543 Selfishness (and updates.)

Concubine Wen Hui's hand that was about to pick up the teacup stopped, smiled slightly and asked, "It turned out that I dreamed of the queen, what did the queen say to you?" ”

Hongyan told the same thing to the concubine, when she told Hongli a month ago, she cried heartbroken, naturally not only to mourn the deceased queen, but at this moment, when she mentioned that dream again, Hongyan had no tears.

The concubine smiled: "Why do you never forget this dream, the queen doesn't seem to say anything important to you, you think about it day and night, it's just your own state of mind." ”

Hongyan lowered her eyes and inadvertently touched the lapis lazuli bracelet on her wrist, but in the eyes of the concubine, this has long become Hongyan's habit, whenever there are ups and downs in her mood, she will definitely touch this string of things, the concubine smiled slightly: "Isn't this your state of mind, do you still want the queen to say something else to you?" ”

"Concubine Niangniang, how to solve the selfishness of the concubine?" Hongyan finally spoke, "After losing Yonglu and getting Yongyan, the concubine was heartbroken when she was pregnant, but after learning that he was the little brother, what she thought in her heart was completely different, and those simple wishes before became complicated, and the concubine didn't know whether to impose her expectations for Yonglu on this child, or faintly hoped that Yongyan's life would be different." After all, isn't it selfishness? ”

"Selfishness, you can't do it alone, that's relative, isn't it?" In the old face of the concubine, the joys and sorrows of the world are precipitated, she is not a wise person, and she has lived a relatively ordinary life, but she has seen a lot, after three long years, she has seen everything in her eyes.

"yes." Hongyan promised without confidence, but the second half of the sentence was sincere, "It is precisely because I made a promise that I feel that it will be difficult to do in the future, no wonder the emperor once said to his concubines that he no longer promises easily, and he can't do what he promises, which makes others angry and dissatisfied, and he himself is helpless and guilty." ”

The concubine looked at Hongyan with a smile, she knew that Hongyan would not say all those words, and if she really said it, it was also a critical moment, but the old lady knew in her heart that Hongyan was beginning to worry about the future of the fifteenth elder brother, and she began to hope that her son could also embark on a brilliant life. Losing a son is a lifelong pain for her, no matter what Yonglu died, in the future, Yongyan and other children want to take care of themselves and become the supreme, which is the highest way to sit back and relax.

"Guess why Hejing didn't go back to the capital?" The concubine smiled, and seemed to divert the topic to something unrelated.

"Before, I was angry with the emperor, but then I couldn't let go of the young children." Hongyan said with a smile, "I'm afraid I'm used to the high sky and the sea there, why bother to come back to the capital, you have to restrain yourself every step of the way." ”

The concubine bowed: "This is one of them, but I think what really binds her is the promise you said at the moment." ”

Hongyan was puzzled, and the concubine smiled: "The reason why He Jing dares to gamble with the emperor is that he relies on the emperor Ama to favor her, and who dares to show the emperor's face if he is someone else?" He Jing's own background and status, and her status in her father's heart are beyond the reach of ordinary people, and Jing can influence many things and affect many people, if she returns to the capital, she will naturally be involved in the entanglement of power chasing. I believe that she knows better than anyone else what is going on here, and even as far away as the grassland, there are people who have bothered her, and since I can see that life in the capital is burdened by this, I guess this is the reason why she really does not want to come back. With so many brothers and sisters, which one did she promise to be good? ”

"That's what you think?" Hongyan didn't expect that He Jing would have such trouble, naturally because she never thought about what to rely on He Jing.

"It's not that I think so, but that's what it is." The concubine smiled gently, even if her face was old, she did not blur the clarity in her eyes, she said to Hongyan, "In life, how can you not think about yourself and your children?" As long as you are on the right path, open and open, what can't you? Don't be sad for your own selfishness, the important thing is to see the road in front of you, you can not fulfill your promises, but you can't be sorry for your conscience. ”

Hongyan's hand was unconsciously placed at the door of his heart, and he thought about the concubine's words carefully a few times, and finally nodded: "Your words have been written down by the concubine, and you must take the right path no matter what." Her expression suddenly became serious, and there was a wave of hatred in her eyes, but she also had to hate it brightly, "The matter of the concubine, the concubine must also do it openly, the most difficult and easiest thing in the Forbidden City is probably to ask for people's lives." ”

The concubine smiled: "The hardest? Also the easiest? ”

Tears flashed in his red eyes, and he smiled bitterly: "Little people, they don't understand what's going on, so they will say goodbye to this world forever." ”

Concubine Wen Hui stretched out her hand, held Hongyan's hand and said, "Take good care of the children, it is your own responsibility to take good care of them." ”

What she said on this day in the autumn moon of Pinghu may have been taught to her daughter-in-law by the Queen Mother as a mother-in-law, but unfortunately there are mother-in-laws and daughters-in-law in the world, but Hongyan has not met such a mother-in-law, and the Queen Mother has not trained such a daughter-in-law, fortunately, there is still a concubine, Concubine Shouqi gave Hongyan a chance to be "reborn", and Concubine Wenhui is the place where she can be pinned in her heart in these long years.

Three days later, the heaven and earth family put a full moon wine for the little brother in the spring, Hongli had the intention to do a grand event, but Hongyan was not happy, in the end it was just a family banquet for the princess and the concubines in the palace, although Hongyan personally went to invite the queen mother early in the morning, but the queen mother refused with a headache, and naturally the old lady was more comfortable if she didn't come.

And although it was a family banquet, several royal relatives with heads and faces were also invited to attend, and the Fucha family was a dozen people every time they came, and everyone saw that Fucha Fujin and Ling Guifei were like sisters, and her eldest daughter-in-law was taken by Guifei to sit because she was pregnant, and she enjoyed the same treatment as Princess Hejia. Ling Guifei's family is obviously a small family, and she doesn't attend the full moon wine of the fifteenth elder brother today, but the Fucha family seems to have become her maiden family, and for so many years, everyone knows that the Fucha family has always supported Yanxi Palace.

In contrast, the queen led the twelve elder brothers, and the clansmen of the Nala clan only came with a sister-in-law and a child, with a thin and cold appearance, if it weren't for the queen's gorgeous phoenix robe, it would almost be impossible to remember, and there was still a queen in the middle palace. Up to now, Concubine Ling is really one person below ten thousand people.

The banquet was attended by Concubine Shu's family, Concubine Qing's family, Concubine Ying and Concubine Yu could not come because their clansmen were far away from Beijing, so Concubine Ling was also considered to be comprehensive, but she did not invite Concubine Xin's family. Maybe she can't be compared with a few concubines in terms of seniority, but the concubines who are below her are also attended by clansmen, and the heaven and earth family set up dozens of tables of wine banquets from front to back, but she has nothing to do. In the past, the people who walked around the inner palace on the shoulders of the emperor's imperial gifts were shrunk in the corner alone, and Lan Guiren didn't know when he took the eighth princess away, and he was like a fish in water in front of him.

Huiyun saw the master's clenched fists, and saw the murderous aura in her eyes when she saw the fifteenth elder brother being held in the emperor's arms, she carefully guarded Xin Concubine's side, for fear that she would do something when she was excited, but even Huiyun didn't expect that Xin Concubine would faint when she was just so angry.

Who would have expected that this kind of thing would happen at the wedding banquet, Hongyan was generous and calmly asked people to take care of Concubine Xin quickly, but others took the opportunity to count the concubines, Concubine Ying even sneered in public, saying that Concubine Xin was deliberately doing this to attract the emperor's attention, but the emperor was just faint and didn't take it seriously.

Because of Concubine Xin's fainting, Hongyan directly left her in Tiandi for medical treatment, and invited her for many years to be her confidant Doctor He, who was able to take the pulse of Concubine Xin this time, and told Hongyan very clearly that Concubine Xin couldn't go on like this, every time she fainted, she would shorten her lifespan, and this time she could wake up, I really don't know what will happen next time.

And when Imperial Physician He was checking Concubine Xin's pulse, Cherry stopped Huiyun out of the door, knocking on the side and trying to get something out of her mouth, but Huiyun's mouth was so tight that she couldn't say anything if she wanted to save her life, and Cherry still returned in vain.

Hongyan said: "Since she is flickering, since she is so nervous, it doesn't matter if she says it or not now, she must know that Concubine Xin has this disease." ”

Cherry said coldly: "If you are sick, you should take good care of your illness, like a pure concubine." ”

Hongyan silently recited: "Lock her up?" ”

However, as Hongyan once worried, if she did anything against Concubine Xin, the Queen Mother would definitely be desperate to oppose herself, today Concubine Xin just fainted on Yongyan's full moon wine, not waiting for the banquet in front of her to disperse, not waiting for Concubine Xin to wake up, although the grandson's full moon wine did not care about the Queen Mother, but sent someone to ask Concubine Xin what was going on.

Hongyan didn't stop the people from Ning Chuntang from taking away Concubine Xin, and the people who woke up couldn't even speak clearly, what if the Queen Mother was going.

Hongyan returned to the banquet, she had something to explain to the emperor, but she couldn't intervene when the people of the Fucha family were talking to the emperor, so she wanted to calm down and think about Concubine Xin, but when she saw Hua Rong next to the queen coming over, she said respectfully: "Guifei Niangniang, the queen's mother is going to the back, I want to ask you to come over and say a few words." ”

Hongyan saw that the emperor and the people of the Fucha family had taken a walk for a while, and the affairs in the banquet were all about Concubine Yu, so she responded to Hua Rong's invitation to the apse, and the queen was adding a jacket to the twelve elder brothers, and let him go when she saw that her son was warm.

"Make the concubine auspicious." When the twelfth elder brother left, he saluted Hongyan, Hongyan was busy smiling and praising a few words, and the queen came up with a smile and said, "Qing'er has always liked you." ”

Hongyan smiled and said nothing, I wanted to listen to what the queen commanded, but the queen asked, "How is Concubine Xin?" ”

"Concubine Xin?" Hongyan hurriedly told the queen about Concubine Xin, but she still considered her words about her old illness.

I don't want the queen to say: "In the future, you don't care about the affairs of the concubine." ”