I still remember the most painful time. No, I should say, I will never forget that painful time.

A painful time when I watched someone I knew die tragically, but I couldn't do anything about it.

It was more painful than cutting flesh in my heart, and it made me want to go crazy.

The source of the pain has to go back to that day. That day, I watched Brother Tong being burned to ashes, but there was nothing I could do but flee back to the zombie world......

It hurts. It hurts all over my body, inside and out.

I tumbled back into my own world, and when I opened my eyes, I felt like the whole world was spinning, and the whole world was getting dark.

"No!" I cried and screamed.

"Nope! No! No! "I let out three screams in a row, but when I opened my eyes, I saw a pale and emaciated face.

It's Xiao Chen.

He sat on a bench, one hand on his forehead, his eyes were gloomy, there was no color in his eyes, beside him, Jiang Xueqing, Cao Hongli and others looked at him with eyes full of fear, as if they were looking at a demon.

But Xiao Chen didn't move at all, he seemed to have turned into a soulless sculpture, just froze there, if it weren't for the fact that his chest was still slightly undulating, I even suspected that he was dead.

Probably sensing my wake-up, Xiao Chen's messy eyes opened slightly, and he looked at me, the depths of his pupils were no longer as cold as in the past, but like a zombie without a soul.

"You're awake." Xiao Chen said in a weak tone, "Tong Dawei is dead...... Tong Xinyi was caught by the beauty world...... Han Shaofeng also went to the world of customs and did not come back...... They may have betrayed or been forcibly detained in some way...... Even if the non-initial team members who went with them come back, it won't be useful......"

Xiao Chen's words reminded me of everything that had happened before, and I jumped up in anger, frantically swung my fists, and roared and rushed towards him.

"Bastard!" I roared angrily, and at the same time as rushing towards Xiao Chen, my fist quickly grew larger, and I punched Xiao Chen's chest, Xiao Chen's emaciated body was lighter than I thought, and under my heavy impact, I actually flew out and landed heavily on the wall behind me. This is a rest room in an underground base, the area is equivalent to a garage, but under my terrifying power, Xiao Chen's body flew out of a distance of more than ten meters, and was heavily embedded under the wall, and the hard reinforced walls cracked like spider webs.

To my surprise, this time, Xiao Chen neither despised me with contemptuous words, nor did he resist my revenge on him, he let me take revenge on him, I rushed to Xiao Chen embedded in the wall like a madman, grabbed his neck fiercely, dug him out, and then punched him with one punch, one punch, and knocked him without sparing, as if to completely break him to pieces!

"Trash!" I looked coldly at Xiao Chen who fell at my feet, punch after punch, bombarding one after another, with the zombie virus, my strength has far exceeded ordinary people, under my knocking, Xiao Chen's chest cavity was torn by me, his body was beaten by me to blur the flesh and blood, the skin was open, and soon even his face was blurred.

"Trash! Litter! Litter! I kept insulting, venting my anger to the point of going berserk, "Aren't you amazing? Aren't you very dragged? Don't you think we're all garbage? Aren't you very self-righteous? Hehe, you're just a piece of garbage, this level of intelligence, you can't even keep your own teammates, what are you? On what basis do you instruct us? Why! Litter! Litter! Litter! Brute! ”

I really kicked Xiao Chen like I was picking up garbage, Xiao Chen was kicked by me and vomited blood, curled up in a ball, vomited incessantly, white smear flowed from his mouth, his body was slightly spasmed, obviously, he didn't do any self-defense moves. I pinched Xiao Chen's neck again and again and lifted him up, and then threw him out in front of Cao Hongli and Jiang Xueqing, and then quickly rushed forward, pinched his neck again, and smashed his head to the ground. This time, I was really completely angry.

I saw the scene of Brother Tong being killed on the spot by a red light, if it weren't for Xiao Chen's plan to exchange the Book of the World with the other party, if it weren't for his self-confidence, Brother Tong wouldn't have died. And what's even more odious is that it was Xiao Chen who sent Tong Xinyi to the world of beauty, she was still a thirteen-year-old junior high school girl, and now even Tong Xinyi's whereabouts are unknown, this bastard man is definitely a crime that deserves death, and the crime cannot be punished!

"Ahem...... cough ......" Xiao Chen coughed violently, allowing me to vent my anger on his body, leaving him with one scar after another, adding one wound after another. As I threw punches again and again, my eyes moistened, and tears blurred my eyes. All along, although I hate Xiao Chen to the core, at least I also regard him as our only hope for survival, but this person who has placed all of our hopes on not only betrayed us again and again, but also is so incompetent, losing again and again, just a garbage and a brute!

"How can you be worthy of us!? How can you be worthy of us!? "I choked and raged." Why don't you die? Die! Die! Die! Die! ”

Although I don't have a deep friendship with Brother Tong, at least I am one of the people I know best. Although my friendship with Han Shaofeng is average, at least we have come through hardships together. And Tong Xinyi, she is the little girl next door who lives downstairs in my house, all along, she is called my brother, is a very well-behaved and sensible little girl, when she is free, she will often come to my house, send some fruits and pickled products made by herself, is a little girl who is loved by everyone, since the beginning of the God game, Tong Xinyi has always regarded me as the person she is most attached to, every time she encounters grievances, she will silently find me to cry, and treat me as the object of listening to her heart. However, such a cute and well-behaved junior high school girl was used by Xiao Chen, and finally fell into the hands of other worlds, life and death are unknown, and she is in danger, what caused all this is Xiao Chen's arrogant plan!

I tortured Xiao Chen for more than ten minutes, but I still didn't finish venting my inner anger and grievances, because of the zombie virus, Xiao Chen has a strong recovery ability, which further intensified my anger of torturing him to death, the snow-white floor was full of blood splashed from Xiao Chen's body, and his coat was also stained red with blood, but he didn't have the slightest intention of resisting, just let me vent his anger. Probably Xiao Chen himself also knew that he had gotten away this time and lost, he didn't even have the desire to resist to survive, so he just let me teach him a crazy lesson and beat him badly.

"Stop, Dongqing!"

Until I don't know how long later, a mournful female voice sounded behind me and stopped me.

My body froze, and my blood-stained fist stopped in midair, and this time, it didn't fall.

I gasped for breath and looked at Xiao Chen, who was curled up and fell to the ground in anger, and the killing intent in my heart retreated slightly.

With a thud, I knelt down in a pool of blood beside Xiao Chen, my hands supporting the ground, my fingers trembling, and then I began to cry silently.

Sudden footsteps sounded behind me, a pair of warm hands helped me up, I barely stood up, and when I turned back, I saw Teacher Cao Hongli with tears on his face.

"Dongqing, forget it...... It's almost over, things have come to this, and it's useless to hit him...... And don't forget, he's the captain, and if you kill him, we'll all be in danger...... The teacher doesn't want to see you turn into an emotionally uncontrollable murderer, so calm down, okay? ”

I have always listened to Ms. Cao Hongli, not only because she is our homeroom teacher and politics teacher, but also because she is a sometimes pungent and sometimes gentle teacher, who can always guide me inadvertently.

I clenched my blood-soaked fists and bit my lip so hard that bitter blood oozed from my bitten lip.

"Huh...... Don't keep your hands, I've already returned the captain's permissions to you...... Kill me......" Just when my mood stabilized slightly, Xiao Chen's voice sounded under me again.

He covered his eyes with his arms, a self-deprecating smile on his lips.

A wave of anger surged up in my heart again, but seeing the firm eyes of Cao Hongli next to me, I finally held back.

"I'm just a piece of trash, kill me, Chen Dongqing...... Hehe...... What, don't do it? Xiao Chen covered his eyes with his arms, and kept saying mocking words, and the frivolous words aroused my anger again, but when my eyes fell on the place where his arm and eye socket bordered, I saw that in the gap under his arm, a crystal tear was flowing out silently.

Xiao Chen, crying?

This man actually cries?

I froze in place, biting my lip, and in the end I didn't say anything or make a move.

After waiting for a few minutes, seeing that I still didn't make a move, Xiao Chen smiled:

"Why, you won't do it? Have pity on me? Anyway, I don't have any nostalgia for this world, human beings are such a thing, do you know what the final result of my human experiment in Hilbert Space that simulated the game of God was? ”

Hearing Xiao Chen's words, I was shocked again.

"What result?" I asked, breathing a little heavily.

"Dead." Xiao Chen cracked his mouth and smiled, "All of them are dead." I did countless experiments, but the most common result was that in the end, all the people who participated in the cannibalistic competition died, all the teams, all the members, all the members, all the team, all the team survived...... The shipwreck effect is vividly embodied, hehe. ”

"All dead...... Why? I looked at Xiao Chen and muttered.

"Still don't understand? That's human nature...... Idiot. Xiao Chen scolded me mockingly, "If a planet is about to explode, and only a few elites can escape by rocket, then what is the reaction of the people?" That is, under the domination of jealousy and unfair emotions, the people destroyed the rockets and spaceships, killed the elites together, and everyone waited for death together, this is the most likely outcome, understand? Once the public survival game is discussed, this is the most likely outcome...... Man is an extremely selfish and ignorant creature. Hehe. ”

I still didn't want to believe Xiao Chen's words, but Xiao Chen's mocking smile let me know that he wasn't lying, and what he said was probably true.

"But...... You're just saying that the odds are higher. And the conditions of your game are not the same as the God game......" I said through gritted teeth.

"Different?" Xiao Chen sneered, "Tong Xinyi betrayed us, Han Shaofeng also wanted to run away and betray, you guys are playing tricks behind my back, trying to play betrayal, I don't know this?" Isn't that enough to prove this fact? Your every move is a testament to the results of my experiments. ”

"......" I was silent, and looked at Xiao Chen who was lying on the ground with a depressed face with Cao Hongli.

"It's ridiculous...... Why would I want to save this hopeless existence of humanity? Xiao Chen laughed self-deprecatingly, "Low cognitive ability, low-end rational thinking, slow information transmission, low memory storage, strong primitive instincts, excessive perceptual thinking, rigid thinking and no jumping in a straight line...... Such a garbage creature, I am still trying to save it? I was naïve. Hehe...... I shouldn't have had any hope. ”

Listening to Xiao Chen's extremely sarcastic words about human beings, and listening to his depressed and self-defeating statement, I gritted my teeth, grabbed Xiao Chen's throat, lifted him up, and said stiffly:

"So...... What is this? It's just a one-time loss, and you're becoming this virtuous, aren't you?! Xiao Chen, you get up for me, get up for me! ”

I forcibly lifted Xiao Chen, who was lying on the ground limply, and let his gloomy eyes under the messy hair look up at me.

"Xiao Chen, you are the most brutal and bastard man I have ever seen!" I said viciously. "The whole world is not as good as one ten-thousandth of you! I want to tear you to pieces now! ”

The corners of Xiao Chen's mouth were bloody, and he looked at me with a sneer, and said:

"You're also the stupidest man I've ever met...... No, humans. You want to break me to pieces, okay. Come on, I don't care anyway. I'm not interested in living like a garbage thing like a human being, and continuing to inherit the garbage-like genes. What's the point of surviving? ”

Xiao Chen's every word stimulated me, making my heart cold, but also painful.

"So...... What the hell is this? My wrist was slightly out of force, and Xiao Chen in my hand fell, but I still quickly grabbed him again.

"Use everyone like a rag, and when you run out of it, you say we're useless, you say the game can't be played, you just throw it away, and then you walk away? Xiao Chen, you brute! I punched Xiao Chen on the cheek, "We are human beings, not chess pieces that you use casually, rags that you use to wipe the floor casually!" Xiao Chen, you stand up for me, I don't allow you to fall down, lying lazily on the ground like a living dead, do you hear!? Anyone in the whole world can give up, however, you don't have the power! Because, your hands are already stained with blood, you have carried the resentment of all the dead on your body, you have carried all the sins, but ...... At least you're carrying some people's hopes, so you can't give up, you know!? You stand up for me, even if you want to die, you will die for me to die on the battlefield, not rotten here like a dead mouse! Pull out the last drop of your brain, every last bit of IQ, and play it to the extreme, it's my order, you know!? ”

Xiao Chen raised his chin slightly, and under his unkempt black hair, there were still not too many emotional fluctuations in his calm eyes.

"Garbage." Xiao Chen looked at me and said lightly.

My heart trembled, and then I said:

"Yes, I'm garbage. Then prove to me that you're not trash! Get up, you get up for me, do you hear!? "I pulled Xiao Chen up little by little." Aren't you amazing, didn't you say that you will save all mankind and lead us to victory? Just give up now and die, right? How can it be so cheap, those people died in vain, right? Rise up for me, atone for me, or I will never let you live or die. Yes, I hate you so much that killing you a million times is not enough, but at least I believe you are smart, the smartest I have ever met. If you are really that smart, no matter how crazy you are, no matter how cruel you are, no matter how much you use us, at least I am willing to be used as a gun by you in my heart, but there is one thing that I will never allow you to do, and that is - I will not allow you to let us down and make us despair! ”

"Even if it's wrong, you have to be wrong to the end, pretend to be right, and don't give us despair, you know!"

Xiao Chen turned his head slightly, didn't look at me, I let go of my hand, Xiao Chen spread his legs, staggered two steps, but stopped. He slowly straightened up, didn't fall, just turned to my side and rubbed my crooked nose.

"I really don't understand your logic......" Xiao Chen said softly in a hoarse voice, his tone was understated and always sarcastic.

I gritted my teeth and said:

"You don't have to think about the logic of a simple-minded person like me. You just have to think about how we can get the game's tactics. Go and rescue Tong Xinyi and Han Shaofeng, this is what you should do. I ask you, why did you fail this time? Where are the mistakes? ”

Xiao Chen's eyelashes drooped slightly, and he said calmly:

"The radius of the aperture is calculated on a horizontal plane, but I ignored the curvature of the Earth. In the final analysis, it is because I spread zombie viruses often in densely populated cities, not on grasslands and seas where even animals are scarce, so it leads to wrong aperture calculations. ”

"There are no large open spaces in the city with a diameter of several kilometers, and the ground and roads in the city with many buildings are artificially created planes, and the degree of curved surface cannot be compared with the natural environment such as the sea surface and grassland."

I laughed stiffly and said:

"Don't you know where you went wrong? Now that you know where you have failed, why not learn your lesson and start all over again? ”

Xiao Chen snorted, rubbed his nose, still facing me sideways, and said:

"If you're thinking about being used as a gunman by me, then I'll try again."

"One time isn't enough." I said lightly, "I want you to keep trying, no matter how many times you fail, keep trying." Even if someone dies in the future, and we lose, I won't allow you to show the appearance of the living dead. Even if you lose a hundred games, you have to say in a mocking tone 'everything is in your plan', got it?! ”

Xiao Chen's emaciated figure froze there, his back to me, and he didn't squeak. I could only see him rubbing his nose.

After waiting for a long time, Xiao Chen suddenly said in a gloomy tone:

"If only you had said this sooner. It's a pity that now...... I...... There isn't that much time left. ”

"Running out of time? What do you mean? I asked hurriedly, my eyes floating up and down on Xiao Chen's slightly lonely messy hair.

"Controlling the mother worm does not come without a cost." Xiao Chen said slowly, "If you want to control the female worm, you must let it reside under the dentate gyrus neurons of my hippocampus, and bind to the axon terminal of my neurons. But after I have been controlling the female worm for a long time, the female worm on the surface of the neurons on the receiving side of the signal will be more closely connected with my neurons, the speed of penetration of my neurons will be faster, and the area of the AMPA-like receptors of the female worm will also increase, and even replace my original AMPA receptors, at that time, it will be difficult for me to distinguish between the female worm and the female worm. I am the mother, the mother is me, and my sense of self will be obliterated. At that time, could I still maintain my current rationality and self-awareness, or did I become a homicidal maniac who relied on instinct through and through...... No one knows. ”

Xiao Chen's words made me feel empty for a while, I didn't expect that the mother virus residing in Xiao Chen's body had such a serious impact on his body, even to the point that it was enough to threaten his life.

"What about you...... How much time is left? "My breath was short.

"It's hard to say." Xiao Chen said lightly, "If I'm lucky, maybe I can last a few months, until the end of the God game, but if I'm unlucky, maybe it will happen tomorrow, and my consciousness will disappear." If that happens, Chen Dongqing, you will replace me and become the new host. ”

"...... me?" I was stunned and said, "You're making me the new host?" ”

Xiao Chen glanced at me and said:

"Although your intelligence level is not as good as mine, at least your single combat power will be strong enough. At that time, you just let it go. ”

Xiao Chen's words suddenly had a bit of a dying entrustment, which made me a little uncomfortable.

"Why me? Since my intelligence level is not up to the requirements you said, then there are quite a few elite people in our world who are talented enough, right? Won't you send them to be the host of the mother? ”

"Because your body is the most suitable host for the mother of the virus, don't forget that the virus is left by your ancestors, and your genes are very adaptable to the mother. You are the host of the mother, and the mother will have less influence on you. Besides, if you give the mother worm to the rest of our world, it is a self-defeating practice. As the original spreader of the virus, the people of our world hate you to the core, and you give them the authority of the mother worm? Even if they don't kill you, they will torture you to the point of death and will not make you feel better. What's more, handing over the mother worm to the non-initial team members, to the point where even the initial team members are already unable to fight, means that my death has been exposed, and it also means that the situation is already very critical. Then at that time, the people in our world will only be scattered, and the people who betray our world will only be more, you know? ”

I swallowed heavily and looked at Xiao Chen seriously, knowing that although this man likes to say sarcastic things, he will not lie at such a time.

"I see." I nodded, "No matter what, you are not allowed to give up on me, if you really think you are right, do it for me to the end." Fight me until the last moment of your life, and when the time comes, I will take over your class. However, I told you in advance that I have my own way of doing it. If you want me to follow your example, you're very wrong. ”

Xiao Chen laughed, snorted, and said:

"Whatever, anyway, this world is dead or alive, I don't care when I'm alive, let alone after I'm dead?"

"Okay, okay, now that the internal contradictions have been resolved, let's think about the external contradictions. Marx said that contradictions are always there. "Seeing that a consensus was temporarily reached between me and Xiao Chen, Cao Hongli on our side breathed a sigh of relief, and she stepped forward to reconcile the contradictions between me and Xiao Chen, while analyzing our current situation." War is divided into two levels: tactical and strategic. Xiao Chen's previous failure in the ordinary world was a failure at the tactical level. And Han Shaofeng and Tong Xinyi were detained in other worlds, which can be regarded as a failure at the strategic level. Xiao Chen, you sent Han Shaofeng and Tong Xinyi to other worlds, the original purpose was to secretly spread the virus in other worlds and arouse suspicion among other worlds, but now that Tong Xinyi and they have been caught, then their identity information may also be exposed, that is to say, your grand strategy to arouse the suspicion of other worlds has been wrong, and now you must formulate a new strategic plan. ”

After all, Teacher Cao Hongli is also a literate and literate teacher, although she was at a loss when she fell into God's game at the beginning, but now after a series of experiences, she has also grown a lot, it can be seen that Tong Dawei's sacrifice has given her a lot of stimulation, but at this time, she can still maintain a stable mentality, which is rare.

Xiao Chen rubbed his nose and said:

"It's not that it's likely to be exposed, it's that it's already exposed. While we were still in the ordinary world, Han Shaofeng had already attacked our surface world with some giant creatures. There is video evidence of this attack, and it can already be determined that Han Shaofeng has betrayed us. At least it's been controlled in some form. ”

"Han Shaofeng betrayed us?" Hearing the news that Han Shaofeng had betrayed us, Jiang Xueqing, who had been standing on the side and had not spoken, finally couldn't hold back any longer, she staggered forward, her face pale. "How can this be ......"

Since Jiang Xueqing's parents died, Han Shaofeng has been the one who has been by Jiang Xueqing's side to encourage her, but now that she heard the news that Han Shaofeng betrayed our world, her last psychological defense line has finally completely collapsed.

"That's right. You can watch the video yourself. Xiao Chen said slowly. Of course, Han Shaofeng's exposure to the video screen is deliberate, and it is more like a special record for us to see, so it is more like a retaliatory act for our attack on the amorous world. The world of love is declaring war on us and warning us. In doing so, they specifically took a stand. The purpose of taking a stand is to push our world to the opposite side of all worlds and become a common enemy, on the one hand, so that those teams invaded by our zombie world can unite or even form an alliance, and on the other hand, we can also destroy our zombie world, which is a long-term layout. ”

I muttered:

"In other words, has our world become a prop for their alliance? This...... What should I do? ”

"Create contradictions, prevent them from forming alliances, and sow chains of suspicion. Weaken who they want to ally with, and strengthen who they don't have yet. As long as the benefits of an alliance are smaller than those of a non-aligned group, they will naturally not form an alliance. ”

"How is this going to be done? It's too hard......"

"It's hard, but it's not without opportunities. There is a limit to the number of places that can be won in the final game of God, so the so-called alliance in this game is just a temporary deal for the final fight between each other, and in the end they will betray each other and go their own way. It seems that other worlds have joined forces to deal with us, but they are actually thinking about their own world. That is to say, as long as we announce to the outside world that if several worlds jointly attack us, we will use all our strength to die with one of them, and in order to prevent themselves from becoming the unlucky ghost who is dragged by us to the same fate, they will naturally try not to do their best, and even blame each other, and they will be in chaos internally. ”

"Rather than joining forces to kill one of our worlds, other worlds would rather see that our world could pull one or even a few of their future enemies to die together, so that they could reap the benefits of the fisherman. This lazy idea of taking advantage of the maximum with the minimum amount of capital invested is the basis for us to take advantage of it. ”

"If that's it, Xiao Chen, do you want to ......?"

"Declare war." Xiao Chen said bluntly, "Since the amorous world has declared war on our world, then, we will respond to their challenge." ”

"Declare war on the world of amorous ......," I muttered to myself.

"This is for the other worlds, if there is no alliance between their worlds, or if the so-called alliance is not so strong, then our declaration of war will only end up tearing their alliance apart."

After thinking about it for a while, I didn't refute Xiao Chen's plan this time:

"It's okay, we can go and rescue Han Shaofeng......"

Xiao Chen glanced at me and said:

"For saving Han Shaofeng, you'd better not have too much hope, even if you rescue him, he won't be our accomplice. Since he left behind you alone and betrayed our world and followed the amorous world, it means that he already has the idea of destroying the zombie world with you, such a person, even if he is rescued, at best his use value is just to serve as a nail to go to other worlds. ”

Hearing Xiao Chen's words, my heart felt bad for a while. But what he said was a solid fact.

Xiao Chen confirmed the time, and then said to me:

"The tide of battle is changing rapidly, and without further ado, we are about to get moving. During the time I was preparing for the nuclear bomb, you had a very short break, and during this time, take a look at the video of Han Shaofeng attacking our world with the monsters of the other worlds. ”

As Xiao Chen spoke, he walked towards the outside of the underground base, leaving only me, Cao Hongli, and Jiang Xueqing still in this closed hall. The atmosphere is indescribably depressing, Jiang Xueqing's mind is already a little unclear, Cao Hongli, as a teacher, is in a better mental condition - even if her mental condition is not very good, now, watching her students from the same school die one after another, she can only calm down.

Xiao Chen let us take a look at the scene of Han Shaofeng invading our world with monsters during our journey to the ordinary world. At that time, Xiao Chen's zombie giants arranged in some important military regions and core cities in advance to meet those monsters, those monsters that came to attack our world were a burning flame giant, a black dragon, and a huge fat bug, its body was constantly dripping with blood, it looked extremely infiltrating, and what was even more infiltrating was that the big bug would continue to lay eggs, and more small bugs would be produced from its body, which was a bit similar to the characteristics of the zombie virus.