Chapter 367: Self-blame
ChineseSure enough, Tang Man ignored me, and I said again speechlessly,
"Master, it's time to eat." Tang Man finally reacted, she shook her head and said,
"If you don't eat it, you eat it yourself."
"Aren't you hungry?"
"Not hungry."
"But it's already time for dinner, you see it's seven o'clock, and the food should be eaten while it's hot."
"Don't eat it." After Tang Man finished this, he continued to turn the page and continue to read, his calm eyes continued to look at the books she liked to read, and I could only sit beside her.
Looking at her quiet appearance, she is usually like this, but now it doesn't feel right. I continued,
"I'm sorry master, I shouldn't have been angry with you just now."
"You're not sorry for me, I forced you." Don Man shook his head.
"You didn't force me, I took your law book, I should listen to you." I said.
"No, you listened to me out of necessity, and you won't listen to me again in three years."
"It's not like that, after three years, you and I are very familiar with each other, and it's not a big deal to continue listening to you."
"No, that's not what you think in your heart." Tang Man shook her head, she closed the book and stood up and walked towards her room.
"Door master, you don't want to eat?" I hurriedly stood up.
"Don't eat it." Don Man opened her door and walked in, closing the door. I was stunned for a while, and smiled bitterly, she was really not used to this, and I had no appetite for looking at the dishes on the table.
After a while of the wind blowing on the balcony, I simply went back to my room, took out the jade pendant, and put three pillars of incense on the fruit, while I lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
But after tossing and turning for a while, I really couldn't sleep, so I could only sit cross-legged and breathe. I don't know how long it took, but I fell asleep in a daze, and I had a very strange dream.
I dreamed that I went to look for Don Man, but I searched all over her wooden house, only to find that she suddenly disappeared, and she disappeared without leaving any information, so I kept looking for it until I woke up.
I was relieved to find out that it was a dream, but I was speechless to myself, this dream was inexplicable, how could the good Tang Man suddenly disappear?
After looking at the time, it was already morning, so I packed up and walked out, and now I can go back directly.
I haven't been in touch with Zhan and them, and I don't know how he and Yin Fang are doing, it seems that I have to take time to see Zhan them after I go back this time.
The food on the table in the hall was untouched, and I subconsciously looked at the balcony and Tang Man was not there, but I heard a little movement in her room, and soon she walked out of the room.
Seeing that her lips are a little dry, she shouldn't have eaten and drunk all night, and she can really resist.
"Master, I'll cook porridge." I looked at her and said.
"Nope." Tang Man shook his head and walked outside. I was naturally in a hurry to chase out, and soon arrived at the parking lot, Tang Man drove back without a word, Tang Man drove not fast, her eyes looked ahead, and it was extremely stable.
I sat in the back and was speechless all the way, I never thought it would be so boring to ride in her car, and when I sat three or four empty, I could only try to talk to her,
"Did you sleep last night?"
"Yes." She nodded simply.
"How long did you sleep?" I asked, and she finally spoke.
"For a long time."
"Are you hungry?"
"Not hungry." Don Man shook his head. Uh, well, I'm so hungry myself, I can only close my eyes and see if I can get some sleep, and it's better to sleep than to be silent for more than ten years.
But after I closed my eyes for half an hour, I found that I was thinking too much and couldn't sleep at all, so I could only try to talk again.
When I asked her, she answered me, but it was not a word or two words, it was very short, and I was convinced.
Staying up speechless until the evening, Tang Man had been driving for twelve hours in a row, from seven o'clock in the morning to now, and at this rate, there were still two hours to arrive.
Tang Man couldn't see a trace of tiredness on his face, just driving quietly, I was tired and sleepy, I closed my eyes in a daze, not long after I came, I suddenly looked moved, because you felt that the car slowly stopped, arrived?
I quickly opened my eyes, but I saw Tang Man staring at a place in the distance, I also looked over curiously, and I saw two acquaintances, who were Tang Man's sister Zhang Xin and Lao Yue.
The two of them are actually setting up a stall on the side of the road now, and it has only been less than half a month, and they are starting to be unlucky?
After all, when I saw them before, they should be watching the sunset from the balcony of the place where they live now.
It's an ordinary spicy stall, it looks very old, it should be bought second-hand, and it should only be one or two, no one patronizes it, because it is too far apart, so I can't see what the faces of Lao Yue and Zhang Xin are, since they are like this now, they are considered to have lost their wealth.
However, although it was too far away, I didn't see any frustrated negative expressions on Zhang Xin and Lao Yue's faces, but it was really like one of the old couple was dressing vegetables and the other was wiping the table, enjoying themselves, but it was just a little deserted.
Zhang Xin's mood should be similar to Tang Man's, and it doesn't matter if something happens, and Lao Yue is also quite cheerful, so my previous worries were superfluous, they are much more open to money than I imagined at this age.
I couldn't help but glance at Tang Man, her eyes flashed, her eyes were slightly red, she grabbed the steering wheel with both hands, and muttered to herself,
"Is it right or wrong for me to do this?" If she usually asks me, I really don't know how to answer her, but now I suddenly saw Tang Man's expression, I couldn't hide my sadness, and I also muttered,
"There is no right or wrong in this, only suitable and inappropriate, according to the lives of the two of them, they should have been like this, living an ordinary life, and now you just let them change back."
"But I think I did it wrong in the first place." Tang Man shook his head,
"I didn't ask my sister's opinion, I imposed on her with my own values, she was kept in the dark, she didn't know anything, she didn't know what she had encountered, she didn't know why she went from having money to not having money, and I didn't know why she couldn't conceive a child normally, she didn't know anything......" I heard Tang Man's tone for the first time, sad, very sad, I thought that with calm she would not have anything to make her mood swing, but I was wrong, Tang Man is also a woman.
Tang Man is like this, I am also silent, I don't know how to comfort her, so I accompanied her and looked at Zhang Xin quietly, Tang Man used to look at Zhang Xin in a special glass, but this time it was different.
Time passed little by little, and I watched it for about half an hour, as if this Lao Yue's business was so bad that no one patronized.
I groaned and looked at Tang Man,
"I'm hungry, why don't we go get some food?" Tang Man glanced at me and shook his head,
"I'm not going."
"Don't you dare to see your sister?" I asked. Tang Man shook his head and did not answer.
"Are you hungry then?" Tang Man still shook his head, I don't know where the courage came from, opened the car door and walked out, then opened her car door, and said softly,
"Just go and see, eat something, she won't recognize you."
"I'm not going, I'm not going." Don Man shook his head. She was about to close the car door, and I grabbed her hand.
"Just go and see, she doesn't recognize you."
"No, I'm not going." Tang Man still shook her head, her eyes fluctuated obviously, and compared with her previous calm gaze, it was a gaffe.
"Is it okay to believe me once? You're only doing it for their own good...... Your sister has already looked this way. I said.
Tang Man hurriedly looked over, and sure enough, Zhang Xin looked over here, it was quite far away, she should have thought that I was arguing with Tang Man.
Tang Man lowered his head, was quiet for a few minutes, and finally looked up and asked,
"My sister really won't recognize me?" I shook my head,
"Do you have sunglasses? If so, it's safer to bring it with you. "Tang Man and Zhang Xin are similar to each other, if you wear a pair of sunglasses, Zhang Xin should not recognize it.
"Yes, yes." Tang Man took out a pair of sunglasses and immediately brought them on. Hiding her deep eyes, I took a few looks, and found that she was quite stylish with sunglasses, and I couldn't help but joke, it was very good-looking.
She had no words.
"Let's go, let's go get something to eat." I said. Tang Man snorted, she walked out of the car, exhaled slightly, I pulled her towards Zhang Xin's stall, I felt something was wrong while walking, I subconsciously glanced at Tang Man, she seemed to have noticed that something was wrong, and we looked at each other.
Because I just grabbed her hand, I actually forgot to let go, and now I'm still holding her hand. Cat flutter Chinese