Wei Nansheng's feelings for his mother are extremely complicated.

She looked forward to it, resented it, hated it, felt guilty, and regretted it the moment she learned that her mother was dead.

In the days when she was just reborn, she didn't want to rush into the Water Lily Pavilion all the time, she just wanted to ask if she cared about her in her mother's heart, whether she ever loved her!

She thought that if she didn't wait any longer, maybe her mother would send someone to summon her over, and then she was in a hurry, so she went to the Water Lily Pavilion herself, that is, the night before leaving the Hou Mansion to go to the Pufa Temple.

However, she still did not see her mother after all.

Because her mother asked Xuegu to refuse her invitation, saying that she was unwell and was afraid that she would be sick to herself.

Wei Nansheng's hand squeezing the handkerchief tightened and tightened, she didn't know why her mother called her, and there was only one reaction in her mind at this time: did she finally remember that her daughter was here?

Wei Nansheng stopped at the door of the Water Lily Pavilion, hesitating, seeing this, Xue Gu looked at her with some differences: "Miss? ”

Wei Nansheng tugged at the corners of his mouth, a little far-fetched: "Go in." ”

Xue Gu nodded and asked the maid to roll up the curtain and go into the house.

A faint incense lingers on the tip of the nose, and the whole room is very pleasing to the eye, with a hint of elegance in the tranquility.

Because Wei Nansheng's mother is the princess of the Lotus Clan in the Western Regions, there is a hint of exoticism in her room, which is surprisingly suitable when combined with the style of the Central Plains.

When Wei Nansheng went in, his mother was reading a book.

Seeing her coming, he put down the book and nodded slightly to her: "You are here." ”

The skin is like snow, the black hair is splashed with ink, and the style of the eyes is full of light.

Speaking of which, Wei Nansheng's appearance follows her mother's, and she is as glamorous.

"Give...... Mother, please be in peace. Wei Nansheng paused, and a trace of sourness crossed his heart.

In Wei Nansheng's impression, his mother's expression was always faint, and she stopped talking, and she was not favored by her father.

In the end, what she remembered the most was the quarrel between her father and mother, the two quarreled very fiercely, even more fiercely than when she and Xiao Jue quarreled, but she and Xiao Jue would do it when they quarreled, and they didn't, although they didn't, they lost both, and they would hang up, Wei Nansheng didn't understand it, this injury was really strange.

The most important thing is that the mother in front of me is still very young.

"Hurry up." Lian Ji's eyes were dyed with a hint of a smile, she got up and walked over to take her hand, and sat down beside her, "I heard that you are back, and I guess that you have almost arranged it over there, so I asked Xue Gu to call you over." ”

After speaking, he sighed: "Count it up, you and I, mother and daughter haven't seen each other for almost two months." It's all my fault, I've been sick since the beginning of the year, and I'm afraid that I will infect you, so I can't see you until today. ”

Wei Nansheng smiled and did not speak, indicating that he was out of the way.

Only I know in my heart whether what my mother said is true or false. But she didn't want to pursue it anymore, she thought too clearly, and in the end, it was just herself who suffered.

Seeing that Wei Nansheng didn't speak, Lian Ji knew that she was angry and misunderstood, this kid has a stubborn personality, if she talks too much, she will definitely be unhappy again, so she didn't explain, so she had to change the topic.

"Your father will return to Beijing tomorrow, remember to go to your father to say goodbye, don't be willful anymore." In the past, every time he talked about Hou Ye, Wei Nansheng was on the bar, and he was scolded by Hou Ye a lot.

"Mother don't worry, I will." She used a truth that she realized, how could she still be as stupid as before.

"That's good." Lian Ji thought for a moment and said, "Have you seen your third sister?" I heard that your grandmother found a grandmother in the palace for her to teach etiquette, and when tomorrow I will go to the old lady and tell you to go with her. ”

Since Xiao Jue, the seventh prince, came to the Hou Mansion, the old lady hurriedly invited a nurturing grandmother to teach Wei Ronghua's palace rules and etiquette, but the old lady is an old lady after all, and everyone in the house who has reached the age is called to go and study together.

However, everyone understands in their hearts that the object of this key training is not Wei Ronghua.

If Wei Ronghua can marry the Seventh Prince as a side concubine, it will be a great honor, and I can't ask for it!

But no matter what happens to the side, as long as it is good for her daughter, Lian Ji will ask for her daughter.

As a result, Wei Nansheng did not agree.

"No need," she said softly, "I'm still young, so I'm not in a hurry. ”

"How can you not be in a hurry?" Lian Ji thought that her daughter was playing with Miss's temper again, so she kindly persuaded, "The young lady of the Li family is only nine years old, and the good manners make people unable to find a trace of mistakes, although you are only ten years old now, you will be old in two years, and you should start learning." ”

"Actually, it's not that difficult, you know it's good to know who you see, what to say, what to do, it's very easy."

Wei Nansheng looked at his mother and wanted to tell him to go, but he didn't know why, so he was impulsive, so he agreed: "Okay, don't say it again, I'll go." ”

Seeing that her daughter agreed, the smile on Lian Ji's face deepened, she pulled Wei Nansheng and talked for a while, and then left her here to eat before letting her go back.

Before leaving, Lian Ji told Wei Nansheng and said, "Ah Sheng, you must remember what your mother is telling you now!" ”

Wei Nansheng's milk name is Ah Sheng.

"You say."

"The Hou Mansion intends to marry your third sister to the Seventh Prince as a side concubine, do you understand?"

She was talking about "getting it," not "knowing."

The Hou Mansion has a rule that the daughter of the Wei family will not marry the same person, even if that person is the Son of Heaven above ten thousand people, this is the rule handed down by the ancestors of the Wei family.

Lian Ji now deliberately mentioned it, intending to warn Wei Nansheng not to marry Xiao Jue.

Xiao Jue, the seventh prince, Lian Ji once looked at it from a distance, the jade tree is in the wind, warm as jade, it is the most favorite type of these little women in the capital, and Lian Ji is afraid that her daughter will be tempted.

Although Lian Ji is a woman, she will not look at people badly, Xiao Jue is polite on the surface, but his eyes are too deep, and he is a thoughtful person at first glance.

Her Ah Sheng is too simple, if she falls into it, what will it be?

The royal family has three wives and four concubines, and there are countless concubines, she has already taken this path, but she doesn't want her daughter to be the same as her anymore.

She would rather the other party's family be poorer and simpler, as long as she can marry her daughter and treat Ah Sheng well for the rest of her life, she will die without regrets in this life.

Wei Nansheng was stunned for a moment, and in an instant, memories flooded in.

She remembered that in her previous life, when she and Xiao Jue were in dire straits, her mother had also persuaded her like this.

At that time, she also said that it was the third sister Wei Ronghua who would marry the Seventh Prince in the future, not her Wei Nansheng.

How did she react at the time?

Anger, disappointment, unwillingness, resentment!

She didn't understand, obviously she was the young lady of the Hou Mansion, and she was her mother's biological daughter, why did they all look to Wei Ronghua one by one and give her the best? What happened to the people in the Hou Mansion?

But now I know that in fact, from the beginning, it was my mother who saw it most thoroughly.

She saw Xiao Jue's tricks early on, so she persuaded herself again and again, but it's a pity that she was obsessed with ghosts at that time, where could she listen to it!

"Mother don't worry, I can save it!" This time it's a heartfelt commitment.

Seeing that her daughter understood the key point, Lian Ji only thought that she was in the way of the rules, and didn't say more, so she asked Xue Gu to send her back, but it could be seen from her expression that she was very pleased.

Xue Gu sent Wei Nansheng all the way to the door of the Sheng Xiao Courtyard, and Wei Nansheng saw that she seemed to have something to say, so she asked.

"Aunt Xue, do you have anything else to tell me?"

When Aunt Xue saw her ask, she no longer hesitated: "Rong Nu and maid have the courage to say a word, in fact, Miss, you misunderstood Madame." ”

"Misunderstanding?" Wei Nansheng was a little puzzled.

"Yes. It's not that Madame doesn't want to see Miss, but she's really afraid of passing on her illness to Miss, so she hasn't seen you. Xue Gu said this, sighing heavily, "The slave maid has always been by the side of the young lady, from the Western Regions to the Central Plains, so many years have passed, how deep the water of this Hou Mansion is The slave maid knows very well in her heart, some things cannot just look at the surface, you must know how to be attentive." ”

"Listen with your heart, see with your heart, think with your heart, and then you will know that many things are taken for granted by ourselves."

Xue Gu looked at Wei Nansheng lovingly, she was the hope and pillar of Madame's life, there were some things that Madame didn't want to say, she said: "You have to remember that in this world, all people can not believe in your mother, only you can't!" Because you won't know how much she loves you! ”

"That's all the slave said, I hope Miss will think about it!"

After Xue Gu said this, she blessed Wei Nansheng and retired.

What exactly did Xue Gu mean by these words? Yes, that's right, you really can't look at the surface when you look at people and things, you have to be attentive! But what does Xuegu refer to? What does it mean that she takes it for granted? Xuegu said that her mother actually loves her very much, is this true?

If she really loves herself, why never cares about herself? Why do you have to be cold to yourself?

Could it really be that I misunderstood?

But is it really that hard to say that you care about her in person?

Wei Nansheng was calm and terrible on the surface, but he was very flustered in his heart, as if he couldn't find an outlet for a thousand clues, he was entangled in the panic and twisted into a rope, the tighter and tighter he was entangled, the more he was entangled.

She wanted to rush into the Water Lily Pavilion now, ask her clearly, ask Aunt Xue, ask her mother, and ask what these words meant, but reason told her not to be impulsive.

Even if she asked, she wouldn't have asked for anything.

Wei Nansheng thought about today's events carefully from beginning to end, yes, if her mother didn't care about her, how could she tell her to go and ask her father to say goodbye? How could he run to ask the old lady for grace and ask him to follow everyone to learn etiquette? Her mother also warned her not to get too close to Xiao Jue.

One by one, it couldn't be clearer.

But why, in her previous life, she didn't understand? What went wrong?

Wei Nansheng's expression was complicated, as if he was crying and laughing.

Those secrets that had been buried by time, if it weren't for Xue Gu's admonition tonight, she would have forgotten them all.

It doesn't matter what went wrong, it's not too late to understand now, it's really not too late, she still has so much time to make up for it, it's enough!

Wei Nansheng thought, God is really fair, God told him to put his life on the line to get reborn after experiencing such a heart-rending betrayal, maybe he really felt that he had lived too badly in his previous life, so he gave this opportunity.

so that she can see clearly many things in her previous life that she did not understand.