Chapter 196: A Woman Who Completely Lost to Himself

"What are you going to do in Hetuala?" Huang Taiji was patient, sat opposite Da Yu'er, and judged the two of them yesterday, "Avoid me, hide from Hai Lanzhu?" ”

Da Yu'er nodded: "Otherwise, when you see me, you will lose your temper again, and if I am not happy, my sister will be sad." ”

Huang Taiji said: "If you leave, she will be even more sad, do you think she will act like nothing has happened?" ”

Da Yu'er looked at Huang Taiji calmly: "In the final analysis, the emperor doesn't want his sister to be sad." ”

Huang Taiji was frank: "I can't see her sad, I can't see her sad." ”

Da Yu'er lowered her eyes with a smile, why should she.

Huang Taiji said again: "It's the same for you, I can't see you sad, I can't see you sad, my kindness to you, is it all fake?" I wish you were still the same as before, Yu'er, how long has it been since you smiled at me, your casualness, your heart is like water, are you complaining to me? ”

"There is no accusation." Da Yu'er said, "I just do what you say, and live according to my own heart." ”

"What's in your heart, don't you want to die?" Huang Taiji asked, "Go to Hetuara and never see each other again in this life?" ”

"At least for now, I won't shed any more tears after I carry you." Da Yu'er smiled, "You want me to be like before, I can do it, but that's fake, if I carry you like that, I will only have tears left." Although you can't get used to me now, I am the same before and after, I am not tired, I am peaceful and relaxed. ”

Huang Taiji's thick eyebrows frowned, and he looked at Da Yu'er deeply.

Da Yu'er smiled: "Not for anything else, just because in my heart, no one can replace you." ”

Huang Taiji's heart softened: "Since that's the case, then why ......?"

Da Yu'er said: "I want too much, what you gave to my sister doesn't belong to me, if you give it to someone else, I may do crazy things, kill that woman, or do everything I can to get rid of that woman, you know how proud I am, and you spoil it." But you gave it to my sister and to the person I love the most, Your Majesty, so what do you want me to do? ”

Huang Taiji said: "So, you plan to suffer and entangle like this for the rest of your life?" ”

Da Yu'er still smiled: "The day it doesn't hurt, I won't love you anymore, but I want to love you as before for the rest of my life, even if it becomes less and less, and it is getting weaker and weaker, even if there is a trace left, I will cherish it." This is my heart, I don't have a heart like water, on the contrary, I hate you every day, and I hate my sister, probably from the eyes of this hatred, so you can't get used to me. ”

Huang Taiji touched Yu'er's hand: "It's not that I can't get used to it, it's that I'm distressed." ”

Da Yu'er said: "But is it true that the emperor loves his sister, he loves him very much." ”

Huang Taiji sighed lightly: "I told you a long time ago, do you have to say it to me, but now that I think about it, maybe I told you well from the beginning, you won't be twisted like this." Yu'er, a woman like your sister, except for beauty, there is nothing special about it, compared to you, she is far inferior to you, but she is just right, embedded in my heart, and fills the missing piece completely. I was reluctant to touch it any more, she was there, my heart could beat better, she could make me feel that I was really alive. Yu'er, it's not that you're bad, never. ”

"Your Majesty, can I ask one thing?" Da Yu'er said.

"You ask, I said, we can say anything between us." Huang Taiji is very gentle.

"Before Wu Keshan came, my sister used to go to Phoenix Tower in the middle of the night, right?" Da Yu'er turned out what happened so long ago, and she felt embarrassed herself, "What did you do in the middle of the night?" ”

Huang Taiji smiled: "Didn't I tell you, Hai Lanzhu didn't say it either?" ”

Da Yu'er lowered her eyes: "I don't know, my memory is a little blurry, and I suddenly want to ask at this moment." ”

Huang Taiji said: "I just called her and asked her if she was a gift from Wu Keshan, and she told me very clearly, but she didn't want to be treated as a gift, she would rather die than be sent as a gift." ”

"I see."

"What do you understand?" Huang Taiji looked at her curiously.

"I don't want to tell you." Da Yu'er smiled slightly, and pulled out her hand from Huang Taiji's palm, "Your Majesty, you have to love your sister well, and I will be good, I'm not messing with you, let alone ignoring you and despising you, I just hope that I and you can be well, and my aunt." Your Majesty, I really don't know if that will annoy you, can you give in a step, don't be annoyed, don't force me to change. ”

"I'll let you." Huang Taiji said, but said with a cold face, "But you can't hurt yourself, you drank so much wine and ate so many things at Dolgon's house last year, do you want to say goodbye to me?" ”

"I'm sorry ......"

"All the wine, all the food, nothing." Huang Taiji said, "Don't think nonsense, but there will never be a next time, and besides, stay away from Dorgon." ”

"I didn't ......"

"I naturally believe you, but do you know how endearing you are, even my ministers are willing to submit to you, and I don't want Fan Wencheng and them to see you anymore." Huang Taiji's eyes were domineering and possessive, "Of course, that's what you like to do, and I'll do my best to satisfy you." But they can only watch from afar, and anyone who dares to think wrong about you will be killed. ”

Da Yu'er looked at Huang Taiji with disdain: "But I'm so good, you don't like it either, you only like your sister." ”

Huang Taiji showed a faint smile, at least at this moment, the former Yu'er came back a little.

"Did it hurt you last night?" Huang Taiji asked.

"It's okay...... Da Yu'er lowered her eyes, "but don't be like that again, I'm scared." ”

Huang Taiji said quietly: "I ask you again, Sony and Tong Tulai, what's going on?" ”

Da Yu'er looked at him frankly: "I don't know. ”

Huang Taiji smiled, stretched out his finger and poked her forehead heavily: "Bold." ”

Yu'er didn't avoid his gaze, and Huang Taiji said: "Then make good use of it, it is your own loyalty in exchange for personality charm, it is your wealth, and I can't take it away." ”

He looked at his woman with admiration, with the pride of an emperor: "My jade, it's amazing." ”

Da Yu'er didn't have the heart to be complacent: "You didn't say that yesterday, you almost did it to me, didn't you?" ”

Huang Taiji glanced at her: "I was crazy yesterday, after I really knew that Sony was cheating on me, I thought that you were also cheating on me, and the new and old accounts poured out, and you are so stubborn, so indifferent, no matter how you ask, you can't pry your mouth open, do you want to drive me crazy?" ”

"Your Majesty, I have not interfered in the affairs of the court, and I have never had this heart." Da Yu'er said sincerely, "I just want to protect myself, that day was, that I am, and maybe it will be in the future." It's not because you don't protect me anymore, it's just that I have to protect myself too. ”

Huang Taiji bowed his head: "You have to take care of yourself, don't let the minister come to me to accuse you of criticizing you, and before that, do whatever you want." I can't give you what you want most, but anything else. ”

Da Yu'er knows that love and politics have their own preciousness and solemnity, and she will never be confused.

Huang Taiji really scared her last night, but she was no longer the big jade she used to be, and what she could carry in her heart was more and heavier than before.

She knows what kind of words to say, which can make Huang Taiji listen to the ear, she knows what kind of words to say, which can calm Huang Taiji, the man she has loved for more than ten years, and she knows better than anyone else about Huang Taiji who has entered this door.

Since she can't go to Hetuala, since she can't leave, there is no way to avoid it, she still chooses to make herself and the people around her live better, whether it's her sister, aunt, or Huang Taiji.

At this moment, love is in her heart, and she can't evoke any ripples, she has hidden it deeply, sealing the most beautiful part in her heart.

Anyway, once owned.

And just now, the love she said to Huang Taiji was just because she understood that Huang Taiji would like to listen to it.

Her husband is no ordinary person, his pride is soaked in every drop of blood, and she must obey.

Huang Taiji's reverse scales have obviously been smoothed out.

But he didn't know that in this round, he completely lost to his own woman.

Exuding a relieved lightness, Huang Taiji wanted to say something to Da Yu'er again, but an eight-hundred-mile rush drove him away, and this time, it was Da Yu'er's turn to breathe a sigh of relief.

Su Mala waited until the emperor entered the Phoenix Tower before he dared to run into the door, for fear of seeing Gege unclothed and embarrassed, but fortunately, everything was fine, and Da Yu'er was eating.

"Are you alright?" Su Mala asked cautiously.

"Yesterday I couldn't resist that, and he was like crazy." Da Yu'er said, "Actually, he lost his temper like that, and he was tired, and next time, I would have experience, and I couldn't let him get angry like that and hurt his body." ”

"Gege?" Su Mala didn't think it sounded so strange.

Da Yu'er smiled faintly and patted Su Mala's hand: "I'm really fine, you just think, the damage he can bring me can't be deeper, isn't it, do you see me vomiting blood like I did at the beginning?" As for the sluggishness in the morning, it wasn't because I didn't sleep all night, and I was still in pain. ”

"Yes......" Su Mala found very early that she was gradually unable to keep up with Gege's thoughts and thoughts, she seemed to be one layer higher, no, two floors, or even more.

Every injury that the emperor brought to her made her stronger and more indifferent, and indifference didn't seem to be suitable, how could it be suitable?

"Gege, there's something I've always wanted to ask you." Su Mala said.

"You've been holding it for so long?" Da Yu'er smiled bitterly.

"Last year, no, the year before last, it was all the year before last." Su Mala mentioned that time when he was sorting out the bedding for the emperor in the Phoenix Tower, and then Da Yu'er suddenly became happy and radiant, but Su Mala still didn't understand why.

Da Yu'er nodded Su Mala's nose mysteriously: "It's a secret, I will never tell anyone in my life, and don't worry about it." ”

"Liar......" Su Mala muttered, but no longer entangled, and said with crooked eyebrows, "Gege, the slave will live for a hundred years, and she will die behind you, and she will never leave you." ”

Da Yu'er laughed angrily: "Okay, life and death, my aunt heard that it was time to beat you." ”

On this side, in the Guan Ju Palace, Baoqing ran from outside the door and said to Hai Lanzhu with a strange face: "Master, the emperor is fine, and Concubine Zhuang is fine." ”

"Are you alright?"

"The emperor went to the Phoenix Tower just now, and he is in a good mood." Baoqing said, "Later, Su Mala went in, and there was still laughter in the house, and the slave wanted to go in to greet her, but she felt that it was inappropriate, so she came back." ”

"Are you really okay?" Hai Lanzhu was worried, "How can you ...... during the day?"

Baoqing said with a smile: "Probably last night was a little more intense, Concubine Zhuang didn't bear it, and she didn't go out today to recuperate." ”

The eldest girl blushed and was ashamed: "The emperor came back from the war, won a big battle, and was full of joy, Niangniang's thin body, hehe, you say...... Right? ”

Hai Lanzhu will be suspicious, but she is in confinement, don't say that she will go out, she will not let her go down, she will not know anything about the outside, if the emperor does not say that her aunt does not say it, and Yu'er does not say it, she can only listen to the words of the palace maids.

But the words of the palace maids are both reliable and unreliable, even Baoqing.

"That's it." Hai Lanzhu sighed, lay down and closed her eyes.

That night, Huang Taiji did not return to the inner palace, and summoned the minister overnight, and he received an urgent report that the three tribes of Mobei Khalkha, Zasaktu Khan, Tushetu Khan and Chechen Khan clashed, and the war was about to break out.

Huang Taiji can't let go of this great opportunity, after completely subduing Mo Nan, he has been waiting for the opportunity to radiate the imperial power to Mo Bei, how to take advantage of this chaos, the stakes are very high.

In the next few days, the emperor was busy, and there was almost no trace of him in the inner palace, and Da Yu'er resumed going to the study every day.

In a blink of an eye, half a month passed, and the ice and snow in Shengjing gradually melted.

In the study that day, Da Yu'er only felt uncomfortable, and after Su Mala's persuasion, she decided to go back to the palace to rest.

Halfway through, they met Huang Taiji, who looked tired and his eyes were bloodshot.