Chapter 238: The helplessness and fear of imminent death
I felt that he was holding my hand with a lot of force, as if I would disappear if I relaxed a little.
I looked at his handsome side face in puzzlement, unusually resolute, and then looked back at Xiao Jiu's posture of kidnapping Bai Su, and always felt that there seemed to be some conspiracy between the two of them.
"Xian Xian! Don't you want me too? Bai Su called me pitifully from behind.
And I pretended not to hear and followed closely behind Wen Ling, in comparison, I wanted to know what Wen Ling wanted to do.
After sitting on the Ferris wheel, my heart is still very excited, after all, it is the first time to sit, although I know that it is very safe, but I will be nervous, only me and Wen Ling, I don't know if it will be a romantic trip?
And I have heard a legend about the Ferris wheel before, that is, lovers riding the Ferris wheel together will eventually end in breaking up, but when the Ferris wheel reaches its highest point, if the lovers kiss, they will be happy until the end of their lives.
Regardless of whether this legend is true or not, and whether Wen Ling and I are lovers or not, at this moment, I am a little nervous.
I admit that I have a lot of beautiful fantasies in my head now, Wen Ling and Hong Teng quarreled, and he put the bath water and got clothes for me, and now he is competing for this Ferris wheel alone with me, does it prove that he wants to confess to me?
If he really said that, I don't think I would be able to say no, even if our relationship ended in a breakup, I would want to try it, so that my youth can feel complete.
The Ferris wheel finally started to move slowly, really slowly, but it was better this way, and I could have more time and be alone with Wenling.
It's just that he kept staring into my eyes, his eyes were indescribably complicated, but he never spoke.
This silence made me feel a little suffocated, so I mustered up the courage and decided to take the lead again, in the face of love, sometimes it is necessary to be brave, as for who took the first brave step, it does not matter.
"Wen Ling," my heart began to beat faster, but the thought of what I confessed in the car that day made me timid again.
Seeing that I was silent a few times, Wen Ling also spoke, "Yan Ruoxian, why is it you?" ”
"Huh?" I didn't understand what Wen Ling was talking about, so I was stunned.
"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be so sad, but it's you, what should I do?" Wen Ling looked a little messy and painful.
"What's wrong with you?" I had a vague feeling that he might like me, but I wasn't sure, or I didn't think it should be, but at least it made me feel a little happy.
Wen Ling frowned slightly, stopped talking, and looked outside, looking a little irritable.
"Wen Ling, say whatever you want, I am willing to be your most loyal listener, even if you can't be with me in the end, it doesn't matter, really, I can accept it." Although I have a lot of fantasies, I also know the gap between me and him, not to mention that I was almost insulted.
The Ferris wheel continued to rise slowly, and the people and things below became smaller and smaller, I thought I wouldn't feel scared, but it turned out to be really high, but I didn't dare to look down, and I couldn't help but lean on the edge of Wenling.
The closer distance made my heartbeat beat wildly again, and the inexplicable feeling of heartache came up again, making me uncomfortable and unable to breathe.
"Yan Ruoxian?" Wen Ling noticed that something was wrong with me and took me into his arms.
"I'm fine, I'm just a little uncomfortable." I tried to smile and didn't want him to worry, but I knew it didn't work.
Wen Ling hugged me, suddenly leaned over and kissed my lips, I trembled, slowly closed my eyes, I don't know if I am at the highest point of the Ferris wheel now, but the joy in my heart has stretched every cell in my body, Wen Ling He still likes me.
The kiss was gentle, but it gave me infinite strength, as if all the sweetness and hope had passed through our mouths into my body, which was uplifting.
But just as I was enjoying this beauty, I suddenly felt a pair of strong hands grope around my neck, and then slowly exert force, making me unable to breathe, and the feeling of suffocation became stronger and stronger.
I opened my eyes painfully and saw Wen Ling's beautiful eyelashes hanging slightly, and he was still kissing me unwillingly, as if there was a crystal teardrop slowly sliding down from the corner of his eye.
Wenling! I wanted to call him by his name and tell him that I was feeling so hard right now, like a soul being sucked out of my body little by little, the helplessness and fear of imminent death.
Just when I felt that I was about to fall into a coma, the strong hand slowly stretched out, Wen Ling's kiss did not stop, and I returned to my previous state.
It was a wonderful journey, I don't know if it was my hallucination, or the panic caused by being in the air, but in retrospect, it was fascinating and scary.
At the end of Wen Ling's kiss, we had begun to gradually get closer and closer to the ground, which made me suddenly sure that the kiss just happened in the air, maybe we really hope to go on forever, although it is only a good wish.
"Are you feeling better?" Wen Ling's lips left mine, but he was still holding me, and we were very close, very close.
I nodded, and he distanced himself from me, and then pulled the collar of the skirt for me, and I also subconsciously touched my neck, which felt a little sore.
"You just pinched my neck?" I didn't want to ask, but looking at his expression, it didn't seem right.
"Really? I didn't pay attention. I'm sorry. Wen Ling said embarrassedly.
"It's okay." In that situation, maybe he was too focused.
I didn't want to say anything more, so I licked my lips lightly with my tongue, reminiscing about the kiss just now, and I don't know what it meant.
"Wen Ling, why did you kiss me?" I kept my head down, not daring to look at him.
Wen Ling hadn't answered yet, the Ferris wheel suddenly stuck, and then it didn't move, I immediately panicked, what's wrong?
"Don't move, something may have gone wrong, and it will be fine in a while!" Wen Ling quietly pulled my hand up.
We were already not far from the ground, so it was just right to give us more time to talk.
I looked at him with longing eyes, expecting his answer, for Wen Ling, I was always disappointed and hopeful, and then desperate, but it was not long before I would give myself more hope again.
But Wen Ling didn't want to say anything, his phone remembered the prompt tone of the message, and he just took this opportunity to avoid my questioning.
After reading the information, Wen Ling's face seemed to be a little ugly, and I asked curiously, "Who is it?" ”
"No, it doesn't matter." Wen Ling said this, but it was obvious that he was holding my hand.
"Is it Hong Teng?" That's the first guess that comes to mind.
"It's not!" Wen Ling replied quickly.
"I saw your conversation that day, and you had a fight?" I asked in a low voice.
"We're separated." Wen Ling replied very bluntly.
"Really?" I was a little surprised to hear them break up, though it shouldn't have been so obvious.
"Hmm." Wen Ling nodded, but fell into embarrassment.
I looked at his side face, Wen Ling was really handsome, the kind of aura on his body was irresistible, I just wanted to keep getting close to him, reading him, echoing him, and following him, but I was afraid that he would not be willing.
The air suddenly froze, and I had a lot to say to him, but I didn't know where to start, and he seemed to be more focused on his phone.
"What's going on? The Ferris wheel isn't going to be stuck here all the time, right? I looked down to myself, a little anxious.
"No, it'll be fine right away." Wen Ling whispered while replying to the message on his phone.
"But it's nice to see the scenery this way, why don't we take a picture?" That's a bold idea.
Wen Ling didn't refuse, I smiled with him head to head with satisfaction, and I will have a photo with Wen Ling on my mobile phone in the future!
After taking the photo, the Ferris wheel suddenly moved, startling me, getting closer and closer to the ground, and I knew that my sweet trip with Wenling also meant that it was coming to an end.
"Wen Ling, have you ever liked me?" I still couldn't resist asking this question.
"I heard you had a very ugly puppy before?" Wen Ling didn't answer my question, but mentioned small things.
"Hmm." If he hadn't mentioned it, I would have almost forgotten the little thing.
"Does that puppy like you?" Wen Ling asked.
"Of course, it not only likes me, but also protects me, a very warm dog, but unfortunately I lost it." I still regret it.
"I think the time it spent with you was the happiest time of its life." Wen Ling said thoughtfully.
I looked at him in a daze, the Ferris wheel had gradually stopped, Wen Ling didn't want to answer my question, so he deliberately said these things to distract me, is there a waste of time?
Forget it, I don't want to force anything, even if he says he likes me, what can he do? Can we be together?
Getting off the Ferris wheel, Bai Su rushed in front of us, and his menacing appearance startled me.
"What did you just do?" Bai Su asked loudly.
I glanced at Wen Ling with a weak heart, could it be that they saw the picture of the two of us kissing just now, right? What a shame!
"Nothing, she's just blinded." Wen Ling said and left me down and walked to Xiao Jiu's side.
"How can you be blinded? Which eye, shall I see? Bai Su looked at me seriously, not quite convinced.
"Maybe my eyelashes fell in, and I'm still a little uncomfortable!" I said and rubbed my eyes vigorously.
"Scared me to death, I thought you two were that!" Bai Su breathed a sigh of relief.
"You don't think too much, you're not pure at all!" I didn't dare to look at Bai Su, I deliberately walked in front of him, Wen Ling and Xiao Jiu were talking, a little serious, which always made me uneasy.