I understand Xu Yi's feelings about defending me, after all, I am his friend, and his aunt is so smeared in front of his friends, no matter who it is, I am afraid I will not be able to stand it.

But each person is an independent individual, and no one can interfere with anyone's thoughts.

Qin Han's mother came to such a conclusion to me today without saying anything, presumably Fang Xiao should have worked hard in front of her on weekdays.

Although I don't know how much Fang Xiao told her and said bad things about me, but judging from Qin Han's mother's current attitude, this is definitely not something that Xu Yi can reverse with a few words.

Even if this matter has passed for an afternoon, every word that Qin Han's mother said is still deeply imprinted in my mind and cannot be erased.

Faced with her own nephew's defense to me, instead of thinking about it seriously, she felt that I was confusing Xu Yi.

That kind of disdainful and extremely contemptuous look seems to dissect my whole person directly, just to see the dirty heart hidden in it.

"Xiao Yi, you don't have to speak for the sake of the cliché, I don't know her well. I had sent someone to investigate her long before I met her today. ”

"Not only was he a fat man before, but he was also divorced, and his father died tragically in prison because of fraud and embezzlement of public funds, so many unsightly things, are they all fake?"

I think maybe the people I'm dealing with are different.

At first, when Fang Xiao talked to me about this, I just laughed it off, and I didn't feel much in my heart, but these words came out of Qin Han's mother's mouth, which was tantamount to a kind of torture for me.

Because I don't have any feelings for Fang Xiao, her dislike for me, her liking for me, and I don't have any direct connection with me.

But Qin Han's mother is different, I like Qin Han, and I know this very well in my heart.

The person sitting in front of me talking about my past experiences is none other than Qin Han's biological mother and the person who grew up with Qin Han.

If I want to be with Qin Han, I have to get her permission.

However, she wouldn't listen to any explanation from me at all, because in her heart, I had already been fixed that I was a woman who was destined not to be worthy of their Qin family.

The chaos of thoughts gave me a headache, and even in such a dark and quiet environment, it was difficult for me to completely calm down my mood.

Today's events, what I've heard today, every word about me, they don't want to roll out of my head.

With a whisper of grumbling, I fell back on the couch and curled myself up in a ball as the light in the living room was suddenly turned on.

Accustomed to the darkness and exposed to bright lights for a while, I was a little uncomfortable, and hurriedly closed my eyes, not daring to look at this dazzling light.

There was the sound of footsteps walking towards the living room, and finally stopped not far from the sofa.

I knew that Qin Han must have come back, but he didn't speak, and I couldn't accept the light for the time being, so there was only silence in the room, and no one paid attention to anyone.

But in the end, it was Qin Han who spoke first, not me.

"Now that you're back, why don't you turn on the lights, do you like to sit in a dark room?"

The harsh words came to my ears, and for some reason, I felt that his voice was so similar to his mother's voice today.

Perhaps, it is genetic.

The light in the living room had been on for a while, and I slowly opened my eyes, slowly realizing that I could also adjust to the bright light, so I got up from the sofa and sat up straight.

Qin Han's suit was casually placed on the sofa, he was wearing a gray shirt, and the light on it looked extraordinarily soft, with a faint dark light.

He turned his back to me, and even if I didn't see his face, just looking at this long and strong figure, he was like a person who could only be watched from afar, someone I was destined not to chase.

Maybe what Qin Han's mother said is not wrong, I who have left a strong color in the past, maybe I really don't deserve Qin Han, all this is just me climbing.

I watched Qin Han skillfully untie his tie, and then turned around, but his gaze was locked on me, with a worry that I couldn't understand.

"Well, are you hungry, you shouldn't have had dinner in the evening."

Listening to these words of concern to me, I felt as if I was only dreaming, thinking how could someone like Qin Han care so much about me?

Seeing that I didn't say a word, Qin Han didn't say anything, he just walked straight to the kitchen and began to prepare dinner for me.

I was still sitting motionless on the sofa, I wanted to stand in front of Qin Han, and I wanted to ask him if I was worth it for him to do this, and whether I could match him.

But whenever I think about the next step, every word that Qin Han's mother said today will remind me over and over again in my mind that I am not worthy of Qin Han from beginning to end.

I don't even know when Qin Han made dinner, and I don't know when he brought it to me.

I only knew that when I reacted, Qin Han was already sitting beside me. He looked at me calmly, the bright light reflected in his inky eyes, with a hint of sparkle.

"Why, it's almost nine o'clock now, aren't you hungry at all? Eat a little bit and go back to rest. ”

I think if Qin Han was as cold to me as he was when he first met, and he didn't say more than ten words to me every day, probably I wouldn't be so sad at this time.

The more he treated me so gently, my heart felt like it was being cut back and forth by a blunt knife, little by little, back and forth, until finally it was drenched in blood, and it could not strip away this feeling.

This is nothing but torture for me, at any time, day and night.

Seeing that I didn't move, Qin Han even took the initiative to stuff the tableware into my hand.

"If you have anything to say, I'll talk about it when you're done eating this bowl of noodles."

Since Qin Han said so, I didn't want him to be too embarrassed, so I immediately ate it.

It's still a familiar taste, just like the first time Qin Han made noodles for me, I always like to eat the noodles he made, with his intentions, and the care he took care of.

But today, when I tasted this familiar taste, the tears that had been suppressed for an afternoon suddenly exploded.

They scrambled out of their eye sockets, dripping into the bowl and disappearing, and breaking into the heat with warmth, but they didn't know what was coming, and what they were about to be tormented even deeper.

"Qin Han, you may not believe it when you say it. Today, when Xu Yilin and I went to dinner with Xiangtian Xu, we met a ...... Someone you shouldn't have met at all. ”

I tried hard to wipe the tears from my face, not wanting to show any fragile appearance in front of Qin Han. Even if everything today has made me feel powerless, and I even began to doubt the meaning of my existence.

But I haven't forgotten that now that I'm staying with Qin Han, if I'm sad, Qin Han will worry about me, which is really unfair to him.

Qin Han didn't immediately ask me what happened, but took a tissue from the side and put it in front of me, and then slowly spoke.

Unlike the bitter crying I had endured all afternoon, his tone was calm and soft, as if it was nothing to him.

"You don't have to say it, I know what happened today."

"You know everything?" Even though the tears on my face hadn't dried up yet, I couldn't help but feel surprised when I heard Qin Han say this to me, and I sobbed and asked him.

Qin Han didn't hide anything, and when he heard me ask, he immediately nodded, calm and frightening, could it be that he really didn't care at all?

"At noon today, when you and Lin Xiangtian Xu Yi got up to eat, we met my mother."

"You...... How do you know? "Sadness is sadness, but for Qin Han, a person who was not present, how did he know about this, I think almost everyone will be very curious.

"She called me this afternoon and told me about it, so I found out."

Qin Han's words made my heart pound for a while, his mother had already told him?

In front of me, his mother has not said a good word about me, so when he calls his own son personally, he may say good things about me?

Actually, don't say nice things, I think maybe she will say more excessively and hurtless than in front of me, so that his son can see my true colors and be able to leave me.

I could almost guess this, but curiosity still urged me, and I asked more carefully than before, "Your mother...... What did you say? ”

"Do you really want to know?" Qin Han looked directly into my eyes, my appearance was reflected in the ink-colored pupils, and his face was full of tears, extremely pitiful.

This sentence woke me up deeply, as Qin Han said, he was willing to tell me, but I really wanted to know what his mother said?

So I lowered my head almost immediately as if I was running away, and shook Qin Han violently, but I didn't give up and grabbed Qin Han's clothes tightly, trying to get the answer I wanted.

I didn't dare to look at Qin Han's gaze, because I was afraid of seeing a look of loss, so I could only bite the bullet and speak, "Then you...... Do you believe what your mother said? ”

"Are you going to move out of here soon?"

"Chen Ci, who was by your side when you were the most depressed, the most helpless, and the most wanted to leave this world?"

The deep words came to my ears, as if magnetic, and the tears that had been falling from me miraculously stopped.

"It's you." My hand still didn't let go of Qin Han's clothes, even if my shirt with a good texture was wrinkled by me, I still didn't want to let go of my hand.

Just like that, I don't want to let go of Qin Han at all.

Before I could understand what Qin Han meant by this, he suddenly grabbed my arm and hugged me into his arms.

"So, since I didn't give up on you at the beginning, why do I have to leave now because of a sentence or two?"

Just this sentence was enough to bring tears to my eyes.