【Chapter 385】Let's go home
That evening, she and Betty were walking around the farm and walked to the border with Sean's farm, where a man walked by the cut fence.
It was the person she thought about day and night, his eyes were still full of pain, and the person was also a little healed, and she felt pain in her heart when she saw it.
Qin Jianglan still came to find her, just because yesterday Staff Officer Jiang came to attend Liu Yin's wedding, found Su Wenruo, and called Qin Jianglan on the spot to report the news, at that time, Qin Jianglan was looking for her in pain, and after receiving the message from Staff Officer Jiang, he immediately flew over.
She ran for more than half a month and wanted to leave Qin Jianglan, but she was disturbed by Staff Officer Jiang and sent her back to Qin Jianglan's hands.
Qin Jianglan walked slowly from the cut fence door, and Su Wenruo stood there in a daze, looking at him, forgetting that he was going to run away.
Betty recognized Qin Jianglan, avoided it silently, and left Su Wenruo here alone.
He walked slowly to her on the soft grass and held her tightly in his arms, for fear that she would suddenly disappear again.
Su Wenruo burst into tears in an instant, and his voice suddenly became hoarse: "Qin Jianglan, you let go of me!" Who told you to come to me! ”
He grabbed her hand, stroked the delicate white skin of her cheeks, and said warmly: "You are so ruthless, you don't want me!" ”
Tears fell one after another, drip after drop, wetting her cheeks and wetting his slender fingers.
She was really ruthless, pushed him away hard, and took a few steps back before saying coldly: "I just went out for a walk casually, and I will still return to Yu Lin after returning to China, I have two children with him, and we will be a family of four in the future, don't bother me, I have never loved you, in those days before, you were acting, I was forced, I was helpless, don't dig deeper!" ”
Qin Jianglan narrowed his tired eyes, and a painful smile hung on the corner of his mouth: "Who taught you this?" You can also show your ugliness with such a trick, just stay by my side obediently, nothing you say will be effective! ”
Su Wenruo could only cry in his heart, you fool, how can you let go?
She fled from home to abroad, but after half a month, she was caught by him again.
He obviously had a very painful heart, but he always had a smile on his face, and he was obviously healed, but he was still pretending that he had been doing well for half a month.
He is such a person, except for not saying goodbye, she can't convince him no matter what, even if he is ruthless, he can instantly penetrate her heart, and then ruthlessly pierce her disguise.
He was born to subdue her restlessness, and she knew that for a long time.
She couldn't think of any other way to drive him away, it was useless to be cruel, she couldn't run away, she really couldn't resist him except for subconsciously moving her steps back.
He approached her slowly, and when she took a step back, he took a step forward and reached out to her, hoping that she would return to his arms.
The grass was uneven, with the occasional puddle of mud and small stones embedded in the dirt, but even if the road was not easy to walk, she had to retreat and withdraw from his world.
Qin Jianglan's eyes, which were originally full of distress, suddenly tightened, and he shouted urgently: "Don't retreat!" ”
But it's too late!
Su Wenruo just stared at him, kept retreating, stepped on a round stone under his feet, slid the soles of his feet to the side, his center of gravity was unstable, and fell behind him, falling into the stream that ran through the two farms of Sean and Betty, and fell straight backwards.
Qin Jianglan ran over quickly, and looked at her from a few steps away, frowning her brows and a face in pain, and shouted a few words with difficulty: "Qin Jianglan, it hurts." ”
The soft mud and sand in the stream were mixed with large and small stones, and the moment she fell down and struggled, she didn't know where she hit it, she only felt that her stomach hurt, and it didn't hurt so much to break her bones, this kind of pain she had experienced, when she was born Mumu, she had a day and a night, and the pain when she fainted in the delivery room.
A bright red quickly appeared in the murmuring stream.
Qin Jianglan rushed into the stream, regardless of the soaked trouser legs of his shoes, picked up Su Wenruo, stepped on the slippery pebbles and walked quickly onto the grass, ran in the direction of Sean's farm, and said to Su Wenruo, whose face was distorted in pain in his arms, "Don't be afraid, go to the hospital immediately!" Hold on! Don't be afraid! I'm here! I'm ......"
Sean's beautiful house on the farm used to have an infirmary, but after being fired by Sean after the doctor Dick overdosed on a mouse last time, there was no longer a doctor.
Qin Jianglan hugged her and ran to the door of the house and shouted, "Sean, drive quickly!" ”
Sean and Liu Yin rushed out of the house when they heard the sound, and saw that Su Wenruo's skirt was bright red, and even Qin Jianglan was stained with a lot of blood, Liu Yin screamed in horror: "Oh my God, why is there so much blood?" ”
Sean quickly started the car, and Liu Yin helped stuff Su Wenruo into the back seat of the car, and then sat in the front passenger seat, urging Sean to drive quickly.
Su Wenruo sat on Qin Jianglan's lap, hugged tightly by him, she was sweating profusely in pain, and she could feel the pain every time she took a breath, only the sound in her ears that he had never stopped, made her less afraid.
Su Wenruo was admitted to a nearby public hospital, where they waited outside the emergency room for hours, and by the time she was pushed out of it, she was already asleep.
The doctor took off the mask and told him regretfully: "Sir, unfortunately, your wife is unable to carry out fetal preservation treatment due to external force causing the gestational sac to fall off, we have removed the residual uterine cavity for your wife, please don't be too sad, let your wife pay attention to rest!" ”
The child is gone, after Su Wenruo woke up, he didn't know how he felt, there was a pity, but there was no sadness, he just felt sorry for this little life who hadn't had time to see the beautiful world.
The moment she was covered in blood, she was so scared, but now, she was not afraid of anything, Qin Jianglan sat in front of her hospital bed, blowing the bowl of steaming white porridge for her, as long as she saw him, she would not be afraid of anything for a moment.
She choked up and called him softly: "Qin Jianglan." ”
He turned his head: "It's ready to eat right away, are you hungry?" ”
She said, "Let's go home!" ”
She decided that if he didn't want to let go, she wouldn't run away, and she didn't want to force him to look for her all over the world, so that he would live in pain looking for her all the time.
Instead of torturing him like this, it is better to stay by his side, and give him a child in the future, as for herself, will it cause old diseases due to hormonal imbalance, she can't manage so much, death is death, long pain is better than short pain, then he will be sad for a while at most, and then he will slowly get better with the passage of time.
Qin Jianglan put down the bowl and helped shake her bed up and sit against her, and then brought the bowl back, scooped up a spoonful of porridge and sent it to her mouth: "You rest for a few more days, it's not appropriate to move around now." ”
She opened her mouth and swallowed a mouthful of porridge, her lips were still pale: "I don't want to be here, it's all the smell of disinfectant water, let's go!" ”
Qin Jianglan stretched out his hand to caress her equally pale face: "The doctor said that it is best to stay in the hospital for a few days to avoid infection and be obedient!" ”
She stayed up in the hospital for three days, Qin Jianglan guarded her day and night, Liu Yin and Sean, and Betty came back and forth, three days later, she couldn't stay up anymore, and said, "Qin Jianglan, let's go home!" ”
He was very happy that she was well-behaved, but he was also worried that she was too well-behaved, this was not her at all, she would only be like this after she had decided to give up something, so he looked at her with a piercing gaze and said, "Will you leave me again?" ”
She shook her head with a tearful smile and said, "No, unless I'm dead!" ”
Qin Jianglan exposed her head to her chest: "Why do I always feel unsteady?" ”
They boarded the plane back to China, and Liu Yin took Sean back to China on the same flight because of the holiday.
Su Wenruo returned to Dijingyuan, the house she had been away from for a long time, and it would take about a year and a half to leave here, a long time.
The furnishings are still the same, the original master bedroom is still hers, the wardrobe is still her clothes, the dresser is still her used skin care products, and the bathroom is still in the bathroom.
Raising his hand to brush over his own belongings, you can imagine how much his heart hurts when he looks at these things she has used in this house day and night.
Qin Jianglan walked into the room, hugged her from behind, and said helplessly: "The room hasn't been cleaned for a long time, and the housekeeping staff may mess up your room when they come in, I didn't let them clean it, I'm afraid that when you come back and can't find something to use, you will definitely scold me, otherwise, you go to the guest room to sleep first, and I'll let someone clean it today." ”
She didn't dare to look back, just let him hold behind her, from the day she left Dijingyuan, she thought that she could never be with him again, and she would never come back.
But he never thought that she would not come back, and he always kept everything about her.
She cried again, just quiet tears, not a sound, and she could not turn back for him to see, but the tears dripped very unconsciously, and fell on the back of his hand that was around her abdomen.
"You're crying again, why are you so crying? Remember what I told you? ”
She shook her head.
"I will do my best to make you live a carefree life like a princess, how can a princess cry all the time?"
She turned around and put her head around his neck, climbed on top of him and cried: "Good! I won't cry anymore! ”
She was very weak, Qin Jianglan wanted to ask an aunt to take care of her diet, but Su Wenruo refused, she didn't like to stay in the same house with people she didn't know all day.
Qin Jianglan had no choice but to call Yun Yutong over, help cook and clean, and chat with her, but found that the food made by Yun Yutong was not nutritious at all, it was all the kind of coarse tea and light rice of the countrymen, Su Wenruo didn't dislike Yun Yutong's coarseness, but the kind of large and strange local taste, she really couldn't get used to it.