(Cat flutter Chinese) Yu's eyes were dark, all the light was gone, and only a dark dead silence remained.

But then suddenly a coherent but familiar conversation rang in her ears.

That's their voice.

I never knew what loneliness was before you appeared, and after you appeared, I never wanted to bear this eternal loneliness alone.

His low, firm words, the crimson light that flew into the air in desperation.

He didn't stop her, but he didn't hesitate to disobey the will of heaven and use up all his strength to leave behind a wisp of her remnant.

I owe you a life, but I owe him an eternity.

You'll probably never need me to pay back the life I owe you, but I can't afford to pay him back forever.

It turns out that it is a tangled deficit over and over again.

When all the illusions and sounds were gone, only the cold tears on the face drenched the snow-white hide.

Suddenly, there were two crisp sharp sounds, and the heavens and the hearts of the Yue suddenly lost their strength and fell to the ground one after another.

Yue slowly opened his eyes, but he happened to meet the eyes that were complicated and indescribable.

"Last time I just saw some broken afterimages, but this time...

"Probably... It's because I have your soul in me. ”

"You... Already know? ”

"I didn't know it originally, but after reading this, I couldn't guess it. I should have been wiped out of the world. But now I can still sit here and talk to you, even if it's just an incomplete soul, there is only one possibility. ”

Yue paused suddenly, as if he suddenly didn't know what tone to use to continue.

"Divine sacrifice, forcibly splitting the soul of the god is originally taboo. And you split your own soul, and used it as a force to leave me behind. Although it is to save people, it is against the way of heaven to forcibly leave behind the gods who should have dissipated. What's more, you are the first god, and you knowingly commit double the punishment of heaven. So after that, you also fall into a deep sleep. ”

"Whether it's a taboo or a curse, I don't care. But I'm not sure if I can save you. Although I barely survived with my soul, I immediately fell into a deep sleep and could not do anything more. That remnant soul can only be repaired after thousands of years by relying on the power of heaven and earth or the power of reincarnation, and this process is too long and too dangerous, so even if I force that wisp of remnant soul, I am not sure at all. I do not know... I don't know if that remnant of soul will be able to stay safely, I don't know if you're still there when I wake up again, I don't know if you're really gone... I thought it was fulfillment, but I became more and more suspicious of whose attachment it was that was fulfilled with your sacrifice ... ”

Xing's voice became lower and lower, and he closed his eyes in pain, but Yue was stunned, as if he didn't understand the meaning of his words.

"That's ... What do you mean? It was my own choice ... ”

But before she could finish speaking, he interrupted her.

"That's right, that's your choice. But the reason why you have such a choice is all because of me, I told you that the power of the First God should be used to protect the heavens and the earth, it was I who made you the god of war in the night, and it was I who prevented the emperor from returning to you. It has always been me, and I have made the choice for you, but I have never asked you what you mean. I thought it was for your good, I thought I was not wrong, I thought all the sacrifices for this heaven and earth were worth it. But until I watched you fade away. , I suddenly realized that I have never asked you, what do you really want, whose obsession do you fulfill, do you really want to be immortal with me or have you become accustomed to accepting the path I have chosen for you? ”

"Lord, Brother Shan is back. Not only brought back a bucket of water crab porridge, but also wrapped a table of Luzhuxuan's dim sum, let's set a table outside, or... ”

Amber opened the curtain and walked in with great interest, but as soon as he saw the scene in the room, his face became very subtle.

Suffered, did he bump into something that shouldn't be seen? But wasn't it okay just now, which one is this singing?

Xing hung his head slightly, and he didn't raise his head when he heard Hu Er's voice, but just restrained all his emotions and replied indifferently.

"Just set up a table outside."

Amber nodded, quickly closed the curtain and retreated.

Yue jerked her face sideways the moment Koji came in, so as not to let him see the tears on her face.

After Hu Er left, Xing lowered his head and looked at the heavens and Yue Xin, who had completely fallen silent, but the corners of his mouth suddenly showed a self-deprecating smile.

It turns out that even the indestructible god of war is afraid.

He always thought he was indestructible and fearless.

He thought that those emotions that bordered on cowardice would never come to him.

But when he watched her disappear, he finally realized that he was not as determined as he thought.

He had lived far too long, and he had personally sent many people away, including his enemies, his best friends.

He thought he was strong enough.

Even if it was her who might be lost this time, he would be able to do the same as before.

Hide all the pain in your heart, and then carry everyone's expectations and beliefs to continue to walk unswervingly.

Their sacrifices were all worth it.

They are gone, but they will be immortalized with his life.

He thought it would be the same this time.

But when he watched her disappear, he had never experienced it, and the pain was dark.

He suddenly remembered the years when he had just fallen into a deep sleep, and he still had some subtle consciousness.

He kept telling himself that he couldn't just go to sleep, and that he kept remembering that there was one more thing that was extremely important that he had to do.

But when he struggled to wake up, he could only relive the nightmare over and over again.

Sleep is the lightest punishment from heaven for his disobedience to heaven's will.

But when she was left with only a wisp of remnant soul floating between heaven and earth, and could be wiped out at any time, sleep became the cruelest punishment.

In those countless days and nights, he was trapped in that tragic nightmare, but it also made him gradually understand one thing.

Maybe it's not that she's been dependent on him all along, but that he can't do without her anymore.

It wasn't until later, as time passed, that his consciousness finally fell into complete chaos.

He had forgotten everything that had been, but he remembered the immortality he had promised to a man.

The punishment only stared at the heavens for a moment, but it felt as if thousands of years had passed.

Without hesitation, he reached out and picked up the hearts and heavens on the ground, and put them back in place one by one.

"I'll go see if they're ready, and I'll pick you up later."

Yue didn't answer, just watched his figure in silence and walked out. He seemed to pause as he walked to the door, subconsciously wanting to say something, but in the end he just lifted the curtain and walked out.

Because he suddenly heard a very slight voice from behind him.

"So the reason why you have been obsessed with it all these years is love or guilt?"

The moment he heard that sentence, he subconsciously wanted to refute, but he moved his lips but couldn't say anything.

If it's love, but obviously even everything in the past has been forgotten, and only the tragedy of the last scene has become a shadow that will never go away.

But what about guilt?

It doesn't seem to be the case, but it can't be completely denied.

I can't simply say love, but I can't let go of the immortality that I promised to be with you.

Yue watched as his back finally disappeared outside the curtain, leaving only the curtain swaying in the breeze.

Even she couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, but it turned out that this was the truth she was searching for.

Martyrdom?

It turns out that she has done such a thing, if she is today, can she still exchange herself for the peace of the world without hesitation?

She had forgotten the bits and pieces of her past by her side, but after witnessing the end of that life, she had vaguely guessed something.

The torture gave her faith, but the death made her see the reality.

She used to be another sentence, so what about now?

What kind of self has she become?

When Xing walked into the room again, he saw Yue still sitting motionless on the ground.

There was a subtle pang of pain in his eyes, and if he had a choice, he would rather never let her know about these things, and just trust him and rely on him with all his heart as before.

But after so many years, and after passing the boundary between life and death, she is no longer the same person after all.

And he is no longer his former self.

Torture slightly moistened a clean handkerchief, carefully lifted her face and carefully wiped the tears from her face.

She didn't look at him, just let him gently wipe her face.

"It's all ready."

"Yes."

Yue nodded slightly, and shrank into his arms to let him hug him. But just as he was about to take a step, she gently grabbed his sleeve.

"If it's just guilt, then don't you want me anymore?"

"I never thought that a mere guilt would make me disobey God's will, maybe I can't completely deny the existence of guilt, but I still say that, I just want to live forever with you. As for those words I just said, it's not because I don't love you anymore, but because this time, I want to give you a choice. If you still choose me, then I will never let go. But if you want to go to his side, I won't blame you. ”

Yue listened to the words of the sentence in silence, but buried his head in his arms without answering, and only reopened his mouth after a long silence.

"I don't know ... And now I always feel that there are still many questions that remain unanswered. ”

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