[Burial Heart]
"Jingle Bell...... Jingle ......"
Wang Yun hugged the woman who had no breath in his arms, and every step he took seemed to have exhausted all his strength.
A light breeze swept by, and his clothes were flying, like a fairy, but he was embarrassed, and his body eroded by the soft smoke was extremely weak.
Just now, he watched Xiaoxiao fall from in front of him. It's ridiculous, conceited like him, and he is powerless to step forward. For the first time, I couldn't hold her hand and let her go...... But who can say for sure? For Xiaoxiao, maybe he would rather die than stay by his side.
Behind him, Diao Chan lowered his head and followed from a distance, not daring to step forward, but he didn't dare to fall too far behind, for fear that something would happen to him.
"Jingle Bell...... Jingle ......"
The silver chains at the ankles struck each other with the movement of the footsteps, making a crisp sound, so lonely, like a Brahma chant from the heavenly realm, gentle and cold.
Have you ever experienced the sensation of heart arrest?
Wang Yun has tasted it, and there are quite a few of them, two times. The first time was by the moat in Liangzhou, watching Xiaoxiao fall into the river; The second time was in his Situ Mansion, watching Xiaoxiao die in front of him......
Once alive, once dead.
He thought he didn't know what fear was. For if a man is not even afraid of death, what is there to fear? But he was wrong, and in the woods, he felt fear when he saw the poisonous white browed belly climbing on Xiaoxiao's ankle.
Yes, fear, fear that goes deep into the marrow.
At that moment, he understood what position laughter occupied in his heart, which had always thought he was indifferent. Or, on the streets of Hedong, when she rescued Ling'er, her figure remained in his heart.
Obviously, it was just a play, a play that he personally arranged. He boasts that he can see through people's hearts, he arranged the scene of Ling'er being bullied by evil young people on the street, he thinks that the kind of pampered girl, who is protected like a greenhouse flower and does not know the suffering of the world, will definitely be filled with righteous indignation, and will definitely come forward to stop it with a sense of justice, and save Ling'er, then, Ling'er can justifiably go to Taishou Mansion to carry out her revenge plan.
But the girl with the delicate face just stood on the periphery and watched silently, without any intention to stop it. Obviously she was only a girl about ten years old, but there was indifference in her eyes that made him feel frightened.
At that moment, he felt that he had misestimated the girl, so he was going to give up. Since he was going to give up, the girl who was used by him because of his hatred was completely useless, and he turned around and was about to leave, not intending to care about her life or death.
But the girl named Ling'er has a lot of kung fu, if she is in a hurry, she will be violent and hurt, which will definitely make the girl who is much smarter than he expected to be suspicious, in order not to leave future troubles, he left before throwing a quenched anesthetic ice needle, the ice needle into the body dissolved, will not leave any hidden dangers at all.
The moment the ice needle entered the body, the girl who was entangled by the evil boy suddenly lost her strength, and she was paralyzed on the ground and let people get up and down, her eyes swept over the crowd, as if she was a person who was behind the ordinary back, and gradually, her eyes became desperate.
He was about to leave, but the girl, who had been watching silently, suddenly rushed forward, grabbed her and ran away.
He will never forget the girl's astonishingly bright eyes, after being chased and stopped by the evil young man, she dared to fight with her, obviously she didn't know how to do half the effort......
At that time, his heart was as quiet as stagnant water, and his shadow was left......
It's just that he doesn't know it.
She has a mouthful full of recipes, but she can't make even the simplest of dishes, and she says her dream is to open a big restaurant and happily count the money every day with her favorite people until her hands cramp.
Seeing her smiling, he actually let go, revealing that he was a "master chef who can cook".
So, he actually began to resign himself to washing his hands and making soup for the girl named Xiaoxiao, and he told himself that everything was just a plan.
But...... Is it really just a plan?
Watching her feast and watch her feast, there was a smile in his cold eyes that he had long been accustomed to concealing with gentleness.
A few "unexpectedly" completely loosened his past life.
There are mood swings in the stillness of stagnant gentleness......
However, since when did Xiaoxiao's eyes look at him no longer smiling, but began to be full of panic, hatred, and even murderous intent......
Why?
That's right, it's because of Dong Zhuo.
How can you forget your mission? He came to kill Dong Zhuo. Before his death, the master said that two lone stars from the sky would shake the foundation of the country and harm the imperial court, one of which was Dong Zhuo of the Lone Star of the Heavenly Evil Star. Therefore, he was going to kill Dong Zhuo.
Because this court belongs to the Liu family, no one can shake it.
When he brought the news of Dong Zhuo's death to Xiaoxiao. Unexpectedly, Xiaoxiao didn't cry, but the first time, in front of her smiling face, his always numb heart felt painful.
Until...... The blood-colored wedding dress stained with poison was draped in a smile. That blood-stained wedding, he couldn't forget the stunned in his eyes, it was the stunned that his happiness was shattered......
She is so attached to the man who brought her up single-handedly, she is so attached to Dong Zhuo, and she is so eager for happiness......
It was he who ruined her happiness with his own hands.
But his fate is to protect the world of the Liu family, even if it is to sacrifice his life for the country, even if it is a betrayal of his relatives...... Sticking to the world of the Liu family, that is his fate. At a very young age, he was taught that. Therefore, Dong Zhuo must die.
He has always believed in it, and he has always insisted on it.
Dong Zhuo must die, because he is a Heavenly Demon Lone Star, so he deserves to die! But the ...... who fell off the moat Why laugh? Covered by the icy waters...... What should it feel like? What should it feel like?
"There is no poison in the world that I will not detoxify." He said this to Xiaoxiao.
But this time, he broke his promise.
This poison was refined by his own hands, but there was no antidote, he handed this poison to Diao Chan, which was intended to be used on Dong Zhuo.
It's not that he didn't think that she would hate him because of Dong Zhuo's death, and he didn't forget the hatred in her eyes when he brought the news of Dong Zhuo's death to her last time. But he didn't care, he used to think that as long as he smiled and laughed by his side, he hated him or loved him, he didn't care.
However, she would rather die than stay with him.
"Father-in-law......" Diao Chan's timid voice came from his ears.
Wang Yun turned a deaf ear, walked out of Situ Mansion with the woman who had no breath in his arms, turned over and got on the horse, carefully placed the smile on his chest, and galloped all the way.
The cold wind came to his face, and he subconsciously protected Xiaoxiao in his arms, knowing that she was unconscious......
It's jealousy, he is really jealous of Dong Zhuo, the same Tiansha Lone Star, the same miserable and lonely fate.
But why did God give Dong Zhuo a smile, but he didn't have anything? Why does he have to cover up all his loneliness with a gentle appearance?
Why does it hurt so much that he seems to have stopped breathing, but he still has to smile gently?
After a long time, that gentle smile seemed to be a mask on his face, and he couldn't tear it off......
Just like now, he was holding the cold body of the woman in his arms, and he couldn't even shed a tear.
"You are a lone star, and your destiny is to kill all those who are related to you, and even bring disaster to the world!"
"You are a lonely star, how can you have the right and capital to cry!"
……
It turned out that even crying had to have capital, and he didn't.
Disgusting gazes, whipping again and again, reprimanding again and again......
Be gentle with the people and things around you; Gently face every disgusting gaze; Even...... Kill gently.
So, the young man in white learned to be gentle. Even if you die, you can laugh very gently.
He was also one of the two lone stars that Master said. Perhaps, he is really a despicable person, and he hides this great secret.
He is a lonely star.
is the same as Dong Zhuo. But on the contrary, he is still full of family and country, and full of royal court.
I heard from the master that on the day he was born, the lotus flowers in the backyard of the house turned red, like the crazy red lotus in hell...... Then, Master walked by the door. Master said that he had committed a crime.
So, from the moment he was born, his feet were chained with silver chains......
It was a lifetime of shackles, a lifetime of shackles.
Master said that the chain could lock his evil qi and keep the people around him safe. Therefore, all the suffering must be borne by him alone.
Absolute dust is the name given to him by the master, and it is determined to be outside the mortal world, without a trace of dust. But he has another name - Wang Yun, the Wang Yun who worships Situ, the Wang Yun who bears the family and the country.
It's ridiculous, obviously you don't even have a home, where is your home and country? Why did he defend the royal court to the death?
It's been too long, it's been too long...... He can't remember his original intentions anymore, but he only remembers that the old man with white hair and beard, his master, warned again and again that he would swear to defend the world of the Liu family.
...... again and again
So, it almost became his instinct.
Behold, how great is he.
Wang Situ is famous, and he does his best to protect the royal family, but the truth of the facts is always so ironic and ridiculous.
"Jingle Bell...... Jingle ......"
With the horse's flying hooves, on Wang Yun's ankles, the silver-white chain struck rapidly, making a messy sound.
After choosing a good coffin, in a place far away from Luoyang, he finally buried Xiaoxiao with his own hands.
"I hope Dong Zhuo won't be able to find you for the rest of my life." Squinting his eyes, looking at the girl lying in the coffin with ruddy cheeks, Wang Yun spoke, his voice was gentle and sad, "No one can find you except me." ”
"You...... It's still mine after all. He laughs.
Closing the lid of the coffin, he bit his index finger and wrote the inscription, with only two words - burial heart.
Xiaoxiao, I sacrificed my heart to accompany you, that is the only thing I have. Perhaps, you will abandon it.
Even though I am in chains; Even if you're afraid of me. The feeling of being abandoned, it was scary, and I didn't want to be alone. So, despicable or cruel, I won't let you go no matter what.
Even though, you curse me.