Volume 3 Edge Chapter 55 Relief
Chun Xi took Han Ji's hand and walked all the way back to the dormitory, and Mu Hui hurriedly greeted her.
"Niangniang, the little brother has already fallen asleep, and the little master Guo has also gone back to the room to rest." Chunyin came back with Mu Hui, that kind of scene was not suitable for two children after all, Chunyin also felt uncomfortable staying there, so she found an excuse to come back early.
"Okay, you don't have to wait, I'll talk to my sister for a while, and you can go and rest." Chun Xi nodded, and as soon as she finished cleaning up, she lay down in the same bed with Han Ji.
After walking back all the way, I don't know if it was the colder and colder wind, or the sounds heard outside the Qixiang Palace, Han Ji was no longer meditating, and the face flushed from drunkenness had also subsided.
Chunxi pulled the quilt that was covering the two of them, and leaned closer to Han Ji's side.
suddenly remembered that night a few days ago, Han Ji suddenly came to Yikun Palace to find her with a face full of exhaustion and sadness, and the words she said in her sleep were all stinging and made her feel distressed.
"Thank you." The sober Han Ji naturally understood whose careful arrangements everything was tonight. They had good intentions, and although they were hiding it from her, they gave her such a big surprise.
"Sister, I just want you to be happy." Hearing Chunxi's voice, Han Ji felt like she had been knocked somewhere in her heart, and she looked at Chunxi with tears in her eyes. In this world, only this woman will think about her and plan for her happiness.
Han Ji didn't know how Chunxi asked Aita to agree to this marriage, let alone Xue Mi, who begged and called her sister that night, and after listening to her reprimand, what kind of mentality she used to say in the main hall: "How can Xue'er be wronged, this should be a thing that makes Xue'er happy." ”
"Chun'er, in fact, now that I think about it, the purpose of entering the palace and the purpose of living in the palace have been achieved, but they have become unimportant and ridiculous." Han Ji sighed.
"Sister, do you feel ashamed of Xue Mi?" Chun Xi stroked the tears in the corners of her eyes for her, and comforted her gently: "You are not wrong, all people and things are destined." Besides, if it were me, I might have gone even further. And sister, you, in fact, are only hurting Xue Mi's sensible heart. How would she grow up without experiencing something? ”
In fact, think about it, no one is always good. People are always bothering with what they think is right. Han Ji could have had a better life, but at the best of her youth, the most unfortunate thing happened.
It was the previous generation that was wrong, so Aita felt guilty many years later, and only after seeing the letter did not hesitate to agree. Even if doing so will hurt the little daughter who has been held in the palm of her hand since she was a child.
"Only when people are full of guilt will they be truly good to another person." Chun Xi said again: "My sister should understand this principle the most." Your original purpose was just to let Xue Mi also feel the pain you have had over the years, and that pain is only one-ten-thousandth of yours. She suffered, silently endured the torture she deserved. Because she feels ashamed of you, her Amma, her Eniang, and even her two brothers. Because of them, the suffering that your mother and daughter have suffered over the years, she cannot make up for it. She will also feel that the emotional wounds she suffered before are nothing compared to yours. So, with her apologies to you, she wants to do her best to get you what you want. She was powerless to change her current state, her life. But she still wants you to be with her lover. That way, her heart will feel much better. ”
As she spoke, she pulled out a note from her sleeve. It was in the letter that came yesterday.
Han Ji took it and looked at the beautiful words on it: There is joy in the house.
At that time, Chunxi didn't quite understand the literal meaning, but she was sure that the mansion was referring to Prince Yu's mansion, and the person who wrote the letter only guessed that it was Xue Mi. After taking out Siruk Evian's words today, knowing that she was indeed pregnant, he was even more sure of his guess. Later, Xue Mi said lightly, but extremely important: "Don't be wronged." "It's Chun Xi who has determined that the person who wrote the letter is Xue Mi.
Presumably, Xue Mi already knew what she wanted to do from Aita, and instead of stopping her, she secretly helped.
"Sister doesn't have to be uncomfortable, be a bride to be married, this is the expectation of each of us." Chun Xi hugged Han Ji and said in her ear.
Tears once again couldn't stop slipping from the corners of Han Ji's eyes, and at this moment she was finally willing to open her heart and accept the sudden changes in the past few days.
Whether it was the resentment in the past, or the suffering he suffered in those years, at this moment he finally understood that after losing his mother, what he wanted most was a home with warm relatives.
That's why she's paranoid about destroying the seemingly happy family, and that's why she's disgusted with Aita's lies. Because she has waited for so many years, she is still waiting for a sad father.
Therefore, when the knife she forged with words cut into Xue Mi's heart, she would be uncomfortable.
It turned out that she needed a home so much, and when Chunxi appeared, when Chunxi was getting closer and closer to her, the warmth she felt was because they regarded each other as family.
"Chun'er, thank you for having you. Meeting you is Han Ji's best luck. Han Ji hugged Chunxi back with tears in her eyes.
At this moment, they all understood a lot, some people, some hate, it is very simple to let go. The difficult thing is how to bear that guilt-filled feeling with love.
On the afternoon of the second day, Chunxi personally sent Han Ji out of Shunzhen Gate.
"Niangniang, the things before me are a bit eyebrow-raising." Fu'er walked back with one hand on her hand, and took a silk handkerchief in the other hand to gently test the petals on her body.
"Speak." Chun Xi knew that Fu'er was the most concerned about that matter. It must have been the news a long time ago, and it was not easy to mention it in front of Han Ji. As soon as I sent someone out, I couldn't wait to tell her.
Fu'er glanced at the people following behind her, and saw that there was no one she wanted to talk about, so she turned around and said, "Niangniang, the fish in the pond before me really had something to do." Early that morning, the slave maid was also busy with the little brother's 100-day banquet, and the back and forth in and outside the hall naturally did not care about feeding the fish. Later, the slave maid checked, and there were only three people who approached the fish pond that day. One is Ling'er, who has a very good relationship with slaves and maids, one is Xiao Lizi, who usually cleans outside the palace, and the other is Kong Yang. ”
"There were so many people coming and going all those days, how can you be sure that only the three of them have been to the fish pond?" Chunxi raised her eyebrows, lowered her head to brush away the last petal on her body, and raised her eyes to look at her.
"These days, everyone's work is arranged by Sister Mu herself early in the morning, each has its own things to do, and almost all of them have people with them. The slave maid also inquired, and because of what happened that morning, they were very impressed. Everyone's rhetoric, with whom they did something, are all right. Ling'er almost went in and out with me, and she went to the pool at my orders to feed the fish. The little plum just cleaned the surroundings as usual, but in fact, it didn't go to the fish pond. At that time, he also happened to meet Ling'er with fish food to feed the fish, and he was gossiping a few words at that time, and was seen by Sister Mu and scolded. Fu'er explained.
Chun Xi stopped, and of course asked: "So, who knows if Kong Yang has been there, and whether there was anyone when he went." ”
"Yes." Fu'er nodded: "At that time, several people saw Kong Yang wandering by the pool for a long time. He is still nominally the chief eunuch of Yikun Palace, so naturally no one dares to come forward to ask. Since beating his mother has become more and more estranged from him, he is usually idle. I also like to go to the pool when I have nothing to do, and no one thinks there is anything strange, so this question is naturally said. ”
"Tell me, what else did you find?" Chun Xi knows that Fu'er has been a lot more sensible recently, and although she is a little anxious, she will not say something untrue to her for no reason, she must have seen something unusual, and even has evidence.
"The slave asked Xiaoqinzi to go to his house to look for it, and found a large bag of fish food." Fu'er said.
Chun Xi smiled: "Maybe people just like that pool of fish?" After all, you're not the only one who likes fish. The fish food in Kongyang's house may just like to feed the fish as much as you do. ”
"The slave maid thought so too." Fu'er pursed her lips and said, "But I remember the scene when we met the concubine on the way back to the palace last night." The slave maid understood that Kong Yang had done things for the concubine, and now it was very likely that he would be instructed by the concubine Niangniang to kill the fish in that pond and add some bad luck to the happy event of the concubine. even made some other slander to remind Niang Niang of last night, convinced and frightened of the ghosts and gods. ”
Chunxi's face changed suddenly, and what Fu'er said was not impossible. The appearance of the concubine last night was already very strange, and thinking about the time when the fish in the fish pond was just found dead, Chun Yin said that it was not a good sign.
According to Chunyin's temperament, she doesn't look like someone who can say something like that. The last time Concubine An died, Concubine Yin had threatened Chunyin, if this matter was related to Concubine An, then Chunyin was likely to have been dragged into the water by her.
Chun Xi stared at Fu'er, very seriously. Fu'er glanced at her, and was a little embarrassed, thinking that she had said something wrong. Just as he was about to explain, he heard Chunxi say, "Fu'er, you are really getting more and more clever, and it's good that you can come up with so many possible things." But although your analysis is very reasonable, after all, there is no real evidence. How can you be sure that Kong Yang is the culprit who killed your beloved pool of fish? ”
Fu'er was also stunned, yes, she didn't have any evidence. Those fish foods don't mean much at all. She looked at Chunxi in embarrassment, and her voice was so small that it was almost impossible to hear clearly: "This is also the most headache for the slave maid." ”
"Nothing to worry about, you can think of so much that is already a big step forward. Fu'er, I'm very happy. She took her hand and smiled, then turned around and walked back: "If you haven't dealt with all the dead fish, you might as well cut open their bellies and take a look." ”
Fu'er was stunned again, how could she not think that those fish must have eaten something to die. If the belly of the fish is opened, there must be something in it that has been digested, or even something like poison. (Palace's Gate.. /31/31987/)--
( Miyamen Ushi)