Chapter 39: How do you understand the feeling of losing your dignity?
Su Tong felt that there were too many difficult times in this life, but he had never been so embarrassed as at this moment.
It is no longer possible to describe her actions by running away, no matter what kind of agreement Gu Yan has with his fiancée, whether she can tolerate her to stay by Gu Yan's side, she still can't accept such a thing as a third party and a mistress.
Especially when she heard the woman on the phone calling Ah Yan in a gentle voice, she woke up like a dream as if she had been doused with a bucket of cold water.
I thought that I could not see or hear in the villa, but this was just covering my ears and stealing the bell.
Su Tong walked on the road in despair, like a wandering spirit.
When the headlights behind her came on, she suddenly woke up, what was wrong with herself?
"Su Tong, we meet again......" The car window rolled down, and a young and handsome face poked out.
Jiang Xiaonan parked the car beside her: "Come on, it's hard to get a taxi here." ”
"Why are you here?" Su Tong asked with some surprise, this is really too coincidental, how can I see him anywhere.
"I sent my sister to Huiyunju, what about you?" Jiang Xiaonan's voice sounded softly in the night.
Su Tong smiled bitterly, she also came to Huiyunju to eat, but she didn't have the face to eat this meal.
The car drove slowly until it turned into a small road that was not too wide, Jiang Xiaonan found a parking space and stopped, and then pointed to a brightly lit shop in front: "The beef noodles here are a must, let's eat a bowl of noodles together." ”
At the beginning of the night, there were busy streets and all kinds of messy small shops, Su Tong was a little surprised, how could Jiang Xiaonan eat in such a place?
Although the place is not very good, the taste of beef noodles is really good, and she sweats slightly from her nose when she eats it so fragrant and spicy.
After eating the beef noodles and paying the money, Jiang Xiaonan took Su Tong to the nearby street park, where he sat on a dilapidated bench, which destroyed the bleak scenery of the old park, and formed a strange scenery with the young man in white.
"Su Tong, in fact, you don't have to care so much about what other people think." Jiang Xiaonan looked at Su Tong and said very seriously.
"You don't understand that feeling, when I was a child, my dad had a lover outside, he often beat my mother because he wanted to be with that lover, and even tortured and humiliated, desperately took away all the money in the family, many times my tuition was always the last to pay, I swore that I would never become a third party in someone else's marriage, which is worse than death for me, but it always seems to backfire......"
Su Tong tilted her head, she didn't want Jiang Xiaonan to see the tears in her eyes: "If you don't obey him, I can't afford my mother's medical expenses at all, and it will affect no innocent people." ”
She couldn't even affect Brother Lin Zhe, and her heart hurt even more when she thought of this name.
She never thought about why her life was so difficult, and she was willing to even dance the most shameless lap dance, but being Gu Yan's mistress embarrassed her more than being in the Night Emperor.
"You people will never understand what it's like to lose your dignity for money, what it's like to be trampled on the soles of your feet but powerless to resist, every time he comes close to me, he reminds me how lowly I am, Jiang Xiaonan, you people are often the masters of the game, and you won't understand the pain of this kind of existence."
No one had ever been able to listen to her say this, so when there was a listener, Su Tong couldn't help but say the pain in her heart anymore.
"Do you hate Gu Yan so much because he uses coercive means to possess you and let you get along with him under unequal conditions, or are you sure you really don't like him?" Jiang Xiaonan looked at the girl who had broken down, she slowly squatted on the ground with her arms curled up and hugged her knees, whimpering silently and her shoulders trembling slightly, like a helpless and pitiful little animal that had been cornered.
This sentence was like a boulder thrown into Su Tong's heart, setting off huge waves.
"I've never liked him, I've never been eager to get along with him from an equal point of view, I've never been ......" Su Tong's little face turned pale and quickly denied.
"Su Tong, I'll take you to a good place where you can forget about these troubles for a while." Jiang Xiaonan picked up Su Tong's dropped mobile phone from the ground, and then pressed the power off button, this girl needs to get drunk.
Her stress was too great, as if a volcano that was about to burst could destroy herself at any moment.
Her thin shoulders didn't seem to be able to bear the heavy burden, and she couldn't bear so many suspicious and ridiculous eyes, but she still gritted her teeth and suffered for her dearest.
I don't know why, Jiang Xiaonan always has a feeling of wanting to spoil her and spoil her to lawlessness, this feeling is not about love or friendship, or the third kind of relationship that most people can't understand or have never encountered.
In the bar at night, the metal instruments of red men and green women were deafening, Jiang Xiaonan took Su Tong's hand and rolled into the dance floor, and the young man took off his windbreaker and white shirt and unbuttoned a few buttons to reveal a small half of his strong and thin chest.
"Relax, Su Tong, you have done enough for others, you only belong to yourself tonight." Jiang Xiaonan picked up a glass of pink champagne from the waiting student who was on the dance floor and handed it to Su Tong.
Su Tong drank the glass of champagne, with a rich peach aroma, it was very sweet, and his dull heart seemed to be dissolved by this sweet liquid A small gap.
"This is really delicious...... Su Tong squinted his eyes and shook the empty cup in his hand, but he was so stingy that he asked for half a cup in the cup.
"If it's delicious, you can drink more, and the champagne here doesn't cost money." Jiang Xiaonan didn't say that the admission ticket here is ridiculously expensive, so the lady's champagne can be drunk as much as you like.
Hearing him say this, Su Tong's water eyes glanced at the waiting students who were wantonly piercing on the dance floor, and quickly handed the empty cup to the tray and replaced it with a half-full one.
At the same time, Gu Yan was already mad.
A good meal, he never thought it would end with her disappearance.
When he couldn't get through to Su Tong's phone, bursts of fire began to bubble out in his heart.
What is she afraid of when she meets Jiang Liannan? He had already made it clear to the Jiang family that he wanted Su Tong, and he had even proposed to withdraw from the marriage just to make her feel at ease, but he didn't expect her to run away without even saying a word when she encountered something.
Not only did she run away directly, but she would even turn off her phone when she ran away, if she didn't get rid of this problem, she would really be so angry that she vomited blood one day.
There is no figure of her in the hospital, the Gu family's villa, and even Lin Zhe's apartment, and Yuncheng is very big, if she has the heart to hide in a corner, he may not be able to find it for a while.
The car stopped on the side of the road, the window opened, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and took a hard puff, the white smoke blurring the contoured face, and the terrible storm in his eyes.
Sure enough, women are hypocritical, and he is secretly happy for her well-behaved and obedient today, in fact, everything is just her disguise just to ask for some money every month, maybe I don't know how to hate and resist in my heart.
Thinking of this, Gu Yan felt that he was really pathetic, when did he not need to rely on hundreds of thousands of dollars a month to keep a woman by his side?
He can spend as much as he wants, but he knows too well that if it is only based on money, what he can give to others can also be given, Su Tong is just timid, what if it will take another two years?
No, he has to break her thoughts about Lin Zhe forever, so that Su Tong will stay by his side wholeheartedly.
Jiang Xiaowen stood far away, Su Tong seemed to have become the focus of the dance floor, and all the men surrounded her with hot and greedy eyes.
The light hit her body, colorful but reflected the plain little face, the long eyelashes hung low and the body writhed with the music, every movement was full of sexy and enchanting, like a glamorous demon who had just come to the world and did not know the world.
danced in the city, but she only raised her hand to make the man soften his bones, especially after she was drunk, she seemed to be more relaxed.
The champagne was delicious, but he didn't tell her that she would still get drunk if she didn't do too much, in fact, today he just wanted her to get drunk and relax.
It collapsed too tightly, in case that string breaks, there will really be a big incident, and neither the Jiang family nor the Gu family will be peaceful.
Gu Yan sent all the people to look around the city, until someone sent him a video more than three hours later.
Even if the lights were dim and the crowd was surging, he could recognize the slender figure standing in the middle of the dance floor at a glance, just a simple shirt and trousers, but her charming and sexy appearance was already better than all the women with heavy makeup and scantily dressed.
When did she run to the bar?
His eyes swept over, and he didn't see Lin Zhe in the crowd.
At this moment, a car came speeding up, and his bodyguard stopped the car and hurried to his window with a murderous face and whispered a few words.
Gu Yan's handsome and sharp face instantly darkened.
"How did you find it?" A cold voice rose in the air, and he threw the cigarette he was holding in his finger out of the car window.
"Ten minutes ago, our people happened to go to the Black Dream Bar in the east of the city to play and saw Miss Su, so they quickly took a picture and passed it to me."
"What's the use of shooting? Did you detain people? Gu Yan's deep voice was as cold as ice, and he stepped on the accelerator and rushed to the black dream.
The bodyguards broke out in a cold sweat and hurriedly followed suit.
By the time Gu Yan went, Su Tong was no longer there.
"A bunch of waste ......" Gu Yan's face was already extremely difficult to see.
Jiang Xiaonan's car bypassed the bar, saw Gu Yan's car from a distance, smiled and looked at the drunk Su Tong coming out of the bar, and couldn't react for a while
Biting his fingers in a daze, with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, he drove away.
He watched from a distance next to the dance floor, and suddenly found Gu Yan's person, so he asked Ying Sheng to help take Su Tong out of the dance floor and leave through the back door of the bathroom.
Thinking of Lin Chen's smiling face begging his grandfather to tell his grandmother there, he was quite uncomfortable.
Taking Su Tong away actually really wanted her to relax, but she also had a little selfishness, and she wanted to see Gu Yan jumping in a hurry, but now she was satisfied.