In the evening, Xu Weize sent Yan Rong to the subway and told her to pay attention to safety, and she took the subway home, they seemed to have called other friends to play together, but she couldn't participate, she had to go home to cook.

When he got home, Yan Rong sent a text message to Xu Weize to wash the dishes, and then when Yan's mother came back, she had to stir-fry.

The kitchen is not connected to the hot water pipe, the tap water is very cold, Yan Rongha washes and chops vegetables with his hands, in fact, the exercise is hot.

Yan's mother was watching TV in the living room, and after watching "The Family of Gold Powder", she changed to "Dream of Red Mansions", which was broadcast in a certain period of time.

Yan Rong still likes "The Family of Gold Powder", but she has never forgotten the ending, why did she separate.

In winter, it gets dark very quickly, and it is pitch black outside the window, and the cold wind is whining, and I feel chills all over my body just by looking at it.

Yan Rong retracted his gaze and continued to be busy.

Yan Rong's hands still had chilblains, red and hard and itchy, she went to the pharmacy to buy chilblain cream, it didn't seem to have any effect, but she insisted on applying it, fortunately it didn't break.

The semester is coming to an end, and tomorrow is the final exam.

There is a photo on the table, and his face can be clearly identified as Xu Weize, he is hugging a girl, it is the gorgeous box on New Year's Day, and he is wearing the black sweater.

The camera was only given to Xu Weize and the girl, so she didn't know what the other people's reactions were, but at least she was sure that Xu Weize didn't resist, and his hand was on the girl's back.

Yan Rong found this photo when she took the book from her school bag, it was packed in an envelope, and in addition to this photo there was also a letter.

The content of the letter is: [This is Xu Weize's ambiguous object, studying in No. 1 Middle School, she is beautiful, good at studying, sweet and generous, not a little better than you, everyone knows that Xu Weize is interested in her now, but she is afraid of hurting you.

He was afraid that a person like you, who was born with low self-esteem and a cautious eye, would do something, so he didn't break up, if you were interested, you would leave Xu Weize's side as soon as possible.

You are so boring, Xu Weize can persist until now and is worthy of you.

You don't fantasize anymore, Xu Weize just thinks you're fresh, and you don't deserve him at all.

He is so good to you, even at this time, you have to take into account your feelings, you can generously fulfill him once, don't torture him, make him happy, don't let him blame himself, and take the initiative to leave.

He's such a good person, you don't deserve it.

Get out of here. ］

The letter was printed and unsigned.

Winter is always very cold, light rain mixed with snowflakes fall in every corner that can be invaded, Yan Rong pushed the window open, looking at the world outside the window in a daze, under the dim light, the night is boundless, if there are no small snow particles drifting into the room with the wind, the books on the table are blown by the cold wind "whoosh".

It was as if the heart was being clenched tightly.

Yan Rong pursed his lips, and tears fell from his eyes disobediently.

She wanted to ask Xu Weize if this was the case, the phone was in his hand and put down, what if he admitted it?

Is she going to be separated from him?

She also knew that she was too bad, she didn't have extra time to spend with him, and she didn't talk much, she was basically talking.

But she really liked him.

She's just not good at expressing herself, and she doesn't know exactly what to do, so she always doesn't speak.

Warm tears fell on the textbook one by one, and the textbook immediately became wet.

Yan Rong leaned on the desk and shrugged her thin shoulders, her gift had not been given yet.

Sure enough, she was too bad.

She liked him so much, what was she going to do now?

She had a problem with her, ah, she ...... She could have said a little more...... But she still had to go home on time.

Why......

Why make it so uncomfortable?

Why do you want to put her away after coveting this ray of sunshine?

Yan Rong only felt that his chest was stuffy, as if he couldn't breathe.

What was she going to do?

What would she do without him?

Xu Weize, Xu Weize......

She likes him touching her head, and she likes the way he smiles at her in the classroom; likes to send her back, and likes the way he leads her across the street; I like him who is serious and gentle when he kisses her, and I like the way he holds her in his arms; I like you to smile and sunny, and I like the way he cares about her; Like him who has always liked her.

She really liked him, from the first time she met him, she liked him.

He is so sunny and confident, and the opposite of her, she really likes him.

Yan Rong showed his eyes out of his arms, turned the photo over and looked at it again, did he really like this girl?

So what does she do?

She knew that she was not worthy of him, and if she could, she would also like to be able to match him and stand beside him generously.

But...... If he has been tortured because of her liking, she is willing to make him happy.

That's all she can do for him.

Leave her with him a little longer, though.

The next day, Yan Rong had a slight cold and his eyes hurt badly.

In the early morning, the whole sky was miserable and white, a bit like covering the original face of the sky with white paper, losing the original color of the sky. The cold wind was blowing, and the bare trees on the side of the road looked like a bald old man, unable to withstand the attack of the wind, and the branches shook in the cold wind, like a bony hand pointing to the sky.

Yan Rong pulled up his scarf to cover his face, shrunk his neck, lowered his head, put his hands in his pockets, and walked towards the subway entrance in small steps against the wind.

What do you want to say when you see him?

Will he confess to her?

In the last two days, I didn't have to study early, and I had to take the exam not long after I arrived in the classroom.

Xu Weize noticed her abnormality, and after the first exam, he stood at the door waiting for her with the cold medicine that had been brewed.

The sunlight shone through the thin clouds, shining on the white earth, reflecting a silvery light, casting a faint halo on his body, a few non-stop hairs swaying with the breeze, and the long, curled eyelashes on his dark eyes trembled slightly, and the long eyelashes cast a beautiful arc under the eyelids......

Yan Rong's tears suddenly fell disobediently.

"What's wrong?" Xu Weize asked uneasily before leaving.

His face swayed, his eyes lowered and wiped his tears with the back of his hand, casually pulling out a reason, "My eyes hurt...... Headache. ”

"Then drink the medicine quickly, otherwise it will be cold in a while." Xu Weize opened the lid of the glass and handed it to her, and a bitter smell of Chinese medicine came out of the cup and drilled into Yan Rong's nose.

Yan Rong sniffed and took the cup to drink the medicine, the temperature was just right, and there was still a little bit of heat in the lukewarm.

He will always be so good, but she is too useless to reciprocate, so it's good to make him happy.

At noon, he still ate with Xu Weize, Yan Rong kept his head down and had no energy, Xu Weize only thought she was uncomfortable with a cold, and took her back to the classroom to rest after eating.

Yan Rong was lying on the table, although there were two air conditioners in the classroom, but it didn't seem to be enough, and even his breathing was cold, Xu Weize took off his clothes and covered Yan Rong's back.

His familiar smell immediately enveloped her body.

Yan Rong's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and after a while, one sleeve was wet.

Why?

Why should you like someone else?

The final exam results were very poor and poor, Yan's mother and Yan's father were very angry, and Yan Rong stood aside and didn't dare to come out.

Originally, the knowledge was not solid, and during the exam, she still had a headache and couldn't distinguish between the southeast and the northwest, and she didn't know what was written on the test paper.

She's so bad that she can't even complete the most basic tasks of a student.

Yan's mother and Yan's father were furious and directly asked her not to read it, Yan Rong was so frightened that she didn't know what to do, and promised with tears in her eyes that she would really study hard in the future.

"Don't say anything, don't read it anymore, it's a waste of money." Father Yan stared at Yan Rong and spoke coldly.

"Dad, I'm really going to study hard, this time I had a cold, my head hurt, and my eyes hurt, so I didn't do well in the exam."

Yan Rong explained to Yan's father in a low voice.

"I'll find a reason, no one else is sick, why are you sick? It's uncomfortable to do a little thing, it's uncomfortable, I think you did it on purpose, it's useless to say anything, pack up your things and go to work tomorrow, you go to school is a waste of money. Yan's mother poked Yan Rong's head with her hand angrily, which was Yan's mother's consistent way of venting her anger.

Although it hurts, Yan Rong doesn't dare to hide, she can't go to school, she can't get farther and farther away from Xu Weize.

"Mom, I will really study hard, don't let me drop out."

Father Yan scolded coldly, "Don't say anything, don't read it anymore." ”

Yan Rong shook his head, tears like a flood bursting the embankment, "Dad, Mom......"

Father Yan waved his hand with a cold face, "It's useless to say anything." ”

Yan Rong bit his lip, knelt on the ground, and begged: "Dad, Mom, I know it's wrong, I will study hard, please give me another chance, I will repay you well in the future." ”

"You think it's useful for you to kneel, it's not easy for me and your father to make money, now I'm ...... with you" Before Yan's mother finished speaking, Yan's father immediately interrupted her, "Xiaofeng." ”

Yan's mother seemed to suddenly realize something and suddenly stopped.

"Remember what you said, give you one last chance, and don't read it if you don't study hard. Private school tuition is too expensive, your mother and I have already bought a house in the city, we will move in two days, and you will transfer to the third middle school next semester, and then you will pack up your own baggage and go home. ”

Father Yan entered the room after speaking, and Mother Yan sighed heavily and returned to the room.

Yan Rong collapsed to the ground, panting heavily, and when she adjusted her mood, she found that her forehead was full of sweat.

She slowly got up from the floor and walked into the room, she closed the door and lay on the table and sobbed quietly.

What was she going to do?

What will happen to her grades?

Xu Weize, is she going to say it now?

The mobile phone in the drawer vibrated for a moment, Yan Rong wiped his tears and took out the phone, it was a message from Xu Weize.

[Did you receive your final grades?] You were not in a good state on the day of the exam, were you murdered? ］

[Why don't I help you find a tutor?] Let's learn together? ］

[Are you free tomorrow?] Come out and I'll buy you something to eat, okay? ］

[Feeling bad?] ］

When Yan Rong saw half of it, the tears fell first, and she hurriedly wiped them away with the back of her hand.

She replied: [It's okay, I'm fine, my parents won't let me go out, and then I'll find time.] ］

Over there: [Okay.] ］

Yan Rong deleted all the text messages and put them back in their original places.

Everyone was running forward, why was she still where she was?