"The first time I had an impression of you was when you helped the teacher convey a sentence on the podium, and I smiled when I looked at you with a flushed face.

Later, we became table mates, and I found that you are really simple and relatable, and I am willing to do everything in my power to make you laugh. Your smile after your grades have improved, your appearance of pretending to be strong and indifferent after being criticized by your teacher, and your cuteness of pretending to be angry and pouting will all touch my heart. I was thinking, how could I have such a cute tablemate, and I wanted to protect you.

After I am no longer at the same table, I can't help but look in your direction, I will be very distressed when you fail the exam and lie on the table, but I don't have the courage to come forward to comfort you. I clenched my fists outside the court during your high school entrance examination, afraid that you would be nervous.

It wasn't until I took a leave of absence before the high school entrance examination that I would miss you every day, and I dreamed of you every night, that I realized that I seemed to like you.

Chatting with you, I smile like a fool, even if you just send expressions, I see you in front of my eyes.

However, you were admitted to a key high school, and I could only make do with it, and I had no chance to protect you and a reason to get close to you.

I thought I just had a crush on you, like most of them, and I didn't like you for long. So I want to forget about you. I think that as time goes by, the memory of you will also come.

I deleted your contact information and told myself that I would slowly stop thinking about you.

Eventually, I realized that it was all self-deception. In the past two years, the longing for you has never faded, on the contrary, it has deepened.

Do you know? How happy I was when I found out that No. 1 High School was going to recruit borrowed students, I couldn't wait to meet you, but I was afraid that there was already someone else around you.

But I still asked my dad to find a way to get into your class, the moment you came to say hello to me, I was so excited, you still remember me!

I will have a heartache if your stomach hurts, I will be angry when you laugh with Feng Qiyuan, and I am really, very happy that you buy milk tea for me.

I want to stand by your side and protect you. I know you want to go to ##大学, I checked, if you have excellent grades in sports, you can get into their physical education department if you are in the upper twenty or thirty points of my usual level in cultural classes. I decided, I'm going to rush once, for you.

I made up my mind, when you graduate, I will tell you personally that I like you, I will let you be my Ji Lingshuo's girlfriend, and then go to the same university with you, we will have a lot of happy times.

However, I was injured before the physical test and made a mistake, although my cultural class was so much higher, it could not make up for the lack of physical test, and I couldn't go there.

After the college entrance examination, I feel that I should not tie you down, you have your own future and broad road, and it should not be changed because of me. I forced myself to be indifferent to you, yesterday you stood in front of me, I didn't dare to look at you, I was afraid that I would be ruthless with just one look.

But I can't do it without you. That uncle is right, I can't wait until I lose it and spend my whole life regretting it, I want to fight for it once.

Tranquility, these are my heartfelt words, really. Tranquility, I was wrong, forgive me, okay? ”

Unable to hear the sound in the window, Ji Lingshuo stood there, holding his head in both hands, trying to suppress the appearance of tears.

"Tranquility, I was really wrong"

He stood in front of the window for a long time, and did not speak again.

The door opened, Ji Lingshuo raised his head suddenly, and An Yu walked in front of him.

"Fool, how did you become like this, ugly to death" she had tears on her face.

Ji Lingshuo hugged An Jing and hugged her tightly, "I'm sorry"

Sooner or later, there will always be such a person, just for himself.

"An Ming, I decided to repeat my studies, are you willing to wait for me for a year?"

"Four years have passed, and one year is nothing. I'm waiting for you, I'm sure we'll be together. ”

People came and went, and she rested her head on his shoulder. At this moment, the ten fingers are interlocked, better than all the surrounding ......