I staggered back a few steps, and it always felt as if something was watching us in the dark room.

Fu Jingzhe twisted the door desperately, but he still didn't move, and finally had to give up: "I don't know why, the door was locked from the outside." ”

He turned around with a stiff expression and swallowed his saliva: "Lingsheng, behind you...... There is something. ”

I saw a rancid smell get stronger, and when I turned my head, the thing lunged at me, and my body was knocked out.

There was a piercing pain on my face, and the thing was holding me down, long black nails sliding across my neck, cutting through the flesh and blood.

Fu Jingzhe's eyes widened, staring at the unjust spirit at a loss, and when he saw that her fingertips were about to pierce my chest, he whispered: "Don't hurt her!" ”

The unjust spirit stiffened his neck and twisted his head, only the whites of his eyes stared at Fu Jingzhe, as if he finally recognized him.

She let go of me, got up from the ground, and in the blink of an eye, she was already in front of Fu Jingzhe. There was a 'grunt' sound in his throat, like a bleak whimper, very penetrating.

Fu Jingzhe staggered back a few steps, with the spirit of seeing death as home: "It's me who is sorry for you, what is coming at me!" You've been pestering me for more than two years, and it's time to end it. ”

I got up from the ground in pain, the wounds on my neck and face were burning and aching, Fu Jingzhe secretly glanced at me and motioned for me to go first.

Glancing at the balcony behind me, while the female ghost confronted Fu Jingzhe, I quietly retreated to the balcony, this is the second floor, there is a rain board, you can jump on the rain board first, and then jump down.

But...... I looked up at Fu Jingzhe, if I left him behind, I was afraid that it would be more than lucky.

Just thinking like this, another voice came from the bottom of my heart, what does it matter to you whether others live or die? Just run for your life.

yes, just run for your life.

Just as I was about to climb from the balcony to the rain board, I was discovered by the unjust spirit, and I heard her screaming terrible. It was as if the eardrum was about to burst.

I fell to the ground in pain with my head in my arms, as if I was confined by her anger, and I couldn't escape.

"Giggle...... "At some point she came up to me, tilted her head to look at me, and chuckled lowly.

The next second, she reached out, sharp nails digging into my heart. Thinking that this time it was a catastrophe.

At this moment, several golden spells flew out one after another, trapping the demon in it. The soul couldn't escape for a while, and it collided in the formation again and again.

"Nantang ......"

He glanced back at me, his expression a little complicated, but his eyes still showed concern and attachment.

But when I wanted to get close to him, another person in my mind began to shout again, don't go over, he is just your enemy, you should return to Shen Qiushui's side, the person you really love is him.

I held my head and shouted angrily, as if trying to drive the other person away from my body: "No! No!! ”

Fu Jingzhe was so frightened that his feet went limp, and he fell to the ground along the wall, seeing Chu Nantang's arrival, it was like a drowning man grabbing the last piece of driftwood.

"Chu, Mr. Chu, what now?" Fu Jingzhe stared at the female ghost struggling in the formation with wide eyes, and when he looked at it, he began to soften.

"Li shirt...... Mr. Chu, she is in pain! ”

Chu Nantang said in a deep voice: "The formation will suppress her anger, and it will make her feel very painful." ”

Who knew that the mana of this soul actually shattered Chu Nantang's formation, and the next second it hit me fiercely, I only felt that my brain was dizzy for a while, and when I came back to my senses, my body was already out of control.

"Lingsheng!!" Fu Jingzhe rushed forward, but paused.

The evil spirit came up to me and picked up broken glass on the floor. rested on his neck and smiled lowly: "One more step, and I will die with her." ”

"Mr. Chu, think of a way!!"

"Let's wait and see what happens." Chu Nantang twisted his eyebrows and said, he should also know that it is a very troublesome thing for a ghost to be on his body.

I desperately wanted to take back control of my body, but her consciousness was suppressed by her, and she threatened Chu Nantang with my life and told them to retreat to the door of the hall.

She then rolled over and jumped off the balcony and escaped from there.

The spirit did not know where it was going, but wandered through the streets like a ghost, until late in the day, when it began to drizzle.

She came under the overpass alone, looking at the rolling river, she slid down the embankment, I was shocked, could it be that she wanted to drown me?

She stood in the water like this, the cold water reaching her knees, and she sat down in the water, sobbing softly.

I could feel that she was very sad and painful, and then there was a deep sense of powerlessness.

"Li Shirt!!"

Fu Jingzhe's voice sounded behind herself, and she raised her head and turned to look. I saw Chu Nantang following behind Fu Jingzhe.

"I knew you were going to be here." Fu Jingzhe sighed: "I still remember that when we went to school and left school, we liked to walk along this embankment, and I often came here for a walk. ”

When the unjust spirit heard this, he seemed to be very moved, and choked up: "Do you remember? ”

Fu Jingzhe looked at her in surprise, he didn't expect her to respond, so he continued: "I'm sorry for hurting you at that time, but ...... I really didn't do it unintentionally, and I'm a junior in high school, and I focus on studying. ”

"Hehehe...... Hahahaha......" she laughed sadly: "Then why did you do that to me?" Why?! ”

"Li Shan, is there any misunderstanding? What happened to me? ”

"You said you would study hard, and I won't bother you anymore, that night, it was the last time we met in private, and you said you would come."

Fu Jingzhe twisted his eyebrows: "That night? How do I ...... Don't remember that? ”

"Don't remember?" Li Shi slowly walked up the embankment and stared at Fu Jingzhe for a moment: "You asked me to come over, why don't you remember?" ”

Fu Jingzhe shook his head: "No, I didn't ask you to come." ”

"You asked me to come here and did that kind of thing with me, and I thought you liked me."

Fu Jingzhe's face turned pale for a while, as if he remembered something, but he didn't refute: "Li Shan." Maybe it's a misunderstanding. ”

"Misunderstanding? Why did you ignore me again? Do you think I'm cheap? When you get it, you won't pay attention to me anymore. ”

"No, it's not like that." Fu Jingzhe hurriedly explained: "How could I look at you like that, in my mind, you have always been cute and kind, I really like you." It's just that at that time, I didn't know what love was. ”

"You said that to me that it was just a misunderstanding?"

"I'm sorry, I know you're in pain, I'm willing to bear your pain if I can, please don't be sad anymore." Fu Jingzhe slowly approached. Embrace her in your arms.

Li Shi didn't dodge, sobbing softly: "I like you, Jing Zhe, I want to be with you forever." Will you come with me? ”

Fu Jingzhe looked at her silently and did not speak.

Li Shi sneered: "Look, you said you like me, but you still don't want to be with me." ”

"No, I...... My family and friends will be sad when I'm gone, and I'm a little reluctant to give them up. ”

"What about me? Am I willing to die? Li Shirt smiled desolately: "I am pregnant with your child, and that child has just taken shape, and I am very scared...... Jing Zhe. I'm scared. ”

"Don't be afraid, it's all over."

"It hurts, it hurts so much......" She pushed Fu Jingzhe away and squatted down with herself in her arms.

Fu Jingzhe squatted in front of her and said in a deep voice: "Li Shan, don't be like this, forget all those things." ”

Li Shan shook his head: "I can't forget it, Jing Zhe, you are so ruthless!" ”

"I ...... Is it that if I go with you, you will leave together and forget the past? ”

Li Shan fell into painful memories and seemed unable to come out: "I dug desperately, digging desperately. It's all blood, staining the bathroom red. ”

"Dig what?"

Li Shan's eyes widened, and he suddenly looked up at Fu Jingzhe: "Hehe...... I'm looking, our kids! Shhh~ Don't tell anyone. ”

Fu Jingzhe frowned, and the force of grabbing my arm increased slightly: "Li Shan, what are you doing?!" ”

Li Shan sobbed: "I don't want to either, I'm afraid of being known, they will laugh at me if they know, I am a bad girl, and I will embarrass my parents." Jing Zhe, you know what? I'm pregnant with your child. ”

Fu Jingzhe suddenly hugged her into his arms: "Li Shan, you must be in pain." ”

"I've been looking for a long time, digging with a fork for a long time, hehe...... Dig it out, from the inside of the belly, dig it out!! ”

These words made people tremble and frightened, and Fu Jingzhe stared at her in disbelief: "And then? ”

"They found me, me dead in the bathroom, and buried our children in the yard, why didn't they let them stay with me? Jing Zhe, I'll take you to find our child. ”

Fu Jingzhe sat on the ground: "What? How could it be ......"

"Hehehe......" Li Yi took Fu Jingzhe's hand: "You haven't seen him yet, I'll take you to see him now." ”

She took Fu Jingzhe by the hand, walked towards the old house, opened the iron gate of the yard, and squatted under the only open rose.

I began to dig with my bare hands, and after digging for a long time, I dug out a dark black cloth bag, and I couldn't see the original shape.

She carefully took out the cloth bag, looked up and said to Fu Jingzhe: "Come and see Jingzhe, our child, shhh, be quiet." Don't wake him up, he's asleep. ”

The bag emitted an unbearable stench, and she untied the cloth bag layer by layer, revealing a flesh fetus in the shape of a human, highly decomposed.

"Hug him, he's sleeping here alone, cold and lonely."

Fu Jingzhe trembled violently, and tears couldn't help but roll down: "Li Shan, it's all over." ”

"No, it's not over. I still hurt...... Jing Zhe. What to do? ”

Fu Jingzhe stroked her hair, and his voice was hoarse: "I'll accompany you, how much you hurt me and divide me in half, no matter what happens in the future, I will accompany you." ”

"Really?"

"yes, really."

She gently leaned into Fu Jingzhe's embrace: "Jingzhe, have you ever liked me?" Even a little? ”

"Yes, not a little, I like you a lot. The first time I saw you, I thought, how can there be such a good-looking girl in this world? And then I took you to heart. ”

"Hehe......" she smiled happily.

"When I say goodbye to my family and friends, I'll come to you."

"Agreed." She stretched out her ring finger, Fu Jingzhe smiled, and hooked with her: "Agreed." ”

When the thumbs touched, a black mark appeared on his forehead, and it disappeared in an instant.

I once heard Chu Nantang say that a contract can be formed between humans and ghosts, called 'ghost contract'.

After the contract was made, she left my body, and I fell backwards and into a soft chest.

The rose in full bloom. It also slowly turns black and withers in the angle.

Chu Nantang removed the turbidity from my body for me, the fatigue gradually disappeared, and my body slowly recovered.

"Mr. Chu, I have something to do, and I need you to accompany me."

Chu Nantang glanced at him from the corner of his eyes: "This matter is over, you make a contract with her, and when the time comes, you will leave this world with her." ”

"No, it's not over yet." Fu Jingzhe looked at him pleadingly: "The day after tomorrow, I will let you know the truth." After doing what needs to be done, I won't ...... There was so much guilt for her. ”

Chu Nantang nodded his head, Fu Jingzhe breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "Thank you." ”

When I woke up, I found myself lying on the big bed in the room, and there was silence all around, except for a small wall lamp in front of the bed.

I remember something to do, but I can't remember it.

By the way, who am I? Who am I......?

"Awake?" The man suddenly stepped out of the darkness out of thin air, dressed in a white robe, handsome and extraordinary. I was so fascinated by it that I forgot to take my eyes back.

"You ......"

"Don't remember?" He sat on the edge of the bed and asked gently.

I shook my head: "It's time for me to go back." ”

"Where are you going?"

I looked up at him suddenly, and for a long time: "Qiushui...... Qiushui will come to pick me up. ”

"Rong Wan."

I replied, "What?" ”

He smiled lightly: "It's time for you to go back, back to Shen Qiushui's side, you are originally a couple." ”

"So, what about you?"

He smiled lowly, and his voice was extremely clear and moving: "I have a Lingsheng." ”

I remembered who he was, and subconsciously took his hand: "Nantang, we shouldn't have gotten married, don't blame me for treating you like that." Actually, I'm sadder than anyone else......"

He reached out and stroked my face and sighed softly, "I don't blame you. ”

How can there be such a gentle man in this world? Gentle enough to make people feel distressed, why do I feel sorry for him?

"You really don't blame me?"

"You can't escape the catastrophe, it's already doomed."

I sighed softly, "I remembered a lot of things. But I forgot a lot of things. But no matter what, I hope you can be happy. By the way, who are you talking about Lingsheng? ”

"It's someone who looks like you, but it's completely different. She has gone far away, but will be back soon. ”

I couldn't help but put my mind at ease: "It's good that she can come back, so that you are no longer alone." ”

He smiled and said no more. I just felt very tired: "I'm suddenly sleepy. ”

"Then go to sleep."

"Nantang, can you take me to see Qiushui? I miss him, and my kids miss him......"

"Well, when you wake up, I'll let you go see him."

"You'll see him when you wake up?" The eyelids are really heavy. I can't hold it and want to fall asleep.

My consciousness fell into a long darkness, I seemed to be floating in the clouds, my personal consciousness was very blurred, and suddenly there was a strange feeling that I, perhaps, had gradually ceased to be me.

But there seems to be an obsession in my heart that is nailed into my bones, and this obsession is called Chu Nantang.

As long as I have to remember him, I won't lose myself completely.

"Rong Wan, Rong Wan, come back quickly, I'll wait for you to come back......"

"Autumn water? Autumn water......" Tears of pain rolled down: "Autumn water." You said you would come back and marry me, why did you marry someone else? ”

I reached out to grab it, and everything in front of me was like a fantasy, all of them disappeared, only a familiar and unfamiliar face, constantly calling me: "Lingsheng!" Lingsheng?! ”

When I woke up from my sleep, I was shocked to find tears on my face.

"Finally awake? Do you know that you've slept all day and night! ”

"You ......"

He stretched out his hand and shook it in front of my eyes: "I remember it in vain, my grandmother, you don't even remember me?" ”

"Bai Yiqing?" I murmured, "Chu Nantang...... That's right, what about Nantang? ”

Bai Yiqing seemed to have a headache and held her forehead: "I'll just say that something is wrong with you lately, why can't you even recognize people after you?" ”

I told myself desperately. As long as I remember Chu Nantang, as long as I remember him, I won't lose myself.

"I don't know where Grandpa Zu has gone, I always feel that something is wrong with you recently, what happened?"

I shook my head: "I am...... Who am I? ”

"Lingsheng, Zhang Lingsheng."

"Yes, I'm Zhang Lingsheng, I'm not Rong Wan, I'm not, I'm not ......"

"Oh! Oh, my God!! Bai Yiqing hugged his head and wailed: "I'll go and prepare for a nap, if you feel uncomfortable, just lie down for a while?" ”

"Hmm." After Bai Yiqing went out, I searched in the drawer, and finally found a utility knife in the pen holder on my desk.

I trembled my hands, opened the palm of my left hand, gritted my teeth desperately, and carved his name on the palm of my hand one by one.

"I can't forget you, Nantang, Chu Nantang......" Bright red blood dripped from his wrist, carving your name in the palm of his hand, the side closest to his heart. Imprinted for a lifetime.

It hurts so much, only when it hurts to the extreme, can it be unforgettable. The utility knife fell to the ground without force, and I looked at the name in my palm and smiled stupidly.

"I won't forget you, Chu Nantang."

Bai Yiqing came in to call for dinner, and when she saw the bloody scene in front of her, she almost screamed: "Lingsheng!" Why can't you think so much about committing suicide!! ”

He thought I had cut my wrists, and when he stepped forward, he realized that I had just cut a bloody wound in the palm of my hand with a knife.

"Scared...... Scared the hell out of me! You have to go to the hospital. ”

"No, no."

"The wound will be infected!!"

"Let it infect and suppurate, scab over. It becomes a scar that can't be healed. ”

"You...... What nonsense are you talking about?! You, forget it, I'll go buy medicine and bandages and bandage you. ”

"Okay."

……

I fell asleep again, and I slept deeply, and in a daze it seemed as if there was a man sitting next to me, who was watching over me all the time.

When I opened my eyes, I saw him and didn't forget it this time.

"Nantang ......"

"Awake?"

He helped me sit up, looked down at my tightly bandaged left hand, and stroked my palm: "Why are you so stupid?" Don't you know that it hurts? ”

"I'm scared. I'm afraid to forget you. ”

"It's okay to forget, if you forget me, let's start again."

"Nope! can't forget, forget yourself, and can't forget Chu Nantang. Without him, without him...... Everything doesn't make sense anymore. ”

His Adam's apple rolled, his eyes crimson, and he hugged me into his arms: "Lingsheng, no matter when and where, I will not leave you." ”

"What if I forgot you? I'm scared ......."

"You won't forget." He thought for a while and said: "With me, I will never let Zhang Lingsheng disappear, I won't fight everything, let Zhang Lingsheng disappear, don't worry." ”

"Zhang Lingsheng?" I don't know a little: "I'm Rong Wan, who is Zhang Lingsheng?" ”

"You don't have to worry about who you are now."

"Don't bother?"

"If your heart is there, there is a man. If you are gone, neither is your heart and your soul. If the heart and soul are not there, why bother, who are you? ”

"I don't understand ......"

He smiled and kissed my brow: "Someday, you'll understand." Believe me? ”

"Hmm." I nodded firmly.

"Don't force yourself to remember something, when you come back, you'll remember. Whether you are Rong Wan or Zhang Lingsheng, just be yourself. ”

"Be myself?" This sentence is like a spell, and the things that are suppressed in my heart disappear in an instant.

"Rest well, I'll come back to see you later."

Seeing that he was leaving, I subconsciously grabbed him: "Don't leave me alone, take me with you wherever you go." ”

He thought for a moment and nodded, "Okay." ”

We went to see Fu Jingzhe, and Fu Jingzhe said: "I made an appointment with a friend, in the private room of KTV, and now rush over." ”

Fu Jingzhe stepped forward to stop the car, and rushed to the private room of the KTV half an hour later, only to see a boy of his age sitting on the sofa, tall and upright.

When he saw Fu Jingzhe, he smiled, put out the cigarette in his hand, and stepped forward to give a big hug.

"Brother, it's been a long time, it's been more than two years since we were admitted to different universities, right?"

Compared with the enthusiasm of this boy, Fu Jingzhe seemed a little indifferent, and smiled at the corner of his mouth: "Sit, this is my classmate." Zhang Lingsheng, Lingsheng, his name is Li Jun. ”

"Hey, beauty." Li Jun greeted me warmly.

I nodded and sat down on the sofa with them, Li Jun sang several songs by himself, and looked at the two of us with a puzzled expression: "I said you two, come to the memorial service?" Crying with a sad face, just sing it to me, how boring, go and order a song! ”

Fu Jingzhe said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Then let's think I'm here for a memorial service, I suddenly remembered someone." ”

Li Jun took the popcorn and turned his head to look at him suspiciously: "Who do you think of?" ”

"A girl, you know. Her name is Li Shan. ”

Li Jun's expression became extremely uncomfortable, his hand shook, and the popcorn fell to the ground.

"Huh...... Why, why did you mention her suddenly? What's wrong? Miss your first love? ”

Fu Jingzhe looked bored and asked him, "Is there any smoke?" ”

"Yes." Saying that, Li Jun took out a cigarette and handed it to him: "Here, help you light the fire." ”

Fu Jingzhe took a puff of cigarette and looked solemn: "Ah Jun, I dreamed of her a few days ago, and she said to me......"

"Say, say what?"

"Take me with you."