Chapter 251: Let's Start Again
Gu Changhuan's face became more and more ugly, Mo Haoxuan couldn't go on, hugged Gu Changhuan and said, "Huanhuan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong." "The child is gone, he has made an irreparable mistake, and it is useless to say anything now, I just hope that Gu Changhuan can give him another chance.
Gu Changhuan's voice was cold: "The child is gone, is it?" ”
Mo Haoxuan's heart hurt, nodded with difficulty, and then hurriedly explained: "Huanhuan, listen to me, we will have children in the future." ”
Gu Changhuan looked at Mo Haoxuan as if she was looking at a stranger, she smiled slowly, reached out and stroked Mo Haoxuan's cheek, and said gently: "There will be no more, we will not have any more children in the future, Mo Haoxuan, we will not have any more children." She looked at Mo Haoxuan with stunned eyes, and sentenced Mo Haoxuan to death very gently and cruelly, a child is life for a woman, the child is gone, and the mother is equivalent to dying once, since there is no life, what do you have to love?
Mo Haoxuan looked at Gu Changhuan's appearance and slowly shed two lines of tears, for Gu Changhuan and for the children they lost. Gu Changhuan wiped away the tears on Mo Haoxuan's cheeks with his fingertips and put them in front of his eyes to examine them carefully, looked at them and cried and said, "What are you crying about, what are you so bitter about." You should be happy if the child is gone, so that there will be no obstacle for you and Lin Yan to see each other. ”
Mo Haoxuan looked at Gu Changhuan with a heartache, he knew that it was useless for him to say anything now, and Gu Changhuan, who had just lost his child, couldn't listen to anything at all.
When Xia Shanshan and Song Xianji came in, what they saw was the scene of the two of them crying face to face, and the air was so heavy that people couldn't breathe. Xia Shanshan walked in front of Mo Haoxuan: "Mo Haoxuan, go out first, we will take care of Gu Changhuan here, don't worry, we will take good care of Gu Changhuan." As a woman, she knows Gu Changhuan's pain.
Mo Haoxuan glanced at Xia Shanshan gratefully: "Then I'll leave it to you." After speaking, he walked out, and Song Xianji thought about it and followed behind Mo Haoxuan.
Gu Changhuan's eyes were still stunned and looked at the void, as if he didn't notice that two people had left, seeing her like this, Xia Shanshan was secretly frightened. Tentatively shouted: "Gu Changhuan? ”
The corners of Gu Changhuan's mouth were slightly hooked, revealing a blank smile. Xia Shanshan's heart sank, and his voice suddenly became stern: "Gu Changhuan, your child is gone, you should be sad, it is a small life, because you didn't protect him well, so that he disappeared before he could take a look at this world." That's your child, don't you have heartache? It's all because of you, obviously feeling his existence and not protecting him well, you are a failed mother, you are sorry for your child! ”
Gu Changhuan looked at Xia Shanshan with a blank smile, then a blank expression on his face, then pain, and then tears fell down his cheeks, more and more, and finally couldn't help crying: "Yes, my fault, I didn't protect my children well, I was wrong, I am not a good mother, I didn't protect my children well, my poor child, mother is sorry for you." ”
Seeing Gu Changhuan like this, Xia Shanshan breathed a sigh of relief, hugged Gu Changhuan in his arms, and gently patted her back to comfort: "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay to cry, it's not your fault, life and death, you have done your best, you don't want such a thing to happen, it's just an accident." Huanhuan, you will have children in the future, and there will be many, many children, the doctor said that you are still young and your body is recovering well. ”
Gu Changhuan's appearance really startled Xia Shanshan before, she had seen many such examples on the Internet, and she couldn't cry when she was very sad. They even live as usual, laughing when they should laugh and going out to play when they should go out. But the loss of a child is a heavy blow for every mother, those who did not cry at the time, after a year or two, gradually recovered, began to feel sad, and then depressed, and that sadness and shadow will stay with them for a lifetime.
So she had to find a way to make Gu Changhuan cry, and her emotions were vented and not suppressed in her heart, so that she could return to reality.
Mo Haoxuan walked to the smoking area, lit a cigarette, and put the artificial lake under the hospital, he never thought of hurting Gu Changhuan, if he could keep Gu Changhuan from harm, he would rather never come to this world, if he didn't exist, then Gu Changhuan would not have met him, and he would not have suffered the pain of losing his son.
Song Xianji waited for Mo Haoxuan to finish smoking a cigarette and patted him on the shoulder: "I understand your current mood, don't be too sad, things will pass, you still have a long way to go, now in this situation, you should stay by Gu Changhuan's side, if you still love her, give her enough security and trust." ”
Mo Haoxuan looked puzzled: "But she doesn't like me anymore, she doesn't want to see me, I hurt their mother and son, I'm sorry for them." ”
Song Xianji said: "So you want to escape?" You're going to leave her alone with this? Let her mistakenly think that you and Lin Yan really have something? ”
After listening to Song Xianji's series of questions, Mo Haoxuan subconsciously shook his head: No, he still likes Gu Changhuan, he can be sure that he hopes to be by Gu Changhuan's side and take care of her for a lifetime. He really has nothing to do with Lin Yan, he doesn't want Gu Changhuan to misunderstand, no, no, he must not leave Gu Changhuan at this time, what difficulties are there, he and Gu Changhuan face it together, and it is not his style to escape.
Thinking of this, Mo Haoxuan looked at Song Xianji: "I like Huanhuan, I won't leave her, even if she drives me away, I won't." ”
Xia Shanshan walked over, and when he saw the appearance of Song Xianji and Mo Haoxuan, he knew that Mo Haoxuan's heart knot had been opened, and when Mo Haoxuan saw Xia Shanshan coming, he asked, "Shanshan, where is Huanhuan?" ”
Xia Shanshan sighed and said, "I cried a lot just now, and now I'm asleep." ”
Mo Haoxuan said that he was going to accompany Gu Changhuan, and after greeting the two, he walked to Gu Changhuan's room. Gu Changhuan fell asleep with his back to the door, Mo Haoxuan walked over and gently held Gu Changhuan's hand: "Huanhuan, it's all my fault, can you forgive me?" I swear I really don't have anything with Lin Yan, the person I like is you, it will never change for the rest of my life, the person I want to be together is you, can we start again? ”
Gu Changhuan has had a very light sleep since she lost her child, and she was already awake when Mo Haoxuan pushed the door in. I had just cried once, and I was a little tired, so I didn't interrupt Mo Haoxuan. Then I heard Mo Haoxuan's oath, thinking that in fact, he was also wrong, he shouldn't doubt Mo Haoxuan, maybe he was really suspicious, he had nothing to do with Lin Yan. It's because he is too sensitive, and he hurts his children when he is emotional, Mo Haoxuan is actually not wrong, the wrong person is himself.