"Sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off, please dial later, beep ......"

"Why did you turn it off?" I put down my phone and said to myself.

Since my girlfriend hasn't come back, I'll make dinner first, what should I do? Stir-fry my girlfriend's favorite fried mutton noodles, come to a shredded pork with golden sauce, mix a tofu skin that she loves to eat, and hum a little song to make dinner.

I am a college student who has just graduated, named Li Feng, from the countryside, I have not found a job in my profession for nearly half a year after graduation, in order to live in this city where food and drink have to spend money, I can only choose to be a courier, although the courier is very hard, but I am still very happy every day, because I have a girlfriend who loves me very much, we are college classmates, and have been in love since college, and now it has been nearly four years, this is the rental house we rented together after graduation.

"Well, it's so fragrant, why haven't you come back yet? Let's make a phone call. I muttered to myself

"Sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off.................."

No, my girlfriend sells cosmetics in the mall, and she gets off work earlier than me every day, what's wrong with today? Nothing will happen, right?

No, I'll have to check it out.

Riding my bike straight to my girlfriend's mall, huh? It's closed. That Xiaojie probably took the bus back, right? She would have laughed and scolded me, fool, running back and forth after a tiring day's work, I had this picture in my mind.

But when I returned to the rental house, there was still no Xiaojie.

Did you go to dinner with your colleagues?

Ay! It's a tired day, lie down, lie down and wait for her.

When my head just touched the pillow, I found that there was a letter on the edge of the pillow, which said Li Feng, what can not be said in person, and left a letter, a kind of ominous premonition spread from the depths of my heart. I opened the letter in a panic with trembling hands,

"Ah Feng:

I have already left the city when you see this letter, I'm sorry, let's break up, I don't want to live such a tight life with you, there is no hope at all, my parents have found me a job in my hometown, and I will go on a blind date next week, if I can, I will get married immediately, you don't want to look for me, I am also very sad, but the reality makes me unable to marry you, this is society, you take care of yourself.

Zhang Jie"

By the time I read this letter, I burst into tears, and the pain in my heart was like a pinprick in my heart.

"Why? Why? Why is the 4-year relationship gone? ”

"Where are the former vows and sweet words?"

"Why leave, say good we don't separate, say good we want to fight together,"

"Say what you say and never give up" ,............"

…………

I roared and cried,

At this time, I felt very lonely, as if I was the only one left in this world.

It was getting dark, and I looked around, and there were all the figures she left behind, thinking about all the things that had happened together in the past, laughing and laughing, laughing and laughing, and crying like a madman all night.

Falling out of love, there is always someone who will tear the heart, so let me bear this pain.

Love, some are like a passing cloud, some are unforgettable, Xiaojie, what kind of do we belong to?

Some people say that loving someone doesn't necessarily mean being together, you can't give each other happiness, and you have to barely keep it, which is called selfishness, but in the face of love, who has been selfless?