Chapter 048 I want to be alone for a while
It's really interesting two people, I sat down, while eating fruit, while looking at their computer that has not been turned off, what kind of game is this, I don't know if it is easy to operate?
I went back to my room to take a shower and go to bed after eating the fruit, I don't know when they came back, and when I got up the next morning, they had already gone to the company.
In the afternoon, I went to the refrigerator to get a drink, and when I saw Aunt Jing answering the phone, she seemed very excited and nodded again and again, "I know!" I know! ”
I watched her put down the phone in a daze, then wiped my tears, looked up and saw that I was looking at her, Aunt Jing said, "Chairman Mu is awake!" ”
"Awake?" I am also very happy to hear this news, it is not easy, Mu Gongzi's father has been in a coma for half a month, and it is a miracle that he can wake up.
"Mu Gongzi has already gone to the hospital. I don't know if Chairman Mu can eat anything now, do you want to make some of his favorite soup first? Aunt Jing walked into the kitchen with a sigh of thought.
Mu Gongzi's father woke up, it should be good news for the company and for him, at least those who bullied him in the company will not be so unscrupulous anymore, right?
When Mu Gongzi and Wen Ling came back in the evening, I felt that he didn't seem to be particularly happy, so he didn't talk to me and went upstairs directly.
"What's wrong with him? Didn't he say his dad woke up? I stood beside Wen Ling and asked him in a low voice.
"I didn't go to the hospital, I don't know what's wrong with him." Wen Ling said.
Could it be that something unpleasant happened between him and his father? But this is also normal, according to Aunt Jing's introduction, there are many contradictions between Mu Gongzi and his father, and it is not easy to get rid of these little knots!
"We're probably leaving." Wen Ling said again.
"Why?" There are still more than ten days left until a month!
"In a few days, the person surnamed Mu should bring his father back, we are not suitable here." Wen Ling looked at me, "Don't you want to go home to be with your parents?" ”
"Of course!" But just leaving Mu Gongzi like this, I still feel unbearable.
Wen Ling went upstairs and went back to his room, I went to the study and didn't see Mu Gongzi, presumably he wanted to be alone and quiet, I withdrew from the study and saw Aunt Jing coming up with a bowl of something.
"Miss Yan," she stopped me and said, "you help me bring this bowl of bighead carp soup to Mu Gongzi, and I must let him eat a little." ”
"Oh!" I took the bowl of soup and felt like a daunting task! He's not in a good mood right now, after all.
After knocking on the door, there was no response from inside, I gently pushed the door, and it opened, and with a sigh of relief, I walked in with the soup.
The lights were on in the room, the curtains had been drawn, I didn't see Mu Gongzi, I thought he had gone to take a bath, but when I turned around, I saw his shoulders and hair exposed on the other side of the bed.
"Little Mumu!" Gently walked over, placed the soup bowl on the table to the side, and crouched next to him.
"You go out, I want to be alone for a while." Mu Gongzi's voice was a little hoarse.
"You drink all this bowl of soup, and I'll go out." I just sat down.
He looked up and squinted at me, without glasses, so I could see his bloodshot eyes clearly.
"I don't want to eat." Mu Gongzi may want to be angry, but after looking at me for a long time, he still endures it.
Mu Gongzi didn't want to eat, and I didn't force him to eat, I stayed by his side quietly, Mu Gongzi kept curling up and burying his head in the crook of his arm, like an injured little beast.
"Do you remember a lot of things from your childhood?" I asked him in a low voice.
He turned his head to the side, stared at me closely, and asked me with his eyes how I knew.
"When I was born, my grandfather didn't like me because I was a girl, but then I grew up a little bit, I was good-looking, and I could say nice things, so my grandfather was kind to me, but when I was six years old, he died, I remember when he was sick, he hugged me with all his strength, and he regretted that he didn't hug me more when I was younger."
I'm telling a true story, and maybe I have a good memory, so even a lot of things that happened when I was very young would be played in front of my eyes like a movie.
Mu Gongzi didn't speak, just looked at me, and I continued: "So what you think is imperfect, if you accept it with another way of thinking, maybe it will be perfect." ”
Mu Gongzi still didn't speak, his eyes were a little blurry, he should be recalling something, I whispered: "Let's pass the past, we are already very tired when we are alive, it is better to be free and easy." ”
After a long silence, Mu Gongzi finally spoke, and he told me that his mother was a very gentle woman, silently guarding this family, silently taking care of him and his father, no matter how much he was wronged, he would only secretly hide from himself and cry.
All the disputes between her and her father are related to him, and the mother will only break herself out when she defends her son.
But what she got was more insults and fists, and her relationship with her father came to an end.
Mu Gongzi said that he always thought that the reason why his mother had lung cancer in her thirties was inseparable from his father, so he couldn't accept that his mother had suffered a lot and left, but his father could spend all his time drinking.
So while he established the image of a sensible child, he also did a lot of revenge.
When his father sent him abroad, at the age of sixteen, he began to learn to be independent, to bear everything alone.
He remembered that he had secretly sworn in his heart that he would never come back for the rest of his life! But in the end, he couldn't be ruthless, because his father began to call him often, telling him that he was getting worse and worse, and that he missed him very much.
His father would apologize to him with tears, saying that as time went by, he began to miss his mother's days when he was alive, and if he did it again, he would cherish this family that should have been happy.
Mu Gongzi came back, but within a few days, his father suddenly suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and went to the hospital.
At first, Mu Gongzi thought that he could rely on a lot of people, after all, there were many uncles and uncles in the company who were good friends of his father who were born and died together, but he found out that not all people who call brothers and sisters are real friends.
In the past half a month, he has experienced as long as a century, learned to flatter, learned to weigh the pros and cons, and learned to intrigue and trickery.
I knew that Mu Gongzi had been very tired, and unconsciously attached his hand to give him a little insignificant strength.
"Now that your dad has woken up, you can relax a little bit in the future, won't you?" That's what I think.
Mu Gongzi's eyes began to drift, he looked at me quietly and said, "I went to the hospital to see him today, although he has come to his senses, but he can't speak, do you know how sad I felt at that moment?" ”
I think I know that just like my grandfather hugged me in tears, Mu Gongzi must have regretted his hatred for his father over the years, and did not accompany him well.
Hey, we always like to think about others with our own minds, just like I thought something unpleasant happened between him and his father, but in fact it was his guilt for his father that made him feel bad*.
And I naively thought that when I was awake, I would be the same as a normal person, but in fact, I was awake and I just opened my eyes, and he couldn't move, he couldn't speak, he just regained consciousness.
I won't say too many beautiful words of comfort, just take the bowl of soup that Aunt Jing asked me to send into my hand and say, "Hurry up and eat, only when you are full will you have the strength to take care of Dad, and fight with those people!" ”
"What is this?" Mu Gongzi actually put on a disgusted expression.
I couldn't remember the name of the bowl of soup that Aunt Jing said for a while, but I still said angrily: "If you let you eat it, you can eat it, if there are so many words, Aunt Jing can still harm you!" ”
"I really don't have an appetite." Mu Gongzi began to pout and sell cuteness.
"You really don't know how blessed you are!" I couldn't help but start to think bittersweetly: "How can there be so many things in the soup at home, the pork rib soup is pork ribs, the chicken soup is a chicken, you can see two slices of ginger at most, such a hearty soup is still so much nonsense!" ”
"Can you afford pork rib soup and chicken soup at home? The standard of living is good! Mu Gongzi said a little smokingly.
"I'll count to three, and you're still not delicious, so I'll put this bowl of soup on your head!" I was furious, "One! Two! ”
"It tastes good!" Mu Gongzi took the bowl over, and raised his nose to smell it, enjoying it very much.
What a hard guy who doesn't eat soft! I snorted coldly, too lazy to take care of him!
"Come, give me the best piece of bighead carp meat for my little Yanyan!" Mu Gongzi said as he brought a piece of fish to my mouth.
To be honest, I'm still a little unaccustomed to such intimate movements, I feed him, and he feeds me are completely two different feelings, which reminds me of Wen Ling, he once fed me noodles, and he made noodles with his own hands.
"Delicious, right? Aunt Jing's craftsmanship has always been good! Mu Gongzi was full of praise.
I remember that he was disgusted just now, and he really changed his face faster than the sky!
But Aunt Jing's skills are indeed comparable to that of a chef, I like her sweet and sour pork ribs the most, and she is so kind, I think I will miss her very much when I leave here!
"Yan Ruoxian, you don't like computers, learn management or accounting in the future, come and help me manage the company or manage the accounts!" We can still be together every day! Mu Gongzi suddenly looked at me and said seriously.
Why do I have to be with you every day? I frowned and looked at him, what the hell is this guy doing?
"It's unlikely!"
I'll go, isn't this muffled voice Wen Ling? I couldn't help but get goosebumps all over my body, I couldn't see anyone!