After listening to Li Dehai's words, I shivered and showed my file in the patient's file room, what does this mean, did I also suffer from mental illness? But since I can remember, I have never had the slightest memory of mental illness or mental illness.

What the hell is going on?

Li Dehai may have seen my fearful face, and hurriedly comforted me and said: "Tian Xin, I didn't want to talk to you about this matter, the situation was more urgent at that time, and you also know that the information in the Ruikang archives was closely watched, and we also took a lot of effort to sell Director Wang's face before we entered it." ”

"And the situation is urgent, Zhang Yang may be wrong, even if he is not mistaken, there are people with the same name as you, your name is not complicated, it is only two words, there must be a lot of people with the same name."

Li Dehai said that there is a situation, and I have not thought about the situation of the same name, if it is another Tian Xin, of course, there is nothing to worry about, but the problem is that this is only one of the possibilities, the other possibility, that is, this case file is indeed mine, if this is the case, it is really terrifying.

Mom and Dad were gone, and they had taken a lot of important information about me and themselves with them, and I suddenly had a feeling that I wanted to desperately grasp something, but I couldn't grasp anything, which made people feel suffocated, which was really uncomfortable.

Li Dehai saw that I still didn't speak, and hurriedly said: "Tian Xin, you have been busy with this and that during this time, it is estimated that you are also tired, why don't you go back and rest first, and contact you when I need it, about Yang Lei's matter, we are privately coordinating within the police department." ”

I nodded with a blank expression, and Li Dehai took out another envelope that he was carrying, handed it to me, and said, "Tian Xin, here is 5ooo yuan, please be sure to accept it." ”

I smiled and said, "Director Li, I didn't do anything for you, it's a bit bad." ”

Li Dehai said: "This is actually what Uncle Wang meant, there are documents in our bureau, and external departments will assist in solving the case, and they will be paid accordingly according to the nature of the case." ”

Li Dehai said and forced the money into my hand, and said with relief: "I have completed Wang Ju's instructions, of course, it means that he means, the amount of money is set by me, and now the money is worthless, this 5ooo yuan is really a small meaning, you don't have to be too little." ”

I smiled and said, "I should be flattered." ”

After chatting with Li Dehai for a few relaxed jokes, I temporarily left the police station, and wanted to go straight home, but when I thought that Mao Jiabao had already left, and the house was empty at this time, I temporarily decided to go to Wanru.

When Wanru saw me, she was naturally very happy.

She smiled and said to me: "Tian Xin, Tian Xin, you suddenly came here at this time, I really have a feeling of surprise." ”

I was full of worries, but seeing that Wanru's interest was so high, my mood was a little better, and after a moment of silence, I said to Wanru in a half-joking and half-serious tone: "Wanru, if one day, I also have mental illness, will you dislike me." ”

After hearing this, Wanru immediately laughed and said, "You are a psychopath now." ”

Listening to Wanru's words, I was stunned, and Wanru continued to smile and said: "People don't often say that people in love are neurotic. ”

Listening to Wanru's words, I can't help but smile, in fact, although Wanru made a joke, but in reality there is really such a situation, a famous psychiatrist in the United States, after years of research has confirmed that human beings fall in love, in fact, it is a psychotic condition, so think about it, the ancient sages of our country seem to be smarter, and they have long understood the word lovesickness.

Lovesickness can get sick, and this disease may be mental illness.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing, Wanru kicked me lightly with her foot, and said coquettishly: "Hey, you said that you are neurotic, are you really nervous?" ”

I smiled and told Wanru what I had just thought about Wanru, and Wanru also laughed after hearing it, leaned her head on my shoulder and said, "Listen to what you say, then we should both be patients, and we are both not lightly ill, I'm afraid we are already terminally ill." ”

I hugged Wanru for a while, and suddenly the topic came to the shadow company, I thought of today's incident about Yang Lei, and I felt more and more that it was the shadow company's ghost, and I couldn't help but say angrily: "The cancer of the shadow company, I will remove it sooner or later, even if it costs my life." ”

After listening to my words, Wanru was silent, turned her head away, and did not look at me, as if there was no second person in this room.

Seeing her like this, I asked cautiously, "Wanru, what's wrong with you?" ”

Wanru sighed and said, "You can say the word dead so easily, so what should I do?" ”

Only then did I realize that I was indeed a little selfish when I said such a thing in front of Wanru, so I slapped my mouth in front of Wanru, and pretended to be angry: "It's all my fault, this damn mouth, say everything that should be said and shouldn't be said." ”

Wanru still smiled wryly, and said: "If someone else said these words in front of me, it was like a world away, and it didn't matter, I would think that this person was acting coyly, but I know you too well, and you have always done what you say." ”

After Wanru finished speaking, I couldn't think of a good word to comfort her, and for a while, neither of them spoke, but the scene did not look embarrassing.

I looked at Wanru in front of me with a complicated and indescribable feeling, and thought to myself, how good it would be if we were both ordinary children, just like this, to be an ordinary person, to live an ordinary life, and to be extremely happy.

Wanru leaned her head on my shoulder for a while, and suddenly as if she had thought of something, she raised her head and said, "Yes, if you die, I will accompany you, so that we will still be together." ”

When I heard this, I tapped her head lightly with my hand and said, "What stupid thing are you talking about?" ”

But I thought in my heart, it seems that the research of the American psychologist is reasonable, and people in love really have mental illness.

When Wanru heard my words, she gasped and said, "Then you are not allowed to die, I want you to stay with me all the time!" ”

I smiled and nodded and said, "Okay, I've been with you, Wanru is so gentle and lovely, how can I be willing to leave you to die?" ”

As soon as my voice fell, suddenly a phone call came in, it was Li Youyou.

As soon as I picked up the phone, she said to me eagerly: "Tian Xin, have you contacted Ling Xiao recently?" ”

I hurriedly replied, "No, what's wrong?" ”

Li Youyou immediately said: "Ling Xiao doesn't know what's wrong, it's like the world is steaming, I don't answer his phone calls, and I don't reply to messages, he won't have an accident, right?" ”

So I said: "Yoyo, I'm afraid you're going to lose contact with him for a while, the police department is now settling his accounts, he can only hide for the time being, don't contact anyone, of course, I am to blame for this, but don't worry, I will find a way to let him return safely." ”

Li Youyou snorted and complained a few words, and then hung up the phone.

In fact, about Ling Xiao, I had secretly contacted him shortly after the accident, since I did it wrong, then I can't waste this opportunity, if I make a mistake, I will keep him as a trump card, let him secretly Chen Cang, and when the time is ripe, this trump card has been played, and it will be unstoppable.

Of course, apart from me and Ling Xiao, this matter can't be known to a third person, and neither can Wanru.

After hanging up, Wanru asked me who was calling, and I smiled and said, "Another psychopath." ”

Wanru tilted her head to look at me in confusion, and I said, "It's Li Youyou, who asked me about the whereabouts of her sweetheart." ”

Wanru burst out laughing when she heard this.

But she smiled and smiled, her face suddenly became melancholy again, and I thought she was still sad about the topic I had just talked about, so I said, "Wanru, none of us will die, we will all live well." ”

Wanru squeezed out a smile and said, "I know." ”

But after she said this, she immediately lowered her head again, and thought for a moment, I guessed that she must have something on her mind, so I asked her, "Wanru, if you have anything on your mind, why don't you share it with me?" ”

Wanru sighed and said: "I just think Dad has been a little weird lately, when he was chopping vegetables this morning, he accidentally cut his hand, I went to help him get it, but he seemed to be very angry, so scared that I didn't dare to step forward, hey, I think our father and daughter seem to have been estranged before, I feel more and more like this." ”

I comforted her and said, "Wanru, the police station has been a constant affair during this time, Uncle Wang, as the director, must be under a lot of pressure, as a daughter, give him more understanding." ”

Wanru nodded a little reluctantly, and then said: "I actually know that he is busy with work and rarely bothers him, but after all, we are father and daughter, and we often can't say a word all day, isn't it too strange." ”

I smiled and said, "My parents and I had nothing to talk about before, but what can we do?" At the end of the day, there were still a lot of things I didn't know, and there were so many questions about me and the two of them, but no one could untie the knot for me. ”

After hearing this, Wanru smiled bitterly and said, "What kind of relationship do you say we had before and our parents? When my mother was still there, she once told me that what she especially missed was the time when I was just born and turned one year old, when I didn't understand anything, and I often surprised her with a change every day. ”

"My mother said that if it was possible, she really hoped that I would always be that old, if that was the case, she would be willing to protect me for the rest of my life, but I later thought that I was actually unconscious at that time, and I naturally didn't know about the hardships that my mother paid when raising me, and I could only hear about it from her mouth."

"Later, when I grew up, I gradually had my own thoughts, and I began to learn to talk back to her and my father, and then I remembered what my mother said, and I could really understand why she said that."

"Since my mother passed away, I realized that I don't have much memory of my father, because he seems to be busy all the time, and I even suspect that in his mind, career is far more important than family."

Listening to Wanru's complaints, I suddenly remembered my parents, they are a different kind of existence than Uncle Wang, they gave me companionship and love, but they hid their true selves very deeply in front of me, when I began to want to catch them in the memories, but suddenly all the memories they left me seemed to be false, real things, but I couldn't grasp them at all.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little sad from the bottom of my heart, but then I thought of what Lin Ruoxi said to me before, the reason why my parents chose to treat me like this may really be out of protection for me.

Because their profession is too much for them, and I can't help them in any way, letting me know their work will only implicate me.

Uncle Wang may be the same, just like Wanru said, if he also has the heart to deal with the shadow company, then he must not want his daughter to be implicated.

Thinking of this, I was relieved again, pity the hearts of parents all over the world, parents are great, as children, we really shouldn't question them, can give them a little more care and understanding, it should be filial piety.

I shared my thoughts with Wanru, and Wanru seemed to feel better after listening to it.

At this time, I suddenly received a call from Li Dehai, and after the phone was connected, I hurriedly said: "Director Li, what's wrong with Yang Lei?" ”

Li Dehai said in a deep voice: "It's not him, there is another homicide at the train station." ”

After hearing this, I suddenly felt my scalp tighten, and Li Dehai continued: "Two people died, and the suspect was arrested on the spot, and it was a woman." ”

I let out a soft sigh and asked in a low voice, "Director Li, do you need me to do anything?" ”

After Li Dehai was silent for a moment, he suddenly said: "When Zhang Yang gave me a photo of the deceased, Youyou happened to be next to him, and he also glanced at the photo, and she said that one of the deceased had seen ...... in your house before."

After hearing this, I felt like something had been slammed on my brain, and instinctively shouted, "Mao...... Mao Jiabao! ”

(Education 123 Literature Network)

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