"The doctor said that the baby had hemolysis, and that was the first time I heard the word 'hemolysis', and I was completely confused, flustered and helpless. I used to think that I could do anything, and nothing could deter me, but it turned out that I was not as strong as I imagined, and when I was gradually defeated by this disease, vulnerability was actually inherent. The doctor came to me again and said that if I insisted on carrying two babies, not only would my body be dragged down, but the baby would also not be able to persevere, and I had to ......."

Her voice was choked, and that decision was the hardest thing she had ever made in her life.

What is choice? Some people say that a choice is to choose one or more of two or more, but in fact it is not at all. One is right and the other is wrong, that is not called a choice, because no one will choose the wrong one; If two are right, it is not called a choice, because no matter which one is chosen, there is no difference in the result.

The real choice is that both of the given are wrong, and you have to choose one or the other.

Choose one of the two, she has to choose one of the two babies to live! How cruel!

If she could, she would rather trade herself. That was when she was the most helpless and miserable, Sheng Xu's gentleness and Sister A's concern couldn't save her. Lying on the hospital bed, the cold machine pulled life out of her body, and all that flashed in her mind was the figure and the face, and then she began to hate, hate.

Leaving is because there is no way back for two people, leaving room for each other. So she doesn't hate.

But at that moment, she really hated, if it wasn't for the original Lu Mian who approached her for revenge, how could she have today's pain; If he did die in the flames, then she would have died for the rest of her life; If he didn't come to provoke her even if he lived, then they would only go further and further on two parallel lines.

And this person not only came to provoke her, but also to occupy her, and kept saying that he loved her, but where was he when she was most painful?

All the grief condensed into hatred, and only in this way could she persevere. Those countless nights in bed that were tumbling in pain were the source of nightmares, and she had to hate his name over and over again to get through it.

And what she hates the most is, why does the child get hemolysis? It's still the rarest kind, so she has nowhere to survive!

can only say that the person who knows her best in the world is him, and indeed she deliberately posted a circle of friends to announce her return to China, intending to lure him forward. Because, William's condition can no longer be delayed, he is the only and last possibility.

In fact, she didn't need Sister Ah to say that she could guess that he was most likely panda blood, otherwise how could the children get hemolysis. But it doesn't have to be panda blood to perform exchange transfusion for William, all the data must match.

She would agree to be Xu Mu's financial director, precisely because T Group has the capital to cooperate with JM, so that she can connect with him. He shows up in the restaurant and becomes a pianist, whether it's true or not, it doesn't go against her plans. And since he opened the road, then buy him with money.

Originally, her plan was to lay a more long-term line, but a phone call from Sheng Xu called her back to Australia. William fell ill again and could not wait any longer. She had to let him take the initiative to give William an exchange transfusion without knowing William's background, and to be able to achieve this goal, she could only rely on Sister A, and only Sister A might know that Lu Mian also had panda blood back then.

It was a very difficult move, but she succeeded in the end. But she underestimated this man's acumen, even if she passed William to Sister A since he was a child, there was obviously a difference between the two that was not mother and son, and she didn't hide it from him.

There are two reasons for passing William to Sister A, one is that Sister Ah can't have children because of the fire that year; The second is that for a long time when she gave birth to William, she was sick in bed and couldn't get off the ground.

The titles "Mother" and "Auntie" were first felt a deep sense of loss when William learned to speak, and then she gradually got used to it. This decision is correct in the future, but if she takes William, then where will she have the time and energy to lay out everything that will follow.

If she asks why she has to go around so much instead of telling him all about it directly, her answer is - why?

Why should she suffer all this pain while he deserves the fruits of it? Why did he never come to her for five years, and waited for her to return to China before he came to "meet her"? That's right, she is unwilling, resentful, hateful, and she has all the emotions that all women will and should have. Some people may feel that it is joy to let go, and there will be no so much sorrow, but she can't be such a Buddha, she wants this person who provoked her and patted her ass and left, and she will not be able to live in peace for the rest of her life.

Raising his eyes slightly, he saw that no matter when and where, he could be calm and calm, even when he was angry and angry, his eyes were determined and confident, but he lost his usual indifference, and the pain in his eyes was like an ice edge in the depths, both sharp and cold.

He was a little speechless: "Miaomiao, why didn't you tell me?" Why didn't you tell me earlier? ”

Lin Miao smiled miserably and asked rhetorically, "Why didn't you come to me?" Whether you are Lu Mian, Jiang Shaoting, or Joe, as long as you come to me earlier, you can see me lying in the hospital bed in great pain. ”

"I ......," he said, as if something was about to come out of his eyes, and he quickly took her into his arms, and buried his head deep in the socket of her neck. Miaomiao, I'm sorry. There was a strong tension in her voice, and even her breath was painful, Lin Miao felt the warm liquid slide into her neck, numbly letting him hold it, and her heart was extremely sad.

God is really the most powerful driver of fate, who knows that in her years of repeated suffering, this man who holds her is struggling to survive in a world that forgets her. So if all her hatred turned into a heavy punch, it was hit in the void space, and in the time she hated the most, he simply forgot about her!

As she picked up her shattered body and regained her strength, he was still slowly filling his memory, even though he remembered her. Later, she gritted her teeth, yes, she still has a later hate, why didn't he even come later? Why did she have to wait until she returned to China?

Lin Miao didn't know that Lu Mian had been to Australia.

When he remembered her, he asked Ye Feifei where she was, and Ye Feifei told him that he was in Australia. He took a plane to Australia overnight, and the moment he saw her figure, his head hurt like an explosion, and countless memories were all pierced at him like sharp knives, and he wanted to stuff them all into it at once, but the more he did this, the more chaotic it became. That time, he fell to the ground on the streets of Australia.

He deeply realized that even if he thought of her at that moment, he still couldn't see her. Yu's chaotic memories not only did not help, but also disturbed his reorganized thoughts, so he returned home three days after waking up in the hospital.

Later, two years after she left, he went to the place where she used to live, but he didn't see anyone. After a while, I realized that she rarely came back to live, and the only thing she could go to in Australia was Lin Kena, and I saw her from afar that time. At the door of Lin Ke's house, she was sitting on a tree, and a little milk baby was carried out of the house by Lin Ke and walked towards her.

She didn't step forward to hug her, nor did she get up, but only broke a willow branch beside her and stretched it over, so that the little milk baby grabbed it.

That little milk baby should be William, he didn't know it at the time, and he didn't think of going to other levels. Seeing that the doll was shouted by Lin Ke halfway through, he turned around and pounced back, and finally rushed into Lin Ke's arms.

When I came to see her again, my head didn't hurt anymore, but there was an irrepressible desire in my heart.

I want to get her back.

This longing outweighs the pain of being tormented by memories for a long time, and if he had stayed in Australia for a minute longer, he might have been tempted to step forward and take her away. However, it didn't help, they shouldn't be like this, he wanted to give her a new beginning.

After that, he began to pave the way for that day to come, and he would often follow her movements, but would not look at her again.

So, they wasted these five years in accidents and misses.

As long as one of them takes the initiative, it may not be what it is now. But fate is like this, and it can only be accepted.

Lin Miao felt that the man who was hugging him finally quieted down, and only intermittently twitched, his emotions calming down. In the end, he is the chairman of JM, who is in the business world, and even his emotions can be controlled to the smallest details.

When he raised his head, his gaze couldn't help but fall on his face, and the washed eyes were particularly clear.

"Miaomiao, we won't be like the old days again."

He said this in a particularly firm tone, without too much flowery language, only declaring that she would never be like the past again. But Lin Miao looked into his eyes and asked lightly, "Do you know what the biggest problem between us is?" ”

The black eyes were calm and stubborn: "We have no problem. ”

Lin Miao smiled bitterly, "No problem, why haven't we been together for ten years?" "Ten years, not ten days in a blink of an eye, not ten months waving goodbye, ten years. From youth to middle age, they have not been together for most of the ten years, and only a few times have they separated for love and hate.

Lu Mian was silent, not without words to refute her, but a feeling of distress welled up in his heart. It's been ten years between them, and they even have children, but the two of them are still arguing, quarreling, hating, and calculating with each other.

He took a deep breath and approached her again to hold her in his arms, "Miaomiao, let's stop arguing, okay?" Knowing that William was his son, he went from shock to anger to calm, and in the process he digested the fact. I just learned that the deepest secret was hidden by Miaomiao, in the space and time he didn't know, in fact, he had a daughter, but because he wasn't by her side......

Lin Miao glanced at him, "I'll go back to Australia tomorrow." After a pause, he added: "Together with Sister A and William." ”

The space was still, the atmosphere condensed, and the heavy eyes stared at her face for a half before he spit out: "Don't even think about it." ”

"Really?" Lin Miao raised her head, "Then let's see if I can't think about it." The implication is that she not only wants to think, but also acts. At this time, the expression on her face was stubborn and provocative, which made Lu Mian itch with hatred, this bull's temper is here again, do you have to fight him so hard?

He didn't know that Lin Miao was thinking exactly what he was thinking, did she have to stumble with him like this? The answer is yes. Because there are too many hurdles between them that they can't cross, but if they want to drill the horns, they may not be able to drill through them in this life. Each one was taken out and replaced by someone else, who had already fallen out and cut off contact, but they were still consuming each other and calculating each other on this road.

This calculation is not the usual derogatory kind, just as he hated her father for all his efforts to calculate revenge, but still put her in that safe position, and tried to minimize the harm done to her, so there was deception, concealment, quarrelling, and betrayal; And she also calculates against him, tempting step by step, seducing step by step, and carefully hiding her unwillingness and resentment.

In the turn of mindfulness, Lu Mian suddenly spoke: "You might as well try it, if you can take them out of the country." ”

Her mind tightened, and she immediately realized that there was something else behind this sentence: "What do you mean? And he only said with a cold gaze: "You don't care what I mean, in short, you will stay in Ningcheng for a physical examination for me honestly now, and I will keep your passport and documents for the time being." ”

"You dare!" She was furious.

saw that he was even more horizontal than her: "Do you think I dare?" ”

In fact, he can really do anything! After Lin Miao quarreled with him again, she turned around and called Sister A in Beijing, I wanted Sister A to take William back to Australia first, but listening to Sister A's tone over there was obviously wrong.

In the end, Sister Ah told her that Lu Mian had looked for them privately. What method did Lin Miao use, and there was no need to ask, in short, neither Sister nor William could leave. She should have thought that if this man had all his memories, what could escape his calculations? He had already laid the groundwork and left his hands behind.

That night, although the two slept in the same ward, they each occupied a bed and lay on their backs, ignoring the other.

In the middle of the night, she faintly heard movement from his side, and walked out the door with a light step. The double ward has a bathroom, so what is he doing when he goes out in the middle of the night? It wasn't like he was trying to do anything with his medical report.

Lin Miao immediately got up, but as soon as the door opened, he saw him.

He sat in the chair outside the door, his head leaning back against the wall, his gaze so dull that he didn't even notice her walking out the door. Her heart was suddenly blocked, and at that moment she felt that he was so helpless. Before the sore pain in her nose came out, she went back into the room, lay down gently, sharpened her ears to listen to the movement outside, and counted her steps to the door as the chair moved, and the door was pushed open, and she closed her eyes.

The step didn't go straight to the next bed, but came behind her. I heard his breath approaching, and when I felt the position behind him sink a little, I realized that he had quietly climbed into bed.

I don't know how he managed to do it, that little bit of a single bed, he could still leave a little free space with her after lying down, so that she didn't feel like she was sticking closer. But this person's sense of presence is so strong, even if there is no physical contact, it is impossible for people to ignore it. She didn't believe that he didn't know that she was actually awake, but she didn't say a word from beginning to end, and even breathed even more quickly.

In the quiet room, Lin Miao listened to the sound of breathing close at hand, thinking that it was impossible for him to sleep, but when he closed his eyes, sleepiness soon came, and only one person in a trance fell asleep.