"No, it can't be." I clutched my heart, and that heartbeat really excited me. This is undoubtedly the happiest thing I've ever had.

No, wasn't my heart taken away by that person? How did it come back so well? That's not right, isn't this my heart?

The heartbeat rate is so stable, and it is still me in the mirror, but why does my heart come back? When I passed out in the cave, I had a dream that I really had an older brother, could it be that my brother snatched my heart from the hand of a female ghost and gave it back to me?

But that's unreasonable! After all, my brother died before I was born.

I sat in my chair and kept touching my head, thinking about these things.

"Xu Zhong, what the hell is going on?" I really can't figure it out, so I can only pin my hopes on Xu Zhong.

But after my questioning, Xu Zhong did not move, nor did he answer my question.

"Xu Zhong? Xu Zhong? I continued to ask, but the shadows on the ground didn't even move.

What the hell is all this going on? Why is this happening? I was a little dazed, but more confused.

I picked up the wine from the shelf, and thought of Chen Miao who was far away in a foreign country, Yuan Lei, who now didn't know where to go, and Chen Zhibin, who no longer knew where he went.

I got drunk again that night, and I was really drunk and didn't think about anything. My whole head hurts and makes me drowsy.

I was lying on the counter, and I didn't care if it was cold or not, so I was lying on my stomach. In the middle of the night, when I wanted to go to the bathroom, when I turned around, I saw a person standing at the window of the convenience store with his back to me, and he was looking out at something.

He was dressed in a normal outfit, and there wasn't a car parked outside. Only his gray hair makes me feel that this is still a person.

"Who are you? What to buy? I walked into the counter and looked at him and asked. At this time, I was also a little sober, after all, it was still very cold in this convenience store.

"Brother, I'm back."

The man turned around and said this to me. When I looked, I saw that he looked exactly like me, except that I had black hair and he was white.

It's just fear, my brother died when he was born twenty years ago, how can he come back now? I leaned against the shelf behind me, looked at him and asked, "Who the hell are you?" Disguise yourself as me, and then bleach your hair~, you can pretend to be my brother? You're a three-year-old, huh? ”

"Chen Mu, I'm really your brother!" The man walked up to me, and I jumped straight out of the counter with a glass in my hand.

When the man saw me like this, he immediately became nervous. He stretched out his hand to stop him, "Brother, don't do this." Wait until I explain it to you, and you'll understand. ”

"What's there to explain?" I looked at him, how could this convince me that it was true? It's completely impossible.

"There was only an hour between the two of us when we were born. But do you know what this hour means to our mother? It meant that she would have to stay at the door of the ghost gate for an hour, but I had no choice. Because when I was in my mother's womb, I gave you all the nourishment, and I was born as an imbecile who was not deformed, do you understand what I mean? ”

I looked at him and asked him to continue.

"But if it's a deformed child or an imbecile, it's a burden on our family," he said. All, I will give you all my hope of survival, so that you can live in my place. I know it's very inexplicable, but it's true. ”

"My mother doesn't know about these things, so I beg you not to tell my mother. I'm dead, just let them think I don't exist. ”

When he finished speaking, he smiled at me. I don't know why, but that smile is so intimate to me, it's really like a smile between relatives.

Tears flowed from my eyes as he looked at me and continued to talk about what had happened to me as a child. He remembers, I have forgotten some things, but he still remembers and says it so clearly.

"Believe it now, right? I really am your brother. ”

"Brother." I walked over and was about to hold my dear~ brother firmly in my arms, but I found that I couldn't touch him at all. My brother is back, but he appears in the form of a spirit.

"Okay, stop crying." His hands were on top of my head, and although there was no real feeling, I could feel the warmth.

"Don't tell our parents about this, you and I just need to know. They can't see me, and if they do, it will only stir up their hearts. ”

I nodded, and then asked, "Brother, didn't your parents name you?" ”

"Yes! When we weren't even born, my dad looked up the dictionary and gave us names. Say my name is Chen Lin, and your name is Chen Mu. ”

"Chen Lin? Chen Mu? "Even though he said so, I still think. Chen Mu is his name, and Chen Lin is my name.

Because of the twins, one uses one wood and the other uses two woods. There are many implications in this way, but my brother sacrificed himself to achieve me. There is no need to use the word Lin, so I now use my brother's name - Chen Mu.

"I can't be out there every day, because I'm not quite right now, and I can only survive in your consciousness. That is, as long as you are alive, I will not die. Only you can see me, I can't move during the day. ”

I nodded understandingly, it seems that there are indeed a lot of inconveniences as a ghost.

"Brother, why can't I detect any traces of you in my brain in the past twenty years?" That's exactly the question I want to ask, and even if it's hidden, I won't be unaware all the time.

"No, you've noticed it many times, but I deliberately erased that memory in your brain for fear of you're afraid."

"Huh?" I was a little upset and asked, "Why?" Why do you want to erase it? ”

"Because at that time, you can't let you know, otherwise it will cause you a certain amount of harm. Chances are, you'll be a ghost just like that. ”

"Why?" I continued to ask, and there was a momentum to break the casserole and ask to the end.

"A month before I was born, my mother met a gentleman. This gentleman saw the traces of our mother's fetal position, and also knew that if we were all born, we would all die. Because I was formed before you, the gentleman didn't know what method was used, so he told me. ”

"As long as I give you all I have, you will live and I will die. When he asked me if I would like to, I was a baby at the time but could understand him, so I said yes. ”

"Actually, there's one more thing, and that's..."