Xu Yi opened his mouth to explain to me, and at the same time looked at the watch in his hand, and then turned his gaze to me, "Then when do you want the time to pass, it's almost noon now, let's go over in the afternoon after dinner, what do you think?" ”

"Nope." I rejected Xu Yi without hesitation, and slowly shook my head at him, "I think the sooner you know the truth of this matter, the better, so if you can, can you take me over now?"

"Yes, of course, but are you sure you have to go now, your mood is finally calming down, I'm afraid it will be ...... again"

Xu Yi's words were still unfinished, and he didn't finish it, but I could guess that he was worried that my emotions would get out of control again, whether it was on the road or at Qin Han's house, it would be a very tricky matter.

I only feel sad at the thought that I will cause such a big trouble to others, but this matter cannot be delayed because of my emotions.

So in the face of Xu Yi's worries, I could only try my best to reassure him not to worry, and find a way to restrain my sadness and despair.

With a reluctant smile on my face, I stretched out my hand to Xu Yi and held his wrist tightly, "Let's go now, I promise you, I will never cause you trouble on the road, you can rest assured!"

If I do something I shouldn't do, you leave me there and leave me alone! ”

"Look at what you said, even if you really cry again by then, I can't lose you, just leave you alone, otherwise I will be scolded again when I come back!"

Xu Yi stretched out his hand and rubbed my head, followed my traction and walked out the door, while not forgetting to open his mouth to comfort me, "No matter what, you have to remember that in addition to me, there are a large group of people by your side, they have always loved you, so be sure to cheer up!" ”

"I understand, I understand everything you say."

While walking out of the door of the study, I looked ahead, but I did not forget to respond to Xu Yi's words.

I think Xu Yi must have heard it, and I can probably guess that he even had a slight smile on his face, perhaps feeling relieved now.

When the two of us came downstairs, Uncle and Aunt Xu were sitting in the living room, and they had to sit on the chairs because there was no sofa.

I didn't know what they were talking about, but when they saw me and Xu Yi, they suddenly stopped.

Aunt Xu was obviously a little flustered, she hurriedly got up from her chair and took two steps in my direction, but stopped hesitantly, just looking at me with worry in her eyes.

"Little Resignation ......"

She called out to me softly, with a deep sense of worry, I think Uncle Xu probably told her what happened in the study just now, otherwise Aunt Xu would not be in such a mood now.

And in order not to worry Aunt Xu, I could only smile at her slowly, "Don't worry about me, it's okay Aunt Xu, I'm fine." ”

I think the smile I am now showing to Aunt Xu is the best attitude I can be, but the worry on Aunt Xu's face has not been alleviated.

Maybe she already knew me, so even when she looked at me and smiled now, she didn't feel the slightest reassurance.

"Xiaoci, we are really worried about you, I know that you will definitely suffer a blow after you understand the real situation, which is why I don't want Xu Yi to tell you. But since you've been looking for so many years, you should know the truth. ”

As Aunt Xu spoke, she sighed lightly at me, her words were full of sadness, "If you can, Aunt Xu doesn't want you to delve into this matter again, just have a general understanding of the situation, and I don't want your relationship with Qin Han because this matter will be affected in any way." ”

"Aunt Xu, I'm really worried about you." She said, as if she was going to cry in the next second, "Everything is going to be okay, okay?" ”

Hopefully, I'm really all right......

I could tell that Aunt Xu was really worried about me, or in other words, the whole Xu family was worried about me, because they were very careful about my emotions, as if they were afraid of angering me.

When we left the Xu family, Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu still sent me and Xu Yi to the door, she didn't know what we were going to do, and I didn't plan to tell them, otherwise it would only make them more worried.

When I got into the car and looked out the window, Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu were still standing where they had just dropped us off and did not leave, as if they were not going to go home until we left.

I let out a long sigh and withdrew my gaze, but I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart, "Let's go quickly, if we don't leave, Aunt Xu and Uncle Xu will probably have to stand here for a while." ”

"The two of them are so worried about you, especially my mother, she cried just now......" Xu Yi shook his head at me while starting the car, and he could hear that he was also sad in his heart.

But when I turned my head to look at Xu Yi and looked at his side face, I didn't know what to say to him, after all, Aunt Xu is in a bad mood now, although part of it is because of the relationship between the Xu family, but it is more because of me.

In the end, after struggling for a long time, I still didn't come up with a proper excuse, so I could only withdraw my eyes from Xu Yi's body, and it happened that he also started the car and left Xu's house with me.

The moment I just left the front yard of the Xu family, I realized that I didn't want to leave Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu so much that I couldn't help but look in their direction, and the starting car only left them behind and quickly disappeared.

And I didn't take my eyes back until the last moment when I couldn't see them, and my whole body was in the middle of driving, and my mind was a mess.

Now as long as I think of Qin Han, I still feel heartache, but in order to be able to get the truth completely, I have to go this time, even if I know that what will greet me may be a more serious situation.

But after I go, how should I talk to Qin Han's father, should I tell him my intention directly, or should I greet him for a while first?

When this thought popped up in my mind, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, my face was full of bitterness, and I didn't want to understand why I was still struggling with it at this time.

Perhaps because my reaction was too obvious, Xu Yi next to me saw my strangeness, and he turned to me while driving the car, with worry in his eyes.

"Xiao Ci, what's wrong with you all of a sudden?" Xu Yi asked me, and I could clearly feel that he slowed down, "Have you changed your mind, if you don't want to go to Qin's house, how about taking you back now, or going to eat something delicious?" ”

"No, no. Let's hurry up, the sooner we know it's better for me, I don't want to go, you don't have to worry about me. ”

I understand that Xu Yi didn't want me to go to Qin's house to ask things clearly from the beginning, but I had to go, so even if he intended to stop it, I could only insist on my own opinion.

I put my hand on the steering wheel in front of Xu Yi, and my voice was extremely serious, "Anyway, you know that I have to go to the Qin family today, so don't persuade me anymore, okay?" ”

Xu Yi turned his head and glanced at me, which contained too many complex emotions, struggles, hesitation, worry, fear, and in the end, all he could tell me was a slight sigh.

"I understand, since you want to go so much, then I'll go with you, but this is your own request, if you hear anything bad at that time, you must also hold on, understand?"

Xu Yi couldn't help but say to me, it was obvious that the scene of me crying in his house had left a psychological shadow on him, and he probably didn't want to bear it again.

To be honest, I can't guarantee what kind of mental state I will be in when I go to the Qin family, but after all, Xu Yi is willing to take me there, so I have to make a promise to him no matter what.

That's why when I heard Xu Yi say this to me, I nodded to him without hesitation, "Don't worry, since I asked you to come with me, I have long thought that I will face the worst result, I will hold on, it was just an accident at your house just now." ”

I think Xu Yi should feel a little relieved when he hears my promise, and he will show me a smile no matter how bad it is, but he only frowns deeply and is silent for a long time before turning his gaze to me.

"Do you really think it was an accident at my house just now, it wasn't an accident at all, even if you just knew in advance, you should be sad or sad. Because you know best in your heart your feelings for Qin Han, this cannot be changed. ”

"After all, you really love Qin Han so much, you love him almost to the point where you can't do without him, in this case, how can you endure the relationship between his father and your father?"

"After you go, no matter what news you hear from the Qin family, I hope you can hold on, this is not to say that you won't cry, after all, this is the best way to vent your emotions, but I don't want you to be too desperate."

Xu Yi said a series of words to me seriously, and I listened to all the words in the co-pilot, I think his analysis is indeed not wrong, and I don't even have any words to refute it.

Just like I knew very well in my heart just now, after hearing the Qin family's answer again, I might still fall into sadness, but I still made a promise to Xu Yi because I didn't want him to worry.

However, Xu Yi didn't care about his own emotions, everything was about me, he didn't want me to be too sad, he didn't want me to despair completely.

I secretly looked at Xu Yi's side face, he was driving intently at this time, and didn't look at me anymore, but I think he was probably still worried about me in his heart, no matter at any time, as long as there was a moment when I appeared.

While thinking like this, although I knew that the worst news might come, there was still a trace of warmth in my heart, which actually made a smile appear on my face.

This is no longer a bitter smile, but a smile that comes from the heart and is extremely gratifying.