66. Give her my heart
?? Ye Chongshao was wearing a light gray linen shirt with sleeves rolled up to his elbows, and at the moment he was holding a cigarette in his mouth, squinting at the charcoal fire on the shelf with a fan. looks at home with a little street ruffian, and Xiang Lan can't help but be stunned.
Care to see that this is guilty of nymphomania. smiled and said to her: "The roasting is so slow, I can't catch up with the appetite of my pregnant woman, hurry up and help Mr. Ye." ”
Xiang Lan pouted and said, "I won't help him, I'm going to help Zhan ......"
Well, Dr. Zhan didn't know what he was arguing with Xia Yu, and the two of them took a chopstick and poked it on a prawn, looking murderous.
Slowly walked behind Ye Chongshao, Xiang Lan looked at his broad shoulders, thin waist and hips swallowing saliva, if it was in a place where no one was, she would definitely stick it up and hug him.
"Why?" Ye Chongshao tilted his head slightly, and the cigarette had accumulated a long piece of soot at the corner of his mouth.
Xiang Lan raised his hand to take the cigarette from his mouth, twisted it out and threw it in the trash, "Smoke less." ”
Under the starlight, her little face was faintly crimson, and her long eyelashes trembled. Ye Chongshao felt that her eyelashes were really long, and they were all poked into her heart, otherwise how could her heart tremble with her. And it's itchy and crispy.
Glancing at the people who were all busy, Ye Chongshao quickly stole a kiss on the corner of her mouth, and then ordered casually: "Brush those chicken wings with maltose for me." ”
"Okay." Xiang Lan is surprisingly well-behaved, she likes this feeling, snuggling up to him and listening to his commands. So down-to-earth and so safe, as if you can walk so smoothly for a lifetime,
Ye Chongshao also likes this feeling, she is very close to herself, she can grab it when she reaches out closely, she will not lose it and cannot stay away, what is his, will always be his.
Xianglan handed him the chicken wings brushed with syrup. Ye Chongshao put the chicken wings on the fire, turned back to her and said, "Cumin." ”
Xiang Lan hurriedly handed the cumin to him, and naughtily scratched his palm.
Ye Chongshao's eyes narrowed even tighter, and he stared at her tender red lips and said, "What's the matter, is it itchy?" ”
"Huh?" Xiang Lan didn't understand what it meant, but her instinct told her that it must not be a good word.
Ye Chongshao beckoned to her, wanting Lan to stick to him obediently, he leaned his head on her ear and whispered something that was forbidden for children under 18 years old.
Xiang Lan's face turned red, she pinched his pink fist and pounded his strong chest, Ye Chongshao took the opportunity to circle the person in his arms, and touched and pinched the tender tofu while roasting meat.
Concern also walked to Fang Yao's side, and she stretched out her finger to the two people who were sticky together. Fang Yao smiled: "Don't you want to learn from others, just kiss the current waistline, I can't circle it with both hands." ”
Concerned and angry beat him: "Dislike me? Wait for your son to come out and see how I cut you, I'll let you see Mr. Ye, I didn't think he was a real person before, but now he has a little human flavor. ”
Fang Yao agreed with his wife's words, "He wasn't a human being in the first place, a big vampire." ”
Everyone was talking and laughing very happily, and they all played until the middle of the moon, and suddenly Doudou, who was shoveling soil in the garden to bury treasures, shouted: "Mom, Mom, come and see Zhizhi, she fell to the ground and bled out!" ”
Ye Chongshao threw away the things in his hand and ran over, Xianglan followed, only to see Zhizhi lying on the ground, his limbs twitching, his eyes closed, his white little face turned purple, and his blue lips overflowed with a trace of pink blood.
"Zhizhi, Zhizhi, Zhanfengping, come here!" Ye Chongshao lost his cool, his outstretched hands trembled, but he didn't dare to hug his daughter.
"Get out of the way, don't be nervous." Zhan Fengping rushed forward, he tried the snort pulse of Zhizhi, and then put it on her chest and listened, "Irregular heartbeat, murmur, heart failure, Lao Ye, you hugged her in a half-sitting position, did you bring medicine, hurry up and give her a meal." ”
Ye Chongshao hurriedly handed the medicine to him, Zhan Fengping pried open Zhizhi's teeth and pressed the medicine down for her, and then pressed Zhizhi's hands and feet to catch her: "Lao Ye, go drive, Xiao Jiu, go to my car and get my first aid kit, Fang Yao, go get some ice cubes and clean towels for me, care, take Doudou back to the house." ”
Everyone did what Zhan Fengping ordered, whether he was a doctor or an expert doctor was of course trustworthy, only Xianglan didn't have any errands, in fact, she couldn't do it, at this time she knelt on the dirt beside Zhizhi, her face was white, and her body trembled more than Zhizhi.
I've never tried this kind of powerless heartache, it's like having ten or eight knives stuck in my heart. Perhaps, this is not enough to depict the sadness of Xianglan, at this moment, she just wants all the pain to happen to her, let her bear it for Zhizhi.
What Zhan Fengping did, Ye Chongshao didn't know how to carry Zhizhi into the car, she followed the car in a daze, sat in the back seat very quietly, and grabbed the child's little hand tightly with one hand.
Know, know, what can be done to make your pain easier?
When I arrived at the hospital, I was greeted by doctors and nurses, the door of the emergency room was closed, the red light was on, and I squatted weakly in the corner of the wall through a cold door, holding my head tightly.
Ye Chongshao sighed, walked over and pulled her up, took a black organza trench coat from Leng Shi, who rushed over after hearing the news, and put it on her body, when she came out, she was only wearing a black sleeveless T-shirt.
Ye Chongshao pulled her to sit down on the chair, leaned her head on herself, and said in a deep tone: "It's okay, it's not the first time, I've survived." ”
Xiang Lan's suppressed painful emotions suddenly burst out, "What is it not the first time, knowing that she is still so young to suffer such a crime, how did your father behave?" ”
Xiang Lan was very loud, almost exhausted, fortunately in this kind of high-level private hospital, there was no one else in the waiting room they stayed in and the sound insulation performance was good, but they still frightened the cold stone at the door, this Miss Su is getting bolder and bolder, I have never seen anyone dare to yell at Mr. like this.
Ye Chongshao didn't care, his eyes were bloodshot, his thick eyebrows were wrinkled tightly, his hand around Xiang Lan was tightened, and he looked up to the sky and sighed: "I'm really not a good father." ”
At this moment, the door of the emergency room opened, Zhan Fengping walked out tired, he took off his disinfectant mask and said: "Out of danger, it has been sent to the ward, you can go and see it, but you must control your emotions and don't affect her." ”
The two of them didn't care about anything, they immediately went to the ward, Xia Yu also had to follow, Zhan Fengping called her: "You, a family of three, what are you going to do." Can you drive? ”
"Huh?"
"Ahhhhh
In the ward, Zhizhi lay calmly on the hospital bed, although a small face was still white and transparent, but it was no longer the scary blue and purple just now, she lifted her eyelashes slightly when she heard the voice, as if she wanted to open her eyes but couldn't open them, her thin little lips squirmed, and she spit out two almost inaudible words "Mom", "Mom"
Xianglan's tears flowed down, she didn't know if the mother she called was her real mother or herself, but no matter who she called, her heart was like soaking in Coptis chinensis, bitter and astringent.
Ye Chongshao tidied up the needle in Zhizhi's hand, and the needle pierced into her white little hand, the naughty little hand that usually touched his chin and grabbed his collar was quietly resting on the sheet at this time. Pale ト delicate and weak, as if losing the vitality of life.
Sitting down on the chair in front of his daughter's bed, he said to Xiang Lan, "I'll let Leng Shi send you back, and it's good to be stable." ”
Xianglan shook her head: "I'm going to wait for her to wake up, didn't you hear her call me?" ”
Ye Chongshao didn't speak again, just patted the vacant seat next to him, and thought Lan snuggled up to him, the two of them were like old men in the twilight, sitting side by side, very silent, staring at Zhizhi quietly.
The potion in the infusion bag flowed down the transparent tube one by one, and the night gradually darkened to the extreme and then slowly faded, and when the sky appeared to be clear, Zhizhi finally opened his eyes.
Almost immediately, Xiang Lan pounced, took Zhizhi's little hand and shouted eagerly: "Zhizhi, Zhizhi, mom is here." ”
The long eyelashes are like a heavy wall, even if you open Zhizhi, she still keeps shaking, and she is very happy to see Xianglan at first sight, her chapped little mouth moves, and she says in a dumb voice: "Mom, I hurt!" ”
There are only four words, but it seems that thousands of needles are pierced in Xiang Lan's heart, she tried her best to control her emotions and pretend to be happy, but her facial nerves did not listen to her call at all, but became strange and distorted.
Ye Chongshao bent down and touched his daughter's black and translucent hair: "Zhizhi, be strong, and it won't hurt when you finish the injection." ”
Zhizhi's little mouth deflated, "Dad lied to people, and it hurts all the time." ”
"It doesn't hurt to know it, it doesn't hurt to know it." Xiang Lan couldn't suppress the trembling voice, and couldn't stop the flow of tears.
Tears fell on Zhizhi's face one by one, she struggled to raise her little hand to wipe her tears, and did not forget to coax her: "Mom doesn't cry, if she cries, she won't be beautiful." In fact, Zhizhi didn't hurt at all, he lied to his father and lied to him that he had candy to eat. ”
After listening to Zhizhi's words, Xianglan couldn't help it, she trembled and touched Zhizhi's little face: "Zhizhi, just say it if it hurts, don't hold on." ”
Zhizhi sighed like an adult: "Alas, I'm used to it. Mom, is Zhizhi dying? I watch TV and people who are dying are very painful, but Zhizhi doesn't want to die, Zhizhi is going to elementary school, Sister Doudou said that there is a big playground in the school and you can learn to dance and sing. Zhizhi asked his mother to accompany him to buy a schoolbag, pencil bag, kettle, and sneakers, and the children would jump rope, but Zhizhi couldn't jump, Mom, why can't Zhizhi go skiing, swimming and climbing mountains like Sister Doudou? Mom, in fact, Zhizhi deliberately pushed Sister Doudou, she has everything and you want to like it, Mom ......"
The little guy said so much in one breath, he gasped, and the frightened Ye Chongshao hurriedly rang the bell, Zhan Fengping had been guarding outside, he rushed in and inserted oxygen to Zhizhi, and then said to Ye Chongshao: "Talk less to the child, ask her to rest more." ”
Xiang Lan couldn't help it, she covered her mouth and rushed out, crying in the bathroom, why, why, fate is so unfair? You gave Zhizhi beauty, wealth, wisdom, but didn't give her a healthy body, why? Handsome brother.
After crying for a while, Xiang Lan wiped her eyes and took a deep breath, she had already made a decision, as long as she could save Zhizhi, she could do whatever she wanted.
After a long time, Xiang Lan returned to the ward, and the oxygen tube on Zhizhi's mouth was withdrawn and he fell asleep quietly, Ye Chongshao wiped his face, his dark eyes full of scarlet bloodshot looked at Xiang Lan deeply, he raised his hand and patted her shoulder, "It's past the dangerous period, you go home and rest and go to the set, since the filming has started, don't delay." ”
"I can't do anything, I want to accompany Zhizhi."
At this time, everyone's temper is irritable, and Ye Chongshao is no exception, he said sharply: "Is it useful to accompany you?" Do whatever you have to do, know that calling you mom is not her own mother, don't think that I will marry you as Mrs. Ye because of her dedication. ”
Ye Chongshao said very mean and vicious, but Xianglan didn't care, she shook her head vigorously: "I won't listen to what you say, I will accompany Zhizhi and let her see me as soon as she opens her eyes." ”
Ye Chongshao had no choice but to compromise with this little woman, "Then it's a day today, Zhizhi's illness can't be cured in a day or two, you can't collapse first." I called Wang's mother, who is knowledgeable and experienced in nursing. ”
Xiang Lan nodded: "Well, you go, here I am." ”
"Good!" Ye Chongshao's good words almost exhausted all his strength, and he stood holding on to the door for a while before walking out, his steps were very heavy, and he was no longer as chic as before.
Xianglan pulled the chair forward, and was very close to Zhizhi, but she felt that it was not enough, she even wanted to stick it to her heart, give her her heart, and integrate her into her blood and bones, not to live and die with her, but to let her live rather die herself.
Xiang Lan didn't understand why she had such a deep affection for Zhizhi, and she was not in the mood to straighten it out at the moment, holding Zhizhi's little hand, her heart was still hurting, hurting her for the six years she had worked so hard.
As soon as the door rang, Ye Chongshao went and returned, he was wrapped in a layer of anger, and grabbed Xiang Lan's hand: "Follow me." ”
"What are you doing, it's so noisy that you know." Xiang Lan's protest was insignificant, and he dragged Ye Chongshao to the small reception room in a few clicks.
Ye Chongshao slapped an inspection report in front of her: "What are you doing here?" ”
Xianglan lowered his head: "Why don't you just do a check, what are you fussing about?" ”
"You're going to do a heart match? Do you think this is a kidney donation to cut a liver? That's the heart, one for a person, and if you don't have it, you'll die! Ye Chongshao couldn't control his temper at all, and his eyes were beating violently with the sun.
Xiang Lan's slender fingers grabbed the edge of the report, this is only a simple blood test, and a few will not be available until tomorrow, she carefully smoothed out the crumpled pages that were scratched by Ye Chongshao, and whispered: "Then what if I and Zhizhi are successfully matched, you see so many accidents happening on the street, maybe I will be hit by a car as soon as I go out, so I can transplant my heart directly to Zhizhi." ”
"Shut up!" Ye Chongshao's face turned blue, and his big hand with a thin callus slammed into Xiang Lan's shoulder, "What are you?" Forgiveness? I told you that there was no need, that you should have appeared a few years earlier even if you wanted to forgive your sins, why now? ”
Ye Chongshao's anger frightened Xiang Lan, although he was usually terrible, but he was not very happy and angry, and today's unconcealed anger and resentment was the first time I saw it, Xiang Lan struggled, the bones in her shoulder seemed to be crushed, she bit her lower lip but didn't dare to cry out in pain, because what he said was too strange, she didn't know who he thought he was.
Ye Chongshao also realized that he was a little out of shape, he let go of her, lowered his voice and said: "Don't do stupid things in the future, you can't help her, Zhizhi is not an ordinary blood type, she is a A Mumbai blood type, and the probability of finding this blood type is 1 in 10,000." ”
Thinking about Lan was stupid: "Ah, it's so rare, why, why does she have such a rare blood type?" ”
"Because I am, the men of our Ye family are all of this blood type, but Zhizhi is the only girl who inherits this blood type."
What is this, is it really a trick from heaven? Xiang Lan only then understood, according to Ye Chongshao's financial and material resources, it was impossible to find a suitable matching heart.
Grabbing the corner of Ye Chongshao's clothes, Xiang Lan asked, "What should I do then, what should I do in the future?" ”
Ye Chongshao rubbed the corners of his forehead, he felt that his eyes were very sore, and he condensed before he said: "If it really doesn't work, I plan to ask for help from the auction groups in the European black market, they have great powers, and they will always get a suitable heart." ”
I couldn't understand it in the fog: "What black market auction, what do you mean?" ”
"It's me who pays for it, they go to find the right heart, and then ** take it out."
Ye Chongshao's words were very plain, but Xiang Lan heard goosebumps, she didn't know what the European black market was, but she often heard that someone snatched a child and cut off the organs on his body, and a good child killed them, Ye Chongshao couldn't be this kind of person, right?
Speaking his doubts, Ye Chongshao nodded: "Well, that's probably it." ”
"No, I don't agree, I must not let Zhizhi have a reluctant heart, how can that kind of thing be done casually, it hurts the heavens."
Ye Chongshao's hand touched the cigarette on his body irritably, but when he touched it, he remembered that he couldn't smoke in the hospital, he put his hand in his trouser pocket, lowered his head and paced back and forth, suddenly he raised his eyebrows and said coldly: "What else can I do?" Even if they find that 1 in 10,000, they are not willing to donate. ”
Xianglan stepped forward and grabbed his hand: "Don't, whose child is not a child, you love Zhizhi and Zhizhi also love your own child, think about it, forcibly dug up a heart to Zhizhi, if she knew what would she think of you as a father, what kind of burden do you want her to carry for a lifetime, promise me, we will look for it again, all kinds of ways to find it, don't think like that." ”
Looking at the little woman with pear blossoms and rain in front of him, Ye Chongshao was soft-hearted, how could he be so Qin Beast, if it wasn't for the struggle in his heart, he would have done it a long time ago, even if he said it now, he said it because he was stimulated by the onset of Zhizhi, but he didn't expect Xiang Lan to have such a clear attitude, it seems that this road can't be walked, and none of the three of them can pass the hurdle of conscience.
Ye Chongshao hugged Xianglan and kissed him: "Don't cry, I promise you, then you also promise me, after today, everything will return to normal, we continue to look for the right heart everywhere, Zhan Fengping said that the probability will be higher in the ethnic minority areas of Guangxi, I decided to take a look." ”
"Well, remember, you have to do it by the right means."
Ye Chongshao pinched her little nose and said jokingly: "Start caring about me now, who are you?" ”
Thinking of Lan lowering his red eyes, yes, who is it, he listens to him?
Thinking about blue is the first time to experience the process of knowing the onset of disease, others are much calmer, and Zhan Fengping made fun of Xiang Lan's swollen peach-like eyes. In the afternoon, Fang Yao sent someone to take Doudou to see Zhizhi, and the little girl Doudou always thought that she had caused Zhizhi to get sick, and she cried at home for a day, and she didn't cry until she saw that Zhizhi was fine.
Zhizhi has finished dripping, the child will not pretend to be sick, and when he gets better physically, he will be naughty again, but Mother Wang is in charge of her and thinks that Mother Lan looks tired and sad, and she can't bear to mess with her, she is really happy to see Doudou coming, and she pulls Doudou to talk.
Doudou said with red eyes: "Sister Zhizhi, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pulled you to play with the sand." ”
Zhizhi shook his head: "Sister Doudou, in fact, the treasure is very fun, but your baby is not as much as mine, wait for the next time you go to my house to play, it is my home, my own home." ”
Doudou was puzzled: "How can you have a home by yourself at such a young age, children have to live with their parents." ”
Xiang Lan was thrilled to hear this sentence, she was afraid that Zhizhi would be excited again, but the doctor said that he couldn't give her a little stimulation.
Who knows that the little guy listens to generosity: "Our family is my father and mother, a family, a personal one, very fashionable!" ”
"It's quite fashionable, but I still think it's good for children to be with their parents, but if my mother abuses me after giving birth to a younger brother, and lets me watch the child wash diapers, I'll run away from home, I know, I'll go to live with you, okay?"
It seems that it is not a person who knows a person's whimsy, and today's children have an otherworldly imagination.
Zhizhi couldn't see the guest for too long, Doudou reluctantly said goodbye to her, but when the front foot left, Zhizhi closed his eyes and picked up a life from the ghost gate again, and her body was still very weak.
At the same time, in the living room of Ye Jingming's house, the uninvited guests made him very upset.
Xu Mei kicked him under the table that no one could see, but said to Qi Nanfeng with a smile on her face: "Nanfeng, you must stay here to eat tonight, our kitchen has learned a new Bazhen duck, you can give some advice." ”
Qi Nanfeng looked embarrassed: "Thank you, Mrs. Ye, I still have something to do, let's do it another day." ”
Xu Mei grabbed her hand: "That's not good, we won't do it next time, you have to eat if you have something to do, you must eat before leaving." ”
Qi Nanfeng couldn't refuse, so he could only agree, but Ye Jingming stood up and grabbed the car keys: "I have something to do, I want to go out." ”
"Stop!" Xu Mei shouted to stop him, "Jingming, don't you want to hear Nan Feng's secret at home?" ”