The two of them took about two more steps forward before falling from the upper floor. When I saw that something was wrong, I immediately shouted the names of both of them, but they seemed to be enchanted and paid no attention to me.

In a hurry, I immediately rushed over and threw Wu Bin to the ground before he could fall, but Li Mu'an fell.

Seeing that tragedy was about to happen, I rushed out in an instant, grabbed her arm before she fell completely, and I fell down the stairs due to inertia, but fortunately I climbed to the edge of the stairs in time.

At this time, I pulled Li Mu'an one by one, and both of them swung in the air, the scene was extremely terrifying, and the hormones in my body were secreted rapidly, and my whole body was like an overelectricity.

Although Li Mu'an is not heavy, I can't last long because I have to work hard at both ends.

I instinctively shouted for help, but several paramedics arrived in time to pull the two of us up, saving both lives.

Answering the rooftop again, I was already paralyzed, lying on the countertop, gasping for breath, the experience just now was enough for me to have nightmares for several days in a row.

Wu Bin was soon taken back to the ward, and the medical staff repeatedly confirmed that Li Mu'an and I were all right, before leaving, and the crowd gradually dispersed.

Lying on the ground, I slowed down for a while before I slowly got up from the ground, and at this time, Li Mu'an gradually regained consciousness, and the first thing he said was: "It's terrible." ”

I sneered a few times and said, "You know it's scary." ”

Li Mu'an hurriedly turned his head to me, stared at me with wide eyes, and said, "You don't understand, I just knew that I would die if I jumped, but my body seemed to be out of control, so I wanted to jump, what the hell is going on." ”

I hurriedly asked, "You mean, the whole time you went from the ward to the rooftop, you always knew that it was suicide, but the body was just out of control?" ”

Li Mu'an nodded again and again at first, but then shook his head lightly and said: "The consciousness is not so clear, it is a very hazy feeling, but there is always a voice in the brain saying, jump down, jump down, and then the scene just now happened." ”

I then asked, "What did you and Wu Bin experience before coming to the rooftop?" ”

Li Mu'an said with some fear: "I was feeding him before, and then he suddenly widened his eyes and told me that he wanted to commit suicide, I thought he was scaring me at first, and didn't care about his words, and comforted him and said don't think nonsense, but then he kept staring at me, repeating that he wanted to commit suicide, and then I put down the food and accompanied him to the rooftop ......"

I thought about it for a moment and continued to ask, "Have you ever had suicidal thoughts before this?" ”

After Li Mu'an heard this, he suddenly lowered his voice and said: "Yes, it was when I first broke up with my ex-boyfriend, I really couldn't accept it, and I wanted to die." ”

Before I could respond, she suddenly raised her voice again and said, "But that's all in the past, and when I come out of the shadow of broken love, I won't have the idea of committing suicide." ”

After listening to Lee's words, I suddenly thought of a legend about a Japanese valley.

In the national park of Sakai City, Fukui Prefecture, Japan, there is a steep cliff about 25 meters high, which has become a famous suicide spot in Japan because of the suicide of many celebrities.

It is rumored that hundreds of tourists who visit the area commit suicide every year, and in order to reduce the occurrence of such incidents, the government has built a public telephone booth nearby, which is stocked with 10 yen coins and calling cards, so that the suicide person can suddenly talk to whomever he wants.

Locals call it a "life-saving call" because it may be a single call to a loved one that can dispel a person's thoughts of suicide.

If a person falls into a desperate situation and comes to the "Valley of Death", it is barely understandable, but why do those who are originally mentally normal still have suicidal thoughts?

What are the states of life and death in a person's personality?

I once read a quote in a book that many people are alive as if they would never die, and when they are about to die, it is as if they never lived.

So what is the meaning of human life? Where do you go when you die?

As I thought about these questions, I suddenly had a strange thought, maybe death is not so terrible, and the process of dying is just a need to overcome an instinctive sense of fear.

Thinking about it, I unconsciously said: "Thinking about it this way, suicide may not be nothing." ”

But my words frightened Li Mu'an, and she said with a frightened face: "Tian Xin? What's wrong with you, it doesn't matter, right? ”

I smiled and said, "Don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself, because I still have a lot of knots to untie, but I've been working on a mass suicide story recently." ”

Li Mu'an's eyes immediately widened and he muttered to himself, "Collective suicide? Sounds scary! ”

I said in a deep voice: "The most terrible thing about collective suicide is not the result of it, but the process of its formation, just like you can't tell why you came to the rooftop with Wu Bin to try suicide." ”

Listening to my words, Li Mu'an showed some panic again, shivered suddenly, and then said, "Could it be a kind of hypnosis?" ”

I thought about it for a while, shook my head lightly and said, "I've thought about it before, but I always feel that it is a bit far-fetched to explain it simply by hypnosis. There is still an essential difference between collective suicide and individual suicide, after all, it is a collective event, the psychological effect of a group, and studying an individual alone will not lead to any results, so I have no clue about this matter, and most of it is just speculation. ”

Li Mu'an continued: "Then have you heard of similar mass suicides? ”

I said tentatively: "I heard that there was a mass suicide in our city 26 years ago, I don't know if you have heard of it?" ”

Li Mu'an shook his head: "I haven't heard of it, 26 years ago, I wasn't born yet." ”

I thought to myself, it seems that the confidentiality of the materials in the archives of the institute is really quite passable, but this also reminds me of the strange things that happened in the archives during this time, it seems that in addition to me, there are people studying about collective suicide, if this person is really Hua Luoer, what is her purpose?

Seeing that I didn't squeak, Li Mu'an hurriedly asked, "What did you think of again?" ”

I hurriedly said, "Ah no, it's nothing, let's go back and see Wu Bin first, don't have any accidents with him." ”

When we returned to the ward, we found that Wu Bin had fallen asleep, and in his sleep, there was a shallow but very quiet smile on his face, I couldn't help but be shocked, and said silently in my heart: "Good brother, you get better quickly, I still have to fight side by side with you." ”

I stayed with the two of them in the hospital for a while and then left.

At this time, it was already noon, and when I got home, I found that Mao Jiabao and Li Shenyu had not returned, so I simply made a bite of food and ate it with Youming.

After eating, Youming drooped his head and said, "I didn't eat well at noon today." ”

I patted him on the shoulder and smiled and said, "I'll make you ribs for the night." ”

Ariaki looked up a little excitedly and said, "Really, are there ribs at home?" ”

I pointed to the refrigerator and said, "There is it in the freezer layer of the refrigerator, I bought it the day before yesterday." ”

When Ariaki heard this, he immediately laughed.

When I got back to my bedroom, I was lying on my bed, thinking about mass suicide, and it was like a veil over my eyes, and I could see something but I couldn't see it clearly, and I felt very tormented.

Before I knew it, I was asleep. Then I had a dream in which I saw that many of the people in the institute had become abnormal, and they all gathered together, all of them were expressionless, and they walked to the roof of the building and jumped down without a sound......

With a "bang" sound after falling from the building, I bounced up from the bed suddenly, followed by several noises one after another, I was startled, and quickly jumped off the bed and ran out of the bedroom, the sound came from the kitchen, I immediately rushed in, and found that Ariaki was chopping something with a knife.

I hurriedly asked, "Ariake, what are you doing?" ”

Ariaki said: "You said that you want to make pork ribs at night, I want to help you chop the ribs first, I don't want you to work too hard." ”

After I heard this, I hurriedly walked to his side, smiled very happily and said, "Youming, thank you, but I'm not hard, you quickly put the ribs down to rest, obedient!" ”

Ariake then put down the knife and ribs and went back to the bedroom.

After packing up my things, it was almost time to go to work, so I hurried to the unit.

When I arrived at the unit, I found Cui Ning standing in front of my office door waiting for me, so I hurriedly entered my office with her, and after closing the door, I hurriedly asked, "Cui Ning, what's wrong?" ”

Cui Ning said in a hurried tone: "I have found an eyewitness." ”

I was startled and hurriedly asked, "What eyewitness?" ”

Cui Ning whispered: "Wang Xiaolei of the Propaganda Department, he said that he knew who secretly entered the archives, and he worked overtime that night, and he happened to see it?" ”

I asked, "Who is it?" ”

Cui Ning shook his head and said, "He hasn't said it yet, when we got off work today, we walked out together, and when we were chatting, we inadvertently mentioned this matter, but didn't you say that you didn't want too many people to know about it?" At that time, I was afraid that the wall would have ears, so I hurriedly gave him a look and didn't let him say it, but I made an appointment with him to come to your office in the afternoon, and we will talk about it together, and I guess he will come over soon. ”

Cui Ning and I waited in the office, but after waiting for a long time, Wang Xiaolei didn't come, so I couldn't wait, and urged: "Or you can call him directly and ask him." ”

Cui Ning hurriedly said: "It's best not to talk about this kind of secret thing on the phone." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, a scream suddenly came from the hall: "Oh no, someone has committed suicide by jumping off the building!" ”

Cui Ning and I were stunned for a moment, and then ran out to look together, and found that in front of the office building, there was a person lying in a pool of blood, and this person was Wang Xiaolei, who the two of us were waiting for.

(Education 123 Literature Network)

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