Chapter 237: There are a thousand knots in the heart
"I know she won't change her mind, but she wants me to leave her world and her life," Mo Yuqing said with some pain, he was really about to reach his limit, always facing the cold wall alone, when he saw her, she turned a blind eye, his heart was really sad,
Love, what is it like, at least, for him at this moment, love is incomparably bitter, which makes his heart ache.
In fact, two people who love each other hurt each other, or make their own claims in the name of fulfilling each other, it hurts not only themselves, but also stings each other's hearts, just like the two of them, obviously the existence of the most understanding of each other in the world, but they still pretend to be unfamiliar with each other's injuries.
"Let me go and meet her," Yan Qingwan insisted on meeting that person after being silent,
Mo Yuqing didn't say anything, just told them that Mu Xiaoya lived next door to him,
Helian Zeye took Yan Qingwan's hand, feeling that his heart was a little cold, but he didn't expect that a wall separated by a whole world,
Suddenly I remembered that the farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I stand in front of you, but you don't know that I love you,
Mo Yuqing still loves her very much, he said: "Now that Xiaoya has changed her name, she is now called Forget Worries,"
Forget worries, Yan Qingwan's heart moved, it was really ironic, people who wanted to forget the past have been haunted by it, and she wanted to find her past, but she had already "forgotten her worries",
When he saw Mu Xiaoya, Helian Zeye was a little excited, he had never imagined what it would be like for Her Royal Highness the princess, who was so high and pampered, to become an ordinary country woman.
She could ignore Helian Zeye, but she couldn't be indifferent to Yan Qingwan, so she looked at the man next to her with some apologies, and then walked towards them,
"Qingwan, it's great to see that you are safe," Forget worry said softly, when she died nine times and escaped death, what she remembered the most was Yan Qingwan's safety, but fortunately she was fine.
"Miss Forget Worries, it's a pleasure to see you," Yan Qingwan's tone of voice, like the first time they met, made Forget Worry stay in place, and she didn't understand her actions.
Seeing this scene, Helian Zeye had to explain: "Wan'er, when she came back, she lost her memory,"
In Mu Xiaoya's view, amnesia can explain a lot of problems, and if a normal person loses his memory, it means that he has been tortured before, destroying her consciousness of survival, and he will choose to forget if he wants to escape.
looked at her with some distress, and said gently: "It's my sister who didn't take care of Qingwan, my poor Qingwan,"
Hearing her tone, Helian Zeye understood that she must have thought wrong, but he didn't deny it, if it weren't for Mu Xiaoya's younger brother, they wouldn't have become so difficult, adding so many difficulties and obstacles,
"Sister Forget Worries, I'm fine, don't blame yourself," Yan Qingwan said with a smile, it seemed that every time she saw her like this, she would take responsibility for herself, but she knew that this was not their problem at all.
Helian Zeye stood up and said gently: "I'll go see Yuqing, you sisters will meet again after a long absence, have a good talk,"
Yan Qingwan looked at him, nodded, and then turned to Mu Xiaoya, thinking about how to persuade her.
Mu Xiaoya laughed out loud: "Qingwan girl is still the same as before, everything she wants is written on her face, if you want to be a lobbyist, you don't have to waste your tongue, Qingwan is also a woman, so she can naturally understand her sister's mood, right?"
Seeing that she was silent, she continued: "Yuqing is a great general, no matter how much I love him, I can't bind his life, that incident is just an accident, it's not his fault, I can't let him die in the Mo family, but I can't be generous to watch him marry another woman,
Instead of making yourself so sad, it's better to be free, choose to end from the beginning, we are all rational people, we will not be indecisive, I know his thoughts, and my thoughts, he also understands,"
The meaning of this is that they are all understanding people, these questions, between them, are not love, but objective facts, somehow, Yan Qingwan feels that her eyes are a little hot, can't the child not think about it, what about the end, when the time comes, can't you raise a child?
"Silly girl, I know what you're thinking, even if Yuqing really doesn't mind that I can't give him a child at that time, but I will have a disturbed conscience, we can't be so selfish, with his conditions, what kind of woman do you want, I can't delay him,"
Mu Xiaoya's words were very reasonable, so that she could not refute them, but she felt more and more bitter in her heart,
"Sister Forget Worries, you name Forget Worries, can you really forget your worries, Qingwan is not talented, I don't want to be a person who has no story, I want to remember the things of the past, but I can't remember anything,"
Yan Qingwan said very sincerely, talking to her made her feel very comfortable, she was like a good friend who could give her guidance,
This time, Forget Worry was silent, and after a long time, he said slowly: "Everyone has their own choice, I don't know if I can really forget my worries, but I think I can do it one day.
Since you have forgotten, then don't be difficult for yourself, what you want to remember, one day you will remember it again, it's just that people have to learn to cherish the present, maybe sometimes it's better to forget than to remember,"
When Yan Qingwan came out of Mu Xiaoya's house, she was still immersed in the conversation just now, her smile was so elegant, but she felt inexplicably sad,
She is not really happy, at least, at this moment, she has not forgotten her worries at all, she just hopes that he can completely give up on her and return to his own life, can love really be so great, can he not care about gains and losses, just hope that he can have a better future,
No, if you love someone, shouldn't you want to get him, if you love each other clearly, but you can't be together, then it's too cruel,
"Wan'er, you're okay," Helian Zeye saw his own lady with a sad look, and he was very anxious in his heart.
Yan Qingwan realized that her emotions were too obvious, and smiled helplessly, seeing her like this, she naturally understood that this persuasion was fruitless, but he didn't know how to comfort her, in fact, for Mo Yuqing, his side did not play a role,
"Let's not give up, obviously they love each other so much, how can they not be together," Yan Qingwan suddenly said loudly, she is not a person who gives up easily, and watching a pair of people who love each other separate, she really can't do it,
Seeing her so energetic, Helian Zeye also smiled, since she wanted to persevere, then he would accompany her to continue to be good,