I don't know if she can hear it, but I think this song should be able to convey it.

In the backstage preparation room of the competition, I memorized the score over and over again, holding my Xiao tightly in my hands, my palms were sweaty, I had never been so nervous, this may be my first time.

"What? Nervous? "A beautiful girl next to me looked at me and handed me a glass of water." It's your first time competing, and that's okay, it's the first time. ”

"Well, it's the first time," I said, taking the cup and setting it aside, smiling at her.

"Don't be nervous, just play hard," she reassured me.

I'm nervous not because I'm afraid of not playing well on stage, if it's just because of the competition, I won't be nervous, I'm nervous, I'm afraid that I won't be able to blow this tune, I'm afraid that she won't hear it. What's more, after this song, it's really never seen again.

Closing her eyes and exhaling a long breath, the girl got up, her dress hanging down, "It's coming to me soon, I'll go and prepare first, you can do your best!" ”

"Well," I nodded, "come on!" ”

Before leaving, the beautiful girl glanced at the glass of water I had placed next to her. He turned around and picked up his piano and walked away. It's a hiccup.

As soon as the girl left, a few people came in the preparation room, and Wen Yurou bore the brunt, "Mo'er baby, we're here to cheer you up." ”

"Rourou." I smiled and put Xiao in my hand on the table, got up to meet her, and looked at the person following behind her ass, "Why are you all here?" ”

"I'm not here to cheer you on." Yin Mingchen said with a smile, "How are you preparing, I remember that you are going to play the funeral flower yin?" ”

"Changed," I exchanged a look with Ling Ge behind me and smiled slightly.

Jiang Wan came up from behind and handed me a bouquet of flowers, "Baby, come on!" ”

"Thank you." I took the flower, held it in my arms, and stood on tiptoe to give him a kiss. Seeing that they were all there, I was also a lot more relieved.

Maybe I felt the sweat in my palms, Jiang Wan wiped my hands, "What's wrong?" Nervous? ”

I squeezed my palm, "No, I'm just a little worried." ”

"What's there to worry about, it's not the first time you've participated in this competition, even if you don't prepare, you haven't been worried." Wen Yu spread his hands incomprehensibly.

"I don't know." I let out a long sigh of relief, I don't know why, I just worryed.

"Don't worry, just play hard." Jiang Wan rubbed my head, "You just play as usual, even if you can't win, it's fine." ”

"Hmm," I nodded, but the worry and nervousness didn't diminish much.

After sending them all away, I sat there and looked at the music twice, and the girl from before was finished, and waved at me. I waved at her. "It's a good pull."

"Thank you." She sat down next to me, "You can do it well, you're in the afternoon." ”

"Well," I replied, handing me the glass of water she had just given me, "drink some water, I haven't touched it." ”

She was stunned, "Huh? ”

I forced the cup into her hand, "I really haven't moved, and now it's cool, just drink, you just finished playing, you should be tired, drink some water." ”

The girl pinched the cup, a little embarrassed, "No...... No need. I'm not thirsty. ”

"What's wrong? Is there anything wrong with this water? I asked, pretending to be innocent.

"No, no." The girl shook her head, "I'm just not thirsty, I don't want to drink yet." ”

"There are so many lights on the stage, you must be tired of pulling, let's drink some water, although you are not thirsty, but your body must be short of water, it is good to replenish some water." I got straight to it, holding the cup and putting it in her mouth.

"Woooooooooooooo The girl was gagged with water and drank it in one gulp. Seeing that she was about to spit out, I quickly covered her mouth and pushed, and she immediately swallowed. Well, that's fine.

I withdrew my hand, wiped my hands with the toilet paper on the side, saw that the girl's face changed slightly, and then rushed out of the room, I took the cup and looked at her running out, smiled, and put the glass of water with something added to her seat. Holding the sheet music again, he walked out while looking at it.

It's about to take a break at noon, so I just took advantage of this time to go outside to catch my breath and find them to eat outside.

I sat down on the steps at the entrance of the competition, holding the sheet music in my hand, but my mind was a mess, and I couldn't read it, let alone memorize it.

"They've got a surprise for you." A voice came from behind me, and I turned my head to look at it and smiled.

"What a surprise." I asked nonchalantly.

Lifeng sat down next to me, "You'll know in the afternoon, in short, you just have to perform well, just treat this as an ordinary game, and play as usual." ”

"Well," everyone said to me, and I agreed, but my heart still couldn't be quiet, I turned my head to look at Lifeng, "You didn't see my mother, will you regret it?" ”

"Yes," Lifeng let out a long sigh, "there will be some regrets." ”

I glanced at Lifeng and smiled, "I'm sorry," sorry I didn't let you see her.

Lifeng rubbed my head, "What are you talking about, what's so sorry, it's not like I won't see you in the future." ”

"Huh?" I paused for a moment, what do you mean?

Lifeng just smiled, "It's nothing, you'll know." ”

I rolled the sheet music and held it in my hand, "Eh, Lifeng, why do you like my mother?" ”

Lifeng paused, as if thinking, "I forgot too, probably, because of her eyes." ”

"Eyes?" I raised my eyebrows, it won't be like in novels and TV series, there are stars and seas in my innocent eyes or something.

"Well, I want people to dig it up and collect it." Lifeng thought for a moment and replied.

If I drink water, I must squirt out now, what kind of weird adjective is this, it's inexplicably a little creepy, this likes to feel like a pervert who likes the human body. "What do you want to do to my mom?"

"Ahem, don't think crooked," Lifeng quickly explained, "That's just the feeling when we met for the first time, that is, I felt that your mother's eyes were very beautiful, and you might not believe it when you said it, your mother's eyes are like gems, and they will appear in different colors and patterns in various lights." ”

I raise an eyebrow, which is sure to be human eyes? Isn't it still colorful? When you cry, you will shed colorful tears? Or diamond tears or something?

Lifeng's right hand clenched into a fist and attached it to his hand, and he coughed dryly twice, "Cough, it's not what you think, it's just that it will refract different lusters in different lights." All in all, it's beautiful. ”

No, don't say it, I want to dig it out, "My mom is mutated?" ”

"No, it seems to have been inherited from her mother." Lifeng replied, "But I don't know very well, and she doesn't know it herself, but she heard what your grandfather said, and she inherited your grandmother." ”

"Then how do I inherit it," I smacked my lips.

Lifeng looked at me and couldn't help but smile, "Didn't you change your ghost eyes?" Oh, it's the pupil now, what else do you want? ”

But I feel like my mother's eyes look better. "Besides, don't you notice, your eyes will change." I smiled, "It's inherited from your mother." Lifeng continued.

Will it change? It's all the same, but I haven't even noticed. "So, because of your eyes, you fell in love with my mother at first sight."

"To be precise, it was love at first sight with her eyes." Lifeng scratched his head embarrassedly, "At that time...... You know me, too. Not much has changed yet, I liked her eyes and then also did my hand on her, and then ...... Knocked to his knees. ”

"Hahaha." I couldn't help but laugh and collapsed. "You...... A dignified fox king, a nine-tailed fox, was beaten to his knees by my mother. ”

Lifeng looked helpless, "It's your parents and your grandfather joining forces, you can't imagine how terrifying they are together." ”

I think I can imagine that at that time, my dad alone estimated that he would win the separation, not to mention my mother and my grandfather, the two onmyoji and a yang realm Yama, I feel sorry for you when I leave the seal. "Then you won't persevere, do you?"

"I gave up after two fights, and I thought it would be better to put the eyes in the sockets and rotate flexibly, so I gave up," Lifeng spread his hands, "I gave up, but your mother didn't give up, and she suddenly entangled me." All day long yelling for me to live in harmony with others, saying that they want to change me. There are so many words all day that people are worried about whether she will have a dry mouth, and the noise makes people upset, and they want to hit her. But she was still followed by these two people, and I couldn't beat them, so I could only endure them. ”

"So you're so fond of my mom?" This plot is a little familiar.

"At first, I was annoyed, but I also wanted to know what this little girl could do and if she could really change me, and later, I thought she was a miracle. Her gentleness will make many people fall, I began to get used to her staring at me from the things she thought were wrong, stopping me when I was doing it, getting used to her gentleness, and even, sometimes even if she didn't speak, just smiled at me, she could feel a lot more at ease, she also taught me a lot of things in this world, and told me a lot of her whimsical thoughts. The more he spoke, the more he spoke, the expression of Lifeng began to soften, and he became gentle, recalling the past time, which was really nostalgic, and he couldn't help but sigh.

I sat and watched him silently, listening to him talk about the events that had happened before I was born, and the tension and worry in my heart suddenly disappeared in an instant, and I looked at the sheet music in my hand and laughed softly.

"My dad didn't beat you?" I still couldn't help but ask, walking so close to my mother that I wouldn't be killed. Although this sentence is somewhat ruinous.