After Xiao Jiu ate the barbecue, he sent me back to our community, he is always a little strange, he has been bouncing before, but now he is very quiet.

Looking at the back of him turning away, I felt the loss in his heart, but I don't know where I offended him today?

Christmas Eve, but not peaceful.

I held the delicately packaged red apple in my hand, and thought of Anbei, let's go and see him, whenever I think of him recently, I always feel uneasy.

When I came to Anbei's house, I knocked on the door for a long time, but no one came to open it, he shouldn't be at home at this time, but he won't go to sleep?

I hurriedly turned out the key to open the door, and the uneasiness in my heart became even stronger!

"Anbei!" I called his name and turned the light on.

He was not in the living room, I was about to go to the room, but I saw the curtains fluttering, how could he still open the window in such a cold weather!

I was going to help him close the window, but I saw him sitting on the windowsill, staring at the sky in a daze.

"Anbei, what are you doing? Will you catch a cold? I stood next to him and whispered.

"Ruoxian, look!" Anbei pointed in the direction of the sky.

I craned my neck and looked at the sky, but it was pitch black and I couldn't see anything!

"Anbei, what are you looking at?" I asked, puzzled.

"Star, I seem to see the star that belongs to me." Anbei turned back and smiled at me.

His face was not very good, and I worriedly pulled him down from the table outside the window, and then closed the window and closed the curtains, so that I was a little relieved.

His hands were cold, and his fingers were thin, just skinned over his bones.

"Anbei, are you not feeling well?" I'm worried that a disease that runs in his family may have flare-up.

"Nope." Anbei shook his head.

I gave him the apple in my hand and sat down on the couch with him, and when I looked at him closely, I felt as if he was a little more melancholy than before.

"Do you feel pressured to study?" Lately, everyone has been overwhelmed by learning.

"You know I don't have much to do with college." Anbei has always considered himself a person with no future.

I always hope that he can ignite his confidence in life, but I have never found the person who can give him strength.

"Ruoxian, how are you doing?" Anbei asked me suddenly.

"Me?" I was stunned for a moment, and then frowned, it shouldn't be good.

"I've been having a lot of strange dreams lately, as if I've dreamed of what kind of princess I am, and there are a lot of fights, killings and heart-rending scenes, and I can't remember it clearly when I wake up, otherwise I think I can write a fantasy novel!" I said with a smile.

"Everybody has some weird dreams." Anbei also smiled.

"But I'm making a series! And it feels real, but it doesn't get tired. "I still don't resist such dreams.

"That's good." Anbei kept staring at me.

I suddenly thought of the hallucinations and nightmares I had before, and some bad thoughts flashed through my mind, and I couldn't help but shiver, and asked Anbei in a low voice: "Do you think I am going to have some kind of delusion?" ”

Anbei smiled, he looked at my eyes gently, reached out and rubbed my wig, and shook his head very seriously.

But I still can't feel at ease, what if the previous condition is about to recur? I won't be able to control myself then, will I?

The King of Balls is the best example of this! I really don't want to bring any harm to the people around me because I can't control it.

"Anbei, if one day my nerves are deranged again, and I want to do something to hurt you, you must not be as stupid as the king of the ball, otherwise I will feel guilty." I think I need to tell him in advance.

An Bei's expression suddenly became painful, his eyes stared at me anxiously, and he said for a long time: "Ruoxian, you won't." ”

I don't want to be like that, but there are too many irreversible things in this world that can happen at any time.

After returning home, my aunt had already returned, she was lying on the sofa and applying a mask, and she was talking on the phone with Wei Zhiyong.

Back in the room, I threw my body on the bed tiredly, feeling very relaxed, in the end, the bed at home is the most comfortable!

Tomorrow is Christmas, think about last year's Christmas, we spent three kings and five daughters together, I don't know if we can still be together this year!

We used to say that we would spend a lot of festivals together every year, and then it would always be difficult to get together because of such and such things, and when we went to different universities, maybe such promises would really be just empty shells.

There are some promises that we know will not be fulfilled, but we will still say it, because they were very sincere at the time, and we naively thought that they would be fulfilled, but the result was only hehe.

What can I do? Life is meant to be so helpless.

The next day, I came to the gate of the school and saw that Xiao Jiu's restaurant rolling subtitles had finally changed, beauty, our first Christmas!

I'm speechless, I don't want to spend time with Xiao Jiu! I'd rather spend it with him!

Just as I was about to walk to the campus, I saw the singer, who was still riding his bicycle, but today he was the only one, and I didn't see the lady, and they rarely separated.

"Singer, where's the lady?" I asked strangely.

"Didn't she participate in the National Youth Piano Competition? Today's preliminary round. "The singer doesn't seem to be used to the feeling of not having a lady by his side.

"The lady should have no problem making it to the finals!" I have faith in the lady, she plays the piano very well and has won awards before.

"Beauty, how do I feel so nervous, as if I am the one who participates." The singer kept exhaling.

I couldn't help laughing, really, it's funny to watch a big boy who is more than 1.8 meters show such a nervous look in front of him.

"King of Singers, do you think I want to ask the lady for an autograph now? When she becomes a world-class piano master, I can show it off at that time! "I deliberately teased him.

"What's the use of a signature? You have to take a group photo to be more stylish! "The singer is actually very serious.

"Yes, yes, yes!" I echoed: "Then I can proudly say to others, have you seen it?" This pianist is a good friend of mine! ”

"Beauty, when you say that, I'm still a little excited!" The singer and I looked at each other, and then we both laughed.

We're really a bunch of dreaming kids!

"What do you say?" The talented girl chased after her.

"The lady is participating in the preliminary round today, and we are envisioning the future for her!" The singer said.

"The absolute boss of your lady! Let's just wait for the good news! "Talented women are also very confident in ladies.

"How are you going to spend Christmas today?" I looked at them and asked, I must have obeyed the arrangement of the talented girl.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to do it tonight, there's a friendly league in the team." The team that the talented girl said was their taekwondo team.

"If the lady passes the preliminary round, there may be a family dinner in the evening, and I will accompany her." It seems that the singer and the lady can't come out to play anymore.

"I'm afraid the king won't be able to do it today, his mother is back." The talented girl looked at me and said, "He will be taken care of by his mother."

It seems that we can't get together this year, and I turned my head to see the good girl, who has been leaving us lately in addition to studying and studying, let alone letting her go out to play.

Sure enough, she walked past us with her head down as if she didn't see us.

"Good girls are going to learn to be stupid." The talented girl is quite worried about her.

In fact, I am also very worried about the good girl, blindly studying will only make our brains more tired, which will not have any good results.

I walked to the class behind the singer and the talented girl, I don't know why there was a sense of loss, we didn't go to college yet, we started to be so estranged, would I really lose them one day?

Thinking of this, I quickly shook my head, no! We're just too busy for the time being, and we'll be fine when we end this depressing senior year of high school!

We will always be good friends, even if we are no longer crazy together, this relationship will still be there!

Not long after arriving at the classroom, the ball king also came, and he handed each of us a pendant in the shape of a Christmas stocking to hang on the bedside at night to see if Santa Claus would send us a gift.

I look at the cute little red socks, so small, even if Santa Claus comes, he will leave because he has nowhere to put his presents, right?

"Beauty, I may have to go straight home tonight, so I can't spend Christmas with you." The king of the ball said apologetically when he gave me milk.

"I see, Merry Christmas!" I patted him on the back because I didn't have a gift for him.

"We'll spend it together next year." The king of the ball said firmly.

Let's talk about next year's events next year, the world is unpredictable, who knows where we will be next year?

It's been another day of intense study and exams, and every night after school, I feel like I've been instantly liberated!

Everyone left separately, I lingered inside the school gate for a long time before slowly approaching the gate, and then secretly looked outside, but I didn't see Xiao Jiu!

Could he be hiding somewhere, and when I get out, he will suddenly pop out and scare me half to death?

Xiao Jiu is definitely the one who can do this kind of thing, I stood inside the gate and continued to observe the movement outside, until the students basically walked out of the campus.

I can't help it, I can't stay here all the time! I had to nervously walk out behind a slightly taller and burly boy of the same grade whom I didn't know.

Until I walked to the other side of the road, Xiao Jiu didn't appear, I looked up at the scrolling subtitles on Xiao Jiu's restaurant, it seems that I just kept scaring myself, but this made me feel very abnormal!

Although my heart of mind wants not to spend Christmas with him, isn't his personality supposed to be here to chase me down?

What's wrong with him?