"You ......" Yan Rong looked at Father Yan blankly, her heart was like a cut and splashed with chili oil, and she trembled in pain.

Her family is like a scoundrel in the market, can be so brazen to make money?

And she used to be unwittingly ...... with them Collusion.

It was all from her who caused harm to Xu Weize, and it was she who kidnapped him with her pathetic foolishness and made him fall into this endless trap with her.

The love she wants to give him is not like this, it can never be like this...... But it's always been like this.

What is it after getting the house and the money?

And what do they want from her?

And what do you want from him?

Everyone has to bear their share of suffering and hardship in the world.

Everyone tastes the taste of life every day, and whether it is sour, sweet, bitter, or spicy, they can only swallow it by themselves, of course, everyone experiences all kinds of tastes are their own choice.

No one's life is easy.

She understood, she always understood.

But it can't......

No matter what color candy she eats, it is bitter.

No, she would fall into the abyss no matter which exit she went.

No......

It didn't give her any hope.

She's 27, 27......

Hot tears slowly accumulated in his eyes, but they did not drip after all, only the autumn wind held the messy hair.

Father Yan was determined to get the house, he shamelessly persecuted, "Yan Rong, hurry up and transfer the house directly to my name, and give me 500,000 yuan, I will cut off with you in the future, you can do whatever you like, otherwise I will not finish with you." ”

Yan's mother was on the sidelines, and she blamed Yan's father, "You will scare her if you talk to the child like this, if Yan Rong is not free today, it will be okay to do it in a few days." ”

Father Yan glared at Mother Yan, "Why do you do it in a few days, Taotao is not tired of running so far to school every day?" She, who is a sister, doesn't know how to help the family at all, and she doesn't know what the use of raising her is! It has to be done today. ”

Mother Yan rolled her eyes, "Taotao, Taotao...... Do you say that this wild seed was born to you and Cao Xiaoxia? ”

Yan's father scolded Yan's mother, "What wild species, they are all said to be adopted." The woman's hair is long and her knowledge is short, and she loses her direction at the slightest breeze, she is provoking us, she just doesn't want to give us the house. ”

Yan's mother persuaded Yan Rong again under Yan's father's cold eyes, "Rongrong, it's cold outside, since you don't want it, give it to us, isn't it better for everyone." Although your father's attitude is a little discordant, he is for your own good, and you will not save money for retirement in the future? You've been with Xu Weize for so many years, how can you ......?"

“…… Tomorrow. Yan Rong suddenly whispered.

"What?" Yan's mother was stunned.

“…… I'll come back tomorrow, I'll do it with you tomorrow, I'm tired today...... Haven't eaten yet. Yan Rong hung his head tiredly and said weakly.

"Rongrong, really?" The color of joy immediately climbed up Yan's mother's cheeks, "That's right, your father and I have been ...... before we came."

"Ahem......" Yan's father coughed on the side to remind him, and Yan's mother immediately changed her words, "Your father and I haven't eaten yet, let's go to dinner together." ”

"No, tomorrow...... Again. Yan Rong said abruptly, and left directly, if you can still ...... tomorrow

She only has one idea now, she wants to see Xu Weize, she wants to look at him again, as long as she looks at him, she will be satisfied.

Yan Rong sniffed, turned the bag on one shoulder into a crossbody, and made sure that Yan's father and Yan's mother did not catch up and reached out to stop the taxi.

Sitting in the car, she reported the address she longed for and felt guilty about, hugging the last little flame in her heart to paint the warm outline of that person.

The car got closer to its destination, and she remembered that it took less than ten minutes to turn left at the intersection in front of her.

Xu Weize's exclusive bell in the bag suddenly rang, Yan Rong's first reaction was to look at the driver, thinking it was a song he played, and after confirming that it was from her bag, she hurriedly rummaged through the bag.

Seeing that it was indeed Xu Weize's name on the screen, she swallowed her heart that was about to jump out of her throat, pinched her throat and connected.

"Hey......," she said in a relaxed voice.

Xu Weize's deep voice came, "Go back." ”

Yan Rong's breathing stagnated slightly, and she held her mobile phone blankly, "...... Yes? ”

Xu Weize didn't speak, there was only the sound of air flowing in the phone, and for a moment, there was a little more tenderness in his tone, "Let the taxi turn around." ”

Yan Rong was slightly stunned, and squeezed out a voice from his throat, "You ......"

"Yes, I know you're coming to me, go back, later...... Don't come. ”

Yan Rong pinched her phone and opened the window to look around, but she didn't see the car he often drove, the night was getting thicker, cold as water, the cold wind was blowing her hair, she asked in a trance, "How do you know?" You...... Where is it? ”

"I'm behind you." His voice was flat, but it was like the warm winter sun, and she couldn't help but get closer.

Yan Rong leaned on the seat and looked back, the long road, shining with dazzling headlights, was extremely transparent but constantly swallowed by darkness.

She didn't know which car he was sitting in.

Yan Rong looked anxiously at the back seat window, and as soon as she lowered her head, tears couldn't wait to overflow her eyes, she sniffed and pleaded in a low voice: "I want to see you." ”

Xu Weize sighed, "You can see me if you ask the taxi driver to turn around." ”

"Now...... Do you just turn around? ”

Xu Weize's voice was extremely gentle, "Well, you can turn around at this intersection in front, and you can see me when you open the left window." ”

"yes, okay." Yan Rong suddenly felt satisfied, and after she sat down, she said to the taxi driver, "Uncle, please turn around at the intersection ahead." ”

The driver asked, "Little girl, don't you go to XXX?" ”

Yan Rong squeezed out a smile, "Well, turn around and go back to where you got in the car." ”

"Okay." The taxi driver turned his turn signal and drove into the left lane.

Yan Rong picked up the phone again and put it to her ear, she clenched her fingers, only to feel that her throat was choking, "You...... How is it going? ”

It took a long time for a soft "um" to say yes.

She apologized and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Xu Weize pursed his lips and said in a deep voice: "You are not sorry for me, I am sorry for you." ”

"It's me...... It's me who is wrong. ”

Xu Weize said urgently: "Look up at the window." ”

Yan Rong hurriedly looked to the left of the car window, and in less than 5 seconds, she saw a white Cayenne on the side of the road sitting in the back seat of the person she was thinking about, and his deep dark eyes could not see the end.

As soon as her eyes touched, her eyes were sore, Yan Rong only felt a sharp pain in her chest, her ears began to buzz, and her dry eye sockets surged with a layer of mist again, she blinked and quickly spoke to the mobile phone while she could still speak calmly: "Thank you." ”

After the two cars missed, Xu Weize whispered: "...... Let's go back early. ”

Yan Rong lowered his head and covered his mouth, squeezing out a voice from his throat, "Hmm." ”

"Hung up."

Yan Rong choked up and said, "...... Good. ”

When the phone was completely hung up, Yan Rong covered her mouth tightly, and tears kept pouring down her face, like a flood bursting the embankment out of control.

The driver was worried and asked, "Little girl, are you okay?" ”

"I didn't ...... It's okay. Yan Rong lowered his head and waved his hand.

The driver comforted: "Little girl, nothing will go by, go home early, your parents will be worried." ”

Yan Rong sobbed twice, wiped his disobedient tears, and said in a hoarse voice, "Uncle, is there any song I can listen to?" ”

"Want to listen to a song? I'm old, and all I listen to are old songs, I guess you can't get used to it. ”

"I like them all, uncle, you can put it on."

The driver turned on the music, and the light music slowly flowed out:

"You ask me how much I love you

I love you a little

My love is true

My love is true, too

The moon represents my heart

……”

Yan Rong's body tilted her head against the window next to her, her eyes looked at the flow of light and shadow outside the window, quietly dripping tears, she stood there crying, silent.

"Little girl, there's nothing you can't get by, just go back and get some sleep." After getting out of the car, the driver comforted her.

Yan Rong raised the corners of his mouth, "Thank you." ”

There is no moon tonight......

After Yan Rong got off the train, he first went to a nearby convenience store to buy a notebook, then sat in the subway, took out the notebook, wrote a paragraph on it, boxed the notebook, and wrote on the shell: "The first page." ”

Put the cap on the pen and put the notebook and pen in your bag and zip it up.

When she arrived at the destination, it was still early, so she first found a convenience restaurant and ordered a meal and served it upstairs to eat quietly.

She specially chose a position by the window, outside the window dark clouds covered the sky, the cold wind was bleak, a few dead trees swayed weakly in the cold wind, the dim light stretched the shadows of the branches swaying, it looked particularly weird, drizzle, rustling underground, like transparent silver needles, falling from the sky.

Yan Rong looked out the window and tried to curl the corners of his mouth, "Thank you." ”

Thank you for crying for me.

Because of the rain, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians outside, and they all hurried home.

It was almost 11 o'clock, and the hazy rain was pouring down, like an endless picture.

Yan Rong took one last look at Xu Weize's photos and deleted all the photos and text messages about him.

She put her phone in her bag and left her seat and went downstairs, heading outside.

"Hello, it's raining outside, you can pay a deposit of 20 yuan and leave with an umbrella in our store, you come to return the umbrella within a month, and we will return the deposit to you." A waiter stood at the door and smiled.

Yan Rong opened her mouth, "No......" She looked through the glass and raised the corners of her mouth shallowly, "Okay, how to handle it?" ”

The waiter still had a signature smile, "You can go to the front desk." ”

"Okay, thanks."

Yan Rong took an umbrella and stuffed the deposit slip into his bag, and went out with an umbrella.

The rain was falling, and the fine rain threads weaved a gray curtain between the heavens and the earth.

On both sides of the river, the scenery along the way is very, very, very charming, with bright lights and endless waterfronts, like a long silver dragon.

As she walked on, the air on the shore was fresh, with the characteristic smell of dampness on the seaside, and there was silence all around, except for the sound of the wind blowing the waves.

Yan Rong walked down the steps on the side, the night wind blew in gusts, blowing her long soft hair into black satin, she went to a darker place to put away the umbrella, folded it and put it on the ground with her bag.

She stood in the rain, shivering, her dark eyes were closed, her dry and painful eyes, tears burst out again, her vision became blurred, only his figure was still clear and abnormal in her mind.

It turns out that the saddest thing is not that he is no longer there when you look back, but that you know that he is still in the same place and has not gone far, but you find that you can no longer find the so-called way back.

Now, she has finally found her way out......

She mechanically walked down the ramp, her steps vague and resolute, wet her shoes, wet pants, wet hair, wet heart......