In May 2014, heavy rains

Today is Qin Qin's death day, and Song Sichen went to worship her again.

I hesitated for a long time, but I followed, only to be discovered.

When he saw me, he was not surprised, and only said one word to me.

He said: "Ji Qinghe, you owe her a life, I can't forgive you in my life, I will let you live well and be tortured." ”

"Then let's spend it, see who can consume whom, you think I'll be afraid?" I laughed, "Qin Qin is dead, it's no fun to compete with her again, compared to you Song Sichen, the young grandmother of the Song family is more attractive to me, after all, there are a lot of good-looking people who are better and better than you, why do you think I will stick to you?" Do you really think I love you? Don't be ridiculous, these days, the most worthless thing is love. ”

Sure enough, when he heard me say this, his face changed suddenly, and he said, "I know!" ”

What does he know, I didn't ask, but I know, he doesn't know anything.

He didn't know that I liked him from the age of sixteen to the present, he didn't know that I was on a hunger strike to threaten my father to death in order to marry him, and he didn't know that all my duplicity was because I loved him.

To be honest, I don't want to be like this, I love someone clearly, why don't I say it?

But so what, Song Sichen will only laugh at me even more, why bother!

It's better to be like now, and the misunderstanding continues, at least let me know that he still hates me, and that's enough, because hate is also a feeling.

It's really sad, I, Ji Qinghe, will one day come to such a point for love, it's not me.

I'm so sad.

***

In December 2014, heavy snowfall

Now, all the people in the Song family say that I killed Qin Qin.

But I really didn't.

I don't know why this matter has passed for so long, they don't believe me, although I also hate Qin Qin and am jealous that she likes Song Sichen, but I never thought of her dying.

I rushed in to save her, but I couldn't.

Damn, my head hurts again.

My brother said that I was seriously injured after the fire, and the headache was the after-effect.

He told me to choose to forget the accident, but I couldn't.

Because I understand that it wasn't an injury, it was that I had depression and hysteria.

Originally, I wasn't sure, but I remember that after Qin Qin's death, I kept seeing her come to me and ask me why I didn't go to school and couldn't see Song Sichen.

It's psychosis.

I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that Song Sichen will know.

So, I had to cover it up, and luckily he didn't find out.

But I know that the reason why he didn't notice it was because he didn't care about me at all, so he wouldn't know about my symptoms.

When I think about it, I suddenly want to cry.

***

In March 2015, heavy rains

Today is not Qin Qin's death day, and there is nothing special, but Song Sichen went to worship Qin Qin, he went for a long time, and only came back in the evening.

I don't know what's going on. Because this time, I didn't secretly follow Song Sichen again.

There's no need for it.

I was in the studio and painted all day.

I didn't stop writing until my wrist was sore.

Looking at Song Sichen on the paper, I finally couldn't hold back my crying, Song Sichen's eyebrows and eyes in the painting were gentle, but such tenderness never belonged to me.

A long time ago, I swore that if one day, Song Sichen could open the door here and find him that I had painted, then even if he didn't love me for the rest of his life, I would be with him.

At least he saw my love for him, no less than Qin Qin.

***

March 27, 2015, fine

Song Sichen still announced his relationship with Shen Hanjia, on his birthday.

They thought I didn't know, but I found out, but I didn't say it.

Because of Shen Hanjia, I quarreled with Song Sichen again, and under his anger, he finally told the truth from the bottom of his heart, he disliked me for being dirty.

I didn't explain it to him because I couldn't tell.

How do you want me to tell him that I went to the hotel after receiving a text message from him? And how do you tell me that the text message was actually sent by his mother on his phone? If it were me, I wouldn't believe it, let alone Song Sichen, who is so filial?

Since there are some things that can't be said clearly, then let's not talk about them.

For example, my first time is still there.

For example, his mother has been sowing discord between me and him.

For example, my condition seems to be serious.

After thinking about it, what is the use of thinking about this, he has already filed for divorce anyway.

Thinking of this, my chest hurts so much.

***

March 31, 2015, light rain

Shen Hanjia is pregnant, and it is Song Sichen's.

Jiajia exposed the news of Shen Hanjia's pregnancy for me, for which I am very grateful and moved.

Song Sichen quarreled with me again, over the years, he has either spoken ill of me, or raised his eyebrows coldly, I am almost used to it, and I am tired of it.

Is this really what I want?

At first, I wanted to be with Song Sichen because I thought I loved him enough that I could bring him joy and happiness.

Now I suddenly realized that what I thought was just what I thought.

What you like is an apple, but I gave you a cart of pears, I told you that pears are the best fruit, I thought you would be moved, but I didn't know that you didn't like the taste of pears at all, from beginning to end, you only liked apples.

So Song Sichen, I don't blame you.

You're good, you just don't like me.

And I only understand now that it's not too late to decide to let go and give you happiness?

……

Song Sichen clutched the paper tightly, as if he would cry at any time.

He never knew that the misunderstanding between him and her was so deep.

He brought her nothing but despair and pain, but she never blamed him. He would rather Ji Qinghe blame himself, in this case, he would not be so guilty if he knew the truth.

He owes Ji Qinghe, and he can't pay it back in this life.

His gaze fell on the last page of the paper on which he had written, and there was only one sentence on it.

Ji Qinghe wrote: I think, I still regret it.

What do you regret? Like him? Fall in love with him? Or marry him?

Song Sichen didn't know, he only knew that he regretted it.

"If you lose Ji Qinghe, you will regret it."

"Song Sichen, it was you who cut off your previous relationship with your own hands, not someone else."

"Song Sichen, from now on, she will never owe you anything again. On the contrary, it is you who owe her, and you will not be able to pay it back in this life. ”

……

Ringing in his ears the words of warning and reminding him in the past, Song Sichen only felt extremely ironic, and those memories kept echoing in his mind, laughing at his unbearableness.

There was a kind of almost desperate collapse on his face, and this cold and noble man, who could no longer bear the torment and collapse in his heart at this moment, put the notepad on his face, and cried bitterly......

Song Silin learned that Song Sichen had returned to Bihai Villa, and remembered that he had a document in his hand that needed to be given to him, so he came.

He pushed the door open and froze in place.

Song Sichen has been going through divorce procedures with Ji Qinghe these days, and he knows it.

Looking at the paintings in the room and Song Sichen with water in the corners of his eyes, Song Silin was silent.

After half a sound, he said, "If you really regret it, don't bother her again, give her a clean life." ”

Song Silin was worried that Song Sichen would hold on to Ji Qinghe after he woke up.

Song Sichen didn't speak, but his hand holding the notepad stiffened suddenly.

Seeing this, Song Silin's eyes flashed slightly, and he really had this thought.

Then he spoke again, with a slight sense of vigilance in his tone, "This is the only way between you, if you entangle again, don't say that even I won't help you when the time comes!" ”

Who knows, when Song Sichen heard this, he smiled faintly and was slightly sarcastic, "Have you helped me?" ”

Song Silin frowned.

Then I heard him say, "Don't worry, I'm not that unreasonable. ”

"It's better to be like this." Song Silin nodded.

I just don't know why, there is always a feeling of unsteadiness in my heart.

He thought he was thinking too much, so he didn't care. After thinking about it for a while, he still said to Song Sichen, "Regarding Shen Hanjia's push of Ji Qinghe downstairs, I hope you will investigate it clearly, because I believe that Ji Qinghe will not do that." ”

"Also, even if you don't believe Ji Qinghe's words, you should always believe the surveillance video, right? True or false, right or wrong, everything will be clear after watching the monitoring. Don't tell me you don't have surveillance in your home. The last sentence, with a sneer.

Song Sichen lowered his eyelids and hid the contemplation at the bottom of his eyes.

After Song Si left, he took the documents and went back to the company.

What about that document, he didn't have the heart to care.

At this moment, what he cared about was the things that Ji Qinghe mentioned in his diary.

Because of his preconceived ideas, he always thought that Ji Qinghe had deceived him, but no matter how much a person lies, it is impossible to lie in his diary.

So, what exactly is Qin Qin's death?

It was Lan Xing who told Song Sichen that Qin Qin was killed by Ji Qinghe, saying that she saw it with her own eyes.

It was impossible for Song Sichen to doubt his mother, so he believed in her, and now after reading Ji Qinghe's diary, he only felt a chill in his back.

What role does his mother play between him and Ji Qinghe?

Song Sichen closed his eyes, his eyes full of pain.

Then he opened his eyes again, no matter what, the most important thing now is to go to Shen Hanjia, he wants to ask what was going on at that time.

Shen Hanjia finally sorted out her mood, and when she saw Song Sichen coming, she smiled slightly, "Ah Chen, you are here." ”

Song Sichen didn't speak, he looked at her quietly, and his dark eyes made Shen Hanjia's heart sink.

She asked tentatively, "Ah Chen, what's wrong with you?" ”

"I ask you, why don't you have a child?"

Shen Hanjia chuckled and pulled the corners of her mouth, "Don't you already know?" It's Ji Qing and her ......"

"I want to hear the truth." Song Sichen interrupted her, "You know my character, it's best not to lie to me." ”

Shen Hanjia pursed her lips, and then, she smiled miserably, "Yes, I lied to you!" ”

"It's me who is jealous of her, and I want you to divorce her, so I deliberately designed to frame her, but I didn't expect the child to be gone." And I can't get pregnant anymore.

Song Sichen sneered when he heard this, "I didn't expect it? You didn't think you couldn't get pregnant again! ”

Shen Hanjia's eyes widened, with disbelief in his eyes.

Song Sichen knew, he actually knew!

Shen Hanjia was in a cold sweat on her back.

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