Chapter 385: Seeing Things and Thinking of People?
It's been a long time since I've heard anyone praise me so directly, so even if I'm facing Lin Xiangtian now, a person I know so well and almost knows the roots, I can't help but blush when he says this to me.
When Lin Xiangtian slowly explained to me, I didn't react for the time being, but just looked directly at his eyes and saw the soft smile on his face.
However, by the time I could react, he had already finished speaking.
It was only for a moment, and I only felt that my whole face was as hot as if it had been burned by fire, and I thought that the crimson color must have crept up my cheeks at this time, and they would not go away for a long time.
So I had to stretch out my hand, using the coldness in my palm, to calm them down for the time being.
However, this approach did not alleviate much for me, because just looking at the smile on Lin Xiangtian's face at this time, I would remember what he had just said to me.
Even though those words were all about me, I didn't understand why I was so embarrassed.
After several struggles, I simply chose to give up, I think this emotion will definitely not disappear for a while and a half, maybe only if I don't look at Lin Xiangtian, this emotion can be better.
So I had to look away for the time being instead of looking at Lin Xiangtian, trying to make myself better, so that this emotion didn't get any link, because I heard Lin Xiangtian suddenly snicker.
Maybe I could bear it just now, but now Lin Xiangtian suddenly laughed out loud, and I was even more embarrassed, so I turned my head with a thin anger and immediately yelled at Lin Xiangtian at him.
"Lin Xiangtian, you shut up for me immediately, don't laugh anymore, I really don't know what you have to laugh about, didn't you see me blushing like this?!
What you should do now is to stay silent and stop laughing! ”
I spoke to Lin Xiangtian, and Lin Xiangtian was also shocked by my state at this time. He looked at me with a look of disbelief and a hurt look in his eyes, and it was clear that he didn't expect me to lose my temper with him so much.
After a long time, after Lin Xiangtian and I gradually calmed down, he looked at me with a face full of grievances, "Xiao Ci,!" Why did you suddenly get so angry, I was still praising you just now, you see you suddenly changed your face, what I said is all good things, why are you so angry? ”
"It's not like that, in fact, I don't want to be angry, it's just that I haven't heard others praise me for a long time, and you suddenly praised me, which made me a little embarrassed, but you were still there and suddenly laughed, and my emotions were a little uncontrollable, so I got angry with you."
I hurriedly explained to Lin Xiangtian, I didn't want him to be too sad because of this matter, after all, he said these words all to praise me, but I made a white-eyed wolf, which is really wrong.
While saying and hesitating for a long time, I still frowned slightly at Lin Xiangtian, and said to him what I should have said.
"Thank you Lin Xiangtian, you can praise me, I'm really happy."
After hearing me say this, the grievances on Lin Xiangtian's original face also disappeared in an instant, and he looked at me with a smile again, but he didn't snicker like before.
And my mood seems to be much calmer, and I no longer feel embarrassed by what he just said.
Lin Xiangtian waved his hand at me gently, as if he didn't care about what happened just now, those were just small fights between me and him, and it wasn't that it hadn't happened before.
"Okay, okay, it's okay, I forgive you, just remember to treat me to a meal next time.
And all these things that praise you, I don't mean to be sycophants, it's all your current changes.
You may not be aware of it for a while, but later you will find that this change is becoming more and more noticeable in you, and it will benefit you forever......"
This time, I finally didn't feel embarrassed anymore, but I was able to smile at Lin Xiangtian generously, and when I looked into his eyes, I could even see my own bright eyes from his eyes.
"In that case, I'll borrow your good words first, and I hope that my changes will become more and more significant, and that I can ......use them in the future."
Now that another problem in front of us has been solved, then I think we should focus on Xu Yi next.
I looked at the clock hanging on the wall, it was already past seven o'clock, and it would be time to go to work in a while.
According to what Lin Xiangtian said, Xu Yi will definitely rush to work in the company after dealing with the affairs of the Xu family, and if I go to clean up now, I may be able to meet him at the door of the company.
After hesitating and thinking for a while, I have been sleeping at home for a day, and now I don't know what the situation is outside, maybe it would be a good thing for me to go out and see, so I turned my head and asked Lin Xiangtian.
"Lin Xiangtian, the company will start working in a while, I have been sleeping at home for a day, and I can't continue to be decadent.
Why don't I pack up now, and you can take me to the company later, and I can also meet Xu Yi and talk to him, what do you think? ”
"Although I don't think you have anything decadent, but since you want to go to the company, then go and pack up, and I'll take you there."
Lin Xiangtian nodded at me without hesitation, I thought that maybe he would like me to go out and have a look than if I stayed at home, so he smiled at him, nodded immediately and ran to his bedroom.
So from the time I ran into the bedroom until I finished cleaning up and came out, I looked at the clock outside and it showed that it was more than eight o'clock, and there was still plenty of time before I went to work, enough for me to drive with Lin Xiangtian.
So I immediately smiled at Lin Xiangtian who was sitting on the sofa, and said slowly to him, "It's almost time, I've packed up, why don't we leave now, you can ask Xu Yi and them to wait for a while, what do you think?" ”
Lin Xiangtian looked me up and down, and I could see that there was a look of surprise in his eyes, in fact, what I was wearing today was just a suit I wore before.
Maybe it's because in the past two days, my mental state has been so bad, and my whole person is described as withered, and now all of a sudden it seems like a different person.
Anyway, Lin Xiangtian immediately nodded and agreed, he sat up from the sofa, followed me out of the house, and walked in the direction of the company together.
Maybe it's because I'm with Lin Xiangtian, I don't have to think about the relationship between myself and Qin Han for the time being, and I don't have to be so painful.
But on the way to the CBD, Qin Han's company is so obvious, it stands in the most prosperous area, so that people can see it clearly at a glance.
The office buildings with the word JL written on them reflected the dazzling light in the sunlight.
Faced with such a situation, I should have withdrawn my gaze in time, so as not to burn my eyes from the sun, but for some reason, even though I could see that my tears were already flowing, I still couldn't bear to withdraw my gaze.
However, I didn't know what I wanted to see, it was just a few buildings, and there was no shadow of Qin Han at all. After all, Qin Han's appearance has obviously been imprinted in my mind and in my heart.
Maybe it's because I haven't spoken for too long, Lin Xiangtian also unconsciously noticed that I seemed to be sad because of something.
So he slowed down, looked back at me, and the moment he saw me staring intently at the JL building, he understood a lot.
So without saying a word, I immediately stretched out a hand in front of me, which made me come back to my senses, and when I didn't understand why he did this, his voice sounded from beside me.
"Xiao Ci, you know that I will damage your eyes when I look at these things, why do you continue to stare at them? It's not just your body that hurts you this way, it's your heart as well. ”
"Whether it's for your good or for the good of others, I don't think you should care about this matter anymore, he has hurt you too much. In that case, you shouldn't keep holding him on, you should go and look for something more meaningful to you. ”
I understand that Lin Xiangtian said these words to me, all to comfort me, he wanted to enlighten me, and wanted me not to lose myself too much because of Qin Han, lost in sadness and unable to extricate myself.
However, Lin Xiangtian is not me, he will not know what it is like to be in love with someone deeply, but he betrays you and makes you feel painful.
I've been through it once, and this time it's stronger and more inextricable than before.
God said to me that even if I hurt myself, I can't hurt others anymore, so even if my heart is like a knife, I still reluctantly smile at him, and nod to him pretending to be firm, stretching out my hand to wipe away the tears on my face.
"What you said is not wrong, everything between me and Qin Han was done by myself, I let him out of the house by myself, so the person who cut off this relationship is me, and I have to bear all the results that he may bring me."
"Lin Xiangtian, I think you should understand, this is just the second day that Qin Han and I have been separated, everything is still too short for me, and I still can't erase the sadness in my heart."
"I think it will take a long time for me to precipitate my feelings for Qin Han, otherwise I won't be able to get out for a while.
Because I love him so much, I love him more than myself, you know? ”
Listening to me say this kind of thing to him slowly, Lin Xiangtian didn't respond for a long time, and then just when I was about to give up, thinking that he might not understand me, I only heard him sigh slowly, and then nodded slightly.
"Xiao Ci, I understand all this you said. I didn't mean to force you, I just wanted you to be happy, as long as you were happy, I would follow you, it's just that simple......"