1236 What to Do?

Thinking of the sweetness of the past, she finally couldn't help suppressing her sobbing voice, with an indescribable sourness and forbearance, and the listener was sad.

In fact, she has never dared to love him, she has not dared to work too hard, she has long been accustomed to seeing human affection in society since she was a child, and she doesn't believe that he will fall in love with herself inexplicably.

Ever since he got her out of prison, she had been cautious and guarded.

Because she believes that he will never spend so much trouble for no reason, just to change places to take care of and love, like a man like him who is surrounded by countless women, a man who is enough to cover the sky with one hand, how can he give a sincere heart to himself for no reason.

But no matter how much she didn't believe it, no matter how vigilant she was, those cautious precautions and doubts were still eroded and disintegrated little by little under his tenderness, and even her uncontrollable emotion and love.

Xiang Tianlai raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, her closed eyes never opened, and the eyes outside the window shone on her face, slightly warm, but it could not dispel the cold in her heart.

The thought of this made her heart ache even more, she didn't know if he had ever loved herself, or if, as others had said, it was all a hoax from beginning to end, he was just trying to get it from her.

If... If he really never loved himself......

That... So what should she do?

I don't know why, she has long been accustomed to the impermanence of the world and the indifference of human feelings, but the moment she thought of this possibility, she burst into tears again, whimpering, unwilling to accept it.

Since she was a child, she has really experienced too much that ordinary people can't experience, and it can be said unceremoniously that she has been at the bottom of society since she was a child.

She has even cheated and cheated, and even killed people by mistake, and she has experienced a lot of betrayal, abandonment, ridicule, and contempt, but she seems to have never had such a beautiful thing.

But because it is too beautiful, it is difficult for her to face loss calmly, as long as she thinks that all this is fake, she feels that God is really too cruel and cruel......

There was a heartbreaking sourness in the room, and the petite body on the bed was always curled up in the soft bed, never moving.

After Concubine Ye and Su Mohan left, they returned to the room, although they were worried about Alai, she also knew that many times the injuries and pain in a person's heart could not be cured by a few simple words of comfort and persuasion.

It takes a long time, so long that you feel that life is boring, so long that you feel that the hustle and bustle of the world has nothing to do with you, but she always believes that these difficult and painful times will always pass, and the bright and warm sun in the sky will eventually penetrate the layers of obstacles, shine on the softest place in your heart, give you strength and hope.

Concubine Ye got up and went back to the room to see the two children, while Su Mohan began to deal with some official affairs that had been backlogged recently in the study.

But it didn't take long for Su Mohan's mobile phone to ring.

He frowned, and after taking out his mobile phone, his face became cold for a while, with a rare touch of irritability.

"Something?" Su Mohan said straight to the point.