Chapter 21 Acquittal
The moment he stepped into the void, Mu Ningjiu felt a sense of relaxation and relief that his heart had never felt before. Yes, the best way to overcome your demons is to downplay their importance. If it seems to have nothing in the mind, there is no such thing as overcoming or not; Naturally, it does not pose any threat in psychological warfare with opponents. The materialization of the characters in her mind just now was unconsciously driven by her deep inner consciousness, which led to beautiful memories and inadvertently untied the shackles in her heart. She felt the dream soul in her right wrist burning slightly, as if absorbing waves of energy.
The lights are bright, and people are dancing with emotion.
The hot electronic music and the shouts of the dancers were so piercing that they cracked the eardrums. The lights flickered incessantly, making people dizzy.
Mu Ningjiu opened his eyes in the midst of the noise.
What had just happened to her, she suddenly fell asleep.
He was wearing a cloak from his dreams. She looked around, and unexpectedly saw her shrunken self from her previous life in the corner of the wall, and Ah Zhai on the side. She rushed over and stretched out her hand to touch the girl's face, only to find her hand passing through her face. She...... Doesn't exist?
"Ah Zhai, I'm sorry......" Mu Ningjiu's eyes were hollow and murmured, regardless of whether the person on the other side could hear it.
"I'm sorry to be your friend."
"I'm sorry to steal something from you by pretending to be smart."
"I'm sorry to put you in danger."
"I'm sorry I couldn't save you."
"I'm sorry to meet you."
"All, I'm sorry......" Mu Ningjiu touched his face, it was wet, and the guilt in his heart did not decrease by a point.
In his previous life, he suddenly got up and said to Ah Zhai:
"Zhai, I'm dying of hunger, let's go to the kitchen and steal some food." When Mu Ningjiu heard this, he stared at Ah Zhai tightly, shook his head vigorously and said:
"Don't, don't, don't promise her ......"
"She's a liar, a ...... of money"
She tried her best, and shouted with a crying voice:
"Don't! Ah Zhai !! ”
"You're going to die......"
"Okay, hurry up, while there's no one." The girl's eyes flashed with a hungry green light, and she said without hesitation.
The dialogues and scenes that have been repeated thousands of times in the dream are really happening in front of her eyes like this, she is just nothing, she can't do anything......
"You two little bastards! Do what??? A nightmarish male voice rang in his ears. Mu Ningjiu raised her face blurred by tears and rushed to the kitchen. She suddenly remembered that in her last dream, she was able to use her spiritual power to materialize her memories. In ecstasy, a spiritual power ball was condensed in his hand and thrown at the man with all his might.
"Smack."
"Bang-"
Mu Ningjiu watched in disbelief as the spiritual power rebounded back from the invisible barrier and disappeared into the void.
Ah Zhai is dead.
At all costs.
She's still dead.
Die with a grievance or everlasting regret.
The hands at her side trembled uncontrollably, her eyes were red, and she suddenly yelled like crazy: "Ahh
"Why, why, why !!" She could have changed all that, she could, why not let her! Isn't that her dream? Isn't it hers!! Even dreams have to be so cruel to her...... As if his body had been hollowed out, Mu Ningjiu was like a puppet with a line off, slowly sliding to the ground.
It was so painful, like dying. Her eyes gradually drifted, and her head began to ache sharply, but it was far less painful than her heart......
......
She opened her eyes, filled with tears, like a helpless, scarred little monster.
"Woooooooooo......oo Ah Zhai... It's all Xiao Mu's fault... Xiao Mu is so painful, really painful......"
The tearing sensation in her brain that she couldn't get rid of seemed to split her soul in two. Her gaze is blank and unfocused:
"Brother, where are you ......?"
"Xiao Mu is a sinner... So... Even you're going to ignore me... Isn't it?" she choked, tears on her face still dry, and new tears were added, like a stream that never ends.
The dream soul on his right wrist suddenly bloomed with a burst of extremely bright blue light. In the blue light, a man in purple walked out. He held Xiao Mu's face and wiped away her tears with his hands:
"Xiao Mu, why would my brother ignore you? You see, my brother has been here, don't be sad. ”
A pair of beautiful eyes deeply grasped her soul struggling between hell, and her voice sounded softly:
"Listen up."
"You are not guilty, he is." She turned her head with difficulty, and following Shang Jin's pointing, she saw that the man who was five big and three thick was walking out of the steamed bun as if nothing happened. The blood in his eyes darkened.
"Don't take all the sins on yourself, this is not the Mu Ningjiu I know." The first sharp pain, when she opened her eyes again, she saw Shang Jin and heard his deep voice in her ears:
"Mu Ningjiu, who I know, is brave and fearless."
"The Mu Ningjiu I know is brilliant and dazzling."
"She is decisive, confident, jealous and hateful, never shows weakness in front of others, and never compassionates; But he still retains a gentle seven-trick exquisite heart. ”
"She doesn't show her face very often, but I know it." Mu Ningjiu's eyes reflected the man in front of him, and his heart trembled slightly.
"I also know that she has such a group of people who love her: they are a warm harbor when she is frustrated; They are the constant driving force for her as she grows; They are the people she wants to treat well in her life. ”
"So, for your own sake, for their sake, please let go of cowardice and become strong. Remember, no matter what happens, they will be the ones who have your back behind you. ”
"Because,"
"They love you."
"I love you."
Mu Ningjiu had already burst into tears. She hugged the man who made her want to be the first to open her heart, as if she wanted to melt him into her bones. Then he whispered in his ear:
"Thank you."
She felt the abundant spiritual power flowing all over her body, and she took a deep breath, and she blew the lan in her hand. Suddenly, countless sound rhythms turned into sound blades, passed through the thick barrier between them, and shot towards the man, like countless meteors streaked across the black night sky, beautiful and magnificent.
"Huh." It was the voice of ten thousand people entering the flesh, and the man didn't say a word, and fell to the ground softly. Mu Ningjiu held a sharp weapon made of spiritual power in his hand and walked to the man's side.
Poke hard.
It seems to have catharsis countless days and nights of horror and hesitation.
Blood streaked across her white palms and dripped on the ground, like Manju Sawa in hell.
There seemed to be something empty in my heart, and I became light.
She coldly hooked the corners of her mouth and walked to Ah Zhai's side.
Spiritual power flowed through her palms, washing away the filthy blood.
She crouched down and slowly closed the girl's eyes on the ground.
The red lips opened lightly, as if ringing in the distance:
"Ah Zhai, Qiu, I'll avenge you, rest in peace."
Ah Zhai's death is not her fault.
But she was also at fault.
Her mistake was to blindly take the blame on herself, and let go of the wicked who had truly unforgivable sins.
She was wrong that she shouldn't have deceived herself into forgetting everything here, but she dreamed back every midnight and hovered on the edge of a painful hell.
She was wrong, cowardly escaping, and created Xiao Mu.
The funny thing is that these mistakes, she actually realized today, in a dream.
The reality has long been unchangeable, which may be the reason why her spiritual power failed when she wanted to rescue Ah Zhai.
Simply, she has this life.
Ah Zhai's death, she will not forget.
It will remind her all the time,
These ridiculous mistakes have been made.
But it will no longer be a bother,
It's the weapon that makes her stronger.
......
"Princess, you're awake." Mu Ningjiu looked at the Tiger King and Linglu beside him and asked, "How long have I been asleep?" ”
"A stick of incense." She raised her eyebrows: Just a stick of incense? Why does she feel like she's lived her whole life?
"Time flies very quickly in dreams, but reality is only a moment. Your demons have been solved, but you have consumed too much energy, so you can rest for a few days. Now that the spiritual power has broken through the bottleneck, the next practice will increase faster. "Tiger King said.
"Yes, teacher, Jiu'er will leave first." As soon as she stood up, her body suddenly shook and grabbed the lotus petals on her side before she could stabilize.
"Princess, slow down." Linglu on the side said, "I'll send you out." ”
"Thank you."
......
"Hey...... Ning Ning, why don't you go to the front line of Tianshui to cultivate, and don't tell me a word......" Mu Changfeng sat on the grass in front of Mu Ning's ninth room, holding the grass in his hands, and muttering in his mouth: "Alas, you said this, I want to play with you and have no place to go." ”
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts......" A thin complaint came, and Mu Changfeng looked around in surprise: "Huh? Who is it? Who's talking? Come out to this king! ”
"Little Prince, I'm here... Hearing this, Mu Changfeng suddenly got up, only to realize that the grass in the original place was faintly green, but it was different from other places. He crouched down, avoided stepping on the grass, and asked:
"Who are you?"
"I am a spirit grass raised by a princess. She said that she was often away from home, and that she was not accustomed to the servant maids serving, so she kept me at the door of the house, and by the way helped her to observe who had come, and she visited them one by one when she returned. ”
"That's right...... Do you know when she's coming back? ”
"This ...... I don't know. ”
Mu Changfeng pouted and said, "Forget it, if she comes back, remember to tell her to come to me as soon as possible!" I'm leaving. He stood up, patted the grass on his body, ran across the driftwood bridge, and saw Xiao Luo wearing a stone blue robe, frowned and said:
"What's Daddy looking for me? I didn't skip class..."
"Today is the day of the annual spiritual power test, and the king sent me to find you to go to the spiritual platform. He said that you escaped last year, and this year you have to test anyway. ”
When Mu Changfeng heard this, he shook his head again and again, and complained: "It's not like I haven't tested before... When you didn't come, he asked me to test it every year, is it interesting? Anyway, they already know my strength...... Hmph, no, no, no..."