303 Father and son, the years are quiet
The wide jacuzzi was filled with water, and Feng Lixing hugged Forsythia into it.
She was still struggling, but she was really tired, and she lay down in the water and let him toss, but she didn't expect him to serve people well, and the bath cotton dipped in hot water rubbed her shoulders and back, and the forsythia was so comfortable that she couldn't help but lie down on the edge of the bathtub.
Before she knew it, she fell asleep like that, until the whole person was scooped up from the water by Feng Lixing, wrapped in a bath towel and carried her to the bed......
"Hey, I'm tired, how will you be tomorrow?"
"It's not good, didn't the old man say he wanted a daughter?"
Forsythia couldn't help but giggle: "Aren't you the least likely to buy the old man's account, why did you listen to this sentence?" ”
"Of course, I've always listened to what is good for me." Feng Lixing smiled and ripped off the bath towel around Forsythia's body, kissed all the way, she moaned loudly, and when the two were about to get to the point, they heard a "click" at the door, and it seemed that someone walked in.
"Mom, I'm done telling my brother the story, isn't it your turn to tell me?"
Damn it, the two of them forgot to lock the door when they entered the room just now.
Feng Lixing immediately pulled the quilt and put it on Forsythia, and when he turned around, An An was already standing in front of the bed with a storybook, and his ignorant and beautiful eyes looked at his half-naked upper body.
But Forsythia suddenly bounced up from the bed wrapped in the quilt.
"An An, what did you just call me?"
An An's eyes moved to Forsythia, her round shoulders were exposed, and she could vaguely see a few faint marks on her chest, but she didn't care at all, her consciousness seemed to be struck by a bolt of lightning, and the whole person was stunned.
"You just called me Mom, didn't you? Ann... You called me Mom, didn't you? Forsythia was as excited as a child, grabbed the quilt and crawled in front of Feng Lixing, as if he was extremely excited: "Feng Lixing, did you hear it?" Did you hear that? An An called me mom, An An called me mom..."
She suddenly exploded, but Feng Lixing's face sank like words.
"Yes, yes, he called you Mom!" As she spoke, she pulled the quilt on her chest hard to prevent her from falling off when she was excited, but Forsythia was like a demon, and her body was shaking on the bed.
"I heard you right, did I? He is really willing to call me mom, Feng Lixing, I finally waited for him to call me mom! He shook Feng Lixing's shoulder and babbled like that, and finally wrapped himself in the quilt and got out of bed.
"Okay, An'an, mom will tell you a story, you go back to the room and wait for me first."
"Rubbing" jumped to the changing room to get the pajamas and put them on, and without looking at Feng Lixing's face, he ran to An An's bedroom like a rabbit.
Feng Lixing was directly hung there by her, and she left the stall halfway through the matter, but he was so uncomfortable that he was so angry that he smothered into the quilt.
Little rabbit cub, actually rushed to ruin his good deeds, waiting!
Forsythia was excited for half the night because of An An's "Mom", Feng Lixing was depressed for half the night with the fire in his heart, and wanted to make up for it the next morning, but as soon as his arm was put over, there was no one next to him.
Why did she get up so early today?
Feng Lixing dressed up and went downstairs, and sure enough, he saw that Forsythia was already having breakfast with An An in the restaurant, the mother and son seemed to be talking intimately next to each other, the atmosphere was good, and they seemed to be in a good mood.
"What are you talking about?" He walked over and got a glass of milk.
Forsythia replied with a smile: "After chatting for a while, we were going to the children's paradise, and next to the hotel where the first birthday party was held yesterday, An An saw a Ferris wheel in it and wanted me to take him to play once." ”
"Hmm." Feng Lixing replied quite calmly, turned his back and drank milk by himself.
Forsythia didn't care about him, and continued to chat with An An until he heard Feng Lixing on the side speak again: "When are you going?" ”
"Today, I'll leave after breakfast."
He let out another "oh" and drank the milk from the cup, but suddenly said, "Then wait for me, I'll go change my clothes and go with you!" ”
Forsythia couldn't believe it: "You're not going to the company today?" ”
"It's rare that if you don't go for a day, you won't go out of business." As he spoke, he had already ripped off his tie and turned to go upstairs.
That day was the first real parent-child trip for the three of them, although they just went to a very uncreative children's paradise, An An held the hands of the two of them left and right, and it felt very good.
It was only after taking a turn in the park that I realized that there are many projects that An An can not play, because there are restrictions on people with heart disease.
An An's originally high mood sank all of a sudden, and Forsythia felt so uncomfortable that he didn't know how to coax him, so he wiped his sour eyes on the side.
Feng Lixing squatted down and hugged An An: "If you can't play, you can't play, anyway, we're not rare, why don't I take you to a more exciting place?" ”
The little guy was very excited when he heard this, and quickly asked, "What's more exciting?" Where is it? ”
"You'll find out when you get there!"
Finally, the car stopped at the gate of a video game mall, and Forsythia pointed to the gate and asked, "This is what you call the more exciting place?" ”
"Uh-huh, it's guaranteed to be more fun than that children's playground!" Feng Lixing took An An in, all kinds of video game consoles inside were dazzling, An An came for the first time, it was naturally novel, but Forsythia was a little unwelcome: "This kind of place is not very suitable for children, you see that it is a game of fighting and killing." ”
"What's not to like? What kind of children's paradise is not suitable for boys to ride the Ferris wheel, that is what girls do, and boys should fight and kill and play these energetic things. ”
Feng Lixing took An An to buy game currency, and after a few rounds of fighting, the little guy actually played decently, but Forsythia didn't know anything about it.
Although Lu Yujiang doted on her when she was a child, her family education was very strict, and she had never come to this kind of place once, so naturally she wouldn't, so she could only hold her hands and watch the father and son play wildly.
Electric motorcycles, dancing machines, shooting guns...... Feng Lixing took An An to play in the video game city one by one, An An was very happy, he would laugh unbridled when he played at HIGH, Forsythia rarely saw such a bright smile on the little guy's face, Feng Lixing himself accompanied him like a big child.
Forsythia looked at the father and son running around, and a lot of emotions gradually grew in his heart.
Maybe the reality is like this, giving birth to children for the ones you love, watching them play crazy together, and growing together.
But Forsythia really didn't think that Feng Lixing would actually play video games, if there was a reporter who was also in the video game city at that time, it would be blessed, take a few photos and expose them, who would have thought that Feng Lixing, who has always been high, would take off his suit, roll up his sleeves, and play with a five-year-old child to play such two things?
Coming out of the video game city, the family of three went to the neighborhood for lunch again.
On the way back, An An had already fallen asleep, it was rare to go crazy like this, and his health was not very good, Forsythia kept holding him and sitting in the back seat.
Feng Lixing glanced back through the reflector and saw Forsythia pressed against An An's forehead.
He could roughly guess what she was thinking, and asked, "Are you worried about An An's illness?" ”
Forsythia nodded: "An An will be officially enrolled in two years, I want to do another radical surgery for him before enrollment, the doctor who treated him before said that although An An's congenital heart disease is not the most serious one, the situation is also very complicated, so the sooner the operation, the better." ”
Feng Lixing pinched the steering wheel and thought for a while: "Okay, I'll arrange for the doctor and the hospital, give him a detailed examination first, and the specific surgical plan will be said after the examination report comes out." ”
In the afternoon, Feng Lixing returned to the company, because there were too many things, and it was already a luxury to be able to spend half a day with An An.
As soon as he entered the office, Lawyer Huang walked in: "Mr. Feng, I called from the prison yesterday and said that Miss Pei wanted to see you again. ”
In the evening, Feng Lixing told Forsythia about it, and Forsythia was playing with Erbao at that time, and thought about it: "When are you going to go?" ”
"Tomorrow, I've already asked Lawyer Huang to arrange it."
"Can you take me with you?"
……
In the afternoon of the next day, Feng Lixing took Forsythia to Yecheng Women's Prison, which was still the same one in the suburbs before.
The weather was gloomy and gloomy, which made people feel a little depressed.
"Hey, I've always wanted to ask you something." Forsythia asked Feng Lixing, who was driving, "I thought that Pei Xiaoxiao was really burned to death in that fire, didn't the family members already claim the body?" I also went to the mourning hall to see her, but why was she okay after that? ”
Feng Lixing smiled lightly: "I know that there is someone behind her, and that person should have something to do with Qingluo, I went to the detention center to find her before the trial, but she insisted that everything was caused by her, at that time her emotional and mental state was already very bad, I knew that she had drilled the horns, so it was basically impossible to find out the mastermind behind the scenes from her, and at that time, the driver who caused the accident had committed suicide by taking poison, so the next target must be Pei Xiaoxiao." ”
"So you let people replace Pei Xiaoxiao in advance, and as a result, the warehouse caught fire, and all three of them became substitutes?" Forsythia still felt palpitations when he thought about it.
Feng Lixing turned his head and smiled bitterly: "How is it possible?" I didn't have such a god, and I didn't expect Yang Zhongting to kill people in any way, but I knew that he would definitely attack Pei Xiaoxiao, so I asked Lawyer Huang to contact the criminal police in charge of her case, and transfer Pei Xiaoxiao to other places in advance, as for the three people who were burned to death..."He sighed lightly, "I can only blame them for their fate, and no one wants to." ”
That being said, a fire killed three lives, and Forsythia seemed to be able to hear them crying for help and struggling in the fire with their eyes closed.
"What is the origin of the Qingluo Society? actually had the courage to go to the prison to set fire to a Pei Xiaoxiao, and the top couldn't find out? ”
"Who says they can't find out?" Feng Lixing sneered, "There is never a shortage of truth in this world, but often the truth will not become the answer in the end, do you think that white is white, and black is black?" As long as vested interests are guaranteed, the truth is not a problem at all, and the other party is still Qingluohui, with a huge root system, and there is nothing there can do about him. ”
It's not that Forsythia doesn't understand these truths, but when it comes to itself, it needs to be digested slowly.
Feng Lixing saw her fall on the chair with a worried expression, and couldn't help but go over and squeeze her hand: "Okay, it's been so long, don't think about it anymore." ”
"How could you not think about it at all, there was such a big fuss at that time." Forsythia took a breath and asked again: "Then why did you conclude that there was someone behind Pei Xiaoxiao at that time?" She hates me so much, and it makes sense that she would hire someone to hit me! ”
Feng Lixing shook his head: "No, she doesn't have the guts, if this matter is replaced by you, I may still be able to believe it, but Pei Xiaoxiao will definitely not be able to do it alone." She is different from you, she looks fierce on the surface, but she can't make a big deal, while you look harmless on the face, and you don't leave anyone alive when you are ruthless. ”
Forsythia frowned at him: "Are you praising me or hurting me?" ”
"No, I'm afraid of you!" Feng Lixing was still holding Forsythia's hand to drive, his fingertips rubbing against the scars on her tiger mouth and wrists, and his heart twitched again: "Don't you think you're not ruthless enough?" are willing to take a knife to cut themselves, in order to escape from Paris to stab themselves in the heart, Xie Congliang's people probably don't want to see you in the future, the people who guarded you at that time, do you think Xie Congliang will let them go when he goes back? ”
Naturally, they were all punished heavily, this is Xie Congliang's rule, Forsythia knows, but she has no choice.
"Forsythia, promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you will not hurt yourself like this."
Forsythia smiled: "I know, I'm already a mother of two children, and I won't be so stupid in the future." ”
This is Forsythia's first time in the women's prison, and the security is stricter than the previous detention center, and it is really like what you see on TV, with high walls and iron windows, isolated from the outside world, and the atmosphere is naturally more depressing.
It is hard to imagine that Pei Xiaoxiao, who was shining at the beginning, would finally come here, and the sentence was changed indefinitely, Feng Lixing found her the best lawyer, and finally gave her a 12-year prison sentence.
If she can behave well in prison and fight for a commutation of her sentence, she can start again when she comes out.
Unlike the detention center, where family members or friends can only visit through a glass wall and a wire fence in between, they can only communicate by telephone.
Feng Lixing went in first and sat outside the glass wall waiting for her.
Pei Xiaoxiao's expression was very quiet when she was brought out, and there was no fluctuation in her eyes when she saw Feng Lixing, she just took the phone and knocked on the window, signaling that she wanted to talk to him.
Feng Lixing picked up the microphone, but she suddenly stopped talking, looked at him fixedly through the glass, looked at him for a long time, smiled slightly, and shouted: "Lixing..."
Feng Lixing felt dull in his heart for no reason, even if this woman was wrong, after all, she had been with her for two years.
He tried his best to make his voice sound comfortably comfortable and replied to her, "Well, how's it going to be inside?" ”
"It's not bad, I know you helped me up and down, so no one dares to embarrass me, life is not sad, thank you."
Feng Lixing smiled bitterly: "That's all I can do for you, I don't need to thank you, if there is anything else missing, call Lawyer Huang at any time." ”
Pei Xiaoxiao also smiled, and said "Okay!" for a long time! Then there was no sound again, holding the microphone and looking at Feng Lixing in a daze, Feng Lixing was uncomfortable with her, so he could only use his fingers to block half of his face and scratch his eyebrows.
The people inside laughed instead: "Actually, you have a long heart, you go to Walkerhill regularly, you only wear a white shirt, and you like to raise your eyebrows every time you think or be silent, so it's the same emotionally, from beginning to end, it is estimated that you only like Forsythia alone..."
When she saw him, she seemed to be just saying this, without using interrogative sentences, without using negative words, directly using affirmative sentences.
I always refused to admit that she came first, met Feng Lixing first, and became Feng Lixing's woman first, but Yu Lianqiao came later, she was not convinced, but after so much, she didn't even have the courage to deceive herself.
Feng Lixing didn't speak again, he couldn't say anything, he couldn't refute it.
Pei Xiaoxiao smiled again: "I'm already very happy that you are willing to come to see me, it is estimated that this is the last time we will meet." And I saw the newspaper, and I published the matter of you and the Zhou family, as well as the birthday banquet of the two children, it's good, you already have two children...... It's really like acting on TV, no, I've acted in so many plays since my debut, and none of them are as exciting as you. ”
It's exciting, it's thrilling.
Feng Lixing could only laugh, and when he left, he said that Forsythia was outside and wanted to see her.
Pei Xiaoxiao didn't expect her to come, nodded her head, but put her palm on the glass, Feng Lixing's face seemed to be touched by her palm, but she couldn't feel his temperature, only the cold glass.
However, Feng Lixing didn't notice this subtle movement, and it wasn't until he turned around and went out that Pei Xiaoxiao wiped his eyes.
There is a limit to the time of each visit, and there is not much time left for forsythia.
Pei Xiaoxiao sat behind the glass, watching Forsythia walk in from the outside, wearing a light gray cropped tweed top, black skinny jeans underneath, no makeup, and her hair tied into a ponytail, which seemed to have changed, not the eternally radiant and arrogant Yu Forsythia she knew before.
"Have you lost a lot of weight?" Unexpectedly, the first thing Pei Xiaoxiao said to her turned out to be this.
Forsythia was stunned for a moment and nodded: "It's a little thinner, there are too many things." ”
Pei Xiaoxiao didn't ask much, both of them were a little embarrassed, Forsythia suddenly realized that she might not come to see her, so she could only find something to say: "I have been to Guangxiao Temple before, I thought you were ......"
"Thought I was dead, right?" Pei Xiaoxiao smiled again, "It's good if you really die, you have to live up day by day in the days that follow." ”
"You can't say that, there is always hope in life, at least think about your parents."
"yes, that's why I've survived until now." Pei Xiaoxiao stroked the hanging bangs with her hand again, "I have figured out a lot of things in it during this time, and I deserve it to this day, I have killed so many lives, I can still live, and I am already sentenced lightly." ”
Maybe it will not be until there is no way back that she will realize, Forsythia can't comfort her anything, she killed Yi Yang, she can't easily say forgiveness, but after the incident, she can't hate her anymore.
"Don't think about it, behave well, try to get out early with a reduced sentence, and how about the injury on your leg?"
"I didn't hit the vital point, I just walked a little off-track, but I was lucky enough to be able to pick up a life, not as seriously injured as Feng Lixing, when I was injured and crawled to the gate of the hospital, I watched Yang Zhongting's gun shoot at you, he was about to rush up to block the shot for you, the sound of the bullet penetrating the flesh, I still remember..."
Pei Xiaoxiao is a sober bystander, so she can see clearly.
"I always thought that he, a playboy, shouldn't really care about anyone, but I didn't expect that he could even give you his life."
Forsythia knew, and her heart hurt uncomfortably.
"I know I owe him a lot, and if he really died from that shot, I'm afraid I won't live either." Although she had never told Feng Lixing these words, she knew in her heart that she was not as strong as outsiders looked at her, and if he really gave her his life and left her alone, it was estimated that she would not be able to hold on.
Fortunately, he was not willing to die, and when he woke up, she still had the courage to accompany him.
When he was about to say goodbye, Forsythia suddenly remembered something: "Is the tablet on the side of Guangxiao Temple going to be removed for you?" After all, you are still alive, and it is always unlucky to erect a tablet in the Hall of Merit. ”
Pei Xiaoxiao shook her head: "No need to withdraw, just treat me as if I was dead before, if I go out in the future and start again, I should live again." ”
Forsythia smiled: "Okay." ”
……
After Christmas, Feng Lixing found an authority in the cardiology department for An An, re-examined him, and also looked at An An's previous cases.
Although An An has congenital heart disease, he has no family genetic history, so the situation is quite optimistic, but the doctor still minds letting him have a radical surgery, so that he can live like a normal person in the future.
Although the doctor said that the success rate of this surgery was very high, after all, it was an operation, An An had already suffered once, and Forsythia was afraid that he would have problems during the operation.
Feng Lixing knew that she was distressed, so he discussed with the doctor and asked them to think about it for a few days before replying.
At night, when there were only the two of them left in the bedroom, Feng Lixing hugged Forsythia and persuaded her: "It's better to do it as soon as possible, now that this kind of surgery is very mature, it shouldn't be a big problem." ”
Forsythia understands, but she has her suffering.
"Feng Lixing, although An An is with me now, but every time I see him, I still feel very uncomfortable, I can't imagine how much he suffered in the orphanage alone in those five years, and I regret being so irresponsible when I was pregnant with him, if I pay attention to myself, maybe he won't get this disease at all, or I can always take him with me after giving birth to him, he will be a little better over the years, but why was I cowardly like that at that time? He was willing to send his own flesh and blood to an orphanage......"
She complained bitterly, but every sentence was cut on Feng Lixing.
"Okay, okay, it's all my fault, if An'an is not good, it is also my sin." He put his arms around her to comfort her, but he couldn't coax her.
The child is the only weakness of forsythia, Feng Lixing can only hold her face to kiss her eyes, she shrunk into his arms and tremble, he hugged her and kissed her lips, gentle and delicate, a little bit of her tears were eaten, her emotions finally calmed down, lying on Feng Lixing's shoulder.
"Don't delay, get the operation done, I'll find the best doctor, it'll be fine."