273 Photos, she was the calamity of his life
The place where Dong Qiu and Forsythia made an appointment to meet turned out to be the apartment where Yi Yang lived before his death.
After the funeral, Feng Lixing sent her over, and he didn't worry about her, so he parked the car downstairs and waited, and Forsythia went up by himself.
The door was open, and there was a key on the door, and Dong Qiu was already there, indicating that Yi Yang had been close to her for a while before his death, otherwise he wouldn't have kept the key for her casually.
"Sit down." Dong Qiu greeted Forsythia and stood in the center of the living room, seemingly familiar with this place.
Forsythia didn't have the heart to sit down, but asked, "What are you going to show me?" "The voice was so hoarse that I almost fainted from crying several times at the funeral just now.
Dong Qiu saw that her mental state was really poor, so he didn't force it, he just walked to the entrance, took out a key from under the pot of small green plants, walked through the living room, and skillfully opened a door near the living room.
"Come in." Dong Qiu stood at the door and greeted Forsythia.
Forsythia walked over for no apparent reason, leaned into the room, and stayed there directly.
The room was full of pictures of her, on the walls, on the shelves, on the counters.
Different ages, different expressions, different clothes, different poses and occasions, but the same person in the photo.
Forsythia walked in almost with her mouth covered, walked around the base of the wall, and found that the photos were still arranged by year.
There are many photos of her when she was a child, wearing a princess dress to perform a show at school, carrying a handbag and being taken to an event by Yu Ying; Then it became bigger and bigger, the baby fat was a little tighter, the height became taller, the hair was already draped over the shoulders, and the contours began to appear; Then there is the appearance of graduating from high school, 17 or 18 years old, and there is a photo of him and Yi Yang, with a messy and dilapidated restaurant in the background.
At that time, Yi Yang had already gone to college, one year on his birthday, he slipped out of the school at night to invite Forsythia to dinner, Forsythia said that he wanted to eat fish, so he took her to a small restaurant near the university that specialized in sauerkraut fish, and the result was very good, and Forsythia ate a large portion alone.
After eating, Yi Yang asked her for a gift, but she was not prepared at all, so she played Laipi, but pouted her oily mouth and took a bite on Yi Yang's cheek, and then took out her mobile phone and took a photo, insisting that she would wash out the photo and give it to him as a birthday gift, because it was Forsythia's first kiss.
Now that photo is hanging on the wall.
In the picture, the two people are smiling so beautifully and happily, as if the happiness of the whole world is in their hands, Forsythia thought that she would definitely marry this boy, but who would have expected that fate would be turned upside down, and now the photo has been yellowed, and she is confused.
Walking further, Forsythia turned 18 years old, the photo of the birthday banquet, wearing a sweet little dress, holding Lu Yujiang's hand and standing in the middle of everyone, radiant, but it was also on that night that everything was changed.
Forsythia didn't want to recall, so she skipped over and continued to look, her eyes swept over, but she caught a back in a few photos, and she was so shocked that she immediately covered her mouth with her hand.
The photo was taken at the airport, showing Forsythia dragging a small suitcase, head down, lonely and lonely walking towards the security checkpoint.
Five years ago, Forsythia was driven to Paris by Lu Yujiang and got on the plane alone, before boarding the plane, she called Yi Yang countless times, but he didn't answer any of them, and he was sad for this incident for a long time, and he was angry that he refused to even come to see her for the last time, but this photo proves that Yi Yang went to the airport that day.
He hid behind the pillars in the registration hall and watched Forsythia leave in despair, while he could only take this picture behind his back with his mobile phone......
Forsythia forced herself not to cry, stood in the center of the room where the photo was hung and breathed a sigh of relief, so that she had the courage to continue to look back, most of the photos behind her were photos of Forsythia attending the event after returning to China, wearing all kinds of gorgeous dresses, appearing on various occasions, or standing in the middle of everyone, or looking back and smiling, every angle was just right, and the eyebrows had been dissipated with the purity and sweetness of five years ago, and a bewitching face.
It's just that the forsythia in these photos has been covered with a thick mask, some of them are from professional photographers at the event, and some of them are cut out of magazines by Yi Yang.
originally thought that the two didn't have much contact after she returned to China, but he didn't know that he had been silently paying attention to her behind her back.
Forsythia took a breath and continued to look back, but instead of her photo, there were some Parisian sights, such as the Eiffel Tower, the Arc de Triomphe, etc., or the corner of the street, and even some close-ups of restaurants and dessert shops.
Finally, her eyes fell on the last few photos, and Forsythia recognized that it was the design school she studied in Paris, and Yi Yang sneaked into the exhibition hall of the college and found the finished design product that won the award in the school during the design period of Forsythia.
Forsythia was so surprised that she couldn't speak for a while, so she could only look back at Dong Qiu in a daze.
Dong Qiu asked: "Don't you think it's strange, why did he go to Paris to shoot these things?" ”
Forsythia nodded.
Dong Qiu smiled bitterly: "He said that he has accompanied you since he was a child, studied with you, grew up with you, and wanted to grow old with you, but unfortunately he didn't see you in the five years you went to Paris, so he went to Paris for a period of time after he left Simu for the first time, walked the roads you may have walked, visited the streets you may have visited, and ate the restaurants you may have eaten, because he wanted to make up for the vacant five years......"
Forsythia couldn't stop crying when she heard it.
He used this way to make up for the five years they were missing, but how should she use to make up for the whole life he will be absent in the future?
"Any idea why I'm taking you to see this?" Dong Qiu saw Forsythia crying, and walked around the room by himself, "He didn't allow me to enter this room before, the door has been locked, and he plans to hide it from you for the rest of his life, but one day I noticed that he hid the key under the flower pot, so I secretly watched the door and came in while he was not at home, Yu Forsythia, do you know what my first feeling was when I came in and saw these photos?" ”
"What is it?"
"It's shock, it's despair, and I finally know that he has been hiding you in this room, in his heart, and no one else can live in it anymore."
……
Forsythia bit her lip and stood in the room, tears already bursting.
Originally, she and Yi Yang were happily married, but unfortunately fate played tricks, and Feng Lixing's fake DNA identification hurt the Lu family, and at the same time, it also cut the marriage line between them.
One wrong step, one wrong step, all wrong.
Helplessly, the sentence "childhood sweetheart" is not as good as "life is only as first seen".
Forsythia and Dong Qiu went downstairs.
Forsythia walked in front, and Dong Qiu walked behind.
Feng Lixing saw her get down and opened the car door and waited next to her, Forsythia was about to get into the car, but Dong Qiu called her to stop.
"Wait a minute!"
Forsythia shook his body and went back to China.
Dong Qiu stood in the shade of a tree in a loose shirt, and his three-month-old belly seemed to be a little pregnant.
She held her lower abdomen with one hand, smiled slightly, with a little loneliness and relief: "You asked me in front of Yi Yang yesterday if I believed in my fate, I will answer you now, I believe it!" ”
Forsythia laughed out loud after hearing this, walked back, and held Dong Qiu's hand excitedly, but tears fell down like a broken thread: "Thank you." ”
"You don't have to thank me, I didn't do this for you, I just wanted to leave a queen for Yi Yang, of course, I won't give you the child when he is born, I will raise him well by myself, and watch him grow into Yi Yang little by little..."
In the end, deep love is like this, giving birth to children for him, and teaching him to look like each other.
Forsythia suddenly remembered the first time she heard Yi Yang's name from Dong Qiu's mouth, when she had just gone to serve as the creative director of Blind Color, Dong Qiu was still a frizzy little girl, and knew that Forsythia knew Yi Yang, so she came to her with a silk scarf.
Shen said mysteriously: "Director Yu, if you really know ROYE, can you please ask him to sign his name on this silk scarf?" This is an accessory in his new Autumn and Winter release last year, and I saved up for three months to buy it..."
At that time, she was just a little fan of Yi Yang, with crazy heat and infatuation, but now she is pregnant with Yi Yang's child.
Life encounters, marriages, fate, who can tell?
Feng Lixing drove Forsythia back, she leaned on the seat and didn't speak.
He peeked at her with his peripheral vision, and saw that she was tired, her face was extremely bad, and her eyes were dark, probably because she had not slept for more than 20 hours in a row.
"Go back and rest early in a while, don't think too much." Feng Lixing held her hand in relief.
Forsythia withdrew her hand and said in a slightly pleading tone, "I want to go and see Uncle Yi." ”
"Let's go again tomorrow."
"I'm not at ease, and by the way, I want to tell him about the child."
After all, Yi Yang had just been buried today, and Yi Zhengqing was inevitably in a sad situation at home alone, Feng Lixing knew that he couldn't twist her, so he could only agree.
Feng Lixing accompanied Forsythia up, and Yi Zhengqing squatted in Yi Yang's bedroom to pack up his things.
"He rarely came back to live before, and his aunt was not allowed to go in to clean the room, saying that he was afraid of losing his things." Yi Zhengqing half-bowed his back, and said again and put things into the cardboard box next to him, "I am usually very busy with work, often work overtime, only my aunt is at home, basically no one comes in this room, and now that others are gone, I want to clean it up, although it is impossible for him to come back to live, but I can also come in occasionally to sit...... You know, Yi Yang has been gone for a long time, it's always been me and him, and now even he is gone, the house is empty, and I'm thinking about changing to a smaller house......"
Yi Zhengqing has been stuffy and tidying up, his back is slightly bent, and the black suit on his body that originally fits looks a little loose.
Yi Zhengqing has obviously lost a lot of weight these days, Yingting's face is full of haggardness, and now he is squatting there, chattering endlessly, and unconsciously collecting three or four boxes, which are all design books, old magazines, volumes of manuscripts and drawing pens that Yi Yang read before his death.
Forsythia didn't come over to help, always standing at the bedroom door.
It was the world that belonged to Yi Zhengqing and his son, and he was immersed in it alone, and no one could get into it.
For dinner, Aunt Yi made a lot of dishes, and Forsythia and Feng Lixing stayed to accompany Yi Zhengqing for a meal.
During the banquet, Forsythia told Dong Qiu that he was willing to give birth to the child, and Yi Zhengqing's expression was not obviously happy: "Actually, it's not fair to her to do this, that girl is still young, and she can marry a good family in the future, and Yi Yang is no longer there, if she gives birth to this child, will she be widowed for the rest of her life?" He said lightly and took a sip of soup, "I'll talk to that girl about this again, let's eat first." ”
I was also extremely sad to eat a meal.
After the meal, Forsythia drank half a cup of tea with Yi Zhengqing, because considering that Feng Lixing was uncomfortable here, he didn't delay much.
Before leaving, Yi Zhengqing sent them to the door.
Forsythia didn't cry, the tears seemed to have dried up during this time, and if she cried again, Yi Zhengqing would be uncomfortable, so she just hugged him.
"Uncle Yi, I'll come to see you in a few days."
"You don't have to worry about me, you still have two children." Yi Zhengqing's voice was a little hoarse, and he couldn't hear much sadness.
Forsythia knows that although he usually looks clear and doesn't talk much, he is extremely resolute in his heart.
"I know, but I want to spend more time with you."
"I'm fine." Yi Zhengqing actually smiled, and as if he remembered something, he suddenly turned around and went back to the house, and took out two glass jars.
"What is this?"
"Plum wine, didn't you say I would dip it for you? Actually, I have already done it, but I haven't had time for you. ”
Yi Zhengqing held the glass jar to Forsythia, Forsythia hugged it to his chest, his heart was suffocated, but he couldn't say a word.
"Okay, go back early, you're tired this time." He still said in an understatement tone, and after speaking, he grabbed Forsythia's shoulder, "Silly girl, you don't need to blame yourself for Yi Yang's death." I know your position in Yi Yang's heart, and he is willing to save you. If you do it all over again, I'm sure he'll push you out without hesitation...... This is his life, there is a calamity in his life, and this calamity is you! ”
……
Feng Lixing didn't work after he went back that night, and went to bed with Forsythia early.
Forsythia was silent a lot after Yi Yang's incident, and even obediently behaved a lot, and the thorns on his body seemed to be gone, which made Feng Lixing feel uncomfortable.
"Don't think too much, Yi Zhengqing also said that this is fate." He turned Forsythia's body over.
Forsythia swallowed, his voice hoarse: "It's not fate, he shouldn't have had this catastrophe in the first place." After speaking, he raised his head, and a trace of coldness flashed in his eyes, which made Feng Lixing feel uneasy inexplicably.
"What do you want to say?"
"Do you know what I said to Pei Xiaoxiao when I went to the detention center that day?"
"What?" Forsythia's increasingly cold tone made Feng Lixing more and more nervous.
But she sneered and said, "I only asked her one question, why did you have to take my life!" ”
"And then? How did she answer? ”
"She said that I never leave a way back for others to do things, at first I exposed her video of the Hetian Club, which caused her to be terminated by the company, so she found someone to trick me into going to the crystal bottle to take revenge, but then she didn't retaliate, she was also afraid, and wanted to calm things down, but I actually killed them all and stabbed her out of Walkerhill Villa's transaction......"
When she said this, she stopped, and looked at Feng Lixing with cold eyes.
"But you know, it wasn't me who exposed her prostitution in Walkerhill, but you, you didn't tell me, you took it upon yourself to expose this matter to the media, and Pei Xiaoxiao was so anxious that she hated me so much that she wanted to take my life. If it was my life in the end, I would have admitted it, but in the end, Yi Yang died for me......"
Eventually, the forsythia began to tremble.
"Feng Lixing, in fact, it's not me who leaves the most way back, but you! It doesn't matter if you treat me and my parents five years ago, or you treat Pei Xiaoxiao five years later, it's the same! ”
The rumored asura loves someone to the bone of his heart, and hates someone so much that he wants her to go to hell!