to run, desperate to run!

"Stop!"

"Parking me!"

Just like thirteen years ago, I cried, ran, yelled and shouted the same words.

Nothing has changed.

Everything overlapped.

A demonic voice shouted in my heart, screaming wildly and stubbornly at the sky.

Hahahaha

Damn God!

There's a kind of you!

You have the ability to destroy the world

I'm telling you

I don't care at all!

If the world is to be destroyed, it will be destroyed!

Here you go!

I just want Xueqi!

I'm going to be with her!

Because I'm Yang Jiandong!

Because I'm Lolicon!

……

At that moment, lightning and thunder thundered in the sky, and the heavenly river actually flowed backwards!

The black shadow that oppressed the sky finally began to tremble and retreat!

Finally, finally, I understood.

Where there is you, there is the world.

The car was moving away, the rain hit my face, and I ran in chase.

"Park!!" I cried out in tears and ran wildly.

"Xueqi!! Come back!! ”

Can they hear it?

Xueqi, can you hear me?

The rain wet my eyes, and in my blurry vision, I could only see the white shadow of the car getting farther and farther away......

Farther and farther away......

I was tired and weakly stopped, and watched helplessly as the car moved away mercilessly, like the tide of the east, never to be gone.

Is it too late? I thought bitterly.

That's when it happened.

It was as if I had heard the call of a god in the underworld.

The white Rolls-Royce actually stopped.

The rain gradually stopped.

Seeing this, I was ecstatic and my heart raced. Picking up my footsteps, I chased after them. I know I can't let go of it anymore.

The water splashed and I rushed straight in front of the white Rolls-Royce, out of breath, and the moment the door opened, I heard a heart-piercing cry.

Xue Qi ran out and threw herself into my arms, crying out for me to papa.

Years later, the same scene played out again.

Maybe it's not just my memories that come back to me.

It is also a memory in Xueqi's heart.

“papa，papa…… papa……”

Xue Qi hugged me and cried in the rain.

“papa…… papa…… I don't want to go......"

At that moment, I couldn't restrain myself anymore, and at that moment I cried bitterly.

I've cried many times in my life, but I've never cried like this.

I hugged Xueqi tightly and never let her go.

Never let go again.

"Papa will never go! Forever!! ”

Ma Bailong in the car looked at me and Xueqi quietly and let out a soft sigh.

Thin raindrops wet my and Xueqi's hair and ran down our cheeks. It's as if we're all going to melt together in this moment.

Ma Bailong got out of the car and stood beside me, silently watching me and Xueqi.

For a long time.

"Uncle Yang......" Ma Bailong looked at me quietly, I turned my head, and he smiled miserably at me, "Uncle Yang...... It seems that I don't have to take Xueqi to the United States...... She'd rather stay with you than me......"

"I'm sorry." I bowed my head lightly and looked at Ma Bailong.

Ma Bailong smiled bitterly:

"I like Xueqi, I can say that I love her deeply, but I think that if you really love someone to the extreme, you must respect all her choices. Uncle Yang, I'm sorry...... Thank you also for making me understand a lot. Maybe it's time for me to go. ”

Ma Bailong is a smart person, and the moment Xue Qi ran out of the car, he may have understood everything.

"Ma Bailong, you are an excellent boy." I looked at him and said quietly, "The most perfect man I've ever seen." If Xueqi wants to choose a boyfriend, I think she should choose you. ”

"But I still lost to you. All the while, I believed that love was supreme. Ma Bailong smiled unwillingly, "Just now...... It occurred to me that maybe there was something else in this world that could keep a man and a woman together besides love. Something like a belief. ”

Hearing Ma Bailong's words, my heart trembled and I realized a little.

"Goodbye, Uncle Yang."

"Goodbye...... Ma Bailong, thank you too. ”

Ma Bailong smiled bitterly and turned around lonely, and I saw that his shoulders were wet from the rain.

I hugged Xueqi and watched him sit alone in the Rolls-Royce, start the engine, roll the tires and slowly move away, the body gradually became smaller, and finally disappeared at the end of the rain-filled path.

That's how we end.

It is also the ending of Ma Bailong and Xueqi.

Looking at Ma Bailong in the distance, I suddenly felt a faint guilt in my heart, but I didn't regret it.

I don't know when, the rain, stopped.

Silently watching the distant car shadow, I stood for a long time.

Until I heard Xueqi call me papa.

Lowering my head and looking at Xueqi in my arms, I smiled bitterly.

Xueqi, we can be together again. I thought about it without regrets.

Not even the end of the world can separate us.

For Tang Mengyan, I can sacrifice my life, but for Xueqi, I can destroy myself and the whole world.

Thirteen years ago, it was, thirteen years later, it's still the same.

I don't know why, the huge black shadow in the sky disappeared.

In the rays of sunlight through the gaps in the clouds, I felt as if I saw the smiling face of God.

After returning to the daily rental house, I called Tang Mengyan as soon as possible and told her that we were going to travel far away, maybe a month or two, maybe longer, and we all needed to leave time for each other to adjust.

Tang Mengyan didn't respond until I finally hung up.

Perhaps, time can slowly heal the scars between us.

After that, Xueqi and I both took a shower, while Yuezi, James, Yuhui and Frexiu were silent in the hall, no one spoke, everyone was silent, and there was no expression on everyone's faces.

It was the face of the apocalypse.

Until a certain moment, Yuezi smiled and said, in fact, this is also very good.

Anyway, there are less than a few hours left, so let's spend every minute and every second as before.

Of course, she didn't let Xue Qi hear this, but I think she was right.

Maybe we should have made the choice to do in the first place, just like when we didn't participate in God's game, to be ordinary ordinary people, to spend an ordinary month together carefree.

Then welcome the glorious end times.

In the last few hours, we were like a family, munching melon seeds in the hall, watching movies on the family TV, laughing and crying.

It's like forgetting God's game.

Although it was the most painful hours, it was the happiest time for us.

In the evening, it was getting dark, and Yuezi whispered that if we were lucky enough to survive in the next few days, we might as well form a team and travel around.

No one objected, anyway, we were all tired of the oppressive sky of this city, and it became our goal, even a belief, to travel all over China. And James, Yuhui and Yuezi were really busy planning the travel route.

I looked at the busy crowd in the hall, and then at Xueqi's room, where I seemed to hear intermittent sobbing.

I didn't comfort Xueqi, but drove my own car to the basement of the burned villa, since I had already chosen a distant place, there were some things worth bringing with me.

There are still some things that I want to do.

In that basement utility room, I made one last phone call to Master Blue Moon.

Just like before, the call was instantaneous.

I got straight to the point and asked:

"Did you guess such an ending?"

"I didn't guess. No one can guess the heart of others. Everyone's heart belongs to them. Master Blue Moon said in a gentle and kind old voice, "But that's okay, in fact, I've always wanted you to choose this ending, Mr. Yang." This is what I have always wished. Whether it's love, family, or friendship, it's just a share of something deep in our hearts. That thing, it's called **. Why do we have to define love, that's just a choice for us, isn't it? ”

"You're right, Master Blue Moon." I said softly.

"Can I ask you something, Master Blue Moon?"

"You might as well talk about it."

"I want to give you the Book of the World and the authority of the captain. Master of the Blue Moon. If I survive tonight, I just want to be an ordinary person and never want to participate in any god games again. I said softly, but my heart was surging. Can you take my place? I know I'm sorry for you. ”

The Blue Moon Master was silent.

After a while, Master Blue Moon slowly gave me a response:

"Everyone has the right to choose. Some people choose to take risks, while others choose to take it easy. Mr. Yang, you chose to take it easy, but in fact, it was the most risky decision. ”

"I believe in you, Master Blue Moon." I whispered.

"Then I choose to believe you, Mr. Yang." Master Blue Moon said, "I believe you made the right choice. While I can't promise that I will be able to help you, I will do my best. After all, only the true God can decide fate. ”

"Thank you, Blue Moon Master......" I whispered, "then, from now on, the Book of the World will be yours......"

And just like that, I ended my last chance to contact the Blue Moon Master.

Returned to the daily rental house, at the suggestion of the confinement child, turned on the computer and asked my colleagues about the tourist attractions with QQ, I cleaned up, when I entered the warehouse, I accidentally found in the warehouse the records of children's dance songs that I bought for Xueqi when I was a child, each record evokes my memories, which include "Mr. Elephant", "Poplar Tree", "Teacher, Thank You", The Lion King's "Do You Feel My Love Tonight", "Spring is Coming", "Thank God" and other records, These records record Xueqi's growth trajectory from infancy to elementary school, and are one of the most precious memories between me and Xueqi.

Looking at these records, I remembered that when I was sorting out the miscellaneous items from Zhang Muyi's closet, I put them in the basement along with a box of stained glass beads and an old-fashioned electric fan, and then brought them to the day rental room. These are also the few things that have survived the fire. Because of their age, the wrappers of these records have long since been broken, and it seems that I crushed them on the way to bring them.

Probably because the socket was broken, when I approached the record on the ground, the old-fashioned electric fan in the utility room suddenly turned on, the cold wind blew, and the pieces of paper on the ground also flew in an instant, and then, a wonderful scene happened, these pieces of record wrapping paper were reassembled and spliced together, and became a line of meaningful text:

"Thank you, Mr. Yang, for making me feel loved."

The following bylines are:

"God."

I looked at the line of miracle-like text on the ground in amazement, but suddenly heard the sound of the QQ dialog box from the next room, I hurriedly ran out to look, but found that the notebook in my room was open, and in the QQ dialog box of the notebook, there was a line of garbled characters, and in the garbled code, it was mixed with orderly and confident text.

I stared blankly at this line of text on the computer screen, and my heart was already overturned.

I looked at the sender displayed in the QQ dialog box, but it was Xueqi.

In the next empty room, there was a sudden sound of glass beads falling to the ground, and I ran to that room again, and then I saw the most spectacular miracle of my life:

In the corner of the room against the closet, there is Xueqi's laptop, and at this moment, the glass beads in the glass bead box on the bookshelf don't know when they fell, one by one rhythmically smashed and rolled on the keyboard of the laptop, as if there was an invisible hand controlling their beating trajectory, and the glass beads combined themselves into the string of text I just received in the flashing QQ dialog box:

"I'll help you win the God Game."

I realized something, walked to my room, took out the Book of Worlds that I had hidden under the bed, and looked at the progress bar on it:

100%

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