(7) The beginning of love

Sitting in the pavilion, I carefully looked at the * silver arrow in my hand, quite a little lovely, I saw Fan Chou walking towards the pavilion from a distance, I ignored him.

"Miss." Fan Chou walked into me, and his face stopped talking.

"What's wrong?" Glancing up at him, I said.

"Hey...... This ......" Fan Chou rubbed his hands, and he looked a little twisted.

"What do you want to say?" He took a small piece of beef jerky from the embroidered bag around his waist and threw it into his mouth. I was a little surprised, although I didn't like Fan Chou, but he had always done things neatly and neatly, and he had never been so twisted.

"Hmm...... Miss, you can help me transfer this to Ling'er. He also seemed to think that he was too slimy, and said a little embarrassed, so he took out a jade bracelet from his bosom and handed it to me.

I raised my eyebrows, didn't take the jade bracelet, and only said: "Actually, it's better to hand over the love token to the person in person." ”

When Fan Chou heard this, his face suddenly turned red and stammered, and he waved his hand again and again: "What...... What is ...... Token of Commitment...... Miss...... You're all beautiful...... How...... You can talk about ...... This...... This kind of thing ......"

I couldn't help but laugh at the way he blushed and stammered. I remember that when I came back from picking up Ling'er that day, Dong Zhuo didn't agree to keep her, all thanks to Fan Chou, I thought he was trying to please me, but it turned out that he had ulterior motives early in the morning.

Although I hate Fan Chou, it doesn't prevent me from appreciating him, he is an extremely realistic guy who will judge the situation, just like at the beginning, he was not afraid of being worshiped as a goddess, but he was afraid of Dong Zhuo, although he was a bit of a wall, but I have been watching Ling'er coldly over the years, and it doesn't look like a lie.

"Don't worry, Miss, I'll keep it secret, and I'll give you a chance to confess yourself." It's rare for me to give him a good face, and after saying it with a smile, I turned around and went back to the room, leaving Fan Chou standing in place and making a big red face.

Leaving Fan Chou with a smile, I turned around and went back to the room, wearing a silver-gray mink fur coat, wearing a pure white fox fur scarf, picking up the * silver arrow on the table with one hand and putting it in my arms, and then stood up.

"Miss, I'm going to sneak away again." Ling'er's laughing voice sounded coldly behind me, startling me.

"Don't suddenly appear behind me, I'll be scared." I patted my chest and complained.

"Hasn't Miss always been bold?" Suzu winked playfully.

I snorted twice.

"Miss, are you going to leave the house?" Seeing me humming, Ling'er was not nervous, but just smiled.

Knowing that I couldn't hide it from her, I nodded, Xu is in troubled times, Xu is because every time I go out alone, I will cause some trouble and come back, Dong Zhuo has not changed his original intention, and has always not allowed me to leave the mansion alone. It's a pity that there are policies and countermeasures, and I did it when I was two years old in this body, not to mention that I have grown into a fifteen-year-old now? As for my yang and yin violations, Ling'er has always known about it, and even my accomplice, and has always helped me avoid Dong Zhuo.

Originally, if I hadn't sneaked out of the government when I was ten years old, how would I have rescued her?

"I'll be back before dinner, don't forget to open the back door for me." Laughing and reaching out to tease her fair and smooth chin playfully, I turned and slipped out.

It's just that I don't know what Ling'er's expression will be after hearing Fan Chou's confession, it's a pity not to see it.

"You pay close attention to the movements in Luoyang, as well as the Qianghu people who are on the border of Liangzhou, and report back as soon as there is a situation......

As soon as I reached the corner door, I heard someone whispering something, I hurriedly slowed down, and heard clearly that it was Fan Chou's voice, but the voice was not at all the twisting and stammering when I had just talked about the bell, and there was a faint sense of evil.

Luoyang? When I heard this term, I didn't have the slightest intention of joking. Over the years, I have paid special attention to the news from Luoyang, but Dong Zhuo doesn't seem to like me to touch these things, military affairs have never entered my ears, and I have been spoiled for many years, and now I suddenly heard the news from Luoyang, I actually felt that I was trembling uncontrollably.

I'm afraid.

Fearing that the world will be chaotic, I am afraid that Dong Zhuo will embark on the track of history......

"Yes." I faintly heard someone answer lightly, turned around and left quickly.

But what happened to Luoyang? It's been a few years since the Yellow Turban Rebellion, is there anything I don't know about going on? I stood by the corner gate in a daze for a long time, until my legs and feet began to be a little sore, and I realized that I had been standing in a daze for more than half an hour.

Suddenly, I lost the interest of leaving the house, so I turned around and went to find Dong Zhuo.

I want to ask him, if I don't chase him back from now on to get his phone back, can he and don't care about Luoyang's affairs anymore...... It's good to stay here with him for the rest of your life. Taken aback by my own thoughts, I realized that my thoughts of going back had almost been worn out before I knew it.

When I came back to my senses, I was already standing at the door of Dong Zhuo's bedroom, he should rest in the bedroom at this time, he was used to changing out of the armor during military training to rest for a while before eating.

I remember that when I first moved into this mansion, I was afraid of what would happen in the future, and I was always depressed, in poor health, and sick at the end of three days. Dong Zhuo coaxed me to follow me, but I always deliberately found fault, saying that I liked the bed in his bedroom, and always occupied the magpie's nest and didn't leave.

At that time, I already had the appearance of a girl, and Dong Zhuo wanted to avoid suspicion, so he had to give me the bedroom and go to the study to sleep by himself, and this habit continued like this. Dong Zhuo has always been very vigilant, and no one is allowed to approach his bedroom, and only I can enter this bedroom as if I were in a no-man's land.

The corners of my mouth bent involuntarily, and I walked in with my legs raised.

Suddenly, I froze for a moment, and I heard a bone-chilling sound from the bedroom.

After a pause, I stood in the doorway, the door was hidden, and with a slight push, the door opened silently.

And the two of them who were tumbling in the bed were unaware of the voyeur standing at the door, and they still looked extremely happy.

I stood at the door, looking at Dong Zhuo's wheat-colored arm muscles, the side of his lips pursed was perfect like a statue, and the woman who was trembling softly under him was actually Ling'er ......?

I froze in place, an inexplicable anger sweeping over me, almost engulfing me.

"Zhong Ying." With a wooden face, I don't know what kind of mentality to hold, I opened my mouth to call him.

Dong Zhuo noticed me standing at the door, slightly stunned, and then raised his hand to raise the quilt to cover the naked Ling'er, and then got up and put on a robe to look at me, with a lustful color in his slightly brown eyes that had not faded.

Such Dong Zhuo is so unfamiliar.

I haven't seen it in fifteen years.

But...... Obviously caught by me, can you still be so calm? I glared at him, suddenly not knowing what to say.

"Smiling?" Seeing that I was staring at him and didn't speak, Dong Zhuo became a little embarrassed.

It's just an embarrassment.

I blinked my eyes to ease the discomfort in my heart, and then smiled and glanced at Ling'er, who was lying motionless on the bed: "What are you secretly playing behind my back?" ”

I spoke, my voice soft and soft, a little coquettish. It's normal for me to be a girl who doesn't understand the world, and I'm already familiar with acting.

Ling'er was on her side, and I couldn't make out her expression.

"Xiaoxiao, you go back first." Dong Zhuo coughed lightly and looked at him left and right.

I tilted my head, and a hint of gloom flashed in my eyes: "Zhong Ying, you obviously said that only smiles can enter and exit this room casually." ”

The tone is 120,000 points of grievance.

Dong Zhuo's brows furrowed slightly, and there was a little annoyance in his eyes. He fastened his clothes, walked down, and stroked my hair: "It's me who is not good, I'm hungry, go eat something." So saying, he took me by the hand and was about to take me out.

The flickering words of legend? I looked back at the figure who was still lying on the bed, her somewhat limp shoulders twitching slightly.

"Ling'er is crying." I say.

"Hmm." Dong Zhuo responded, but there was no follow-up.

"Does she have a stomachache?" I said again, I don't know what kind of mentality I am holding to test his attitude.

"Probably." Dong Zhuo tightened my coat a little tighter, not paying much attention to the authenticity.

Is it just a tool to vent desires?

I followed Dong Zhuo to the front hall for dinner on the surface, but I was already crazy in my heart, when did Dong Zhuo become such a scumbag! What about that bright and gentle boy?! I can't accept this god-like unfolding! Obviously caught and raped by me in bed, shouldn't it be panicked? But he's so calm! So well, since you were caught raping in bed, shouldn't you enter the love mode? It turned out to be a bed warmer! What the hell is this! I can't accept it!

"Laugh, smile?" Dong Zhuo's voice sounded in his ears.

I came back to my senses abruptly and looked at Dong Zhuo sitting in front of me in a daze. The bright young man of that day has grown into a man, but he is obviously still the same Dong Zhuo who is very gentle to me, when, when I don't know, he will actually ......

"Xiaoxiao, what are you thinking?" Seeing that I was stunned when I looked at him, Dong Zhuo frowned and looked at me with some concern.

Depressed, I turned my face sideways and took a heavy bite on his face.

Dong Zhuo froze suddenly, as if he had been immobilized.

"Ling'er did this to you just now, Xiaoxiao was thinking, what does this mean?" Licking my lips, I smiled innocently at him.

The corners of Dong Zhuo's mouth twitched slightly, and his face turned red and black, which was very exciting.

"Yes......" Dong Zhuo opened his mouth with some difficulty, as if he wanted to try to make up a more appropriate statement to dismiss me, so as not to pollute my innocent little heart.

I snorted in my heart, my face still looking stupid and ignorant: "Are you expressing gratitude?" Ling'er has a stomachache, so you check her up, so she says thank you? "With my lips bent, I bent my face and I didn't blush.

"Yes." Dong Zhuo sighed and said busily.

"But, as you said, only a smile can enter that room." After talking nonsense, I didn't forget to protect my legitimate rights and interests, and while talking, I looked at him with extremely aggrieved eyes, as if the ignorant little girl was indignant because her treasure was coveted.

"Well, no one will go in in the future except you." Dong Zhuo was afraid that I would say something shocking again, so he hurriedly assured, his face was extremely serious, and he looked like he was about to swear to the sky.

I laughed, turned my head and took another bite in his face.

"What are you doing?!" Dong Zhuo was shocked, pushed me away, stood up and took a few steps back, looking like he was facing a great enemy.

"Thank you." I licked my lips, my face full of innocence.

Dong Zhuo immediately looked full of regret and chagrin, how could he admit such a bad excuse just now!

At dinner, Dong Zhuo habitually prepared dishes for me, and immediately stayed away from me before I expressed "gratitude". It was very funny that a man with a serious face would look like a defensive enemy against a little girl, but I had no intention of joking, and only slowly finished the food in the bowl with a calm face.

After dinner, I went back to my room. Usually Dong Zhuo would always accompany me for a walk after dinner to eat, but today he was a little absent-minded, and he was afraid that I would make something amazing, so when I proposed that I wanted to go back to the room to rest, he was busy responding.

As soon as I arrived at the door, I was somewhat surprised to see Ling'er sitting on the pony in the outer room, and there was some faint candlelight, and I don't know what she was sewing.

As if sensing my gaze, she raised her head and smiled at me as gently as usual: "The good sable fur brought by the lord said that Miss has always disliked heavy clothes, so she told Ling'er to sew it out before the next heavy snowfall as a birthday present for Miss." ”

I looked at her silently, and there was no answer.

Should I say that she is too gentle and kind, or is she too scheming and fearful? I sneaked away so many times, and the safety factor was so high that I didn't find it once, I thought it was good luck, but it turned out that Dong Zhuo was busy with her. Now, one moment Dong Zhuo left her alone on the bed and coaxed me away, but the next moment she was able to make new clothes for me so gently according to Dong Zhuo's instructions?

Seeing that I was looking at her steadily, Ling'er pursed her lips, walked over to me and knelt down with her clothes in her arms.

"What do you mean by that?" I glanced at Ling'er, who was kneeling at my feet, and raised my eyebrows.

"Miss must think that Ling'er is a bad woman......" Ling'er hung her head and said in a low voice, "Obviously...... Obviously, the young lady rescued me, but I ...... ...... on her back," she said in a somewhat depressed voice, her voice broken and almost speechless.

"So, why?" I looked at the bell who was crying in front of me and asked calmly.

yes, why?

Five years ago, at the bazaar, I was always nosy, and I saved her from the ruffian who bullied her, and I got along day and night for five years. I secretly went out of the house, and she also helped me hide it from Dong Zhuo, but ...... I never imagined that she would have such an idea.

While I wasn't there, I actually ......

If I do leave the house today, will she still keep this secret hidden?

"I'm sorry Miss...... Ling'er ...... Ling'er really likes adults......" Ling'er reached out and grabbed the hem of my skirt, and when she looked up at me, she was already in tears, "Ling'er knows that she is low, she is old, and she is not worthy of adults, so she doesn't ask for any status, she just wants to be able to continue to stay by Miss's side and wait for Miss...... I beg Miss to have mercy ......"

Age? Ling'er came to the house at the age of sixteen, and now five years later, she is only twenty-one years old. In my time, twenty-one years old was the best of years, but here it was also a reason for her humility. Looking at such a pity, I suddenly felt an indescribable boredom in my heart, and I was about to go out with my feet, but who knew that Ling'er was holding on to my skirt.

"Miss, please don't rush the bell away for so many years, please, miss......" She looked up at me and cried mournfully.

"What are you asking me to do, I'm not Dong Zhuo." I frowned and tried to pull back the hem of my skirt, but I found that Ling'er was very strong.

"Adults have always valued Miss, if Miss is embarrassed, adults will definitely rush out of the house!" Suzuel hugged my leg and cried.

I'm a little irritable, what is this mess, Dong Zhuo's woman, what are you begging me for, what's the matter with me? Where do you stand?

Looking at such a bell, I suddenly remembered her coquettish appearance under Dong Zhuo, and suddenly felt a little bored: "Don't be like this, if you are seen by others, how do you think I bullied you." ”

"Ling'er doesn't dare." Seeing me say this, Ling'er cautiously peeked at me, got up and wiped her tears, and didn't dare to make any more trouble.

"Get out, I'm tired." Raising my hand and pressing my forehead, I said a little tiredly.

Ling'er hesitated for a moment, as if she wanted to say something, but finally held the unfinished sable robe in her hand and silently retreated.

That night, I didn't sleep well, and the next morning I woke up with a sense of relief.

Because of something on my mind, I didn't eat much for breakfast, and Dong Zhuo frowned frequently, and because he was afraid of my "thanks", he didn't dare to get too close to me, so he had to cook vegetables for me from a distance.

I looked at him far away from me, and remembered what Ling Er said last night, and my heart was sullen and very uncomfortable.

If Ling'er is like a girlfriend to me, then what about Dong Zhuo? What is Dong Zhuo to me?

Why did I feel a sense of anger when I opened the door? What position am I angry about? Was it just because of anger that she was betrayed by Suzu? Is it just angry that they did something like that behind my back?

So what if they weren't carrying me behind their backs, but were telling me in the light that they were going to be together?

My heart suddenly twitched slightly, and I accidentally knocked over the teacup in my hand, and the hot tea poured on my hand.

"Laugh!" On the side, Dong Zhuo exclaimed in surprise, and he couldn't care about staying away from me, so he hurriedly stepped forward and carefully grabbed my hand, and saw that the back of his hand was burned red, and he couldn't help but say angrily, "Why are you so careless!" ”

I had something on my mind, and I subconsciously retracted my hand, but I didn't want to touch the burn, and the pain made me gasp for a "hiss".

"Laugh." Dong Zhuo frowned, "Give me your hand, you are not lightly injured, you have to take medicine." ”

I shook my head, put my hands behind my back, and stood up: "It's okay, it's just a small injury, you go and get busy." ”

Dong Zhuo's face sank suddenly, and his face was a little ugly: "Xiaoxiao, you are a little strange today, what's wrong?" ”

I shook my head, and suddenly I didn't know what to say, and I knew that my emotions were not right, but ...... I just don't feel well, and that uncomfortable feeling makes me irritable.

It's as if ...... It's as if something that has always belonged to you has been secretly snatched away by someone else.

But Dong Zhuo is not a thing, he is a living person.

It's impossible for me to treat him as my own property because he has spoiled me for fifteen years, and Dong Zhuo in history also has a wife and children...... And...... And he's already ...... with Ling'er

Thinking of this, I was like a leaky ball, extremely depressed.

Anyway, the matter between him and Ling'er has become a fact, and it is not once or twice...... I knew him before, but now I ...... What if I insist on intervening and it seems to be a third party......

Third?!

I was startled, and suddenly I understood what the anger of being caught in bed was the moment I pushed the door open......

I was jealous.

I...... Falling in love with Dong Zhuo?

Ever since he picked me up, there has always been a soul called An Ruo in this growing body!

If there is a man who has nothing to do with you, but who spoils you for fifteen years without any purpose and without asking for anything in return, who bends his knees for you, who does the laundry and cooks for you, who shields you from all dangers, and who tries to fulfill every promise he promises you......

Such a man, can you not be tempted?

I was tempted.

I fell in love with Dong Zhuo.

The famous and infamous Dong Zhuo in history.

I had fallen in love with him before I even knew it.

But when I sink into the mud...... He already had another woman.

I smiled bitterly, and suddenly I didn't know how to face him, so I had to turn around and leave.

"Don't mess around!" Dong Zhuo frowned and said, grabbing me, "Please medice." ”

"Yes." The retinue on the side took the order and left.

My heart was already in a mess, and when he pulled me like this, I couldn't help but feel a little angry: "Stop!" Don't call a medical worker! I don't have anything to do! ”

The attendant stopped with some embarrassment and looked at Dong Zhuo.

Dong Zhuo glared at him, and the entourage didn't dare to hesitate anymore, and immediately trotted all the way away.

After glaring at the entourage, Dong Zhuo didn't look at me, directly and carefully avoided the injury on my hand, picked me up horizontally, and sent me into the room, so angry that I grinded my teeth, but there was nothing I could do.

"Ahh My lord, what's the matter...... "As soon as I arrived at the door, I heard the sound of a little panicked bell.

Immediately, as if someone had poured a basin of cold water on my head, I came to my senses, closed my eyes and never spoke again.

The medical worker came soon, and under Dong Zhuo's sight, he gave me medicine and wrapped the wound, and then he broke out in a cold sweat and retreated.

"Miss, miss?" Seeing that my eyes had been closed, Ling'er whispered with some concern.

"Get out." Dong Zhuo's voice came faintly.

Ling'er was suffocated, and after a while, he answered in a low voice and retreated.

The room was quiet again.

"Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?" After being quiet for a while, Dong Zhuo couldn't hold it back, walked to the bed, sat down beside me, and asked a little irritably.

I shook my head, still not opening my eyes: "It's okay, it's just a little headache." ”

"Huh? Why do you have a headache, why didn't you say it just now, I'll call the medical staff again. Dong Zhuo suddenly panicked, and hurriedly got up to call the medical worker.

"It's okay, it's much better." I grabbed him and said a little sullenly.

"Really?" Dong Zhuo was skeptical.

"Well, I want to get some sleep."

"That'...... Okay, you can get a good night's sleep, and wait a minute to make your favorite bee candy rice crackers, okay? Dong Zhuo hesitated for a moment, but finally reached out and stroked my hair, and said in a soft voice.

"Hmm." I replied sullenly.

Dong Zhuo withdrew his hand, covered the quilt for me, and walked out with the door.

When I heard the sound of the door shut, I opened my eyes and felt the urge to cry, and the thought that these tenderness would belong to other women in the future made me feel a terrible pain in my heart.