Chapter 15: Grievances
I thought that I was sore and weak anyway, and the child was so big, and it was a little inconvenient to bathe by myself, so I agreed to him. After that, he really took a bath for me honestly.
During the bath, he washed the residual leaves underneath me, and on the one hand, he was embarrassed to frown his eyebrows, and his lips trembled slightly, while enjoying his service to me with peace of mind.
"I worked hard for you last night. I didn't have it myself. It's too profligate, how do you feel? Do you feel uncomfortable in any way? ”
"It's fine." I snorted, blushing like I was dripping blood.
"I'll call the Imperial Doctor in a moment and ask him to come back and take your pulse. It's not good to hurt a child. ”
But I thought to myself, how can I see the Imperial Doctor at this time, this body is full of traces, hey!
He seemed to see what I was thinking, and comforted me and said that it was okay, this imperial doctor had been in the palace for many years, and he knew the rules. He won't talk nonsense.
I was also worried that something was really wrong with the child, so I reluctantly nodded.
After a while, the Imperial Doctor hurried over and asked for my pulse.
Wenshan asked, "How is it, is the child okay?"
The old lady thought twice and said, "Everything is fine with the fetus in the child's womb. It's just that the thing that the old decay sent last time was the jade potential that had been soaked in the medicine. The old man forgot to tell his son one more sentence, that jade should not be used with seafood. If you want to eat seafood, you must take it out of the body two or three hours in advance, and after eating, it will take two or three hours before it can be placed in the body. ”
The words of the imperial doctor let me know what was the reason for last night's one-night affair, there was a spicy crayfish in the dish at noon yesterday, and I ate more for a while, no wonder.
"Ridiculous, how can such a thing be forgotten?" Although Wen Shan said so, he was a little happy in his heart. Good thing you forgot to make it up to me.
"Yes, yes, the old minister should die. I forgot to tell the little boy about such an important matter. I also hope that the son will forgive. ”
"Step down, concentrate on taking care of Childe's body, and remember in the future, when you forget such an important thing, something happens, I only ask you." Wen Shan said and waved his hand, letting the doctor go down.
"Since it's the doctor's negligence, you don't have to borrow it anymore, it's all like never happened. After that, I don't remember it, and our relationship is the same as before, okay?"
"Don't talk about it again." When I say this, I think Wenshan has understood what I mean, I don't want to lose a friend who treats me like this, and what he said about liking you is definitely not what I think. Just act as if nothing happened.
"You have a good rest today, I'll leave after the last thing, and I'll come back to see you tomorrow."
"What?"
He shook the box in his hand. What's in that box? I couldn't know better, it was a box of jade sent by the old lady.
Wenshan coaxed me, and asked me to take off my pants, choose a medium to small one, and hold it in my hand.
I have mixed feelings. I can't tell if it's a shame or an unspeakable pain, or a little angry, in short, the mood is really complicated.
Wenshan teased me slowly. Trying to arouse my desire so that it would be easier for me to accept it, I was afraid of pressing my stomach, so I rolled over and lay on my back on the bed, but in this way, this position... And with his teasing, I found out that I was... Noodles ... One. One. Biting the jade potential, with his movements, he swallowed it one by one, and the bath room just now was still relatively wet, and it was not very difficult to accept, but swallowing it all still made me a little uncomfortable. With it slowly. In, I'm getting more and more angry, and I don't know if it's anger or green desire, or because I can do it like this. Wait until the end of the jade momentum slowly disappears in. In the middle, Wenshan held my waist with one hand, pulled my shoulders with the other, helped me up, and tidied up my dirty clothes for me.
"You have a good rest today, and I'll come back tomorrow." As he spoke, he turned and left.
"What are you coming here tomorrow, is it funny to see me a man pregnant, curious about how I gave birth to this child as a man." I don't know why, I couldn't suppress my anger and sadness, and yelled at him. Maybe it's because of the jade situation just now, maybe it's because of last night. I knew I didn't blame him, but I just couldn't restrain myself.
He also seemed to be frightened by my anger: "Feng'er, what's wrong with you? Isn't there something uncomfortable? ”
"Get out, get out, I don't want to see you again, get out." I really don't know why he yelled at him like this, maybe because of the anger of being pregnant for so long, maybe because he was a man. The shame of falling beneath others.
"Okay, okay, I'll go out first, don't be angry, come and look for me outside when you're not angry, I'll wait for you outside."
"You get out, the farther away from me the better, I really don't want to see you again." I watched him walk out of my room. I lay on the bed and cried. It's obvious that he was angry, but he was crying and crying. I really feel that I have some grievances, no, not some, very wronged, in the past, I was also the prince of a country, I had no worries about food and clothing, who dared to give me grievances. How many women in the palace are waiting for my favor and want to marry me as a wife and concubine. But now? I want to be pressed by others, and I want to conceive and give birth to children for others. Why? Just because of the temporary negligence of his father seven years ago, he made a poisonous hand.
When I was angry, I didn't even have my senses, and even thought that what this had to do with me, it was all my father's business, what did he have to do with me when he died, why did I want to suffer all the grievances in this glass country? Why didn't my father come himself, but let me come??
Seeing that my belly for more than seven months has become bigger and bigger, it has become a small hill. Eating and sleeping all day long, sleeping and eating, it is simply a pig. In the past, he was so high-spirited, everywhere he went, he was dignified, and the jade tree was in the wind. What now? How did it come to be like this?
Full of grievances, the helplessness of the past, the longing for my father and queen mother, the thousands of hardships since I was pregnant, the lament for last night's events, and the panic of the future childbirth, all these things pressed me and made my heart very heavy. I fell on my side on the bed and silently burst into tears, letting them slide down my cheekbones one by one, drip onto the pillow, and blur the large water stains.
I cried and cried and fell asleep, forgetting that Wenshan was waiting for me at the door.