149, Old Man Bai's worries
I remembered that Xiao Hai ran away with his nanny when he first went to Bai Yafeng's house, although she didn't bother to explain to me when I asked her at the time, but I believe she must have found something inconsiderate about the nanny, and it is not easy for ordinary people to notice.
Thinking of this, I asked her seriously.
She didn't look at me, and gave a faint affirmative reply, saying, "I didn't feel good when I saw that nanny for the first time." ”
Me: "What's the wrong way?" Is the face bad? ”
She said, ", I'm not a god and a half-immortal. ”
I burst out laughing, and immediately felt that this was not the time to laugh, so I put away my smile, turned my face and looked at her quietly, waiting for her to tell me seriously.
She stared at the front without squinting, and said to me in a shallow but serious tone: "People's eyes, expressions, movements, and the way they walk are never like this or that for no reason, all external presentations have internal reasons, remember the day Li Xu arrived at the bureau to deliver the file, she was in a hurry, a policeman just opened the door and came out, she bumped into it straight, and her eyes were murderous and scary after knocking down, but the movements she made were defensive, which means that her nature should not be evil, but the situation is very bad." Looking at her skills, she is definitely professionally trained, judo or taekwondo or something, I can't tell the specifics. Also, she must have been extremely tired that day, and her body was slow to react in all aspects, otherwise she wouldn't have collided with others, and with the smell of death on her body, I think the next time you meet, you need to ask her where she did what she did before she went to the bureau to deliver the files. ”
I don't need to recall the situation that day carefully, I remember it very clearly, Xiaohai's words are basically the same as what I thought in my head. At first glance, it doesn't seem special, but we have the same view of things, but when we analyze it deeply, there is a little difference. Her judgment of Li Xu is very objective in terms of movements and eyes, while I am largely based on my inner intuition.
Xiao Hai said that before returning to Bai Yafeng's house, he quit the nanny, saying that the first time she went to his house, the nanny happened to come out of Old Man Bai's room, and when she suddenly saw a stranger standing in the living room, there was an instinctive panic in her expression, and then she crossed a touch of disgust, and then her smile corresponded, and the change before and after was very fast, which was the kind of consciousness that could not be controlled.
It turns out that "it doesn't feel good when you see it first" is like this.
She also told me that even if a person is paralyzed and vegetative, as long as all his brain cells are not completely dead, there will always be a part of his body that expresses his thoughts and emotions, which may or may not be conscious.
I heard that she was referring to Old Man Bai when she said this, my heart beat violently, and I glared at her and asked her if there was something wrong with Old Man Bai.
She caught my gaze straight and nodded solemnly.
I asked her what was going on.
She replied: "The old man is very worried about Yafeng's safety, and he is always afraid that something will happen to him. ”
Because I was too anxious in my heart, my brain couldn't buffer a little, so I hurriedly said: "Yafeng is a policeman, or a policeman with a gun who specializes in criminal cases, and deals with criminals every day, isn't it normal for parents to be a little worried?" ”
She shook her head bluntly: "The old man's worries are not normal. ”
I want her to be clear, why is it abnormal, and in what way.
She said: "You should know better than me that the chance of dying as a police officer in real life is not as high as it is on TV, and parents will be worried, but they will not be worried every day, and they will be worried to the point of collapse every once in a while." I lived in their house for a few days, and after observing it, I felt that the old man seemed to think that something would definitely happen to Yafeng, and it was just a matter of time. ”
Although I didn't understand it, I still unconsciously felt a little panic about the unknown danger in my heart, and at a certain moment I even really felt that something would happen to Yafeng, a bloody hallucination, and my heartbeat was wrong.
I don't understand how Xiaohai came up with those opinions about Old Man Bai, and waited hard for her to understand, but she told me that she couldn't understand it either, anyway, that's what happened. I bit my lip, still staring at her with wide eyes.
I asked her, "What you are talking about, micro-expressions and micro-movements, belongs to the category of psychology, where did you learn it?" ”
She snorted and said, "The psychology of bullshit is obviously neuroscience. ”
When she said the word "neuroscience", my first reaction was to say something incorrect, just like some people will habitually scold others for being neurotic, but I soon realized that she didn't mean that, and what she said about "neuroscience" was to summarize the theories just talked about from the brain cells to the human body. So I quickly asked her who she learned these things from.
But she tilted her head and gave a gesture of refusing to answer.
Of course, the person I could think of to teach her this knowledge was Uncle Xiu, but according to her, she was only ten years old when Uncle Xiu disappeared, and was her intelligence and memory before the age of ten enough to learn such profound knowledge? Maybe you can, but maybe not, it's hard to judge.
Or did she lie to me that Uncle Xiu didn't disappear when she was ten years old at all? Or maybe she has hidden something from me, such as that she has not lived alone all these years, but someone is secretly taking care of her or someone will visit her every now and then?
I was surprised, and maybe a little unhappy, that I had treated her sincerely enough, and why she had to hide it from me. But when I think about it, I didn't tell her everything, some of them didn't feel necessary, some of them didn't want to mention it at all, and most of them didn't think of telling her because they didn't know what was going on. Maybe she also has a situation like this, and it's normal to hide something, and she feels comfortable when she thinks it out.
Since she didn't want to dwell on the question just now, I changed the question and asked her if she thought that Old Man Bai's mind was actually very clear.
She seemed to be waiting there, and as soon as I asked, she replied immediately, without a second of delay: "I can't say that I am 'very' awake, but I am not completely unconscious." He has indeed lost many of his perceptual abilities, does not feel cold, does not feel hot, cannot taste salty, has a very chaotic short-term memory, has no sense of order of time and events, has no sense of order for time and events, has no affected vision, can see things, but the brain reflex source is broken, so his eyes and expressions are always dull, he can't express any emotions and consciousness, and he looks like he is completely demented. But in fact, there are parts of his brain that are still functioning normally, for example, he knows people very well, he knows who is who, he remembers that he is a policeman, he was injured in the line of duty, he can understand every word said by the person next to him, and he can also understand the content on TV, and the most basic thinking and judgment skills are there. ”
I listened in amazement, I couldn't believe it, because I had met with the attending doctor of Old Man Bai before, and he said that because of a heavy blow to the back of the head, and then the blood compressed the nerves or something, to put it simply, the brain was damaged, and I didn't know anything. But Xiaohai's statement is different, looking at her expression, she believes her judgment with great certainty.
I asked her where she was looking at it and what evidence she had.
I said, "I have been to Yafeng's house more than once or twice, and I never felt that the old man was still in his mind, he looked dazed to the point of dementia, and he did not react to people or things. ”
This time, Xiao Hai was silent for a while before speaking, and there was an impatient expression on her face, probably because her so-called neurology was too complex and too profound to explain to me in a few words, and she was the kind of temper that didn't like to waste spit the most.
She said a long sentence in one breath that was obviously inconsistent with her temperament, and it sounded quite professional.
She said: "The human body is very magical, there are many systems that can exist independently and can penetrate and relate to each other, take Mr. Bai as an example, his normal language and body movements This system basically failed because of the heavy injury, but because most of the brain cells are still running, the body has activated another system that can be used to express brain thinking, I don't know the professional name or anything, specifically a certain part of the muscle twitches." For example, some people will throb the green tendons on their foreheads when they are angry. Old man Bai is almost like this, the muscles near his temples twitch when he is angry, his left cheek twitches when he is anxious, and his knees tremble when he is afraid, every time the nanny approaches, the old man's knees tremble, not particularly obvious, but if you look closely, you can see it, I think usually when Yafeng is not at home, the nanny must have bullied the old man, so I am troublesome to find her angry, so I haven't explained it to Yafeng, and it is estimated that he may not be able to believe it if he explains it. ”
I lowered my eyes and was silent as I sorted out what she had said.
She expresses herself in a simple way, without any jerky jargon, but the field she covers is so deep that it borders on mystery.
Suddenly, I understood what was going on, and my heart was shaken, and I raised my eyes to look at her, and I was dumbfounded for a moment, unable to speak.
She really shouldn't have been hiding it from me.
These days, I have always regarded her as a girl who has experienced a lot of things, although she has a very heavy anti-crime psychology for people in society, but her heart is absolutely simple and simple, and I feel that her soul is like a pool of clear water, and she can't see the bottom at a glance, but it is clean and not mixed with any impurities. But now, it's a bit of a trance, and if things are really the way I think, she has no reason to hide it from me.
She didn't want to say, and I didn't want to ask hard, I thought I'd wait until I could inquire slowly, anyway, as soon as the case of the "Hand of God" is closed, I will definitely go back to Huaqiao Town with her, and if she doesn't say it, I can also find a local to ask.
It seems that all people and things are more complicated than I imagined.
Many, many times more complicated.
With my hands resting on the steering wheel, I suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness, and I slowly leaned back and breathed hard.
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