【Chapter 298】Lonely is the heart
Fortunately, there are still well-wishers in this world, and a high school student in a school uniform behind her poked her back with his fingers and gave her his mobile phone.
Su Wenruo thanked her gratefully for a moment, or the student brother on campus was simply enthusiastic, she did not condemn the aunt who was unwilling to help in her heart, but sighed in this world, because a few liars have worn out the kindness of many people, so that those who really need help cannot be helped, even if it is just a gesture.
She held the student's brother's mobile phone, only to realize that she couldn't recite Lin's number at all.
For so many years, Yu Lin has always been a mobile phone number that has not changed, but she has never carefully memorized that string of numbers.
A few years ago, it was because she was a full-time housewife at home and didn't need to call Yu Lin's mobile phone all the time.
And when she needs to call his mobile phone, she must dial it directly from the number stored in her phone book, and now her mobile phone is in the water, and she can't check the number at all, if she can check it, she doesn't need to borrow a mobile phone from passers-by with her old face.
She wanted to try to find an acquaintance to ask for Yu Lin's number, such as Su Wenming, but at this time she found out that Su Wenming's number was even stranger than Yu Lin's.
Come to think of it, she didn't remember any of the numbers at all.
I had to return the phone to the student brother behind me depressedly and said, "Thank you, no need!" ”
The student brother took the phone and asked enthusiastically: "Don't remember your boyfriend's number?" Do you always remember your own? Think about yourself, and then think about your boyfriend's, it's usually a couple number. ”
Boyfriend? Couple number?
Suddenly, there was a dull pain in the bottom of my heart.
She remembers a number, the only number she can remember in her head.
It's a couple number, Qin Jianglan's.
But......
Forget it, just wait, wait until the heavy rain stops on its own, or after the subway station is repaired in a while.
During that time, with him, she would rarely be lonely and helpless, and he would not leave her alone.
Yu Lin will not leave her alone, when she came out of the fire station before, Yu Lin obviously wanted to send her home, but she didn't want to, so thinking about it, she didn't seem to blame Yu Lin.
The student brother was still so enthusiastic, seeing that she didn't speak, he thought she still couldn't remember, so he paid attention to her again: "I'll open the Internet for you to log in to WeChat or penguin." ”
Su Wenruo's eyes lit up, and he was still a teenager now, so he nodded hurriedly: "Okay, thank you!" ”
WeChat can be logged in with her own mobile phone number, which she can remember, she sent a message to Yu Lin, saying that she was at the subway entrance next to Oak Bay, and asked him to come and pick it up.
As a result, Yu Lin replied: "Why did you run so far? Now it's raining too much outside, and you're also wet when I pass over, so when the rain is a little lighter, you can take a taxi, or I'll pick you up again. ”
Su Wenruo's aggrieved tears suddenly burst into her eyes, and she didn't reply to Yu Lin, and returned her phone to the student brother after getting off WeChat.
A man stared at the pouring rain outside.
Looking at the sky, I don't know how long it will rain, let alone a few hours.
Yu Lin told her to wait until the rain stopped!
She knew that Yu Lin didn't care about her, but that his emotional intelligence was too low, he didn't think too much, and he didn't know how to think about it, but he would make a way that he thought would be more convenient according to the actual situation.
She is not the age when girls love fantasies, and she will not look forward to who will rush out of the rain, romantically take off her clothes and cover her head, and feel the vanity of the other party who is desperate for her to make boys and girls envious.
Yu Lin is her husband, at least she should know that her waist and sciatic nerves, after giving birth to Mu Mu back then, because she did not sit in confinement, fell into trouble, the cold rain wet her body and stood for a little longer, her waist, hips and the nerves on the back of her thighs would be painful and difficult to walk.
I didn't feel much when I ran into the subway station, but after standing here for a long time, I realized that I couldn't move at all.
I wanted to find a wall to climb on, or even a corner for her to sit on the ground for a while, but there were so many people that it was a luxury to have a place to stand.
What else could she say? Tell Yu Lin that you should brave the heavy rain to pick me up now, because I am in pain.
He is a man, and he can't understand how painful these pains on a woman's body are, he will only think that it is a lack of blood flow and soreness, and he will be smart enough to let her move a few times to stretch her muscles and bones.
She finally knew where she was alone.
In those years, I also knew that between her and Yu Lin, many ideas could not be communicated, and at that time, because she had never talked about a decent relationship, she didn't understand men.
But later, someone let her know that men will hurt women, and when they hurt, they will kill people, and they will not let her feel lonely alone.
He doesn't need to be flattering, and he likes to be domineering and unreasonable, but he can read her from her every move, slight eyes, and light tone.
So at that time, she was not lonely.
But such a person withdrew from her life silently, without her consent.
Su Wenruo smiled silently at the heavy rain outside with tears in her eyes.
What's the point of thinking about it now?
She did stand for more than an hour.
The rain gradually became lighter, the wind stopped, the subway was still not open, and the people at the subway entrance also went out one after another in the light rain, running towards their destinations one by one.
She felt like she was losing sensation in her legs.
tried to take a step, but the lumbar spine could barely bear it, but the nerves on the back of her thighs had been affected by her sudden movement and broke out in a cold sweat.
If there is no one to love, then you can only love yourself.
She knew she couldn't sit down, and if she did, she wouldn't be able to get up.
Now you have to go home immediately, at least take a hot shower and change into dry clothes, otherwise you will get sick.
She struggled to move to the side of the road in the light rain, and this time she was lucky enough to stop a taxi.
The pain made her even the action of climbing into the car look very clumsy and unsightly.
In the past, when she was a little girl, when she saw those bloated women with ungraceful postures, she would secretly laugh in her heart, or dislike it.
And when she becomes a woman herself, she can understand the physical pain of most women, not that those women like to be bloated, but that family trivialities make them have no energy to maintain their figure, and it is not that they don't want to be elegant, it is that every woman who gets married and has children will suffer from this and that illness, so that they can't be elegant.
Just like she is now!
Some women are still so beautiful after getting married and having children, and the younger they live, even more beautiful than before, it means that this woman has a good husband who knows how to love her.
Yu Lin is indeed a good husband, but unfortunately, his goodness is not the kind she wants most.
Su Wenruo returned home, and Yu Lin was at home.
With a expressionless face, he hung his soaked bag in the entrance door without a sound, took off his shoes, and his feet were wet.
Yu Lin heard the movement in the room and walked out, her face did not show the slightest surprise, it seemed that it was natural for her to come back by herself, probably in his mind, it was not a big deal to get rained at all.
He grabbed a few documents in his hand, sat on the sofa and flipped through the pages, and asked unhurriedly: "Is the phone out of battery?" I just called you and your phone was turned off! ”
Su Wenruo sighed secretly, went into the room and turned over his nightgown and came out, and before entering the bathroom, he said lightly to the door: "Hmm." ”
Then he closed the door to the bathroom.
You can still hear Yu Lin outside saying, "Why don't you go out without a power bank?" It's turned off, I want to look for you, but I can't find it. ”
Su Wenruo didn't want to speak, so he boiled very hot water and soaked for a long time, so that he didn't feel so much pain in his body, and he no longer felt cold.
When he came out, he collapsed on the bed and clutched the quilt, trying to get a good night's sleep.
Yu Lin probably thought she was acting strangely, and said in the hall: "It's not noon, don't cook and eat?" ”
She turned her head to the other side, her back to the door, and her voice was still very quiet: "Don't eat, you can make some yourself!" ”
Yu Lin put down the stack of papers, walked into the room, sat on the edge of the bed and leaned down and said, "If the weather is good tomorrow, we will drive back to the countryside, and we should be able to go to the grave with our parents." ”
Su Wenruo closed his eyes: "Hmm." ”
Yu Lin reached out and put his hand on her arm: "Are you tired?" How can you talk listlessly? ”
She sighed secretly in her heart again, thinking that Yu Lin's EQ has become higher over the years, but in fact, it has only changed much, maybe it will take another ten or twenty years before he can truly understand what women need.
"I'm tired and want to sleep."
Yu Lin shook her and said: "Don't sleep, get up and cook and eat something first, and then clean up and salute, you won't be in a hurry before you leave tomorrow, and get on the highway a little earlier, maybe it's not so blocked." ”
She really couldn't sleep because of his quarrel, so she turned around and said, "Yu Lin, let me tell you something." ”
Yu Lin adjusted his posture, leaned on the bed screen and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
She thought for a moment and said, "If the stock is trapped, will it be lost?" ”
Yu Lin's eyes moved, obviously surprised by the question she would ask about stocks: "You bought stocks?" Still trapped? ”
She exhaled fiercely from her nostrils: "It's not me, you just say what if it's trapped!" ”
Yu Lin shook his head and said: "If you are trapped, you can only put it away, and when it rises, what can you do, can you buy it for a hundred yuan and sell it for one dollar?" ”
What Yu Lin said is the truth, Xia Xia's two rotten stocks are indeed only waiting, if a hundred yuan is bought and sold for one dollar, what is the difference between throwing it away.
She hesitated for a moment and said, "Yu Lin, how much money do we have, eh, no, how much money do you have?" ”
She has no money herself, she has never had private money, and even more so in previous years, probably out of habit, because where money is spent, Yu Lin will deal with it.
Later, she had some income from her work, and it was just a drop in the bucket of tens of thousands of yuan, and her bank card was always just that little pocket money in it, and all the money was in Lin's name.
Yu Lin wondered why she asked, "What do you want money for?" ”
changed to Qin Jianglan, it should have been given to her directly without asking the reason.