(57) However, the fate is shallow

She opened her body, and Murong Yun began to patrol their side.

He pointed out to Liu Yulu again and again, and Tong Hongxia's heart was sour.

Yang Shuixin heard her say in her heart: Hongxia, don't be sentimental!

But when his gaze drifted to Tong Hongxia, her heart began to beat wildly again.

She was a little blocked in her heart, and after practicing for a while, Murong Yun told them to rest.

Hongxia hopes to end her dance training as soon as possible before leaving the dance country.

She said silently in her heart: Farewell, my beloved Teacher Murong, although you will no longer reply and will be silent forever, you have already let Hongxia know that you should also love me!

But who made us so unlucky? Fate's trick! Why be so nice to me?

Although I want to say goodbye to you forever, you will always live in Tong Hongxia's heart!

It was you who made her regain her courage and confidence, and find her true self! I can't be a girl's heart anymore, so, I'm sorry for everyone!

In the future, Hongxia will silently bless you in her heart and wish you happiness forever!

Hongxia was in a much better mood when she saw him!

When she left the training ground with her sisters, she found that the rain that had stopped for an hour had started to fall again, and she felt a sour taste in her heart, and it was useless to take a deep breath, what should she do?

When she went back to her room, she saw a Murong Yun's belt in the house.

Tong Hongxia excitedly picked up his belt.

But it's even worse for me! It means that you already have a heart and soul with me, you are me, I am you, and you will give me a belt!

Hongxia thought in her heart, but she didn't feel happy and sweet, on the contrary, she remembered a verse while stroking her belt: I have always been in love, but my fate is shallow!

What is true love?

See one of the sentences: True love is to let go when it's time to let go. She covered her mouth and almost cried.

How do I let go? Why is it so painful to ask me to let go? If I hadn't met him, I could have had a happy life!

However, this happy life is like a pool of stagnant water, lifeless, dull and tasteless, and you can't find your true self!

How do you face your future? She thought silently.

The willows on the side of the road, the hazy riverside, they pull out the tender green branches, shyly fluttering with the wind, and some stand in a red leaf, like a beautiful woman in green.

Hongxia thought about what Murong Yun wrote: "For the willow Yiyi, for the pond and green lotus, for the golden autumn land, rain and snow are a reincarnation that must be passed......"

I remembered what I wrote to him: "Change to reflect the red leaves of the mountain, how so?" ”

The leaves of the willows are one by one, row by row, very much like the melancholy of longing. The green grass everywhere grows wildly densely, and there are two well-known or unknown flowers on the mountainside......

This hopeful spring!

She's a bit desperate now, she hopes to make a friend who lives and dies forever through her dance, even if it's just to make him smile!

She no longer suffers from falling in love with someone, she feels like a lone hero, even if she fails, even if she never lives forever! She has to work hard, she has to fight!

She held the knife in her hand and danced, thinking that he didn't know where to go, and by accident, the knife slashed her left index finger, and the red blood immediately flowed out.

She hurriedly covered the wound with a handkerchief, feeling an inexplicable pain and irritability in her heart. Take a deep breath and maybe get better!

In the evening, after she finished dancing, she controlled herself not to write poetry, she couldn't be cheap, even if she said to him, what was the use of thinking about him?

No matter how much you like it, no matter how much you love, you can't take it for yourself, and you can't be too selfish! Besides, if he misses her and falls in love with her too, then, needless to say, he is also miserable!

The next day, she met Murong Yun at the edge of the courtyard of the Dancing Country.

The wind is blowing.

After the baptism of rain in the past few days, the flowers have fallen a lot, the branches of the two kapok trees are bare, and a few flowers are trembling on the branches, no longer as bright red as last week, as if a red glow covers the dancing country in the south.

The leaves of several neem trees next to it are sparse, and the yellow leaves are trembling in the air, and this lonely campus has no spring breath at all.

I heard him say again: "What's the matter?" Hongxia! He asked again what was wrong!

Hongxia said cautiously, "Teacher Murong, I want to go to your place to see if you have any instructions." ”

"I'm out writing poetry." He reported his whereabouts to her!

Hongxia let out an "oh" and thought: he must have read the poems she posted.

He then asked, "Have you rehearsed your dance?" ”

"Alright, only the crow hasn't finished practicing the move."

"It's mainly the formation, let's arrange it, and you can tell the crows to practice better."

Let's, he said to her, let's!

Hongxia agreed. She felt very comfortable, he called him and her "we", and he didn't treat her as an outsider anymore!

I wonder if there are any people from the dancing country next to you who will hear it, what will they think?

No matter. She happily continued to write poetry. However, it was not long before her heart became heavy again. He already sees himself as his own, but what is between him and her? Hongxia's heart was sour.

While practicing, I thought: Okay, the world without you, I want to love myself well, even if I am lonely, even if I am sad, let time take it all away!

Knowing all kinds of things, just because they have a family, they can only refrain from it, and the silence of affection is better than a thousand words without love! …… She wanted to cry, but she couldn't shed tears!

When she got home, she wrote these poems in her head: "If the love between the two is long, will it be in the morning and twilight? Ask what is the situation in the world, and the straight teach people to live and die! ”

"It's dusk, a few sentimental, lonely and unbearable, a few cups of tea, a little residual warmth wafting in the chest. Covered by light yarn, haggard heart, graceful body, just for the former Man dance. Tang Ye is very concerned, and it is useless to send off poems. Drunk at night and leaning on the green wall, tears and lovesickness will be glimpsed. Don't hide your makeup with tears, the article is interrupted, and the residual dream does not go back to the past. ”

When she lay down, the tears flowed uncontrollably. She wiped it off with her hands, goodbye, no more tears!

In this way, she no longer has to endure the pain of wanting to connect with him and being afraid of contact, and she no longer has to watch the meaning of his dance moves every day.

You don't have to see if he's dancing late at night!

Farewell! However, why does Hongxia feel empty in her heart?

She dreamed that she was leaning against the pine forest, the pine waves were gusting, and behind her was Murong Yun and his wife in Qingqing, her long hair was fluttering, and in front of her was a winding path, and she was walking forward with a cane......

When breakfast was ready, she habitually opened her handkerchief again, and suddenly remembered that she had deleted the poem, so what else to see!

The black prince in the courtyard had already bloomed, small petals, but it was lovely red, revealing small yellow buds, and Hongxia looked at it blankly.

The willpower of man is truly great! If you want him to be a good friend, you must have extraordinary perseverance! Bury this love deep in your heart!

Bury that tear deep in those two kapok trees! Looking at the lonely kapok, she said secretly in her heart.

The raven was by her side.

Tong Hongxia smiled at her, then pointed to the kapok tree behind her and said, "It has rained in the past few days, and the flowers have already fallen a lot." ”

Yes, the sun is shining today, and the flowers on the kapok trees on the campus look particularly delicate in the sunlight, with one or two red flowers dotted with long branches.

The neem tree next to it also stood silently, not dropping a single leaf.

Liu Yulu came to the dancing country, she wore a long dress, navy blue, embroidered with golden peacocks, very fairy, she always gave people a stunning feeling.

Hongxia looked at her thin and curved eyebrows, leaned closer and said, "Are you painting or tattooing?" ”

Lately the girls have been getting their eyebrows tattooed, and yesterday she just admired the crow's eyebrow tattoos.

Liu Yulu replied: "Tattooed." ”

Murong Yun happened to be sitting next to him. Hongxia smiled and said to him, "Teacher Murong, do you want to smell it?" ”

The people around them all ate and laughed.

Hongxia deliberately said seriously: "I'm asking Teacher Murong if you want to tattoo your eyebrows, why do you think it's crooked?" ”

The crow laughed and said, "Who told you to be indistinct? "Those who are clear are self-purifying, and those who are turbid are self-turbid."

Murong Yun frowned, and he stared at Tong Hongxia.

Tong Hongxia went to class after speaking.

I can only hide you in my heart, but why don't you want to pay attention to me? Let's just be good friends, can't we?

Yang Shuixin heard the sigh in Tong Hongxia's heart. She also sighed deeply.

Hongxia looked at the moon tonight, round, emitting a faint light, not very bright, orange light, and a few gray clouds nestled next to it.

Looking at the full moon, her eyes were large and bloodshot. The lights by the river are of different colors, and the orange street lamps also resemble his big eyes.

The flickering lights are reflected on the surface of the river, and the light is blurred.

The heavy rain hit the wall, the overcast sky, and suddenly, a black bird flew from the sky, it flapped its wings vigorously in the rain, and slowly flew in the direction of Murong Yun's house, disappearing into the sky.

She noticed that her left index finger was bleeding a lot, and her entire index finger was red.

Strange, I thought it was dyed somewhere. When I wiped it with a handkerchief, I realized that my finger had been deeply wounded by something. That's when she felt the pain.

Other people's husbands, what are you worrying about! Besides, what's so good about him that deserves your concern?

Has he ever cared about you? The crow is right, if others ignore you, you can't be cheap!

Yang Shuixin found that Tong Hongxia, who lived in her body, was so deeply in love with Murong Yun, and Murong Yun actually fell in love with Tong Hongxia.

This kind of love also made Yang Shuixin fall into pain.

She found that Tong Hongxia looked exactly like herself.

Is there another self in the world?

However, she is Yang Shuixin.

He is Murong Yun, the lover of her previous life.