Wen Ling and I stared into each other's eyes, and it was a good feeling to be surrounded by love, and I wanted time to stop at this moment, even if it was just a dream.

"I'm sorry, but is the food still serving?" The waiter asked in a slightly embarrassed whisper.

Wen Ling's gaze still didn't leave me, but I was already blushing and didn't dare to look at him.

"He's gone, do you still eat?" Wen Ling asked.

I tried my best to ease my fanatical heartbeat, where is I in the mood to eat now, or alone with Wen Ling, I like him, but I am also afraid to be alone with him, especially after being kissed by him.

"Well, pack it and take it away!" I really don't want to waste it, and it's really my first time at this hotel!

"Packing?" The waiter seemed to be a little surprised when he heard the word for the first time.

"Can't you?" It would be a pity if their hotel didn't allow packing.

"Yes, yes." The waiter asked again, "Is it okay to pack it all up and take it away?" ”

I nodded, isn't it embarrassing to pack and take away? If that's the case, I'm not going to make Wen Ling embarrassed, right?

I secretly looked at Wen Ling beside me, and he was still looking at me, as if he had been pointed, without blinking his eyes.

"Wen Ling," I suddenly realized that my voice had become very gentle, "is what you just said true?" ”

I'm desperate for an answer to this question because I'm really so caught up in his feelings that I don't even feel like I'll ever fall in love with anyone else again in my life!

"Do you think it's going to be true?" Wen Ling actually threw the question back.

I looked at him in a daze, but he no longer looked at me, and returned to his former indifference, as if he had never said those words at all, had not kissed me, and the distance between me and him was so far away.

The feeling of being around but not being able to reach it made my heart ache, and I mistakenly thought that at least for a moment, he belonged to me, but now I suddenly understand that he never belonged to me for a second, so why did he do it?

"Wen Ling, why did you kiss me just now?" I can't let the tears fall.

Wen Ling hadn't answered yet, and the waiter had already packed all the dishes and delivered them.

"Let's go home." Wen Ling just said a word, and walked out alone.

I took all the packed dishes in my hands, felt the contempt from the waiter, and sure enough, I embarrassed Wen Ling.

I walked out of the hotel slowly, I couldn't see Wen Ling anymore, he lived in the same building as me, didn't he want to go home with me?

Was it really just a show? My heart was indescribably sad, the feeling of falling from heaven to earth, like the end of the world was coming.

I watched the cars on the street come and go, and I didn't know where I was going, where was the way home? And where am I?

Wen Ling, since you don't like me, why do you kiss me? Why give me hope, why do I have to make my heart hurt so much?

"Yan Ruoxian!"

I heard someone call me, and when I looked up, it turned out to be Mu Gongzi, and he hadn't left yet!

I looked at him in surprise, but he looked at me with a smile, got out of the car and walked up to me and said, "Sure enough, I guessed it, I knew that it was impossible for you and the surname Wen to be at all!" ”

Hearing his words, my heart hurt even more, yes, I am not worthy of Wen Ling at all, everything is just my daydream!

Now, I suddenly understand the feeling that Mu Gongzi likes a person, and the other party doesn't like him, but he is still hurting himself intentionally or unintentionally, it really hurts, and I have been doing things to hurt him.

"Why are you crying?" Mu Gongzi suddenly became overwhelmed and hugged me into his arms.

Am I crying? If he didn't say it, I wouldn't know yet, the tears are so unassuming, this relationship has already known the result, isn't it? Why are you crying?

"Okay, I know you're sad, it's me who is bad, I shouldn't put too much pressure on you, Ruoxian, don't worry, I won't hesitate anymore, I will definitely solve the matter tonight!" Mu Gongzi suddenly said as if he had made a lot of determination.

"What do you want to do?" I had a bad premonition.

"You don't need to know." Mu Gongzi's hands were on my shoulders, and his eyes looked at me resolutely.

"The child in Lin Xue's belly, don't you really plan to ask for it?" I know I shouldn't care, but I always feel like it's not a small thing.

"You know everything? Did she come to you? Mu Gongzi was a little angry.

"Mu Gongzi, I don't know what the relationship between you and Lin Xue is, but children are always innocent, and it's really impossible for the two of us!" Even if it's hurt, I'm still going to say it.

"I'll send you home." Mu Gongzi stopped talking to me about this topic.

"No need, I'll go back by myself!" I strode in one direction, I don't know if the end of the road is home, I just want to get out of here as soon as possible.

My mind is very messy, there are so many things that I can't figure out, feelings are really a complicated thing, I can't do it easily.

My steps were fast, fortunately Mu Gongzi didn't catch up, I just breathed a sigh of relief, suddenly a taxi stopped in front of me, the driver was an uncle, he looked at me and asked, "You are surnamed Yan, right?" ”

"Well, you are?" I looked at the strange driver uncle in front of me, as if I didn't know him?

"Oh, a gentleman over there asked me to take you home, and he's already paid the fare." Uncle Driver said.

I looked back and couldn't see Mu Gongzi's car anymore, but I knew that this taxi must have been called by him.

"Thank you!" I hesitated and got into the car.

"What's your relationship?" The driver's uncle turned out to be very gossipy.

"He's my brother." Even if it's a stranger, I don't want him to be cranky.

"Oh, quarrelsome?" Uncle Driver continued to ask.

"Hmm." I don't want to say too much, now I just want to be quiet, in the face of feelings, I am still confused.

The driver's uncle saw that I was in a bad mood, and said some enlightening words alone, but I didn't listen, and when I got out of the car after thanking me, I was about to go to the community, and I saw another car parked in front of me.

I know this car, it belongs to Hong Teng, and there are two people in the car, the driver is Hong Teng, and the person in the co-pilot is Wen Ling!

No wonder he left in such a hurry, it turned out that someone came to pick him up! I held back my tears and smiled at them.

It doesn't matter, it's just a person you like, there will definitely be better people in the future, Wen Ling is just a passerby in my life, who hasn't been hurt by love in his life?

I said a lot of comforting words in my heart, but it seemed useless, and my heart still hurt!

"You came back in a taxi?" Sect Master Hong got out of the car and walked towards me, then looked at Wen Ling, who also got out of the car on the other side, and said, "You should tell me, anyway, by the way, I'll take her back with me!" ”

"It's okay, I don't want to bother you, thank you Wen Ling for today's matter, Teacher Hong, don't you mind?" I'd love to see how she reacts.

"Oh, it's all Xiao Jiu's bad idea, he's quite interested in you!" Is Sect Leader Hong trying to match me and Xiao Jiu?

In this case, I had no choice but to push the boat down the river and say: "Xiao Jiu just likes to worry about it, but he is really good to me." ”

"Xiao Jiu is not good for everyone, you better think about it!" Sect Leader Hong said with a smile.

I chatted with Sect Master Hong calmly on the surface, but in fact, my heart was dripping blood all the time, in front of her, I seemed so small, any man would choose her, right?

Wen Ling had been standing next to the car, his eyes not looking at me or at Sect Master Hong, his hands in his pockets, as if he was running away from me.

"It's late, I'll go upstairs first! Good bye! "I don't want to stay here anymore, maybe I don't want to see Wenling again.

But his kiss was deeply imprinted in my mind, engraved on my heart, and I couldn't erase it.

Whether I opened my eyes or closed them, it was the way he kissed me, that feeling, that kind of focused eyes, I really can't forget it!

The love between me and Wen Ling always seems to pass by like this, I thought love was coming, but it left quietly, everything was just my illusion, but this time, Wen Ling was too much, he shouldn't provoke me like this!

I didn't know how I walked home, I opened the door and closed it with my backhand, and I didn't have any strength, and my body slowly slid on the ground, not wanting to get up or doing anything.

His fingers unconsciously touched his lips, rubbing back and forth, even if all this was Xiao Jiu's idea, why did Wen Ling kiss me?

Is he really trying to prove to Mu Gongzi that there is a romantic relationship between me and him? Even so, it's good to kiss lightly, why tongue kiss, and so devoted?

He thinks I'm a Hongteng? Or is he a good actor in his own right? Or does he have no feelings for me, so it doesn't matter if he kisses?

I'm a girl, doesn't he care about my feelings? What should I do now? The feelings for him have overflowed, and they can't hide it!

We will be neighbors and classmates in the future, and there will be many opportunities to meet each other every day, how can I face him?

He can be calm, but what about me? Can I do it too? I don't think I'm that open-minded, after all, this kiss made me think about it, and I fell into the whirlpool of love, and I couldn't get out!

I sat at the door for a long time, but there was no sound of the door opening and closing on the other side, and Wen Ling still didn't come back?

What are they talking about? Or have they already left the neighborhood and where will they go? Do what? I'm starting to break down, lovers together, what else can I do?

I clasped my hands on my knees, buried my head in my knees, and wept silently, falling asleep in a daze......