About the interruption of this time
After thinking about it for a long time, I actually want to continue the novel. It's not because of the so-called dreams that were once exaggerated, but just the simple desire to write things down...
I started this novel because I missed my male protagonist for a long time, and I missed him so much. It's not love, it's nostalgia for those days together, or rather...
Memorial...
It's been a stop for about a year, and a lot has changed in the past year.
In this year, I graduated from college...
During the year, I started working...
Over the course of the year, I reconnected with him...
In this year, we met again, and our lives intersected again...
Sometimes, he would ask me: Hey, when will your novel be available to us?
I laughed and didn't say anything...
Actually, there's nothing to read, it's always just fiction. Pan Yu won't be you, and I'll not be a word...
In the original definition, they did not have a good ending, one parted and two wide, and each life was happy...
I selfishly hope that we won't be like this...
I selfishly hope that we can be like this...
Life is never a novel, in life, you never know what the next moment will be like, except for decades later, you lie peacefully in the middle of the room, surrounded by your relatives and friends with their heads down to write the whole drama for your life, it is difficult for you and anyone to have an ending...
Maybe you and the one in your heart will still meet at some corner and greet each other...
During this year, I not only re-met him, but also reconnected with the female number two in the novel.
Of course, the connection with her is also because he...
I have to admit that there has always been an inextricable relationship between him and her...
At first, I was angry because of their relationship, and I went berserk...
Seven years later, I still can't interfere with their relationship...
can only smile helplessly when she introduces this to her friend that this is her male best friend, when the two of them shout dear to each other...
They're the couple with the past...
Their past, I can't participate in ...
That's my choice, nothing else...
Meet again, I only wish you the future, I will not be absent...
Whether we're friends or lovers...
I don't want to lose you like I did in those seven years, and I lost everything cleanly...
As for her, I'm probably already in a state of indifference. In fact, once again, there is no bloody desire to make up for all the lost time...
Probably for the two of us, these seven years have long since exhausted our friendship.
Between me and her, there are already completely different lives, completely different directions...
In fact, a lot of things from the beginning, now take it out and think about it, many things will suddenly dawn on you, and you will know that we were once so humble...
It turns out that you used to want to hold someone so hard that they started to hate you...
And time flies like a white horse, everything is just sudden...
Now, live a good life and cultivate well...
To use an old saying I often say: as long as you are good enough, time will give you everything you want...